Okay. If you hate these as much as I do, I'm really sorry. Deal with it.
I WILL NOT BE MAKING ANY SIZEABLE CHANGES (FOR NOW).
Reasons for coming to this conclusion:
1) I have decided that the greatest cure for writers' block is going back and reading the 200+ reviews that you have for the story. Aside from the five really mean ones, you'll gain your confidence back-not just in you, but in your story.
2) This story is a BEAST. And I mean BEAST. 40,000+ words is pretty intimidating in a word document. Not gonna lie, I don't really know how to understand that I've ever written that much. Wow. Anyway, since this story is such a beast, if I honestly re-edit everything, it could take months. And thats also assuming that I'd be able to put down my other stories for that long. Which is crazy to event THINK about. So basically, this story's a BEAST.
3) I really, really love you guys, and I hate that I've let you down. It's been years-honestly, it has-and some of you stuck with me-and my baby-for that long. Although I highly doubt any of you are still around, but, you know, it's worth a shot. But, back to the point, I really want to give you all-and this story-a shot.
4) I kind of just want to write, not edit. I'd love to see where my characters take me, just like you want to see where I can take you.
. . . and many more. But those are the main ones.
So I'll be power writing tonight, and I promise I will have the next chapter up by midnight tomorrow. Okay? Hopefully someone still reads this story. Otherwise, that would suck really, really badly for me.
Love,
Leah