*A/N: Thanks to my lovely beta and awbffe NessiesMomma for beta reading.*

*Disclaimer: I do not own twilight or its characters, SM does. I do however want Edward Cullen to spend eternity in my bedroom ;]*

*Song Listened to While Writing: Sia "My Love"*

"I want you."

Three words and the drama from the night before went out the window. I didn't care that I had almost died. I didn't care that we didn't have the perfect wedding night. I didn't even care that Jake was sleeping down the hall. The only thing I cared about was the man positioned between my thighs and his ever present erection rubbing against me.

His lips crashed to mine and my hands lifted to wind themselves in his hair. I needed him closer. As my one hand held firm to his hair, the other moved in slow precision down his back.

After months of waiting, it was finally time.

And we had all the time in the world.

His mouth never left mine as his hands worked their way down to the hem of my shirt—his hands slid slowly over the swell of my breast—and inched the shirt upwards exposing my corset. As he felt the lacey material his kiss deepened and my hand made its way to his zipper. I pulled on it and, with the help of my legs, pushed his slacks down to his ankles. He kicked them off and with two of his hands ripped open the shirt I wore.

"Edward!" I mumbled-screamed against his mouth.

He, of course, pushed his tongue in deeper to shut me up. It worked.

In retaliation for ruining one of my favorite shirts, I gripped him in my hand. Edward growled and I began working him. It never failed to surprise me how perfect we fit. How even though so much of our lives were firsts, nothing was awkward. It felt right to have Edward in my hand as his mouth ravaged mine and his hands pulled my breast out of the confinements of my corset.

I pulled back. "No one has ever loved anyone as much as I love you."

"I love you so much, Bella. I can't even begin to articulate how much."

He stared down at me and knelt between my legs. His fingers went to the ties on my corset and he began to slowly pull at them, loosening the tight material. A contented sigh passed through his parted lips as the last tie was released. He pushed the material out of the way fully exposing my chest.

All that separated us were a single pair of white silk panties.

"Are you sure?" he asked in a low voice that was merely a whisper.

I nodded and chewed on my lip. The truth was, I was never more sure of anything in my life. Edward was made for me and vice versa. It took a century of waiting for Edward to find me and through all the trials of my life he was still here, in our bed, proving his love for me.

His lips pressed softly to mine but the electricity of every kiss still passed between us. Edward's hands ran down my sides and stopped at my waist. He hooked his strong fingers through the flimsy material and slipped it down my legs—following along the path with his kisses.

Edward stopped at the heel of my foot and returned to his place between my thighs. He paused to stare into my eyes before slowly pushing into me.

He paused, again, letting me get used to him. There was a dull ache due to the stretching, but thanks to the coldness of his skin, the ache passed. I lifted my hips up slightly—pushing him in deeper—and Edward groaned.

He pushed in more and a small whimper released from my lips. Edward stilled and searched my face.

"I'm okay." I assured. "It just feels good."

He still stared at me with a worried look. When was Edward going to understand I was not just some fragile human? With a smirk directed at him I lifted my hip all the way and pushed him all the way in with a deep thrust. We moaned loudly in unison.

"Fuck," Edward breathed.

He pulled all the way out and slowly pushed back into me. After a few awkward thrusts we were able to find a rhythm that worked for us. Feeling Edward moving inside me was a feeling that words could never amount to. My words couldn't describe it. I needed better words.

His hand reached beneath my thigh and hitched my leg onto his hip. The new position allowed him to move deeper within me and be even closer to my body. Our chests moved together—his outtake, my intake. We were one. Equals.

I pulled his mouth to mine and moaned in his mouth. He responded by angling his hips so that his pelvic bone brushed against my clit with every thrust.

"Fuck, baby. That feels so good."

Our breathing became ragged and frantic. My hands were gripping his hair and his shoulder as his hands clung to my hips. Edward's thrusts were becoming staggering as he moaned profanities against my neck.

"Bella…" he moaned.

