Hey ninjas I am back :) Ninjas ya'll are very lucky cause you get two updates in one day today :) Plus tomorrow is another snow day so I will have all day to write and stuff :) I need to remind ya'll I am working on not saying ya'll in the story, I know they don't talk like that some times I can't help it because it is just a part of my language. I'm sorry again and I am working on it but please just hang with me on it. I have gotten a lot of comments about it in earlier chapters and I feel like I am doing better about it. It is kind of difficult to remember they don't talk like that. I mean I am from Tennessee so I am country and that isn't going to change so again I am sorry and I am working on it. Anyway my ninjas here is your chapter :) ~M

Last chapter

"Do you want to go through yours first?" He asks kissing the top of my head.

"Yeah I guess so." I say and he takes two syringes out of the box handing one to me.

He walks over the computer and types a couple of things before walking back to me. He moves the hair off my neck and kisses the spot before entering the needle. The lets the liquid drain out then lets me do the same to him.

We hold each other as we wait for the world to go dark.

Tris's POV

Everything is dark but I can feel Tobias's arm around me.

All of a sudden we are in the tank. It is a very tight fit with two of us in here. I hear Tobias's breath quicken and I can feel his heart beating faster. I need to get us out of here quickly cause this isn't just my fear it is both of ours.

The water is already up to our waist. I tap a spot in the glass saying over and over in my head that I can break this glass.

I tap it again and it cracks. Then I punch it and the crack spreads. Next I kick it and then we are swept out of the tank by water and all of a sudden we are in the ocean. I can't find Tobias as I fight to come up for a breath.

When I do I scream, "TOBIAS! WHERE ARE YOU?" Then I'm pulled under again. All of a sudden I feel an hand on my arm and look over to see Tobias. I take breath and slow my heart rate down.

Now we are tied to polls our backs to each other. Peter stands in front of me laughing cruelly as he sets fire to my feet. I let out a small shriek.

"What's that I smell?" Peter asks sneering at me.

"Rain." I answer as another flame licks across my foot.

I think and smell rain.

"I don't thi..." Peter starts before it starts poring rain and we are back in darkness.

"Well that was three so relatively three or four more correct?" Tobias asks and I nod.

Now we are in my old bedroom in Abnegation. I know this fear its the one with the faceless guys.

I grab Tobias's hand as the banging starts.

"I need you to trust me." I say thinking of his claustrophobia and the reason he has it.

He nods but looks at me confused, I take his wrist and pull him into the closet then search for the gun that I know will be in here.

I quickly find it and let go of his hand.

"Stay here I will be back." I say letting go of his wrist and walking out. I quickly shot five of them and the fear disappears.

Tobias is still breathing heavily when we are pulled into the darkness. I wrap my arms around him and he stops shaking. The next fear comes, we are standing in the field now. I know what comes next, or so I thought.

I look next to me and Tobias is gone. I look forward slightly to see is he is there and see a body on the ground. All of a sudden ravens are covering his body and I scream running toward the body.

It is Tobias but the ravens peck at his skin tearing pieces off.

I let out another scream and fall down into the grass. I start crying uncontrollable.

Then a thought crosses my mind, Tris control your heart rate other wise you won't get out. The voice was Tobias's.

I listen to it as I stare at the ravens tearing apart his bloody body. I will my heart to slow down no matter how much I don't want to. Slowly it slows down and I am out of the fear and Tobias is beside me in the dark. I wrap my arms around him shaking.

"I had to watch." Tobias says kissing my lightly as we enter the next fear. He disappears again as a gun appears in my hand.

I look over and see him sanding in front of a target.

"Shoot him or I will shoot you. You have ten seconds." A voice says.

I instantly recognize it to be Jeanine's.

My heart rate quickens I can't shoot Tobias there is no way. I love him and I refuse to lose my only family.

"Go ahead and shot Tris, I understand." Simulation Tobias says.

"Three...two..." Jeanine counts. I make my decision I will die but not by Jeanine's hands. I quickly turn my gun and shoot myself. I crumple to the ground and everything goes dark again. I expect another fear to come since last time I actually had seven, but it doesn't. When I open my eyes we are back in the dauntless compound.

Tobias's eyes open as well and he instantly wraps me in a hug.

"That was so real." He whispers into my ear he is shaking as well not just me.

"I..I..I couldn't." I stutter out but he knows what I mean. He grips me tighter as I cry into his shirt.

"You are officially six now." He whispers into my hair as he strokes it.

I laugh slightly and smile as he pulls back and wipes away the tears.

'You ready for mine?" He asks quietly.

"Are you?" I ask back not bothering to answer.

"I guess so, here." He says handing me another black box with the other serums in it as he types in the computer again.

He walks back over and I put the serum in him first then he does me. He holds my hand as we slip into the darkness.

When there is light again we are in a small box. Tobias has to bend down to fit.

I hear his breath quicken and I know his heart is beating fast.

He has one hand on each wall trying to push them back. The walls push in more and more and eventally force us together.

"Tobias look at me." I demand and he does.

I take his hand and place it over my heart.

