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Xavier wasn't exactly thrilled to be back in Japan. He yanked his bag from the luggage carousal, and yanked Yuukio's as well. "Feels so great to be back." Yuukio smiled and Xavier shrugged, feeling like he should get on the next plane out of Japan. He didn't care where he went, as long as it went away from here. "You aren't happy to be back?"

"Not exactly." He complained, following her. "I'm hoping Renge and Mona will be off my case since I was gone for a few days."

"It'll be okay. The club will be so happy to see us, and Abby and Misaki will be happy to see you again. Cheer up." She nudged him and he smiled a little, thinking about how excited Abby was going to be. "Hikaru will be happy to see you again too. Kaoru said he's been crabby lately."

"Really? Figured he'd be up dove's arse." He grumbled, still a little bitter that Hikaru had brushed him off for Haruhi. "I understand that he's 'in love' or what have you with her, but he practically ignored me before I left for Berlin."

"You know Hikaru doesn't split his time up with people well. He's learning." Yuukio told him, chuckling at how Xavier was acting about it. "You jealous he's not paying any attention to you?"

"Ha, as if, crumpet." He rolled his eyes. Hikaru was probably with Haruhi now. "Is Kaoru waiting for you?"

"Well I told him what time we would be getting back. I don't know if he's going to be there. He might be tired from school today. Fridays are always filled with tests…" She mumbled and Xavier could tell she was really hoping Kaoru was there. He couldn't see any gingers waiting for them, and even though she was a little bit shorter than him, Yuukio could see he wasn't there either.

"I'm sure he'll want to spend tomorrow with you, crumpet." Xavier felt bad for her, but they had only been gone for four days. It wasn't like they had been gone for weeks.

"Yeah, and it's probably for the best. I need to get home and unpack and shower and try to make sure my sleep schedule isn't messed up." She said this more for herself as they got past the groups of people who were waiting for their loved ones. Xavier held the door open for her and she hurried out into the cold November air. He followed and hailed a cab for her.

"There you go, positive thoughts, crumpet." He opened the trunk and put her bags into it for her. "So go home and get everything done. He'll be wanting to see you tomorrow."

"Thanks." She said, squeezing his shoulder before she got into the cab. He shut the door and waved as the car zoomed off.

"Am I late?" Kaoru came running up to him, out of breath and red in the face. Xavier couldn't believe this. These two were…..urg.

"Yeah mate, she just shoved off." He nodded the direction the cab went. "I'm sure you can meet her back at her place and surprise her there." Kaoru nodded his head and took off the direction he had come from. Xavier watched him until he disappeared in a sea of people before hailing a cab for himself.


Xavier had gotten a maid to take all his dirty clothing and got his hot shower taken care of by the time he ran out of energy. He crashed onto his bed and sighed happily, having missed his bed. He settled in and started to drift off when his phone started to ring. He picked it up and groaned, hating everything.

"Hikaru, its 1:02 in the morning!" He growled when he answered the phone.

"Can I come over?" Hikaru questioned, surprised Xavier was angry at him. He called late before and the male was usually calm.

"What?" Xavier was sure he didn't hear him correctly. "Hikaru, do you know how late it is?"

"It's not that late. Come on, I'm bored." He grumbled. Nothing interesting was on tv and he couldn't fall asleep. He didn't see what the big deal was.

"I'm exhausted." Xavier told him, not understanding what was going through Hikaru's head right now. "It's one in the morning, I just got home from Berlin, and you want to come over…because you're bored?" This was idiotic. "Then go hang out with dove." He hung up the phone and turned it off, making sure Hikaru wouldn't be able to call him and wake him up again. "Fuckin' twat." He groaned and turned over, pulling his covers around him. How dare he call so late and want to come over because he was bored.


"Let me in!" Hikaru hollered, banging on Xavier's door. He was angry when Xavier hung up on him, but he couldn't sneak past the maids to go over and see him. He was sent back to bed and had to wait until morning to go out.

"What?" Xavier opened the door, looking disheveled. "Why are you so hell bent on not letting me sleep?" He questioned. Hikaru brushed past him into the room and turned around to see him close and lock the door again. "I am knackered out and need to sleep."

"You hung up and turned off your phone!" Hikaru exclaimed, angry.

