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Rachel Berry is truly amazing. I have the best girlfriend in the entire world. Her speech was so special in Glee today. Sure what she said was awesome but it wasn't just that. Rachel doesn't open up to just anyone. It took a long time for me to get her to trust me to tell me what she was feeling. But for her to say those things, to admit she was wrong, in front of the entire Glee club. That was huge for her. She put her feelings out there for everyone to see. She didn't hide them.
It was a big step for Rachel. And it was a huge lesson for both of us. Sure we both have things about each other that we may not like, but the fact is we are still two completely different people. Sometimes I wonder how we can sit up talking on the phone for hours without running out of things to say to each other because we really are so different. But deep down, we are the same. Deep down inside me is that part of me that I only share with her. It's the me that I only trust with her.
And she shows me the part of her that she only trusts with me. She is my best friend and together we are learning to trust in each other. To trust in love. This is new for both of us. I've had a girlfriend, I've had sex, but I've never trusted someone so completely that I showed my true self to them. And I know that Rachel was hurt badly by both me and Jesse last year so she has had a ton of trust issues. But slowly we are working through them.
And she's the only one I want to work through them with. Even when I'm standing surrounded by Britney and Santana and girls who pay attention to me in the halls, all I see is her. She can be standing at the other end of the hall, but she's all I see. I can tell she's feeling nervous about me talking to other girls. She's almost sad and scared. But she's still all I see. And I don't even care about what Santana is rattling on about. I don't even hear her anymore because all I see is her. And I won't hide how I feel.
And as I approach her you can see the realization in her eyes that I'm coming over to her. That I just blew off two really hot chicks because I wanted to be with her. And every day it's going to take reminding her of that, but I don't care, because she is all I see. She is all I want. She is who I love. So I take her hand and I proudly walk down the hall with her. And I can't take my eyes off of her and it's not what she's wearing. And it's not about who she is. I can't take my eyes off her face. I can't stop staring at her beautiful smile. She draws me in and she holds me there.
She is all I see.