And here is another chapter, OKAY to clarify something
When you are reading how Ziva wakes up it is actually how I woke up after my operation, if you read the part about the voices you may think it is weird but it is truly how I woke up, so I wrote it from my point and my memory
CHAPTER 25 - Wake up
When he came back to the others Abby threw herself into Mcgee crying, for the mother of her best friend. Mcgee comforted Abby, Duck only said a soft "May she rest in peace" Gibbs only looked at Tony who was now thinking how to tell Ziva.
Ziva, she was still in surgery, the hours past by. They were waiting for over six hours now when finally a doctor came.
"Who of you is Anthony Dinozzo?"
Tony was dreading what the doctor had to say, he used the same voice like the doctor of Neorah had done.
"We are also her family" Abby said
"Sorry Miss, I really need to talk to Mister Dinozzo alone"
Tony feared for the worse when the doctor had said that. None the less he walked to the doctor. "Why did you want to speak to me alone doc?" Tony asked
"Mister Dinozzo I assume?" Tony nodded "Miss David has not woken up yet, she will within the next two hours"
"Thank god, Why did you need to tell this me alone, that is good news"
"On the contact formula you were written down as significant other
"That is correct"
The doctor motioned for Tony to follow him what he did when they were on a other floor he stopped, there was no one, only a empty hallway, and some empty chairs "She has a broken arm, a sprain ankle, three bruised ribs, a severe concussion, but that is all very treatable " He sighed "That was not why I wanted to talk to you alone sir. She lost it"
"What? Lost what? Her memory, her sight, what?"
"You did not know?"
"Know what?" Tony was getting a bit fed up inside why wouldn't the damn doctor just bring him to Ziva.
"She was pregnant sir, two months"
Tony's mind went to two months ago, it had to be when he just came from the hospital that night, the only thing Tony could think of was to just nod
"I'll take you to her room; I'll tell your family where you are. It is best if there is only one visiter with her until she has woken up"
Tony barely heard the doctor his mind was spinning like crazy.
She was pregnant, with his child, he had not ever known and now it was gone.
There he stood in front of her room, he took a breath and walked in. He was hit by the sterile smell of the hospital that seemed to linger in her room more than anywhere ells.
There was a cast around her arm that lay above the blankets. Her head was almost swimming in white bandages. There were also bandages that he could not see but knew there were, like the one around her ankle and the one round her back and stomach. Where now no life was, except Ziva's own. There was an IV in her good hand plus a clip from the heart monitor, also a oxygen mask on her face, it made it almost impossible to see her face. Her eyes were closed, she looked asleep but not at peace.
The only thing that reminded Tony she was still alive was the steady beeps from the monitor. He sat down next to her and softly touched her fingers, letting her know she was not alone.
Ziva's POV
I fell if i am floating somewhere.
"Ziva"
"Ziva David, Ziva David"
"Wake up Ziva"
The voice a female voice, like my sisters or my mothers, who is calling me.i feel like floating again.
The next thing I know is that it is very light, I try to swallow but it seems that my saliva is too thick to swallow. It panics me, because it feels like i am suffocating. I try to open my eyes, but squint against the light. When they are finally open the time seems to stop for a while, i only see Tony's face shortly. and then at once i just start to cry. I cannot hold them back even though i want to. Only then i began to feel the pain, my arm, my ribs, my back, my head, my ankle, my stomach... O god my stomach.
Third Person POV
Slowly Ziva's eyelids began to move. The moment she had opened them Tony had pressed the call button. He looked at her he saw the pain and she started to cry. Just cry.
"Ziva, shhh it us okay, stay calm a nurse is coming"
The nurse removed the oxygen mask, and a bowl to spit in, then she checked her vitals and gave her some ice water to drink very slowly, then she gave her a morphine injection. With that Ziva felt that the pain slowly crept away but the empty feeling in her stomach did not leave, it seemed even more present, and she was ashamed.
"Ziva" Tony said when the nurse was gone, he tried to lay his hand on her shoulder but she flinched away.
"Don't touch me" Ziva said hoarse
"Zi what's wrong"
Ziva closed her eyes; he had the right to know. "You would have become a father Tony, but now"
"I know Zi, and i am sorry. Why did you not tell me?"
"Ziva looked at him with tired glassy eyes "I was afraid if you knew that you would leave, walk away"
"Ziva never ever think that again, baby or not I love you and I would have loved our baby to""
"It is my fault I lost it" she whispered
"No Zi, this is Kalem's fault, not yours"
Tony wanted to wrap her in his arms but she stopped him.
"I just...I need...go"
Tony nodded "I'll be right outside the door Call me if you need me"
I told you the part of her waking up was a bit strange, anyone with me on the weird waking up from a operation?
O yeah I want to thank those of you who do review, you make my day,
Lots of hugs for you,
O yeah and a HINT someone got it right, I he or she reviews again I comment to you that you had it right i kind of forgot who it was but anyway i want you all to keep guessing and be more specific.
HINT: Breath of air