"Yeah, because I was trying to sleep and you wanted to come over so I could entertain you." Xavier stumbled to his bed. "It's eight in the morning.." He looked at his phone with a heavy sigh. "Why aren't you out with dove helping her with chores or something?"

"Because I spent all week with her!" Hikaru replied, hands on his hips.

"Yeah, I know. You bloody brushed me off the days leading up to me leaving, you call me once while I'm there to talk about dove, and then you call me at one in the morning, demanding that you come over because you're bored." He ranted, frustrated.

"Well I'm supposed to be spending time with her." Hikaru didn't understand the problem.

"Yes, but I'm not a plaything you only mess with when you're bored or when dove is annoyed with you. I'm your best mate." Hikaru sat down on the bed when Xavier finished.

"I'm sorry." He started, crawling over to Xavier's spot on the bed. He got into his lap, resting his chin on his shoulder. "I wanted to call you more, but the others told me not to. They said you were busy and you didn't want to be bothered."

Xavier felt like his anger was melting away. Hikaru knew how to get what he wanted, even if it was someone's forgiveness. "I was wondering around Berlin and looking for a perfect present for you so I didn't have to hear your obnoxious whining if you didn't like what I got you."

"Well now I know I can call you!" He smiled after hearing the mention of a present. "You got me a present?"

"If I didn't you would complain." He muttered, pushing Hikaru off of him to get the present. "Try to split your time up with dove and I evenly, yeah? That's something you need to work on."

"I said sorry." Hikaru whined, really wanting his present. "Please give me the presentttttt!"

"You're so greedy." Xavier grabbed the present off of his desk and rolled his eyes at Hikaru's whines. He tossed it over and Hikaru caught it.

"Woah." He mumbled, looking at it. It was metal cuff that had the metro system of Berlin engraved on it. "This looks so cool!"

"Yeah, ya know." Xavier shrugged, walking back over to the bed. "I like maps and stuff like that." He got back in his spot as Hikaru put it on, running his finger over it. "Before you ask which way to go remember where you've been."

"What's that from?" Hikaru asked, keeping his eyes glued on the cuff. That phrase was too good for Xavier to have come up with on his own.

"All Time Low song." Xavier replied, happy Hikaru liked it so much.

"I love it!" He exclaimed and beamed. "It's so cool. Just my style too."

"Good. I was worried you might think it was ugly." Xavier was proud of himself for picking it out. Hikaru put his arms around Xavier's neck and sat in his lap again, getting comfy. "Are you happy now?" He questioned, his arms going around his waist.

"Yup." Hikaru grinned and leaned in, kissing him. Xavier took control of it immediately, pulling Hikaru closer. Everything felt much better as they kissed. He adjusted his legs, trying to get comfy.

"You okay?" Xavier broke away when he felt Hikaru adjusting himself. "Come here." He moved his legs and let Hikaru wrap his legs around his waist. "Better?"

"Much…" He leaned in again and kissed him. He ran his fingers through his hair as Xavier bit his lip and pressed his tongue into Hikaru's mouth. Hikaru moaned and pressed against Xavier more, needing to be closer to him. He had been craving Xavier since he left for Berlin.

Xavier had tried to let go what Yuukio had told him in her drunken rampage, but the words were in the back of his mind and he needed to forget about them.

"Off." Xavier ordered, yanking at the shirt. His hands went to the bottom of Hikaru's shirt and pulled it off. He wanted to go further with Hikaru, but he didn't want to go too fast and scare him. He pulled off his own shirt, tossing it god knows where. He moved his mouth to suck at his neck and collar bone.

"Xavier." He heard Hikaru moan when he pinched one of his nipples. He smirked against his skin, biting lightly at it before moving his mouth downwards, sucking and biting as he went. Hikaru's eyes shot open when he felt Xavier's mouth on one of his nipples, sucking at it. "Z-Zave." He gasped. He hadn't felt anything like this before. This was far better than the usual fondling they did when they fooled around.

