Disclaimer: Don't own InuYasha or any of the authors work.
…..
Chapter 25: Reassurance
…
"What do you want Jaken?" Sesshomaru growls out angered Icis feeling his growl vibrate through him and straight into her sending shivers wracking her body.
"B-breakfast is to be served." Jaken stutters out Icis imagining the toad trembling behind the door his beak scrunched up and quivering with fear.
Another growl from Sesshomaru and Icis bites down a whimper her eyes squeezed shut as the constant flow of cum reaches its limit filling her uterus like a balloon. 'Oh God I'm going to…!' "This one will be along short-." Icis gives a cry her orgasm washing over her viscously tearing a snarl from Sesshomaru as her love channel kneads and milks his flesh.
Jaken's eyes widen with realization and the toad's once green skin turns a deep crimson. "This lowly servant is sorry for intruding my Lord! P-please forgive him!" And with that the toad was gone running away to go hide under a rock for the rest of eternity.
Icis gives a deep sigh her face tinting a soft pink at the toad figuring out what they were doing and the way he ran off had to alert someone something was up. Sesshomaru leans into Icis his hands finding her thighs feeling the strength there as she remains in the Inu position holding them both up. "You are ashamed of others to know what we do?" Sesshomaru asks softly stroking the strong legs of his mate.
"No, it is just embarrassing for me I suppose." Icis says looking over her shoulder at Sesshomaru his molten gold orbs looking into hers intensely. "You are the only male to ever attempt such things. It is…difficult to get used to." Icis explains her brow furrowing.
"You will become accustomed to our mating. This one will be sure you are pleased as you should be."
"I am pleased." Icis says feeling the lovely little tingles in her belly still throbbing sweetly. Sesshomaru gives a smirk his eyes darkening, "Yes this one heard as much as did his retainer." Icis eyes go wide and her cheeks red.
"Stupid nosey toad." Icis growls her expression sour. Sesshomaru purrs leaning down to kiss Icis's shoulder, "It would not take long for the others to know as well. Our scent is one. This one's scent is embedded into you."
A strange little squiggle is felt in Icis's stomach at those words and a little bubble of happiness rises in her chest. 'We are one…Forever.' Icis relaxes into the pillows supporting her and gives a satisfied exhale feeling Sesshomaru still sealed within her but the pressure of his size was beginning to decrease soon they would separate and they could go eat breakfast.
Sesshomaru stays rested along Icis's back stroking and caressing the swells of her breasts, her thin waist, wide but trim hips and her strong legs. The feeling of completeness strikes Icis as Sesshomaru's hands never leave her body his lips pressing tenderly to her neck, shoulders, and back and she takes it all in. 'Is this what love feels like? So full and warm? I…I think that I love Sesshomaru…very much…and I never want to be apart from him.'
"Sesshomaru…do you…will you…" Icis silences her throat tightening with the thought of his answer and her eyes well with tears. 'What have I done? I've fallen in love with a cold youkai who will never love and stay with me forever. He will change his mind and leave me here all alone. What if he leaves me when I am pregnant with his pup?! What am I supposed to do? I am mated to him now, there is no way to go home or act as if this never happened.'
"What were you wishing to say, mate?" Sesshomaru asks his hands stilling on her hips to focus on her words. The smell of sadness waft up to Sesshomaru's nose making him stiffen with fear, "Did this one hurt you?" Icis shakes her head holding back her tears.
"Will you abandon me Sesshomaru?" Icis asks in a whisper her heart giving a sick little throb in preparedness for his answer.
"Never. This one told you the importance of you to this one. You are this Sesshomaru's mate and will always be very treasured by this one. This one has said he cares for you."
"But do you love me?" Icis asks wanting to hear it once more from his lips, wanting to dispel the lingering doubts and 'ifs'.
Sesshomaru wraps an arm around Icis and moves them so she is sat on his lap her back to his chest firmly her little whimper the only sign of discomfort. "This one loves you and only you, Icis."
Icis gives a choked sob her hands falling to Sesshomaru's as he holds her and collapses into his embrace his aura enveloping hers and the two separate entities becoming one. Icis gasps as she feels the rush of Sesshomaru's emotions and thoughts sweep over her as the same happens to Sesshomaru.
Sesshomaru holds Icis to him tighter feeling her insecurities and worries rush through him, "Do not worry of this one's love for you Icis, we are one you can share how this one feels and know the truth." Icis nods her crying silent now but relieved to be loved and know it is sincere.
…..
Breakfast was pleasant, more so than Icis thought could be possible after Jaken had ran out of the family wing the way he did. Earlier walking from the bedroom after having a not so innocent bath Icis came upon the elder maid of the castle who only gave bright eyes and a pleased smile. 'Well guess she knows….then again we did make some noise….Oh God! What if Rin heard us?' Icis casts a glance at the little girl who was humming to herself while she nibbled on porridge in her favorite yellow bowl. 'She doesn't seem to be scarred for life. Maybe we were quieter than I thought.' Icis takes a bite of the sweet fruit they served with the porridge and bread liking the taste greatly her brow furrowing with the question of what type of fruit it is.
"Icis-sama, do you want to go play outside later?" Rin asks cheerfully her cute little cheeks having fruit juice on them making Icis's eyes warm her mouth tilting into a smile.
"Perhaps. You would have to clean your face first though." Icis informs humorously seeing a light blush tint Rin's sticky cheeks before she dabs at them with her napkin.
"Now can we play? There are many new flowers that are planted and Rin wants to see them!" Rin says her excitement boundless as she nearly bounces from her chair making Icis smirk amused.
"Alright we'll go take a look at all the new flowers, then I think you have reading to do." Rin didn't seem pleased about the reading part but her excitement grew if possible at being able to see the new flowers. Icis stands from her chair readying to leave when her hand is grabbed tearing her attention from the rambunctious little girl hopping up and down.
Sesshomaru looks to Icis his eyes unguarded in that small moment sending heat through Icis as she remembers the not so distant time ago his eyes weren't guarded also. "This one will be in his study most of the day; lunch with his mate would be a pleasant reprieve if you are willing." Sesshomaru says and Icis smiles her eyes melting into a liquid furnace arousing her mate with such violent innocence it startled him.
"Hmm. I will be there, you should try to take a break and find Rin and me in the garden later." Icis says her finger tracing an unknown symbol on Sesshomaru's palm as she stares into him.
"If it is possible, this one will try." Sesshomaru assures seeing Icis smile with a pleased nod then prepare to leave. Having none of that Sesshomaru grips Icis's hand firmly and twists her around as he stands to wrap her into his arms her eyes blinking up at him startled. "I will see you at lunch, mate." Sesshomaru informs his lips lowering to Icis's her body melting against him with a fierce need but before she could think on it he was pulling away giving a knowing stare into her eyes. A whimper wanted to make its way free as Sesshomaru left but Icis sighs turning back to Rin seeing the girl wide-eyed.
"Come on little missy those flowers of yours are waiting." Icis says and Rin snaps back to reality looking up to Icis in wonder as the older girl takes her hand leading her out toward the garden.