Your Turmoil and Its Bliss

by DaShadowAngel

This story here is dedicated to a follower, which wanted a darker side of certain WWE Wrestlers and her fantasies. I'm still currently working on it. NOTE:There is a rape scene in Ch. 8 & 9 (Please understand this is fictional not real, sensitive readers shouldn't read this.) There are more WWE Characters than stated & I do not own any characters that belong to the WWE. Thank you.

25. Chapter 25

Okay, this chapter was way longer than expected. I just couldn't cut it apart, even though its several chapters in one. This chapter is just a bit of the turmoil in the character's life. Making a choice out of anger has caused to much and with Roman and Stephen does she choose the right one? Trying to figure out and separate her heart from her mind...How will she deal with Seth? We shall see as the chapters continue... Again Thank you for the private PM's.

You and Roman look at each other as you finished up feeding both babies. He laid them in the crib and just watched them for a while and he just could not stop smiling at them.

He looked at you and smiled. He put his arm around your neck, kissed your forehead whispered because he didn't want to wake the babies. That made you laugh giving him an awkward look.

Roman: (Y/N), suga... I have to tell you something.

"What is it and why are you whispering (laughing at him)"

Roman: Thank You... Thank You so much for these beautiful boys... You do not know what my heart feels right now. And lets sit down we have to talk.

(walking back to the bed)

"You're not going to propose to me are you? (giggling)"

Roman: And what if I was? (that took the smirk off your face) just kidding you should see your face.

( you smack him on his arm )

Roman: No seriously, If you don't mind me asking what are you going to do about Stephen? I mean are you going to stay with him?

"In all honesty, I'm too pissed at him to answer that... I truly care for you and you gave me the two of the most beautiful babies... And I thank you for that... but... I'm going to talk to him, and honestly I am going to get even, I am going to make all those who did me wrong pay for stabbing me in the back... Stephen, Randy..."

Roman: Seth?

"I'm still debating on that one... Yeah he is being nice now, but he put me into the hospital... How am I suppose to react to that? Yes I remember every damn thing... I just told the cops I didn't remember? And even if they would have arrested him, I wouldn't have pressed charges, because of you..."

Roman: Why because of me?

"The both of you are the "TAG TEAM CHAMPS" I'm not going to yank that belt out of your hands because of his ignorance... I love you for being the father of my sons... I know you have your career to concentrate on and I'm not going to be selfish and demand you to be in our lives... "

Roman: So is that the only reason you love me?

"Rome... (cupping his face) I have truly enjoyed our animal sexual encounters, and the last one that was actual lovemaking... But how can I love you when I don't know you... Ever since the first day we had sex, I have been attracted to you, and enjoyed every time since then... You're fucking hot... Do you blame me? I know you have all those WWE females fanning after you and I don't know if you go fuck them or not... Look at what you and Seth like to do, huh? (raising one eyebrow at him) Besides, I know you don't love me...(he cuts you off)"

Roman: Wait a fucking minute... How do you know I don't love you? Do not assume you know my feelings for you... Who has been the one checking up on you, who was the one who stayed with you when you were sick? Who was the one by your side all those weeks in the hospital? When you woke up, who was calling every day and texting everyday as you got better, and cheering you to get better? Who is the one here now, talking to you and not yelling at you like some dumbass redhead that shall remain nameless?

"Okay, Okay... I get your point geez (rolling your eyes and turn away so confused)"

Roman: (turning your face back to him) Look go ahead and talk to Red out there, but I'm letting you know that I am here no matter what and I am not going back to the hotel... And that is the end of that discussion.

"(smiling cupping his face you kiss his forehead since he was kneeling in front of you) Do me another favor? (he nods) Look I need LaLa to find me a breast pump (he looks at you weird) That will make it easier to get the breast milk out so I can have help feeding the babies and you will be able to feed your sons... I'm going to talk to Stephen outside for a bit..."

Roman: Okay...(wrapping his arms around your waist then gets up and walks with you and has the baby monitor in his hand) Hey I'm right here okay suga? (you nod)

Stephen sees you walking towards him and gets up, closing the french doors so both of you can have a private conversation. (Not knowing everyone can run to the back room and watch the Security camera on the TV) But Roman stayed in the kitchen watching from there. You sit down and Stephen again pulls his chair and sits right in front of you. His thighs hugging yours and his hands holding yours. He tried for another kiss and you moved back into the chair. His eyes showed anger but he just took a deep breath.