"You okay, love?" He questioned and Hikaru nodded his head. His whole body felt hot now and he blushed when Xavier moved his head back and smirked at him. "Tell me if you want me to stop." He captured his lips in another kiss and Hikaru ran his hands down Xavier's chest, feeling how fit he was. Xavier's mouth began to move south again, kissing Hikaru's jawline, before going down to his neck, collar bone, and then chest again. His tongue ran over one of Hikaru's nipples and chills when down the ginger's spine. Xavier was pleased by this reaction and the sigh that escaped Hikaru's mouth. He sucked at the nub, making Hikaru groan.

He moved his mouth to the other nipple, sucking at it much harder than the other and Hikaru's fingers tangled up in Xavier's hair.

"Do you two want breakfast?" Renge banged on the door and Xavier groaned.

"D-Don't." Hikaru said, panting. "Missed you." He kept his fingers in Xavier's hair, wanting him to continue his actions. "Need you."

"Fuck." Xavier sighed, extremely turned on now. "We're busy!" He called out to Renge, who left them alone. "You had me at 'don't', you little shit. You know my weakness." Hikaru grinned at him, proud of himself. "Where'd you learn how to pull that?"

"Mangaaaaaaaaa~!" Hikaru laughed when Xavier rolled his eyes.

"Of course." Xavier moved his head back up and kissed him quickly. "Then you should know what's next." Xavier said and captured Hikaru's lips in a rough kiss, hands settling on his waist again and keeping a firm hold on him. Hikaru eagerly opened his mouth when he felt Xavier bite at his lower lip and he whined when Xavier grinded against Hikaru.

Everything was getting too hot, even with his shirt off. Hikaru wanted to tug off his jeans, they were just in the way, and just be in his boxers, like Xavier was. Despite that, he couldn't pull his focus from Xavier's mouth. Xavier leaned forward and pushed Hikaru onto the bed, taking control of it. "You sitting on me made my legs fall asleep." Xavier complained, lips hovering above Hikaru's. He leaned down again and kissed him. Hikaru pulled him down more, whimpering when Xavier tugged at his bottom lip.

Hikaru felt Xavier's bulge grind against his and he moaned into the kiss, thrusting his hips up. One of Xavier's hands went down to Hikaru's hips, holding them down. Hikaru was going to protest, but Xavier pressed his tongue into his mouth and he forgot about it until Xavier grinded against him again. "Zave." He pulled away for air, looking up at Xavier. His hair was falling in his face and he was smirking at him.

"Yeah, love?" He questioned, going to nibble at Hikaru's ear. Hikaru ran his fingers through the shaved sides of his head. "You okay?"

"Y-Yeah." He nodded his head, catching his breath. He felt out of breath and hot but he didn't want to stop. He moaned again when he felt Xavier grind against him once more, still sucking at his neck. Hikaru tried to buck his hips up, but Xavier's hand kept him down and Xavier chuckled against his neck. Hikaru didn't know what to do and was completely out of his element.

Manga didn't prepare him for this. It didn't prepare him for how intense everything was and how much he wanted to grind against Xavier and it definitely didn't prepare him for how turned on he was by Xavier. The male was so dominate and he understood how Xavier felt when Hikaru made those noises.

Xavier lowered his hips, enjoying teasing Hikaru. He was so cute and inexperienced it made Xavier want to eat him up. He released his hand's hold on Hikaru's hip and used it to keep himself up. His mouth continued down his collar bone back to Hikaru's nipples, tongue running over one quickly. Hikaru gasped at the sudden feeling and tugged on Xavier's hair as the blond male began sucking on it roughly.

Hikaru felt his hips rise and his hard bulge rubbed against Xavier's. Xavier pushed his hips back down, looking up from his chest to smirk at Hikaru. "So eager, yeah?" He questioned and moved to his other nipple.

"Y-Yeah…" Hikaru panted, wondering how far they were going to go. He never got this far with Xavier. They just kissed and sometimes fondled. "Please…" He gasped, kneading his fingers through his hair more, tangling them up in the blond locks.

"Please what?" Xavier questioned, leaving Hikaru's chest and going to kiss up his jaw line, groaning as he felt Hikaru pull at his hair. He rutted himself against Hikaru, making the ginger moan. "Please do more of that? Please give you more friction?" He continued, knowing he was just making Hikaru hornier.

"Fuck." Hikaru cursed, wanting Xavier to rub against him faster. His mind was reeling right now and Xavier's voice was so low and rough and god was it hot. "A-Ahh!" He moaned when Xavier picked up the pace of his hips. Xavier wanted to see Hikaru's face when he came, because he was sure it was going to be cute.

