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The way his body moved on top of me and inside of me was purely blissful. All of his touches were delicate and his kisses weren't urgent; they were full of love. His entrance was slow and somewhat painful, he completely filled me, stretching me almost…. Once he entered completely into me, he froze. His brown sobering eyes looked at mine, asking for approval to move without saying a word. I looked at him with the most love I had ever felt, hoping he could read me without my ability or words. I wanted more immediately. Nothing had ever felt as good as the sensation of him entering me. I wanted it over and over again, but I had to be patient. His eyes were closed, as if composing himself, before moving slightly and then he pushed into my lips as he started moving consistently. His breaths were deep and broken, although we hadn't exerted ourselves… yet.

With each movement my pleasure increased. There was no pain, only discomfort initially, but it was long behind me... I watched his facial expressions and movements; I quickly realized how much pleasure he was in. his eyes looked over my body, and I started to move my own hips slowly, meeting his rounded movements. I touched his face and hair, and chest as he pushed up away from me slightly. He turned his face into my touch, kissing my hand. I couldn't get enough of his skin and the feeling he was making me feel. He looked down at me in between his long hard breaths and long blinks. He looked like he was stunned half the time, but in heaven the other half.

His hands continued to feel my whole body. He pulled my legs up; encouraging them to wrap around his body. His hands rubbed up and down my thighs with each slow movement. Again, he knew exactly what to do without guidance or direction.

He moved his hips slightly faster as he pulled his chest and head back and away from mine further, exposing his chest to my full view. His breath broke. The pulsations between my legs were granted reward as he increased his movements; filling and stretching me, bringing more pleasure to us both with each movement.
My hands were urging him on, running my down his smooth arms and chest.. I didn't know where I wanted to touch more; his hair, or his face, or his chest, or his arms; I felt like I couldn't get enough.
I took in his body with my hands and my eyes. The muscles seemed like they overlapped each other. He bulged in places I didn't think possible. His ab muscles entered into a V lower down his body, pointing and our connection point. I had seen Jake naked before, but I never noticed this beautiful definition. Angle? Movements? I didn't care; it was beautiful and it was for me.
I watched as these muscles contracted and released with each thrust into me; enjoying the view and the pleasure he was bringing me. I began to feel breathless.
His body and movements were pushing me over the edge. "Jacob" I panted. His face half smirked at the sound of his name. And with that, his lips slid into mine, catching my attention and my eyes to shoot open. His hands then left my body and pushed on the mattress beside me, pushing his chest further away from mine again.

His face filled with what looked like pain, shock and resistance, and then I could tell they were none of them. He came with the most wonderful sound of shattered moaning and breathing. His chest, forehead and arm muscles flexed to the point of quivering. His body fell into me. His pants slowed and his timid face nuzzled into my neck. His kisses started again, slowly, individually, but with less angst and more gratitude. His body was like a warm blanket draped over me. I had never felt better in my entire life. I was starting to think he hadn't either.

"I don't know what to say" he whispered, as I ran my hands through his hair. "you just. I… I don't know. It was.." He couldn't say anything. I took that as a good thing.

"Are you OK?" I whispered into his hair.

"I am the best I have ever been…." He paused, and nuzzled his head into my neck and hair further, touching his lips to my ear. "I am sorry you didn't, but it felt so good, everything…just…?" he breathed again, dumbfounded.
I touched his face again. I have never been or felt better then I do right now. Your love is overwhelming..I felt his cheeks rise at my thought.

"no, no, our love is overwhelming."he corrected, raising his head to look at me.

"This… it was amazing." I stuttered, shocked at his intense eye contact.

He began to rub his nose along my cheek and towards my ear, until hip lips lightly touched me. "I have imagined this more times then I would like to admit… but it was better, then I could have imagined…. And I can't wait to do it again?" Jake laughed into my neck.

Jake shifted out of me and I instantly missed the sensation. He shifted his large frame to my side and ran his fingers through my hair and down my body, over and over again.

"We were safe right?" I asked after a while of breathing and silence.

"Safety first" he whispered. "It was subtle enough for you not to notice, so it wasn't awkward?"

"I knew" I teased

"we'll be fine Nes, don't worry." He kissed me again, reassuring me, although I wasn't worried, I gladly took the kiss.

"I know. I am not worried. Worth the risk." I corrected.

"glad I'm not the only one who thinks that." He laughed again.

I wasn't worried. If that was what I would get from him everyday for the rest of my life, I would take the risk.

Jake and I lay in bed for another hour before dressing and emerging for the dinner we had put off.

Jake was glowing with a smile and I believed I was too. I was more committed today, then any day before, to never be with anyone else. It did make me a little more afraid of the people hunting me. I had more to lose now.

Jake quickly made dinner, making me lay on the couch, assuring me I would need my rest. I wasn't particularly hungry, but nibbled on what he made. I needed to hunt, but didn't want to get into the argument of me hunting alone again, especially tonight. Tonight was perfect. Jake put on a movie after dinner and pulled a blanket over us. Thirty minutes into the movie he started kissing my neck in a certain way that his intentions were clear.

