'What?! No! Tilly I already know what I want... I WANT YOU' Tilly stops with her face till towards the door.
Jen continues ' I don't want this to end. We have gotten to far for it to end. Pleaseee' Jen instantly panicked as soon as she heard the words 'break for a while'. She was pleading, asking for Tilly to stay with her. Jen is desperate, no matter how much Diane's talk scared her; she just can't allow Tilly to leave her. She loves her too much for that to happen.
Tilly turns around looking at the teacher, tears now running down her cheers. She wipes them away with the back of her hand before speaking.'Why Jen? It would be so much easier if we just ended things here. There wouldn't be a risk of getting caught. You won't loose your job. We wouldn't constantly be worrying. I'm tired Jen..tired of chasing you for your attention, taking the brunt of your mood swings. Constantly being scared and having to let my friends down to meet you' Jen started to get tears in her eyes as a result of Tilly's outburst.
'Tilly, I'm sorry ok.. I know I can be uptight sometimes, I don't mean to take it out on you and our relationship. I'm just scared of loosing you, you must know this. I can be more laid back ok, I'll see you more, I'll make sure your friends aren't let down all the time.. I'll change. Just, please. Don't end this!' Tears were now running freely down the brunettes face.
Tilly then realises that she's being unfair. Sometimes she forgets how much of a risk this is for Jen. She knows that she will be seen as the vulnerable one if they were fount out; Jen would instantly be labeled as the one who took advantage and SHE would be the one who goes to prison for it. She starts to feel sorry for the older woman and the stress that's constantly being placed on her. Tilly moves towards Jen, as she reaches her she places her hand on Jens as she speaks.
'You don't have to change anything..Im sorry Jen, I guess sometimes I forget the risks of us being together. I just get too caught up in keeping it a secret, constantly hiding. I just miss you and want to be with you all the time. I forget that it can't always be like that. I shouldn't of said those things just then or even contemplated leaving you. I would never be able to walk away. I just love you so much'
Jen places a hand on Tilly's face, wiping her tears away. 'Im sorry too, for the things I said. We can do this Tilly, I know we can. Yes we will have to be a little more careful after Diane's chat. I'm surprised Im not scared or freaking out, I probably should be but I'm actually ok with it because I've got you Tilly and as long as I've got you everything will be ok' Tilly just looks on, completely in awe of her girlfriend.
'I love you so much' the red head simply answers.
'I love you too' Jen slides her hand onto Tilly's neck not breaking contact. Both look into each others plump lips then back into their eyes. Jen starts to pull Tilly towards her not breaking eye contact; she places her lips gently on the girls. Both sets of lips start to intertwine, Tilly's lips start to suck at Jens enveloping her tongue into her older lovers mouth. Jen instantly responds allowing Tilly's tongue to enter, they let out a grown at the same time. They start to become aroused as heat washes over their bodies at the tight embrace. Jens hands start to slide softly down Tilly's arms and back up again placing one onto Tilly's pert breast. The red head can feel her chest heave in excitement. Jen then squeezes grasping at its fullness. Tilly lets out a small 'Mmm' basking in the feel of Jens touch. However, Tilly quickly decides it's best to pull away before they get too carried away, no matter how enjoyable and arousing she is finding it. Gathering some inner strength she pulls away causing Jens hand to drop onto her own lap. Tilly then smiles moving back in to Jen, placing her forehead on her lovers sitting on the bed. Jen lets out a small laugh, out of breath before exhaling; she then speaks 'making up is the best part of our arguments...what a shame' they both laugh.
'You wait Gilmore, we will be making up for the lack of contact soon enough...I'll make sure of it' she purses her lips before winking. Jen can feel the heat between her legs dampen at the thought of being close to her lover again.