Ok so fine I'll admit I'm officially the worse person ever. I am so sorry I don't update enough but now I should be able to since I have got weeks holiday (not long enough).
Okay so I know its valentines day but this is a sad chapter so be prepared!
BPOV
11pm came faster than I thought it would as I hauled my suitcases and guitar case downstairs.
'Your really leaving us then.' Phoebe whispered. I nodded and shuffled over to her for a hug.
'You can come back whenever you want Bella, you know you'll always be welcome here.' I moved into Esme and Carlisle's open arms. I nodded once again taking in the sight of Esme dry sobbing on Carlisle's shoulder.
'Do you really have to go Bella, who's going to help me kick Jasper's butt at Guitar Hero or annoy Edward with me?' I shrugged and gave him a big hug and the same with Rosalie, If I could of I would of cried.
I stood back and took in the view, perfect family. They all belonged together, even Phoebe was part of the family now, but no matter how much I felt part of them too I knew I would never truly be able to and staying around to see someone get everything I wanted would snap me like a twig.
Alice ran forward and scooped me into one of her hugs.'Bella, you're my best friend, do you have to go?'
'Yes I have to, but I will see you again, I promise.'
Then she relunclently letting go to sob into Jaspers' shoulder.
I took one last step back to admire the family that would never be mine, They're was only one person missing.
'Before I go, Give this to him please but tell him to listen to it only on the morning of the ceremony along with this letter. And tell him sorry I can't stay.' I pulled out a C.D and a letter and handed them to Carlisle, that way I'd know he'll get them when he should.
'I'm sure he'll understand.' he nodded his head at me.
'I'll come visit soon. I promise.' I whispered loud enough so everyone would be able to hear.
I turned and headed for the door.
Next stop Italy