Stephen: Look darling, I know you're more than pissed at me... I know I truly fucked up... So you go ahead and yell at me, slap me, do what ever... I deserve it... I just don't want to leave with you mad at me... You know I can't stand it you not talking to me. If you want to break up I understand but I do love you ( You gave him a glare ) ... Yes I deserve that look...

( You slapped him with all you might and his face went to the right )

Dean, Seth, Roman, LaLa and Alessandro all jumped back "OH SHIT!" and started laughing, shocked how hard you hit because they heard the impact all the way inside...

LaLa: Dats my booboo my girl can hit...

Stephen stayed looking to the right for a while. Only you could hear his low growl and he turned very slowly as he was mumbling something in Gaelic. He stayed staring at you for a long while, actually it was more like a glare. To you it felt more like he was about to hit you or something.

"What... you said I could do what I wanted, I felt like slapping you" (looking at your hand because it did hurt a little)

He just stayed looking at you. He didn't think you would ever slap him. Stephen never thought you would ever get physical with him. You were starting to feel uncomfortable with him staring.

(What the hell is he thinking... Oh shit look at my hand print on his face, damn I pack a good one... Is he going to hit me back? I feel sorry for him if he does with all those men inside... Do I even want to sit here and listen to his BS? I'm not going to cry... I am not going to let him see me hurting... This is bullshit man, he is just sitting there... I'm leaving fuck it, he doesn't want to talk...)

"You know what you aren't talking... I'm leaving move..."

Stephen: You're not going anywhere (in a low growl)... Why would you ever slap me?

"I already answered that, what do you want to talk about?"

Stephen: What do you want me to do? I said I was so damn sorry... I already told Randy it was over... He didn't like but I don't care... Why are you being so cold-hearted after all the wonderful times we had?

"Really Stephen? You first fuck Kaitlyn... I fucked her up, or did she tell you I gave her those stitches... Apparently she thought I wouldn't knock the shit outta her in public, pfffft no bitch fucks with what is mine... Why do you think she ran from me at the arena? And still like that I stayed with you... "

Stephen: You did those 12 stitches? Well why did you want Randy to come into our circle?

"I didn't want Randy in our circle, I just wanted to fuck him that's it...But at least me being the female, I had more balls than you to fucking tell you to your face.. I wanted to fuck him... You decided that...Oh no she is in a coma , I should go fuck a bitch to get my balls off...Oh I know I will fuck Randy while I'm at it... You couldn't keep that fucking dick in your damn pants?"

Stephen: (in complete shock with the sailors mouth you had) Darling, you need to calm down... (He leans in for another try at a kiss and again you turn your face) Ugh , What the bloody fuck? You can't even kiss me now?

"No... I don't know where that mouth has been or what dick it has been on?"

Stephen: Would you let that the fuck go, I was fucking wasted, we were fucking wasted, I already said I was fucking sorry... Damn shit...He is the only guy I have ever been with, we used condoms... How did you find out about Kaitlyn?

"Pffft I swear can you truly be that ignorant? I saw her giving you head... And you walk back into your hotel room... I was there...I was standing at the end of the hallway around the corner about to surprise you and she just fall to her knees grabbing your cock and I didn't see you trying to stop her... You open your door and you two fumbled back in... I waited and then walked to the door and heard you two fucking, I heard every damn word... As she walked out... I followed her to her room as she opened her door , I jumped her ass with a knife and pinned her to the floor and cut her...I enjoyed it... and told her if she got near you again or even reported me...I had connections and would be watching from inside prison...Even told her I would come back when I got out and I was going to fuck her pussy with my double edge knife the next time..."

Stephen: So is that how long you have been fucking Roman?

"It's not about Roman, we are here talking about what OUR future holds... Do not bring him into this? You keep talking about us or its over..."

Stephen: Babe please we can work this out, why can't you fucking let it go?

"You're starting to piss me off... You know what I'm done talking to you... its pointless ... take yo ass back to Randy or any bitch you have out there... (your trying to get away because you feel like crying) "

Stephen holds you down to the chair. You close your eyes not wanting to look at him. You two continue to argue. Well you are tearing him a new one and he takes it. He was letting you take your anger out on him, he just didn't want to leave with you angry.

"Stephen just please leave... I can't do this anymore, you fucking hurt me... It's over I can't... I have two babies I need to concentrate on, they are my heart now... Just go (tears are flowing down your cheeks)"

You were pissed that you started to cry. He would just wipe your tears, again apologizing and that didn't help. You were to hurt to even bitch at him anymore. You already said what you had to say to him. He would cup your face, pull your hair from your face, hold your hands. Kiss your hands, you started to see the guy you did fall in love with and that made your tears flow even more.