Hikaru was an extremely attractive guy, Xavier knew that. However, he wasn't expecting him to be this cute and submissive. He guessed it was because he was inexperienced and this was all new to him, which was fine by Xavier. "That feel better?" He questioned, nibbling lightly at his neck.

"God-yes." Hikaru felt the coiling in his stomach start. "Pants." He panted, needing them off. "Please!"

"Want your pants off, love?" Xavier pulled away, stopping his actions with his hips. He sat up some, looking down at Hikaru. His arms were now resting above his head and his chest and neck had red marks all over them from Xavier's mouth. He unbuttoned Hikaru's pants and pulled them down, relieving Hikaru of some pressure that was on his hard cock. Xavier decided to pull his pants all the way off and tossed them over his shoulder, leaving Hikaru in just his boxers.

He went back down and met Hikaru's eager mouth, already open for Xavier's tongue to enter it. Xavier groaned when he rubbed against Hikaru. It felt so much better to have the pants off.

"So good." Hikaru arched his back off the bed and put his arms around Xavier's neck again. He felt so relieved to have his pants off and he knew he was going to come soon. "I-I don't wanna cum in my boxers!" He felt embarrassed saying it.

"We can shower after." Xavier told him, keeping his pace up. "And I'll loan you a pair of boxers." Hikaru was eager for more, but Xavier wasn't going to rush any of it. He slowed down and grinded hard against Hikaru, making the ginger moan. Hikaru's hands moved to Xavier's back, running his nails down along his back and shoulders, digging in as Xavier kept up his pace.

"Gotta…" He started, feeling Xavier bite at his lips. He opened his mouth and let Xavier kiss him messily. He felt Xavier moan into his mouth as his ran his nails down Xavier's chest.

"You going to cum?" Xavier pulled away to ask this. Hikaru nodded his head, moaning. "Go on then, love, cum." Xavier murmured in his ears and that was it for Hikaru. He cried out and clung onto Xavier as he came hard. His eyes were squeezed shut and his mouth was open, moans coming out. Xavier grunted and came too, biting Hikaru's shoulder to suppress his moans.

"God…" Hikaru held onto Xavier as he came down from his climax. It was so much better than when he did it alone.

"How was that?" Xavier asked, catching his breath as he sat up. His hand went to Hikaru's bareback to support him, knowing he might be a little out of it.

"Good…" Hikaru panted, feeling sweaty and sticky in his boxers. He felt Xavier's hands on his back, rubbing it slowly. Xavier sat up fully now, letting Hikaru slump against him.

"Heh, you tired from that?" Xavier asked, teasing him. "Guess we'll have to work on your endurance."

"Don't tease." Hikaru complained, groaning. "I need to shower, please."

"C'mon." Xavier pulled him off the bed and over to the bathroom. He turned on the shower and leaned against the counter as the water heated up. "Gotta take this off." He told Hikaru, tapping the cuff Hikaru had kept on. He pouted, not wanting to take the gift off, but knowing he had to. He slid it off and set it on the white countertop.

"We're showering together?" Hikaru questioned and Xavier nodded his head, already pulling off his boxers. Hikaru wasn't shy, however he still felt awkward showering with Xavier, but he pulled down his dirty boxers and jumped into the shower, sighing happily when the warm water hit him. Xavier joined him and pulled the glass door shut.

"You can use whatever you want." Xavier told him, reaching past him to grab his shampoo. He put some in his hands and lathered it through his hair. Hikaru looked at the bottles, not sure which one to pick as Xavier rinsed it out of his hair and went for his conditioner. Hikaru quickly picked a bottle, Xavier chuckled when he squeezed it into his hand.

"What?" Hikaru asked, lathering it into his hair and scrubbing as Xavier put a little conditioner into his hair.

"Renge bought me that stuff. Smells like strawberries. I don't hate the smell but it was just not me." He told him, smelling the shampoo already. He was so happy this shower had the showerhead on the ceiling or taking a two person shower would be more difficult. "She picked out this shower too and I love it. It's like rainwater." He smiled and Hikaru laughed at what he said and rinsed the shampoo out of his hair before reaching for the conditioner.