I grabbed the plates and offered to clean up.

"Just leave it." He suggested, pulling my hand towards the stairs. I shook him off, in a nice way. I reassuringly kissed his hand and looked up and into his eyes.
"I'll meet you up there."

I needed a second to myself. I didn't want time away from Jake, I just needed to squeal to myself. I wished I had someone to talk to, but I was happier then I had ever been. I knew I would be alright if Jake and I stayed apart from my family for a little while and I knew what he meant now, by enjoying the time we had away. God knows I wouldn't want to be anywhere near my dad right now. My mom might understand, and I would tell her when we were together again, although, I am sure she will be able to tell. She was always aware of my changes without me saying anything at all.

Jake and I had hummed and hawed over our actions enough, and I was happy that we didn't have to wait any longer. This whole scenario had brought us to the right place, regardless of the threats, there was no where else I would rather be.

I washed the dishes quickly, unable to wipe the smile off of my face. I quickly tidied the rest of the kitchen and ran up the stairs. I had expected Jake to be in bed, watching the sport highlight reel, but he had lit a few candles beside the bed, and lay there on top of the covers in nothing but his pajama pants.
"Jake" I smiled at the little romantic mood he was creating.
"What?" he laughed. "It's bed time. Can't I wear my pajamas? You cant expect me naked all the time." That was Jake for you; he never made things too forced or uncomfortable, just perfect.
I laughed and grabbed my tank top and shorts and headed for the bathroom. I still couldn't wipe the smile from my face as I brushed my teeth. I briefly thought about being bold and not wearing anything to bed that night, but I was sure I wouldn't be in my clothes for long, and wasn't ready to walk across the room wearing nothing… just yet anyway.

Jake's side of the bed was closest to the bathroom, and I crawled over his sprawling legs, instead of walking around the bed to my side. He immediately grabbed me and pulled me into him.

"Have I told you how incredible you are today?" he asked kissing my nose.
"nope. Not today." I smirked at him, pulling away and playfully crawling over him and under the covers. There was something about being covered. I slept with my own heater every night, but I still enjoyed being under at least a sheet. I lay my head on the pillow and looked up at Jake, still resting his body on the headboard. I wrapped my arm along his stomach and pulled myself into his warm skin. I kissed his side and reached my hand up to his chest. Thank you, for everything. This couldn't be more perfect, even if it's not the most ideal situation.

"Are you happy?" he asked.
I nodded into him.
He slid his body down the bed, so our faces were an inch apart. His intense eyes looked into mine. "I love you" he whispered, not wanting to hear me say it, never pressuring me, only sealing it with his lips. "… and I am so happy." His hand found my stomach and began rubbing side to side on my bearskin. He pulled the blankets up a little more and hitched his long leg over me. He rested on his elbows, and looked down at me. he shook his head from side to side, rubbing his nose across mine. he closed his eyes while doing this, like he was taking every moment in, and I couldn't help but do the same.
A few seconds after I closed my eyes I felt his lips on mine again. I knew the way Jake kissed me when he wanted it to go somewhere, and I knew the way he kissed me when he only wanted to kiss, and it wasn't the latter.
As always, his hands roamed my body. I could tell immediately that he didn't have boxers on, and I rubbed my hands down his back and under his pyjamas to touch his bear bum. He let out a hard breath and a smile rose on his face. "What?" I had to ask.
"it kind of tickles." He grinned, lowering his face into my neck. I tried to squeeze the two mounds of muscle. "Nes" he moaned, laughing.

"I cant believe it, Jacob Black has a ticklish spot that I didn't know about."

"Maybe I can find some sensitive spots on you." He squirmed away from me, but sliding his hands up my sides, under my shirt. I squirmed and squealed as he roughly tickled me.

Suddenly he had me pinned. He held my shoulders down and his body lay across mine, weighing twice what I did. I couldn't move against him, and his expression was flat. It startled me, but before I could say anything his head was inches from my neck. A little bit of fear came over me. I felt him breath in and lower a little closer to me. he slowly breathed out, blowing soft air along my neck. Goosebumps immediately rose all over my body.

His hand slid up from my shoulder to lightly touch me. So softly that I couldn't tell if it was his hand or his breath. I wasn't even sure if I was breathing as he lowered his breath and touch down my chest and collar. His hand slid down my one of my arms and then the other, pulling my tank straps with it. His touch was intent and his soft warm breath on my body was hypnotizing. Part of me wanted him to touch me harder, the other part wanted him to never stop, to explore every inch of me. He didn't need to pin me down any more; he knew I was frozen. His body hovered so closely over me.

He blew air and trailed his fingers and nose across my cleavage and although the air was warm, my nipples harden as my chest rose and fell with my own pants. Jacob pulled down my tank top, tucking in under my breasts. A slight smirk rose in his cheeks, but he fought it to return his focused whispers of air to my chest. I knew he wanted to kiss, suck, touch, but he fought it and continued to tease me body. My craving to have him was increasing by the second. I couldn't really move my arms, as they were trapped with my straps and his weight, but I could try to move my legs out from under him to make my intentions clear.