"It's okay, baby." I breathed. "Let go."

His body stilled with one last hard thrust and he spilled himself inside of me. The full weight of his body pressed against me. He lifted up slightly and stared at me with joyful eyes. I smiled and placed a kiss on his bottom lip. He returned the kiss and soon slow turned to rough.

"I need you." I whispered.

"You have me."

He picked up his rhythm from before and I joined him. As I felt my body begin to warm he flipped us over so I was now straddling his waist. He was letting me use his body to get myself off. He still moved within me but now his hands were free to roam along my abs and my chest. His hands cupped my breast and rolled my erect nipple between his thumb and forefinger.

I rocked my body over his as his one hand worked the tiny bundles on my body where we were joined. He smirked up at me as he listened to my whimpers and moans through my parted, panting lips. His hand released my breast and reached up to sketch along my lips. When he completely rubbed along my lips his finger entered my mouth and I sucked.

I released him and his hands cupped my breasts again. His fingers tweaked and pulled at my nipples as his other hand rubbed against me. I felt warmth begin to pool in my stomach and a tight coil begging to be unwound. With a brush of his hand the coil became undone and the pooling took over my entire body. I crashed against his chest with him still inside me but my hips still moved. I rode out my orgasm on him as he slowed his thrusts.

He removed his hand from between us and cupped the back of my head crushing his mouth to mine. His thrusts were hard and rough inside me and as my walls clenched around him he stilled and moaned in my mouth. We collapsed together, spent from our first time.

"I love you, Mrs. Cullen."

I smiled against his chest. "I love you, too, Mr. Cullen."

After another tryst in the shower, we dried each other off and quickly got dressed. I chose a light blue dress and tied my hair in a loose braid. When I turned towards Edward he was dressed in tan khakis and a white button-up.

I walked over and wrapped my arms around his neck. "Well, don't you look handsome?"

Edward leaned down and placed a soft kiss against my neck that elicited chills up my spin. I felt him smile against my skin. "If we don't get downstairs now were going to have an unexpected visitor."

"I'm sated… for now." I winked.

Edward smiled down at me. "My insatiable wife."

"My sex god husband."

He shivered and shook his head at me. "Downstairs."

"Yes, sir."

I nodded and released him and began walking out the door. He was at my side in a flash, taking my hand in his.

When we entered the living room all the Cullen's were sprawled out in the living room tied up to their significant others. I saw Edward shrug in Jasper's direction with a sly smile on his face. Guess our love fest upstairs had affected the entire family.

"Sorry." I mumbled.

"Nothing to be sorry about." Esme breathed as she cuddled closer to Carlisle. "You helped us all relive our honeymoons."

"It got a little tough to handle." Jasper stated.

"Intense." Alice sang.

"Any broken furniture?" Emmett asked. "Rose and I broke a few houses during our first years. Still do every now and then."

"Bedrooms still intact."

Emmett shook his head. "Shame."

"Where's Jake?" I asked looking around the room and hoping to change the subject.

I saw Edward's face fall before he composed it and answered. "In the kitchen scrounging up food."

My stomach growled at the mention. "I'm going to join him."

I stood on my tippy-toes and placed a kiss on his cheek before skipping off towards the kitchen. Jake was seated at the island shoving a stack of pancakes, loaded with syrup, into his mouth. I smiled at the boy I had grown up with and walked over to steal a few.

"Hey!" he screamed.

I swallowed the pancake and smiled at him. "I was hungry, you pig."

"How ya feeling?"

I smiled down at the counter. "Amazing."

He held up his hands in surrender. "Alright! I don't need details."

"Sorry."

We sat in comfortable silence sharing the stack of pancakes in front of us. It was easy with Jake but I felt a strange discomfort sitting next to him. There were words we couldn't express, feelings we couldn't more past and we both had people in our lives we weren't ready to part with.

"I'm really happy for you, Bells."

I looked up from the plate. "You are?"

"Of course. You're my best friend."