"Please Stephen, let me go... If you love me let me go... I need to think about a lot of shit..."

Stephen: I can't let you go.. We have been through so much... to just throw it all away like this... Or don't you remember?

"Shut the fuck up Stephen"

Stephen: Don't worry, I won't tell a soul... I'm just telling you I will die with that secret, I love you that much... I would die for you... Just please don't give up on me... on us?

"And what about my babies? Will you love them even they belong to Roman?"

Stephen: Of course I would love them, they are apart of you... Why wouldn't I love them? Why would you even have to ask that?

"I-I don't know Stephen I have to go.. I have to check on my boys"

You getting up from the chair he holds you and kisses your forehead. He even tells you that he will sleep on the couch, because he was not going to give up on you.

LaLa and Roman ask if your okay, as you pass them in tears walking to the back room and shut the door behind you. Stephen looks into the living and kitchen area and sees everyone looking at him. Turns around and stays looking out at the view and listening to the water feature. LaLa was visually tearing Stephen a new one. Roman just stood there glaring and knew he had to fight fire with fire. He was not going to lose you or his sons to this fucking cheater. Roman didn't care if he was gay or bisexual but he was a cheater none the less. He doesn't have problems with people of that community but at least be honest about it. Don't hide and pretend to be something he is not. He turns and listens to the baby monitor and walks to the couch to sit down. He could hear you sobbing in the room, and that bugged him. Then he remembered what you had said to ask LaLa.

Roman: LaLa?

LaLa: Yo?

Roman: Do you know what a breast pump is? (still with an awkward look on his face)

LaLa: Foo where did you hear that from?

Roman: From yo sistah? She said to get her one so she could have milk ready for my boys... Like that we can help feed them.

LaLa: Oh lawd, yeah I know what it is.. Let me look for one... Well hell all we need is to go to the baby store we went to for the baby stuff.. they have to have it there.

Seth volunteered to go since he had nothing to do and it was for the babies. Dean volunteered to go as well knowing all would be alright with Roman and tall ass Alessandro there to take care of things. They took the the smaller car and drove to where they were a few days ago getting the baby items.

LaLa: Are those two always helpful? (Looking at Roman)

Roman: No actually I'm surprised with Dean has always been a hard ass, Seth has a sadistic side to him.. but I'm pretty sure you know that already.. But for him to do things for her, is something new to me, I don't know if its because of the babies, or because of what... I'm still going to keep an eye on him...

Seth and Dean are at the baby depot, looking around. The same woman that helped them last time came up to them. She asked them did they forget something, Dean and Seth looking at each other blush. Seth handed a paper with a list of things. The older woman chuckled and told them to follow her. She not only gave them to hold the breast pump, some bottles, nipples and all that was on the list. Dean saw some stuffed toys and smiled at Seth. Seth shook his head no. Dean didn't listen because he found two hounds.

Dean: C'mon tight ass, they're hounds, get it baby hounds of justice... (chuckling) I'm getting them, she will love em just watch.

Seth: Yeah I bet she will smack ya?

Dean: Oh yeah how much?

Seth: How much what?

As the sales lady starts to ring up the items. She looks at them strangely arguing for some toys.

Dean: How much do you want to bet that her first reaction will be that she will love em? I say...hmm... 50 bucks

Seth: Deal, if she smacks ya I get 50 bucks

Seth pays for the items, gets the receipt and they drive back. Looking at Dean all proud with those two stuffed hounds, and places them back in the bag as they pulled up to the city home. Both laughing with items in tow. Walk in and place items on the counter. Roman looks at the items as they get them out of the bag. Looking at Dean Roman was wondering why he was smiling and follows him. Dean would not let go of the bag he had, walking towards the room he knocks on the door. Everyone follows behind him. He opens the door and asks if he could come in and you nod.

Dean: Hey girl, I know this might be corny but, I found this for the boys and well.. uh.. I hope you don't mind that I bought them. Hope you love them...

As you open the bag sadness leaves your heart as you start to laugh, grabbing them and look at Dean.

"Let me guess baby hounds of justice?" (Dean smiles nodding)

Dean: See she got it... and she loves them... Pay up Seth.. (chuckling holding out his hand)

"What? Pay what?"

Dean: Well the reason Seth is pouting reaching for his wallet is because while we were getting the items you wanted... And when I saw these I remembered what we had said about the baby hounds of justice... So he bet me that your first reaction would be to smack me... And I bet you would love them.. So I won.. Now give me.. my money... (chuckling more, with his famous dimple smile)...

