Hey everyone hope you all had a great thanksgiving! I know its short but I am going to put up another chapter tonight after I get back from the store. PROMISE HEHEHE.....

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Car Ride

I sat in the Volvo with Edward. I was so embarrassed in how I acted towards him in Alice's room. I did apologize to him while he was in the shower. I couldn't bring myself to speak. I wanted to talk. Edward cleared his throat.

"Umm…I spoke to Carlisle about what happened. And his theory is because you still get some what of a period you crave blood."

"But that makes no sense!"

I was trying to remain as calm as possible.

"Look what happened Bella. You acted like a completely different person."

I put my head down I knew I was blushing. I put my hand on my stomach and rubbed it.

"Edward, I…I'm so very sorry I slept with Jasper. I knew it was wrong the first time after I realized the truth."

I looked over at Edward his expression was unreadable his knuckles were tight around the steering wheel. I knew I had to finish no need to drag this out.

"It only happened twice."

I put my head back down, and took a deep breath.

"He made me feel differently. I have no excuse for the second time. But it happened. You can hate me and never speak to me again. I didn't think I just went with what I was feeling. I know Jasper didn't manipulate my emotions either. I'm so sorry for hurting you."

I felt a lump in my throat and tears were welling up in my eyes. I took a deep breath. I was so hungry by this point. This is so the wrong time for this to happen. Edward was still quite like he was in deep thought. I couldn't take it anymore. I grabbed the food Esme packed for me and none of it smelled good but I ate it anyway.

Before Edward spoke he turned and looked at me. I was shoving food in my mouth and drinking my water. He raised his eyebrow.

"Bella, umm…I wanted to say I don't hate you and I still love you. Like I said I will always forgive you."

He smiled then shook his head.

"You really must be hungry you couldn't even wait for us to finish talking." He chuckle.

"I'm sorry."

"Don't be its ok."

I continued to eat. After five minutes past he asked me.

"Do you love me?"

I choked on a piece of chocolate cake. I looked over at him my eyes were wide. He didn't waste any time.

"Bella are you ok." He was panicked.

I composed myself and took a swig of water.

"Yeah, you just caught me off guard that's all. I do love you. But I love him too. I honestly wish I just had feelings for you. And now with a baby coming things have become more complicated. I've gone and made a real mess of things."

I felt so guilty. As soon as I said that my stomach turned.

"Edward pull over I'm gonna get sick."

He pulled over and I got out and ran into the trees. I leaned over and got sick. It's a good thing my hair was already pulled back.

"Oh this has to stop. I shouldn't have eaten all that food so fast."

I knew Edward heard me so I didn't feel crazy talking out loud. I heard him come up behind me. I stood up straight and turned around. I looked at him. Edward smells so sweet and he looked so very sexy. Edward handed me my toothbrush, toothpaste, and a bottle of water.

"I'll give you some privacy."

I brushed my teeth. Why does being pregnant have to involve throwing up? And when I saw Edward I just wanted him. I wanted to feel his cold skin against mine. I shook my head trying to get that thought out of my head. I walked over to the Volvo. Edward was standing there waiting for me. He helped me back into the car. He got in the drivers seat and we drove off.

My hormones and emotions are all over the place. I guess I'm kind of glad Jasper isn't around. He would have trouble being around me. I guess I will have to talk to Carlisle when we get to Alaska. I sat back and closed my eyes and went to sleep.

I don't know how long I was sleeping but I was woken up by a soft velvet voice calling my name.

"Bella...Bella?...Wake up we're here."

My eyes fluttered. I really didn't want to wake up I was so tired. But I knew I had to move. I opened my eyes and rubbed them.

"I know your tired Bella. But I think you would be more comfortable in your own bed."

I yawned and got out and stretched.

"Yeah, I think your right."

I smiled.

Edward smiled back. I took it as a good sign.

Everyone pulled up and got out of there cars. The house was just a little different from the old house.

The house was light blue and the shutters were dark gray. It had a very big yard and was surrounded by the woods. The porch had a swing on it so you could look out at the stars at night.

We all walked in the house. Instead of it being three stories it was five. We all followed Carlisle and Esme up the stairs. Esme was pointing out the rooms to everyone.

Emmett and Rosalie's room was on the second floor. Face it no one wanted them on the floor under them. Thank the stars Esme thought about that. But she also wasn't sure of the nature of the relationship between Alice, Jasper, Edward, and me had at this point. And now with the baby, I just didn't know.

So Esme put Jasper on the same floor as Emmett and Rosalie. The third floor belonged to Esme and Carlisle and his study. The fourth floor is where Alice's room and my room. We had separate rooms though, which was good. And just like the old house Edward got the top floor all to himself.

My room was huge the walls were light purple with black trim. The cretins were black. For when I wanted to take a nap during the day the sun could not show through and disturb me. I had a king size bed against the wall was so when you walked in the bed was the first thing you saw. I had a big desk with a laptop with a printer. Next to the desk was a book shelf with my books from Charlie's house. I even had my own bathroom. It was great!

I was still pretty tired from the drive so I decided to lay down on my bed. I knew no one would mind. I would talk to Carlisle later. I laid down on the very soft and comfy bed. I was out for three hours.

I woke up to the smell of food. I got up and went downstairs very carefully. I found the kitchen. It had a perfect view of the back yard. There was a beautiful lake that was surrounded by the very thick and green forest, and flowers were starting to slowly starting to bloom. As I was looking out of the glass doors I saw Edward's reflection coming up.

"I thought you would be hungry so I cooked something for you."

I turned around to look at him. I grabbed my food and went to into the dinning room. Alice came dancing in; she had a smile on her face.

"What are you smiling about?"

"Oh nothing."

I looked at her suspiciously. I didn't trust her when she smiled like that.

"I don't trust that smile you're giving me."

"I'm just happy that's all."

I shrugged and let it go. But I couldn't help but think it had something to do with Edward and me. I got up after I was done eating and washed my dish. I started to look for Carlisle. I closed my eyes and inhaled. I thought I may as well try to use my heightened senses. I picked out his scent from all the ones I was smelled. I went upstairs to his study. I knocked.

"Come in Bella."

"Hey Carlisle I wanted to talk to you and start putting away files."

"Of course Bella and I have no doubt you wanted to speak about what happened at the house before we left too."

I felt my face get hot I knew I was blushing tomato red.

"Yes."

I looked down at my feet.

"I will be monitoring you. I'm afraid that you will need to do online courses while you are pregnant. I would like to bring you some animal blood since that is what was on Edward. But id you don't feel hungry you don't have to drink it. And since you and Alice are so close we thought it was best to put you on the same floor as her so she can help you too."

I listened to everything Carlisle had to say, while I put away his files.

"Umm…Carlisle…There was something else I wanted to ask about too.

I paused.

"You can ask me anything Bella."

"Oh this is so embarrassing. When I smelled the blood on Edward I felt something else too…"

Carlisle frowned I didn't want to come right bout and say it. I found a piece of paper and a pen. I wrote.

I was aroused….sexually…I mean.

I was bright red as Carlisle read what I wrote. He sighed. He had an understanding look on his face.

"Well it's normal to have those type of feeling as your hormones are in overdrive I don't think the one had to do with the other though."

Carlisle smiled at me. I sighed then went back to work.

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