Chapter Twenty-Five-Kyoya's Past

It was almost midnight and Kyoya sneaked out of his room and walked towards Kimiko's room. Kyoya knew it would be empty since everyone else was sharing a room.

I guess I can't go to bed after all. Not after that dream. I can't get it out of my head. Not ever since that night. It seems to be getting worse ever since Dômeki questioned me. Kimiko entered her room and Kyoya turned around and was surprise to see her.

"I heard you leaving your room so I got worried. You have quiet feet but you can't close the door easily" She smiled at him.

"Sorry I couldn't sleep very well. Not with Tamaki talking in his sleep that is." Kyoya walked over to her and wrapped her in his arms.

"Kyoya I know you're lying to me. This is not the first time you were having problems sleeping. Something is bugging you so let me help you. I can listen to what's bugging you." She hugged him tightly.

He placed his chin on top of her head, then lowered it to her ear and whispered, "I will tell you Kimiko, but it will take me sometime to tell you everything since it is about my past. I am going to tell you because I believe that you have every right to know since we are going out and it is the reason why I'm not getting any sleep." He then motioned her to Kimiko's bed; they laid down on the bed with the covers over them. Kimiko placed her head and her hand on his chest and listen to the rhythm of his breathing. He wrapped one of his arms around her and the other one holding her hand that was on his chest.

"I would always go to the flower garden that my mother and I grew together when I was about four. I never left the house past ten before, but after my mother died you could say that everything got rowdy. My father got angry very easily so if we mentioned our mother in front of him he would get mad and start yelling at us. That was when I started to sneak out of the house. I would always feel better when I go to the garden, it seemed like I felt her presents near me. I stopped going there after you started to come visit me everyday and talk to me Kimiko. I felt like you were my savor that I did not need to sneak out to go to the garden, if I needed to calm down I would just call you or just thinking about you calmed me down. After you left with out telling me were you were going to stay; I just stayed locked up in my room. I felt like the person that I love the most just keeps slipping out from my grasp."

Kyoya had a long pause, Kimiko wish that he would not force himself to tell her about it but she was happy that she could help take off some weight off his chest. Kimiko looked at Kyoya and saw that his glasses were off and a tear was falling off from his eye. Kimiko leaned up closer to him to kiss him. He was a bit shocked; I guess I caught him off guard while he was thinking about it.

"You don't need to tell me anymore Kyoya if you don't want to. I know that this must be hard for you as it is." She kisses his tears away. "You told me what I wanted to know, this is going to be hard for you if you keep…" Kyoya kissed her again and pulled her closer to him. The kiss was very sweet and warm and Kimiko knew that Kyoya needed to tell her or else he would not be free from the thing that he kept inside. They pulled away and Kimiko nodded and kisses his eyes and lay next to him waiting for him to continue.

"As you know my mother died in an accident, she was on her way to come and pick me up from school, but she left the house a bit too early. When the limo was turning a corner some drunk driver was speeding really fast and the limo driver saw the car coming right towards them. He tried to back up so they would not hit, but it was too late."

Without thinking Kyoya tighten his grip on Kimiko. He still noticed that he was hurting her and loosens his grip and apologized.

"The drunk driver went to fast since the limo driver couldn't do anything and the limo just turned over and my mother just flew out of the window and she hit the ground hard. She lost a lot of blood. I found out what happened when the principal called me to his office to tell me what happened and that Akito and had to come and get me. I wanted to ball out after hearing what happened to my mother, but as an Ohtori we were not allowed to cry. When my brother came and picked me up we went straight to the hospital and then we saw her all bandaged and beat up. I ran over to her and was yelling at her to wake up. It was just my siblings and I; if it was my father then I would have been slapped and got kicked out of the room. I was just glad that Fuyumi was there to comfort me. She held on to me tightly like mother would do if something scared us when we were little. She then stroked my head and tried and calms me down before father came. He had a meeting that day and he did not hear the news until after the meeting, so I had a few more hours to cry in Fuyumi's arms. Akito and Aki tried to be strong on not to cry to show a good example to me but they started to cry as well. I kept on yelling that I was sorry for killing her."

"What do you mean 'for killing her'? It was not your fault Kyoya; you knew it was my fault for not trying to stop her before hand. She was just doing what most mothers do; she wanted to pick you up. So please stop saying that it was your fault because it was not!" Kimiko got up towering over him and looking straight in his eyes. He knows it was my fault so why does he need to blame himself!

Kyoya whipped a tear away and tucked a strained of hair behind her ear. He leaves his hand behind her ear and looked into her eyes and said, "What are you talking about Kimiko? We been over this love, so why are you still saying it is your fault?"