"I swear what will I do with you guys... (chuckling)... Ah I name this one Dean and this one Seth"

Getting up and walking to the crib, smiling down at your boys and place one next to each of them. Touching their hair and blowing kisses to them. Dean and Seth walk back to the living area. Roman stays there with his hands wrapped around your waist over looking your shoulder. LaLa just keeps looking at the two bundles.

LaLa: Damn booboo... they are gorgeous

Roman: Why thank you (chuckling) If I do say so myself.. Taking after their tama.

Both you and LaLa smack him for being cocky.

LaLa: What the hell is tama?

"LaLa.. "tama" is Samoan for father..."

Roman: Since when do you speak Samoan?

"You will be surprised how many languages I have picked up... I might now be fluent in many of them but I try... I know bits and pieces.."

Stephen comes and knocks on the door. Feeling Romans arms tense up around your waist, patting them letting him know its okay.

Stephen: Darling can I speak to you... (looking at Roman and LaLa) Uh.. privately...

Nodding your head, LaLa and Roman walk out.

"Roman leave that monitor... you don't need it... I'm in here watching them.."

Reluctantly, he places the monitor on the bed and walks out. Not moving from the crib, Stephen walks and places his arms one on each side of you. Closing your eyes, trying not to react to him, he just places his lips on that sweet spot on your neck.

Stephen: I'm sorry ... (another kiss) please forgive me... (another kiss) ... I know I did you wrong ... (another kiss) I will do anything to get you back... (wraps his arms around you) ... It feels so good to hold your body... and not get the spit knocked out of me (you chuckled) .. Ah ..see I miss that chuckle... (kisses you again)...

"Stephen... (leaning your body back onto his).. you have to stop... I need... (feeling another kiss) .. need to think ..."

Stephen: I know but I don't want to lose you... I'm so so sorry... (kissing your neck lower) Can I stay here tonight? ... I promise not to try anything... I just want to hold you in my arms tonight...

"I don't know if that is a good idea babe..(fuck! why did I say babe).. I mean Stephen..."

Stephen: (smirking that you called him babe) Don't correct yourself... I know its hard to believe but I do love you... All I know is we have been through a lot and I'm not giving up without a fight... If that means being nice to Roman to keep you in my life... So be it.. If it means having to deal with him because of our boys.. I will..." (cutting him off)

"Our boys?"

Stephen: Yes you heard right... I will always love them because they are apart of you and I love you.. I know they are not mine biologically but they will be mine.. You know I don't have to be blood to be their father...

Hearing him say this brings tears to your eyes as you look down on your sons. He is truly confusing you even more and then he turns you around. Seeing your eyes swelling up, he kisses you forehead and holds you tight. As he feels your hands on his waist, he didn't care you weren't hugging him, but at least you were touching him.

It seemed like it was forever that he was holding you. He was there for you, he was the reason you were hurting, your mind and heart were against each other. It was true, the both of you had been through a lot. The ups and the worst downs in a relationship. The point in your lives when you two met was the lowest possible, only the heavens know the reason you two were guided to each other. Your turmoils on that date exceeded any other day. Dealing with the negativity of your peers surrounding you constantly. Stating you two will never make, and sometimes you two would listen and separate but couldn't be with out each other. You had always wondered why he looked at you. You didn't have the body of a Diva or a model, you didn't have the looks that would turn heads. Yet he loved you. He saw beyond that, and you understood this because although he is very handsome, tall, the most beautiful personality, best sense of humor, he had his flaws that he only told you, loving those flaws and never telling a soul. Knowing all this about each other, and still making through all this time. This bump in the road was a walk in the park compared to back then. Pulling back slightly Stephen cupped your face and just stared into your eyes. It's like he knew how to look at you that made your heart skip a beat. Feeling paralyzed that you couldn't move as he leaned towards you. Placing his lips on yours was blissful. Your senses went into shock at his touch. His cologne, his touch, his eyes, his lips had you melting in his presence. He held on, giving soft pecks still looking at you, seeing your eyes closed and closing his eyes. His tongue sliding along your lips wanting in. In the trance he has put you under has you give in to his touch. Both of you had given in with your soft moans feeling the long deep kisses. There was no fighting for dominance, just the joy of each touch and kissing. Turning you around, slowly walking back to the bed. Picking you up and laying you down while not breaking the kiss as he lays on his side next to you. Wrapping you arms around his neck when he touches your skin under your clothes. You pull away, trying to control yourself.

