Eleanor'
"Dear Princess Eleanor"
"You probably won't remember me I was only a shy away from eight when we met the first time." "You were almost thirteen back than I worshiped you, I know you get this kind of thing all the time, please don't think this is some kind of crazy fan letter." "It's not far from it now that I am older I understand that this was a huge mistake and frankly very silly." "How can you idolize someone you never really knew, I think it's because you and I are very similar in several ways." "That's the scary thing about money and fame it makes people think that they know everything about someone just because they read about them in a tabloid or on the great Internet." "Like you I was born into a world of great wealth, power, privilege one where the family image is everything." "Because of this lifestyle we lead sometimes we can forget how easy it is to lose, we forget to be appreciative of all the exclusives we have been blessed with this is where you and I have differed." "As you grew up you became trapped in this world of darkness you let the trappings of fame, money suffocate and isolate you to drown your pain you self inflicted and saw only the darkness for all the good money & fame can bring it also brings harassment from the media the fans the haters." "Everyone thinks that we owe them somehow that our time isn't ours but theirs, they make demands and expect those demands met" "Our parents stop asking us how we feel what we want because we are only their heirs we are not entitled to our own lives." "What can we say I mean we are their kids they created us and molded us into their own visionaries." "What I have learned though is that every time I said yes instead of No I lost a little piece of myself I gave too much and got nothing in return." "I use to think that being left alone would be the best thing in the world, never having to deal with people, to be able to take time for myself and only myself would help me but it didn't instead when I was left alone with my demons, I almost destroyed myself." "Being famous is a full time job you can't your face off when you leave the job because at the end of the day it's your face that is your job." "Your job is to be rich, seductive to make that image rivet off the pages of the magazine." "What people don't see is that fame is evanescent were not famous for our talents or hard work at least not at first were famous for our family name, our legacy our heritage and history." "It's a tall order to live up to, the truth is we can never live up to it because to try is automatic failure: It will kill us, unless we can make their history and plans for us and twist them into our own desire and passions." "When I was nine my whole world changed through no fault of my own I got sick, Many people thought it was the worst thing that could ever happen to me" "I'll tell you a little secret it freed me becoming sick allowed me to see the bigger picture." "I saw there was more to life than fast cars, money, fame, parties and material things." "That's why I chose to do something to help people, when I am gone I want people to remember me because I had a decent kind loving heart, that I cared for my fellow humanity I am not asking to be idolized as a saint I am not perfect nor will I ever want to be, I am only human but I am capable of amazing things: I am smart I learn fast, I can dance to your beat but I can make my own beat, I can change the world because I believe I can make a difference." "This is what I want to inspire other kids with, the way you use to inspire me before you took every opportunity and threw it away." "Despite what you may think this is not meant to be me passing judgment, rather maybe a wake up call."
"Eleanor you and I have been giving a unique position even if we didn't have a choice or even want to be put in this position we are now we have a choice use our money and power to influence young people in two ways." "We can show them how to self destruct by filling our bodies, minds, souls with poisons like drugs, alcohol, unprotected sex and self harm." "Or we can show them that we can be sexy strong independent and smart we can make choices that help not only our selves but serve humanity well."
"If we chose the later we will we happier and stronger, I know because I did when I was eleven I was depressed, scared I felt lonely like no one wanted me or cared about what happened to me, than I met a little girl who would change my world." "Her name was Emily she was dying at only seven years old yet with all her pain, fear she was the sweetest, happiest little girl she didn't have a lot of money but what she had she treasured." "I wanted to do something to make her smile so I took her on a trip to Disney world the smile on her face was precious but when I asked her why she was so happy, her reply to me was simple." "Because You as busy as you are took the time out of your day just to make me smile." "Emily inspired me to start thinking outside my normal go beyond my comfort zone and focus on someone else beside me." "It's because of this sweet angel that I was struck with the idea to start up a foundation to help other kids." "Which wasn't easy even with my money and power no one believed a kid could do what I dreamed of doing." "I won't go through the struggles I had to endure but in the end I was triumph because I never quit." "My foundation Fisi became operational when I was thirteen." "Fisi in Gaelic means visionary that's how I want my little warriors to see themselves as someone who can change the world with just a dream or a vision they don't have to wait to grow up to make a change." "Change starts with you young, old we all have the power to inspire." "My foundation is linked through out the UK to all the hospitals which randomly selects kids based on medical needs, I never know who is chosen till afterwards, once chosen I write a letter which is attached with a check for 1259 GBP [$120,000] there are no strings attached to this check the recipient is free to spend the money how they chose." "Through no fault of theirs they have been giving a raw deal in life they are forced to endure a world of pain, fear, loneliness, isolation, they are faced with a future riddled with uncertainty away from families, friends" I use to wish for a miracle, most of all I hoped for a friend to truly understand my plight."
"I have come to terms now that a miracle isn't always what we pictured it to be, sometimes it comes in ways we never dreamed it could come." "This money can't take away their pain, fear, it can't buy their health." "What it can give them is purpose how you chose to take this Eleanor is up to you however let me end by saying that I know your father Our King Simon is a good honorable loving man who had devoted his life to serving his people." "He knows the value of money does not out weigh the value of the human spirit." "It was his hope that Prince Robert, Prince Liam and you his dear sweet iconic Princess Eleanor continue on his legacy long after he is gone." "Robert is gone an example of how precious life is how fast it can be taken from us." "Death is the one true and constance in life it shows no prejudice old, young, black, white, when it comes for you it comes." "Robert and your dad believe in you whenever I saw them they spoke so highly of their love, devotion to you. There was always a wonder and glitter of excitement in their eyes when they spoke of you" "I know you would want to make them proud Princess Eleanor."
"Friendship is timeless the memories touch hearts years after the physical touch seizes to be felt." "The true miracle is in giving not receiving "Use whatever time you may have left Princess Eleanor wisely I will promise you that once you make that choice you will be happier even when everything else is crumbling around you."Thank you For reading this Eleanor and I hope you take my words to heart."
Sincerely Your forever friend "RAJ"