"Thanks, Jake." I smiled. "I'm happy for you, too."

We finished up our meal discussing what I had missed from the fight. Most I had heard already from Edward but I was shocked to hear how upset the pack was from not being involved in the fight. Jake said when he showed up the royalty wasn't there and for that I was relieved.

"Now they won't try to destroy you."

He smiled a toothy grin. "Like they ever had a chance."

"Jake, they're dangerous."

He reached over and took my hand in his. "It's what we do, Bells."

"I still worry about you, Jake. It would kill me if something happened to you."

"I'm here and you have the bl—Edward." He smiled apologetically. "Well, if you're feeling all better I better get going and shower. I reek."

I punched him playfully in the shoulder and he winced. "Okay. I'll see you later."

He stood beside me and wrapped his massive arms around my neck as my tiny arms wrapped around his waist. I breathed in his earthy smell, willing myself to commit it to memory. I knew we needed space to let ourselves be happy.

"I miss you, Bells. But I'm here. Always."

I snuggled against his chest. "I know."

We released each other and I walked him to the door. He said his goodbyes and had a brief discussion with Carlisle about opening the boundaries and then he was gone. I watched out the window as he ran into the forest, disappearing within the green.

Strong arms wrapped around me and breathed in my ear. "I'm sorry."

"You have nothing to be sorry about. I've never been this happy."

I leaned my head back against his shoulder as he spoke. "Bella-"

"Edward, I'm happy. I have you. I'll never want anything else more than you."

To drive my point home I spun in his arms and placed my mouth on his. He squeezed my body close to his. He grunted and pulled back as he stared over me.

"They're waiting."

I frowned.

He kept his hand around my waist as we made our way into the living room. Alice was bouncing excitedly while gripping Esme's hand in hers. She seemed to be bursting at the seams. Jasper stared longingly at her clearly amused with her mood.

"Go ahead, Alice." Edward smiled.

"The family has a surprise for you." She started. "But you're going to have to trust me."

She pulled out a black blindfold and stood up and walked towards me. I looked at her unsure and then finally nodded. She wrapped the material around my eyes—putting me in darkness. I heard my family spread their hopes of my enjoyment and the feeling of Edward's hand guiding me onto his back.

The familiar rush of wind came quickly as Edward ran us in the direction of our gift. I guess he was in the "know" since it'd be pretty difficult to keep a secret from Edward. Unless, of course, you were a shield, like me.

I planted a kiss on his neck and heard his delightful chuckle. I squeezed tighter around his neck and waist and I heard his slight growl. Even after all we had done this morning, I couldn't wait to have him inside me.

"We're here!" I heard Alice cheer as she clasped her hands together.

I let my feet drop from around Edward's waist and he held my hands as I let go of his neck. He held my hand and walked me a couple steps before stepping behind me and untying the blindfold. The darkness disappeared and I was invaded by light. Edward's beautiful skin was sparkling and he was staring at the slight glow in mine. A brilliant smile lit up his face as he gripped my chin and turned my face.

"Welcome home, love."

Before me was the tiniest cottage in the center of a clearing. Purple wildflowers took over the grassland and reminded me of our meadow. The cottage was made up of entirely of stone and was one level. A tiny walkway curved from where we stood to a rustic red door. In the glass windows were lace curtains pulled back to reveal a small living room. The cottage looked like it held three rooms and looked absolutely perfect for newlyweds.

"Do you like it?" Alice asked trying to fight back a smile.

I nodded. "I love it. It's perfect! Thank you! How did you find it?"

"We've had it for awhile and Esme never knew what to do with it… until now."

Edward wrapped his arms around my waist. "They wanted us to have some privacy. A place to escape to."

"Esme is going to be so happy you like it!" Alice squealed as she began stepping away from us.

I furrowed my brows in confusion. "Where are you-"

"Time to enjoy it. You can thank us all later."

