I woke up to a big thud, someone moaning and an unfamiliar weight on me. I opened my eyes to see that Alli had rolled off my bed and landed on Cody and I.

"Alli? Seriously? My bed wasn't enough so you had to lay ontop of me too?" I was joking but at the same time serious. It was Cody that had groaned, he flopped his arm over and hit me in the face with his stupid blue cast. "Jesus. You two are dead set on not letting me sleep aren't you?"

They both laughed at me and Alli got up of the top of us. I mean seriously it's not as if a single bed is big enough for the three of us. She lay beck down on my bed with her head poking over the edge so that she could see us.

"How'd you two sleep last night?" Alli winked at me.

"Oh amazingly since I was sharing a single bed with a seven foot giant" I shot back at her. I knew what she was getting at but didn't want to acknowledge it.

"I'm not that tall" Cody murmured at me still half asleep. "Alli you're really heavy"

"You calling me fat?" she teased.

"Obviously not, since you're skin and bones" I don't think he realised what he was saying.

"Can you blame me for not wanting to eat?" she said sourly.

"How many times do I have to tell you that I'm sorry. It's not enough I know but look at me...I'm trying now can we leave it please." How Cody had let his family down was touchy subject, especially if he wasn't that close to the person so it kind of surprised me that he was snapping back at her. They are both close from what I could tell from.

"Yes I know but do you expect me to just forget everything you put me through?" she was raising her voice.

"No I don't Alli, but what did you want me to do. Peter was talking shit about all of us but you mostly. About how much of a whore you are, About how you're so ugly and fat and about how you don't deserve to be my sister. Do you expect me to just stand there and not do something?" He told her.

"He said that?" she asked her lip wobbling and her eyes watering.

"Yes he did. Now do you know why?" he said but he wasn't looking at her. I wanted to go comfort her but I knew that this was between the two of them and I didn't want to intrude into something that I know nothing about. Alli started sniffing which caught Cody's attention. "Aww Alli I'm sorry. I promised myself I would never let you know what he said."

Cody got up onto my bed and gave her a hug. She started sobbing.

"Baby girl. Don't let what he said get to you. He was obviously talking shit. We both know that what he said wasn't true." He soothed her. I'd never seen Cody like this. It made my heart flutter.

"That's not why I'm upset though" she whimpered between her sobs.

"What's wrong then?" he asked confused.

"Mum always said that you'd done it because he'd spilt coke all over you. I always thought wow why would he do that? I would have thought that you were the kind of kid to laugh at it and buy the guy another coke. That's why I got so cold towards you. I thought that you'd let it all go to your head and when you started to get drunk and high it was just another level. I thought you were turning into all of the other young celebrities." Her sobs slowed down. "It makes me feel awful that I didn't believe in you. I just let go as soon as it got hard. I'm an awful sister."

"Alli Simpson. You're the only sister I have and the best anyone could ask for. Don't ever think different okay." By this stage ne had tear streaks on his face. I decided to give them some space so I signalled to him that I was going to leave and he nodded. I went into mum's room and lay down on the bed beside her but she was still asleep.

"Hey sweetie. What's wrong? Are Cody and Alli okay?" she asked worried.

"Yeah they're fine. Just talking some things out. It had nothing to do with me so I left them to it and here I am." I smiled at her and cuddled into her inviting arms.

"Are you and Cody okay?" she asked me. Now it was my time to worry.

"Of course why wouldn't we be" I said.

"Well a little birdy told me that something happened between you two." She tickled me.

"Mum stop. Nothing happened. I wonder who that little birdy was?" I asked teasing her. "Would that little birdy have blond hair and blue eye to match the cast on his arm."

"Okay you got me. After you left to go to the shop last night I asked Alli and Cody if you were okay. They told me that they didn't know. Well Alli Told me, Cody just stared at the floor and wouldn't look at me. I just thought that something happened." She explained. "What is the deal with you and Cody. I mean I know how he feels and I know that you know so..."

"You see that's it mum. I don't know. I want us to stay friends because that means that I will always have him because if we go out it means that we will eventually break up. We're fifteen it wouldn't last." I sighed and buried my head into her chest.

"Toni Darling. You don't know until you try." She soothed, "Does Alli know?"

"Well she does now." I covered my mouth with my hand. I didn't mean to let that slip out.

"What do you mean 'She does now'?" she raised her eyebrows.

"Okay. Something did happen last night. We were playing truth or dares and Alli dared Cody to kiss me. I wasn't sure about it at first but then I thought it's only a game so why not but I chickened. I was like I just can't do this and left." I rushed. She laughed at me. "It's not funny"

"I know sweetheart, what did he do?" she asked composing herself but let a squeak out so I hit her arm.

"He asked me what was happening between the two of us. I told him that I wanted us to stay bestfriends. He agreed with me but I both know we want more. I just don't know if I can give it to him." I whined.

"Honey, if he wants you and you want him then it'll all work out trust me" she always knew what to say when I was upset.

"Thanks mum you always help me out" I smiled at her.

"No problem oh and by the way your cousin Marisa and her family are coming to stay here for two days. I hope you don't mind, they were passing through on their way to go on holiday and decided to stop by. She's going to have to sleep in your room with you and Cody though." She said.

"Yeah I guess that's okay." I said but inside was annoyed. I finally get all of this drama over with and wanted to spend time with Cody but no I cant have that can i... "When are they coming?"

"Tomorrow night" she replied. I haven't seen any of my extended family since my granda's funeral so I don't really remember them all that well. Guess that it's time to act normal.