Emily pulled up back at her house. She and JJ had said very little to each other on the way back from the club. The sexual electricity between them hadn't dissipated when they'd left the club, and JJ was worried that if she said anything her voice would betray her desire. She wasn't going to sleep with Emily. Not on a first date. Much as she wanted to. She really wanted to start this relationship off slow. She wasn't even sure what exactly to do in bed with another women. The two women got out of the car in silence. JJ looked at her car, then at Emily's house. She wasn't sure how she felt about a goodnight kiss outside, and she definitely wanted a goodnight kiss. In the club kissing had been different. She'd been caught up in the music and, ok, the alcohol she'd had a little too. Here on this quite suburban Virginia street, in the still fall air, it seemed strange and JJ felt uncomfortable.
"You want to come inside for some ice cream? I don't know about you, but all that dancing gave me an appetite for dessert." Emily nodded towards the house as she spoke.
"Yeah, sure." JJ replied, happy for an excuse to come inside for that kiss she kept thinking about.
JJ followed Emily into the house, trying to restrain herself from kissing Emily as she fumbled with her keys in the lock. As soon as she was inside desire overtook her. Before Emily could even flip the lights on, JJ grabbed her, turned her and had her up against the wall, their lips pressing passionately together. JJ felt heat flood through her body as Emily's arms wrapped around her waist. JJ was leaning up into Emily, her body pressed against that of the other woman. One hand wrapped behind Emily's spine, while the other one slid through Emily's silky hair. Tongue met tongue, both gently massaging and battling for dominance at the same time. The kiss was tender and passionate at the same time. Soft yet extremely sexual. It sent shivers through JJ's body, and she could feel herself getting more turned on by the second. She knew if she didn't break the kiss soon she'd end up rushing things, but she was having trouble bringing herself to pull away. You don't want to sleep with her right now. You don't want to rush things. She reminded herself. With every inch of her body yelling at her, JJ forced herself to break the kiss and take a step back. Her body immediately ached for the feeling of Emily's pressing against it. She felt suddenly cold and shivered involuntarily.
"Em…" She couldn't voice her thoughts, Her mind was still too overwhelmed by the hormones coursing through her veins.
"You're right." Emily said, nodding. JJ knew that Emily understood what JJ couldn't voice. "It's too soon. We need to take it slow. You're an incredible kisser though. I don't know if I'll ever get enough of your lips.
JJ blushed. Emily's voice sounded a little ragged and she was breathing heavily. The effect was rather sexy. JJ took another step back for good measure. "I'm just not ready yet."
"No, I don't think I am either." Emily replied understandingly. She laughed a little. "I'm not sure I'd even know what to do if we went any further. I guess we'll figure it out, huh?"
"I guess so. Though you certainly seemed to know what you were doing right then. Your lips are…and your tongue…and…" JJ drifted off. She knew her sexual desire was evident in her raspy voice. "So that dessert?" Some ice cream might help me cool down a little. That and a cold shower when I get home. She thought to herself.
"You mean that wasn't dessert enough for you?" Emily teased, winking. "Cause I thought that was a great dessert!"
JJ glared playfully. "Nah. I think ice cream's better." She stuck out her tongue.
"Oh yeah?" Emily asked, and she advanced to JJ and, before JJ knew what was happening she was pinned against the wall with Emily's tongue in her mouth. Emily's knee slid between JJ's legs and pressed against her. JJ couldn't help herself; a small moan escaped her lips.
"Em…" She mumbled into the brunette's mouth. Emily pulled away and immediately JJ's body began to protest again.
"Right. Sorry. So, ice cream?" Emily asked stepping backwards and turning to head to the kitchen.
"Yeah." JJ said breathily as she recovered from the intensity of the kiss. "Ice cream sounds good." JJ followed Emily into the kitchen and sat down at the table. Being in the room where they had shared their first kiss was not helping JJ calm down at all. She watched as Emily got bowls out of the cupboard, then the ice cream out of the freezer, and an ice cream scoop out of a drawer. JJ couldn't help thinking how sexy she looked as she moved around the kitchen, her dress clinging to her body in all the right places. The ice cream was mint chocolate chip, she noticed, her favorite. Obviously her girlfriend had good taste. JJ froze. Girlfriend? Did I just think of Emily as my girlfriend? We haven't discussed anything yet. JJ don't get ahead of yourself! Oh God! Is Emily my girlfriend? Is she going to be my girlfriend? Somehow the word sounded so strange in her head. Emily set down a bowl of ice cream in front of her, tearing her away from her thoughts. She looked at Emily as the older woman sat down across the small table from her and smiled. Emily smiled back at her and she felt her heart sore. Maybe I'll deal with that some other time. For now, just enjoy the moment, JJ!
Emily lay in her bed replaying the date in her mind. She'd taken a cold shower as soon as JJ had left. They'd kept the kiss goodnight lighter and softer than the two earlier ones. Neither of them trusted themselves enough to have another deeper more intense kiss. Emily wasn't normally like that on a first date. She was normally much more reserved, just feeling the other person out. Of course, with JJ, she already knew her and didn't need to feel her out, but it was more than that. It was like she was a horny teenager again, completely not in control of her hormones. She was just so attracted to JJ. And JJ's lips felt so… Emily's thoughts trailed off as she remembered the kiss. She shook her head. You're gonna need another cold shower at the rate you're going. Emily smiled as she remembered how gorgeous JJ had looked on the dance floor. Man could that woman move! Emily had been so turned on watching JJ dance, and feeling JJ's body rub against her as they moved together. She had wanted JJ so bad by the time they'd left the club, but she knew she couldn't sleep with her yet. It might ruin everything, and she really didn't want to do that. Besides Emily didn't sleep with people on the first date. She'd never been more tempted than tonight though. She wasn't sure she knew how to sleep with JJ, but she was looking forward to figuring it out. It would certainly be a fun adventure. A really, really fun adventure. A really, really fun, hot, sexy adventure. Ok, calm down Emily! Just go to sleep before you become too horny again. Emily sighed. She wanted to take it slow, but at the same time, she wasn't sure how long she could hold out. Hopefully they'd work it out and whenever it happened, hopefully it'd feel right. Emily pulled the covers up tighter around her and turned to her side. Images of what it might be like with JJ drifted into her head and consumed her dreams as she drifted off to sleep.