He shifted his body further down me, away from his favorite place, to my stomach. He traced his fingers lightly across me first. I knew I couldn't get my legs wrapped around him the way I wanted, but I could push my throbbing self into him. I squeezed up into his chest. I didn't care where it happened to be on his body, I wanted friction from his body.

His hands clenched onto my hips; he was grabbing me, and I liked it. His fingers slid into my shorts and looked up at me and didn't fight his victorious smile. I felt my body shake inside with excitement and want.

"Didn't you like that?" he asked as he slid up my body to meet my face.

I smiled and raised my hips into him and was finally able to lift my leg out form under him. I hitched it over his, and his hand met it. He pulled it up a little higher as he kissed me, and I felt his hardness press against me. My eyes and head fell back deeper into the pillow as his bold moves overwhelmed me. I was panting as he returned to kiss my neck.

He came at me with intensity, he was almost instantly stiffer, rougher, and exactly how I felt and exactly what I wanted. I loved the softness of Jacob, but it was too much of a tease. He made me want him so much. If I hadn't already lost my virginity to him, his last actions would have pushed me over the edge to lose it ten times over. My hips were subconsciously gyrating. He sucked on my bottom lip as he pulled down my shorts, his long arms were helpful, and I kicked them off the rest of the way. he slid his finger into me, making me cry out moans and nonsense. This only urged him on, adding another finger. I reached out for his pants, trying to pull them down in my pleasure filled moment. I lifted my leg to hook them into his pants, and helped them slide down his body. It felt so good to not have to hold back; to have a want and a need, and have it answered.

There was no need to hold back, and I didn't. I immediately wrapped my legs around him and pulled him close to me. Every part of me was pulsating, hot and tingling. I grabbed him and pulled him right into where I wanted him. He pushed right back at me, sliding into me filling me completely. . I remembered how much I had loved the initial feeling of having him slide inside of me. It took my breath from my chest, but I wasn't sure which one of us moaned and called out, but I arched my body back into the pillows. He pushed his body away from my chest, but his hands followed my body, pushing past my tank top that was wrapped around my stomach and into my bare chest with both of his hands squeezing me and pushing himself into my centre. I resisted, pushing back at him, wanting to feel him completely inside of me, although he was already. We held there for a second, writhing in the sensation. I was pulsating inside. I needed him. More...

He sat up further from me, pushing us together, with his chest fully revealed to me.
"Oh Fffff, Nessss." He panted, and his head fell back... I felt his hands climb up my body and he pushed my tank top over my chest and over my head urgently.... His hands rubbed down my legs as he began to move inside of me. it was like he didn't know where he wanted to touch or be. He looked as overwhelmed as I felt. he rubbed my legs that were wrapped around him, while making slow slight movements. I wanted more, I needed more. I reached up to his chest. I need you.

Instantly he fell into me, not holding back. He moved inside of me in rounded, smooth motions. He was instantly good at this, without much practice. If my moistness wasn't enough, my thoughts, touch and moans were reassuring him, I was in pure heaven.

The passion in his touch, eyes and movement overwhelmed me. He pushed in and out of me over and over. Occasionally our lips would touch, kisses, eye contact and love were exchanged. I couldn't help but moan his name and grab at his back as he rubbed against me. My pants faded into his. He was enjoying this as much as I was, but the feeling of tightening and pulsating overtook me. I grabbed at the sheets, or him, I wasn't sure as he smoothly pushed into me. my insides felt like they were caving in, all of the tension released as I called pushed my head back and flexed and released my body. My moan was slightly embarrassing, but I couldn't control the way that felt or myself during those few seconds.

Jacob was still moving at the same pace as I came to seconds later. He looked like he was struggling. I had seen that expression before. He panted my name, and bit his lip. And before I knew it, he was gone from where I wanted him, where I loved him to be. His moan echoed as he curled over me.

He hadn't worn a condom, so he didn't want to… um… inside of me. I may have been an amateur, but I could tell that much.

After a few silent seconds Jake felt the need to apologize – for what, I wasn't sure. I was still recovering from my own release.

"I didn't know what to do, I wasn't thinking. I'm sorry."

"don't be sorry" I wasn't exactly encouraging you to be safe. I touched his face in reassurance.

"I guess it is easy to get caught up." He laughed reach for his pajama pants that had fallen to the ground off the end of the bed. The sheets and duvet were everywhere, and the sheets really needed to be changed now. Jake kissed my knee and motioned me up and I grabbed my shorts on and went to the bathroom. I re-washed my face, but couldn't erase the tired but smug look on my face.

I stared at my disheveled face in the mirror. I had sex, I had really great sex.

soooo,......what did you think of the first... and second time for these two?

I know someone mentioned it, but no, i don;t plan on making them be pregnant. this story does have a lot of plot to come.. I cant believe it is already 25 chapters. from now on it will still have some lemons, but plot will be flowing too. thoughts?

hope you enjoyed. i have never written sex before, I hope it translates ok. i wanted her to seem overwhelemed, so i hope you all get that....let me know, either way!!