She turned on her heel and disappeared into the forest. I turned towards Edward who held out his hand and gestured forward. I took his hand and together we walked to the door. Turning the doorknob it opened into a small living room with just a floral sofa and a green armchair that faced a fireplace. I saw two more doors one of which led to a bathroom with a tub and the other leading into a bed room.

I eyed the bedroom door and arched my eyebrow at Edward. He smiled and lifted my body to carry me over the threshold.

"Welcome home, Mrs. Cullen."

I smiled as he carried me into our new bedroom. It was painted blue just like our other one and had a comforter that had purple and blue wildflowers on it. There was a wooden nightstand and a tiny closet—which surprised me since Alice would never allow a tiny closet.

He laid me on the bed and crawled his way up my body planting open mouthed kisses on ever inch of skin he could find. When our mouths joined it was slow and sensual but the familiar heated desire passed between us.

I slowly removed his button up, sliding it down his muscled arms. He slid the straps of my dress off my shoulder and kissed the skin there. We both kicked off our shoes and he moved his way down my body and pushed up the material of my dress. He slid my panties off my body and returned to the apex of my thighs placing a cool kiss there. His breath fanned over my core as I shivered in anticipation.

Edward brought his tongue out to lick between my folds and then pushed his tongue inside me, spreading me. He placed my thigh over his shoulder to give him more access and he continued to work me over with his mouth. When I could feel the pooling in my stomach, Edward removed his tongue. But, before I could whimper at its loss he replaced it with his fully hard erection.

"Gah," I breathed in a moan.

He pumped in an out of me as he I clawed his back pushing our bodies closer. I could feel him getting close as the coiled tightened deep in my stomach. The knowledge that my orgasm would send him over the edge cause ever nerve ending in my body to heighten to full attention. Every touch, every kiss, every sound.

"I can feel you, Bella." He whispered. "All of you."

The sound of his voice soft at my ear sent me over the edge. My walls clenched around him and my nails tried to dig into his unyielding skin. His movements stilled at the sound of my scream and he spilled himself inside of me. Our lips finished what our bodies couldn't as we spent the rest of the day naked in our bed.

Edward pulled back sometime after dark and pushed back my hair from my face. His eyes stared into mine willing me to answer questions he hadn't yet asked. All I could show was the love I had for my husband and how happy he made me.

"Bella, can I ask you something?"

I sat up and he joined me but gripped my hand in his as he drew circles in my palm. "Anything."

"Are you happy? I mean is this what you want? To stay a hybrid."

I thought about his questioned and racked the pros and the cons of both sides. While since falling for Edward I dreamed of becoming a vampire and being equal in strength with my family, I now knew different. By being a hybrid I had more strength than my family, I had a heartbeat that my husband could point out from any other sound in his world, I didn't have to change. Was becoming a full-fledge vampire the best thing for me? Is that what would truly make me happy?

I stared into Edward's eyes and saw the depth of his love for me. If this was what I wanted, to become a vampire, Edward was willing to change me now. He was willing to go against what he believed in—what he wanted—to make me happy. Wasn't that what love was about? Putting another person's happiness above your own? I thought so.

Edward needed to be happy and me staying the way I was made him happy.

"Yes, I'm happy." I answered. "I didn't want to stay this way when I thought I was weak, a liability. But, I'm more than that. I've faced pain in your world, but I've also never felt stronger, more real, more myself because it's my world too. It's where I belong, with you."

He smiled a brilliant smile. "Thank you, Bella. I cherish you beyond belief. I don't want you to feel you have to change when you have so many endearing and strong qualities about you." He leaned down to kiss me. "I love you."

"I love you, too."

Our lips moved together and we fell into our own little piece of heaven.

A/N: Well this is the last chapter before the epilogue =[ I'm sad to see it go but I may continue this in the future to find out if maybe Charlie is in trouble because those Volturi don't give up. Thank you for taking the time to read this story and, if you've reviewed, for reviewing. Hopefully I'll have the epi up soon. I already have it outlined I just have to type it. Love ya's x3