Chapter 25
Kyla and Ashley had been at Gray for about an hour now just drinking and chatting like they always do. Kyla was happy because Ashley was smiling and because she was excited about her plan to reunite her with Spencer. The only downside to the eveing was that Aiden was moping around with his mates and Kyla couldn't tell if the puppy dog eyes were aimed at her or Ashley.
"Just ignore him Ky" Ashley shouted above the music.
"I'm trying but he keeps looking over here and I'm pretty sure it's at you"
"Well I'm not looking back and never would do even if I was straight. You're my sister Ky and I would never do that to you"
"I know that Ash but it still hurts"
"Which is why you should take a leaf out of my book"
"And which book is this?"
"The book where you don't get attached and you get hurt"
"Yea because seems to be working so well for you"
"It is"
"Explain Spencer"
"I let my guard down for a while"
"Yea because you liked her and knew she was worth it"
"Well I was wrong"
"You think?"
"Clearly otherwise I wouldn't have said it"
"Ash stop this bullshit rock chick attitude and just let somebody in"
"I did and she rejected me"
"She didn't"
"Yes she did. She doesn't want anything to do with me and I'm ok with that"
"You are so not ok with that Ashley"
"Kyla I love you and all that crap but please drop this because I'm getting really pissed off with you at the moment" Ashley just wanted to forget the whole Spencer scenario and move on with her life because she had tried over and over to make everything ok but she couldn't force sombody to accept they were gay. Ashley had decided somewhere in between drinks 4 and 5 that she was just going to focus on her career and which ever groupies happened to come her way.
"Alright I'll drop but please don't let this change your attitude towards relationships"
"Oh it won't I still believe that relationships suck and that the people that choose to partake in them deserve to get hurt"
"You're going to die alone"
"I know and I'm ok with that" Ashley said with a huge smile.
"Anyway black heart girl I need to pop to the loo can you stay here without losing anymore of your soul?"
"I'll try" Ashley replied raising a toast to Kyla as she manouvered out of the booth.
Ashley sat and stirred her drink as she played with her phone. She was contemplating just texting Spencer just see if she was ok and all that crap but was rudely interrupted by Aiden sitting opposite her.
"You have 10 seconds to talk before I glass you" Ashley threatened without even making eye contact.
"Ash I'm sorry ok?I didn't mean any of it...I was just confused by how much I love you as a friend...and also because me and Kyla were getting serious"
"That's bullshit now leave"
"Serious Ash I want Kyla back so bad. I miss her and love it"
"Look Aiden if that is true which I doubt very much then tell her and not me because if she see's you talking to me then we're both dead"
"I'm gonna try to talk her but I don't think I have choice at the moment"
"Try but not tonight because she will castrate you"
With Ashley's final remark Aiden removed himself from the booth and across to the other side of the club.
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Kyla had managed to get across the club to the manager with whom she was trying to strike a deal with.
"Look Kat I just need it for like an hour or possibly less depending how it goes"
"I don't know Kyla normally the VIP room is used for groups of people"
"I'll pay whatever the going rate is plus an extra $100" Kyla was desperate now and was also happy for her dead dads money for the first time in her life.
"Ok you have an hour"
"Thanks Kat I love you" with a kiss on Kat's cheek Kyla ran back over to Ashley and dragged her to the VIP room.
"Woah what are you doing?"
"We are celebrating our independence in true Davie's style...with our own private room with table service"
"But it's just us"
"I've invited Maddy and everyone...I'm just going to meet them outside so you stay here" Kyla shoved a bottle of vodka in Ashley's hand and shut the curtains. Ashley didn't even argue she just sat down with her vodka and drank so that spending the evening with people that numbed her brain would be more bareable.
Kyla darted off and quickly text Jamie.
KYLA: Ash is in you in a min.
Jamie was paying the taxi driver as her phone buzzed in her pocket. She read the text from Kyla and smiled.
"Come on Spence we don't to wait for a seat" Jamie said grabbing Spencer's hand.
"Why not?"
"Because I've got the seats in the VIP"
"How?I've coming to this club for years and I've never gone VIP"
"Well there's a first time for everything" Jamie was just trying to get Spencer in to the VIP room before tehy ran out of time. Jamie didn't waste time answering any more questions she just shoved Spencer into the VIP room without waiting around. Spencer fell through the curtains and spotted Ashley immediately. Spencer didn't know what to say or do.
"I should go" Spencer finally squeezed out.
"No I should...don't want my gayness to infect you" Ashley sniped as she stood up and went to leave but she was stopped once she got on the otherside of the curtain by an oversized steroid addict.
"You can't leave m'am"
"Yes I can"
"No you cannot leave the area for at least one hour...I'm under strict orders"
"In that case I'm going to need more vodka" Ashley demanding before heading back inside the VIP area.
"Kyla and Jamie" Spencer said out loud not knowing if she meant to.
"Remind me to kick them both"
"Get in line"
"So it sucks that much to be around me?"
"It does when you're acting like a child"
"How do you expect me to act Spence?You totally ignored that anything happened between us and worse of all you acted like it didn't mean anything" Ashley hadn't meant to get so emotional infact she had intended on spending the rest her life been emotionless but there was something about Spencer that made her want to be honest even if it meant looking like a complete emotional retard.
Spencer could see the hurt in Ashley's face and for the first time realised that acting like she might not be gay and that Ashley had meant nothing to her was the biggest mistake of her life.
"I'm sorry so Ashley...I freaked"
"I kind of guessed that much"
"I'm scared at how much I like you already and that I'm leaving soon and that my mom is homophobe and all these other stupid things"
"Spence I get fucking terrified everytime I'm around because of how you make me feel and all that other shit is totally scary but it's something that we could've gone through together if you'd have let me"
"Could've?"
"You didn't want to let me"
"But I do now...I want you there to hold my hand and kick my ass when I'm been a wuss......I want you to hold me and tell me that everything is going to be ok even when sometimes you don't believe that"
Spencer was now sat down next to Ashley and was holding her hand. Both girl's were fighting back tears and for the first time been completely honest with each other.
"Really?"
"Yes"
"You think we can do it with out fighting all the time?"
"Probably not but think of the amazing make up sex we can have all the time?" Spencer joked as she felt Ashley's body languaged loosen.
"Spencer Carlin was that your first lesbian dirty joke?" Ashley asked with her famous raised eyebrow.
"First one to your one to face yes but I've made plenty at your expence behind your back"
"Come here" Ashley just grabbed Spencer's head and pulled it towards her face so tha she could kiss her. Ashley put all of her passion and relief into this one kiss and didn't want it to end. She pushed herself into Spencer and slowly on top of her. Ashley wanted Spencer here and now...so she did.