"Feel my heart beat, feel how calm it is?" I ask and he lets out a shaky laugh.

"Tris your heart is beating really fast, this seems familiar." Tobias answers smiling slightly.

"Well again it is not because of the box." He laughs again.
"Focus on my breathing then, match it to mine." I say and he nods matching his breathing patterns to mine.

"So Tris what makes your heart beat like that?" Tobias asks smirking slightly.

"You." I answer simply smiling slightly as the box breaks away. I stand back up and Tobias takes my hand.

"You know normally heights is first." Tobias says thoughtfully.

"Maybe we can call you three now." I say laughing slightly. He shrugs and all of a sudden we are in his living room.

Marcus walks in and stands in front of him.

Marcus slowly slips his belt off as he tells Tobias to take his shirt off. Tobias listens with out a comment.

"This is for your own good." Marcus says taking the belt and hitting Tobias with it. Tobias lets out a small whimper and Marcus hits harder the next time.

Marcus hits him again and I scream. He goes for another but I jump in the way and the belt wraps around my wrist.

The tightens the belt causing it to dig deeper into my skin. All of a sudden Tobias is off the ground and Marcus is on the ground. Tobias has the belt and he is shaking from fear and anger.

He takes the belt and wipes Marcus.

"Don't. Ever. Touch. Her. or. me. again." He says lashing at every word. The fear disappears and we are back in the darkness. I take Tobias's hand in effort to calm him. It seems to work as we slip into the next fear.

We are in the training room and another me stands in front of a target. Marcus and Tobias stand on the other side of the other me. I know Tobias can't see me right now because this is like my two fears of him.

I watch as Marcus says Tobias has to throw knifes at me.

Tobias shakily takes a knife in hand and throws it. It sticks in my left arm and the other me lets out a high pitched screech.

Tobias starts crying as he throws the next knife. This one hits simulation me in the stomach and she lets out another scream. As I study Tobias he throws another knife. I look at his arm and see a three slits there. A slit for every knife he throws, for every step he gets closer to killing me.

Marcus reapers my the simulation me and holds a knife to my neck.

"Continue or I will let her die even slower." Marcus sneers out. Tobias shakes uncontrollably like I did when the ravens were eating him.

He throws three knifes at one time and three more slits show up. The simulation me lets out a scream then her head falls forward as Tobias throws another knife that hits her in the head.

Tobias falls to his knees crying as the fear disappears.

I can finally reach Tobias as I am about to wrap my arms around him I'm pulled away by the force again. Tobias now stands by the chasm. He is screaming something as Peter and Al throw me over the chasm and run off. Tobias walks over to the chasm and peers over. He falls to the ground crying. All of a sudden medics come and they pull the simulation me out of the chasm. Tobias runs over to simulation me as she lays on the ground. He falls onto the ground crying into simulation me's chest.

The medics take me away and Tobias seems to attempt to calm his heart beat as he stands ans walks over to the chasm. It looks like he is about to jump but then we are in darkness once again. When light reappears we are in the dauntless compound. Tobias is in a ball on the ground crying.

I have never ever seen him like this. He seems broken. I walk over to him tears running down my cheek and place a hand on his shoulder he looks up and sees me. His mouth hands open then he wraps his arms around me and cries into my shoulder. I run my fingers through his hair and mutter things like it isn't real and I am here.

"Tris, it was so real." Tobias says in between sobs.

Tobias's POV

I sit on the ground crying like crazy. I don't know what is in to me but just the thought of losing Tris makes me do this.

All of a sudden a small hand sits on my shoulder. I look up and see Tris, my mouth falls open and I wrap her in a hug crying into her shoulder. She runs her fingers through my hair and mutters things.

"Tris, it was so real." I say as another sob attacks my body.

I control the sobs to where it is just tears running down my cheeks and look up at Tris. She has tears rolling down her cheeks as well. She doesn't give me the kicked puppy look though and for that I am grateful as I was the first time she went through.

She places her hand on my cheek and pulls my face closer to hers. She places her lips to mine and kisses me with a force I haven't seen yet.

When she pulls back I smile at her. The tears have stopped now and so have hers.

She offers me her hand and pulls me into a standing position. She then stands on her tiptoes and kisses me again. I pick her up slightly and she wraps her legs around my waist. When she pulls back to breathe I kiss her neck causing her to moan.

"Tobias, I want you." She whispers into my ear.

I grab her jacket and walk out locking that room behind me. I quickly make our way to the apartment. We finally reach there and I quickly unlock the door. I still have yet to break the kiss all the way here.

I drop her jacket and my keys on the couch and make our way to the bedroom. I set her down and let her take of her shoes and I take off my jacket and shoes.

She sets down her phone and I pick her up again setting her on the bed and climbing on top of her. Lets just say from there things accelerated quickly.

*Cough* They had sex *Cough* OK so what did ya think? They both have two fears about the other getting hurt or dying isn't that sweet:) Tris isn't afraid of intimacy anymore clearly and Tobias isn't afraid of heights anymore either. I hope you guys liked it :) Well for now my ninjas I love you guys and ya'll know what to do so peace out my ninjas :) ~M