I was sat chewing my thumb nervously, I looked up when eve and zack came into my hotel room slamming the door.
"do you have know self control?" zack questioned "i cant believe you slept with him again!"
"ok zack calm down" eve said
"calm down? Calm down? He's using her and she cant even see it"
I sighed "look, I've messed up, I know that but I really could do without you hating me for sleeping with him again believe me I already hate myself" I stood up and looked at him "and excuse me I do have self control" I put my hands on my hips
"oh really may I have one example where you've had self control and said no to having sex with john"
"yeah there was that yanno, time, when... no you may not" I said sitting back down
Eve sat next to me "look, maybe you should talk to steph and tell her you cant do this"
"no why should I?" I questioned
"because you fucked your co-worker" zack said bluntly
I looked at zack before continuing my conversation with eve "im not letting him ruin this great opportunity for me"
"but mickie, you clearly have feelings for him, this is dangerous"
Zack leaned forward "do you want me to talk to him?"
"what?" I asked him
"yeah we're kind of ok with each other now, I think he'd listen" zack nodded
"would you?" I asked softly "as much as a great opportunity for me I can't keep doing this it's messing my head up"
"yes because having sex with a fit body like that is so hard" kaitlyn said coming back from the bathroom
I looked at her and chuckled "there is someone inside that body"
"i am not concerned with what's inside, it's the outside that counts"
"isn't is what's on the inside that counts?" zack questioned
"yes but this is kaitlyn" eve chuckled
"you two would get on so well with your weight lifting thing"
"do you think I should go for it?" kaitlyn leaned forward
"no" I looked at her "he has a pregnant fiancée"
"that didnt stop you" she said sitting back
"wow"
She grinned at me "i love you"
"mmhmm, you best do" I smiled at her
"how the hell did zack know that saying and not you?" eve questioned kaitlyn, a bit late there eve I chuckled to myself
"because I have you" he smiled at her, they kissed
"yeah, he wants sex" I nodded at kaitlyn who nodded back
"shut up" zack said shoving me playfully, he stood up "anyways ive got business to take care off"
"Don't get yourself beat up" kaitlyn called after him not taking her eyes off the TV.
"so um, you want to go out tonight?" eve asked
"i dunno" I shrugged standing up to go to the kitchenette
"oh come on" eve chased after me "please, we haven't been out for months!"
"im not really in the mood" I opened my bottle of water looking at her
"it'll take your mind off john"
"im not thinking about john"
"it's better than sitting around here moping like a love sick puppy"
I raised my eyebrows at her "i am not a love sick puppy"
"erm, babe" I looked as aj and kaitlyn walked in "you do have love sick puppy tendencies"
"that's it" I snapped putting my water back in the fridge "i am going to my bedroom, I am getting ready, you best be ready in an hour because we are going out to party like we've never partied before" I said before storming off to my room, love sick puppy my ass! I'll show them! pfft!