"I like it." He stepped out of the way of the water, so his hair could sit in the conditioner. Xavier reached up and pushed it. It turned and shot the water towards one side of the shower. "That's cool."

"Love it." Xavier reached past him again and grabbed a washcloth and his body wash, putting some on the washcloth. "And I have this cool removable shower head too." He nodded towards the nozzle looking item hanging on the tile. He rubbed the washcloth over his chest and Hikaru was now able to full gawk at his chest. He was so fit and his abs were perfect but his eyes were mostly on the tattoo. It was on the right side of his chest and it was a beautiful phoenix with its wings spread out and flying upwards towards his shoulder. It wasn't huge, but it was beautiful. It was red and yellow and orange and bright.

Hikaru absent mindlessly reached for a washcloth behind him and squirted some bodywash on it, the strawberry one that matched the shampoo and conditioner, and began washing himself, still staring at the tattoo.

"Something wrong?" Xavier asked, catching Hikaru's staring. He looked down at his chest and realized Hikaru was staring at the tattoo. "Oh yeah, I love phoenixes. Beautiful creatures, yeah?" Hikaru nodded his head. "They burn up and are born new. I like that a lot." He tapped the shower head back into place and let the water fall on them as he continued to clean himself.

"I like it." Hikaru said and continued washing himself off, feeling so much better as the water continued to fall on him. "This is amazing."

"I know. I take forever long showers because of it." Xavier sighed, rinsing this hair and body off, letting the hot water hit him. Hikaru laughed at how his hair was flat against one side of his head, instead of pushed back or disheveled and spiked up. "The mohawk sort of loses its effect in water. Not has cool looking when it's flat against the side of my head, yeah?" He rubbed his scalp, feeling really good.

Hikaru smirked at him as he finished washing himself, both in really high spirits. "You know, I'm hungry." Hikaru complained, rubbing his stomach. Xavier shut the shower off and rolled his eyes at the male. He opened the shower door and grabbed a towel, tossing it to Hikaru before stepping out and getting his own towel.

"I told you we should eat." Xavier began drying himself off with the plush towel, shaking his head a bit. He pulled the towel and tightened it around his waist once he was dry. Hikaru pouted, his stomach growling. "I think what we did was more fun though." He went over to his counter and grabbed a bottle of hair product and squirted it into his palms and ran it through his hair while Hikaru finished drying off. "You need anything for your hair?"

"Ah, nope. It does its thing on its own." Hikaru ran his finger through it. "I was thinking about dying it."

"What color?" Xavier moved out of the bathroom and Hikaru followed closely. He opened his dresser and tossed a pair of boxers to Hikaru. "Dunno if those will fit, but they'll do." He put his own pair on and went to put the towel back in the bathroom to dry while Hikaru got into the boxers.

"Black I think." Hikaru replied, liking how soft his boxers were. "I don't know though."

"Think about it, but black would look good on you. If you decide to do it, I'll do it for you." He grinned from the bathroom and Hikaru heard the blow dryer start.

"Thanks! You blow dry your hair?" Hikaru asked, going back into the bathroom. He sat up on the long counter, putting his cuff back on as he watched Xavier blow dry his hair.

"Yeah, or it won't lay back how I like it. Pampering myself is an important part of my routine." Xavier explained, not sure if Hikaru would understand. He needed time to pamper himself, sometimes even days. Vinny called them 'self-love' days, but Xavier called them 'I hate myself and I don't want to do anything but showering and doing my hair and brushing my teeth somehow makes me feel better so let me spend all day doing it' days.

Hikaru watched him, amused at how into grooming himself Xavier was. He didn't seem like the type to care what he looked like, but it was probably a habit he got when he lived in France with the paparazzi following him everywhere.

He finished and brushed his hair back, making sure it was dry. "Want me to blow dry yours? You can't go downstairs with wet hair anyway. They'll notice." He said and Hikaru sighed. "Just sit on the counter and it'll be fine." Xavier told him and moved to stand in front of Hikaru. He put something in his hair and then started to blow dry.

Hikaru had to admit, it felt really nice. The hot air warmed his cold skin and feeling Xavier brush his hair was relaxing. All the stress that had built up the past few days was gone now. He smiled at Xavier, earning a small smile from the blond.