"I just feel like I could've done something to prevent it. If you say it's not my fault then stop saying it was your fault." Kimiko started to cry and Kyoya leaned forward and kissed her. He brought her down and what felt like forever they broke apart before Kimiko placed her head on top of his chest again. His arm that was around her was now on her back and the hand that was behind her ear is now on the back of her head, and she wrapped her arms around his waist.

It took Kyoya awhile to let him continue until finally he said, "Fuyumi helped me a lot after that, when my father finally came in I already stopped crying. He was so mad to find out that mom died that he did not notice that I was crying, for the redness of my eyes was not gone. Akito tried to calm father down but was not able to do so; I think he was yelling something about suing the family of the drunk driver. Of course he did not since he was just mad. When we got home father told us never to mention mother, go to the rooms that we would use to go with her, and to go to her garden. He would not even let the gardeners go to the garden to help take care of the flowers. I would sometime go to the garden at night to take care of it since I helped her grow it, and I knew that she would not like it if her garden died. When father found out that I was going to the garden secret he beat me badly. Ha, he did it because it just pained him to be reminded of mother's death. We all loved her very much, he would drink a lot and if we were near him when he has too much he would beat some of us or hit us really hard."

He stopped when he felt Kimiko squeezing him a bit too hard. It was killing her to hear that Yoshio would hurt them like that, taking his anger on them. I would understand about not mentioning her or going to the spots were their mother go to a lot but since they were still very small when their mother died they can't help but forgetting the new rules.

"Were you blamed by your father as well Kyoya? Uh, never mind Kyoya I did not mean say that really. I was just thinking out loud."

"Yes my father would blame me but that would be when he is drunk, that would be the only time." Kyoya said that in such an odd way. Kyoya started to stroke Kimiko's hair. "Because of you I was finally and truly free from the burdened that was on my shoulders. I thought you would want to know another reason why I love you." He then kissed her head. Kimiko smiled and went up and gave him a very passionate and loveable kiss.

His arm still around her waist and his hand was still on the back of her head and was gentling pushing it to help deepen the kiss, and Kimiko placed her hands at both sides of his face so he would not move so much. Her arms soon stretched out to go around his neck, and they stayed like that for a good minute and forty-five seconds.

"Is there anything else that you want to tell me Kyoya? You know that I am here for you." She said with her forehead touching his. Kyoya shook his head.

"No that is all I want to tell you for now."

"Ok, just tell me anything that you want me to hear ok. I don't want you to keep things inside anymore, we are best friends and there are no secrets between us." Kimiko kissed him as Kyoya gently forced his tongue into her mouth and rolled on top of her. Kimiko started to suck on his tongue as Kyoya searched her body roughly with his hands. She moaned as they continued to deepen the kiss. Kyoya moved down to her neck and left a hickey near her collar bone. Kimiko moans as she takes off his shirt and licks his chest before leaving a hickey. He then moved his hands underneath her tank top until Kimiko stopped him.

"Sorry Kimiko" Kyoya said panting a bit. Kimiko also panting said, "Don't be, believe me I want to keep going but." She looks at the wall next door. "They might hear us and we would be in trouble."

Kyoya laughed and said, "Ya you're right. I don't want to deal with Dômeki again nor do I want to hear Tamaki nagging us. We can still go to on just quietly." He smiles as he takes off her tank top.

"I guess we can give it a try." She smiles and kisses him roughly as she crassly touches his abs with her fingers. Kyoya mouths one of her breast as he squeezes the other one. She moans quietly and wraps her legs around his waist. Kimiko sucks on his earlobe as he lowers his body close enough for her to feel him. Kimiko groans and takes off his pants as he takes off hers. She pulls him closer as she strokes him. Kyoya groans as sucks on her nipple. He held her hands and looks at her.

"If you keep doing that I won't be able to control myself"

Kimiko nods and kisses him. She looks at him as she said, "Kyoya…I-I want you" blushes "with me always." Kyoya nods as he kisses her and pushes into her slowly. Kimiko moans as she begs him to go faster before she moans any louder. Kyoya deepens the kiss as he pushes harder and faster hitting her core. Kimiko groans in his mouth as she digs her nails down his back. He groans as he lowers his body and they both moved together until they hit their climax and almost screaming each others lover's name.

Kimiko pants and placed Kyoya's head on her chest and just held on to him.

"I love you Kyoya." Kimiko smiled as he looks at her.

"I love you too Kimiko." Kyoya kisses her moved to lie down next to her. "We better get some sleep incase this storm does go away tomorrow." He kissed her forehead and held her close.

"Ya, I guess you're right. Goodnight Kyoya" She leans up and kissed him. Kyoya kissed her back and they both fell asleep in each others arms.