"Stephen.. I can't ... please... It's not fair... you know my weaknesses... Don't use them against me..."

Removing his hand from under your shirt, "I'm sorry darling", as he whispered softly to you, "I can't help it, you are my weakness, everything about you has my heart gripped tightly in your hand. I couldn't leave you even if I died tomorrow..."

"Stephen, don't say that.. I couldn't bare it if you died..."

Stephen: Oh no darling, I would never do that to you or our boys... I would never think of taking my own life, I love you way to much to do something so stupid and so selfish... I'm not giving up on us... That is what relationships go through and when we get married.. Is that not what it means.. For better or worse.. right?

"Stephen... dammit... why do you say all the right things... you need to quit making me feel like I'm at fault for this...and saying when we get married... how do you even know if there is an us any more?"

Stephen: Oh no darling.. I'm sorry.. none of this is your fault.. I screwed up... I take full blame... My insecurities, my jealousy, among other things brought this upon us.. It is all my fucking fault... I never could see it... until now.. In this short time I have thought about so much... and now that I'm losing you... I realized how fucking stupid I have been... I swear I will never fuck up again... You can have someone follow me the rest of my life to prove to you... You are the only one for me... I will spend the rest of my life proving to you and to those two little bundles I will be the best father and husband if you will still have me.

"Is that your way of asking me to marry you... because right now the answer will be... No"

Stephen: And I understand that... I tell you what... how about if we go out on a simple date... No strings.. no nothing... Just you.. me and the boys...if you want to take them...or you can leave LaLa in charge.. Like that no one can take them from you...

"I will think about it, but right now I have to get some bottles ready for their next meal so you and Roman can feed them"

Trying to get up Stephen kisses you one more time more passionately and pulls you all the way towards him. Making you giggle by touching your ticklish area, smacking him makes him laugh as he releases the kiss. Getting up, walking to the living area and LaLa gives you that look of {What the hell happened in there}. Roman on the other hand came up to you and hugged you. Kissing your forehead and looking at Stephen. Grabbing the breast pump and the sterile bottles with nipples and walk back to the room. Starting to fill the bottles and placing the tops on the bottles, Roman knocks on the door, then walking in. Wide eyed at the sight of how the pump was working his jaw opened, which made you laugh. He never saw that before and asked you if it hurt, shaking your head no, still couldn't stop laughing at him. After a while all the bottles were finally filled and that is because you filled two extra bottles for their feeding time in a few minutes. Finished with the pump for the time being, putting your breasts back into your nursing bra and covered your breasts. Calling for LaLa to place the other bottles in the refrigerator immediately and you would make some more tomorrow. Walking out LaLa laughs at Deans expression on how many bottles he had in his arms. Dean jumped off the chair next to the breakfast bar and helped LaLa.

Dean: Damn it took her that long to make all those bottles... Hmm.. I wonder how it tastes...

Seth: Are you fucking kidding me Dean? You serious?

Dean: (laughing) What? It's a simple question, It's not like I remember... Do you?

Seth: That is not the point you idiot... Those bottles belong to the twins not you...LaLa you better count those bottles... His curiosity will leave those babies with one less bottle...

LaLa laughs at them arguing but counts the bottles anyway. Stephen sitting out on the patio feeling left out, just turns away and looks out into the view. Taking a deep breathe he hopes he could convince you to stay with him. He never felt so alone as he did at that very moment.

As Leati and Giovanni started to squirm in their little blankets, walking over to them calling out their names, talking to them only how a mother could.

"Leati ... Hey big boy... Awe, you see mama...(as you pick him up) Here Roman hold your son...and sit on that chair to feed him."

"Giovanni... Hey baby boy (the smaller of the twins) Yes.. how is my baby.. (he smiles at you) Awe you smiling for mama.. time to eat baby...be right back..."

Walking out looking for Stephen. Here is how you will start testing these two men who are apart of your life and see who will put aside their bullshit and just cherish you and your boys.

"Stephen? (as he turns around and smiles at you) I need your help, come and follow me.."

Walking back to the room, handing the bottle to Roman and telling Stephen to do the same.

"Stephen, I want you to sit on the bed there and get comfortable.. you're going to feed Giovanni"

Stephen gave you the deer caught in headlights look as you came near him with Giovanni. Roman started laughing at his reaction.

"Don't be scared I'm right here... Hold him like this" As you place tiny Giovanni in his huge arms.

Surprisingly Giovanni smiled at Stephen, and Stephen was in a trance. Giving Stephen the bottle and telling both of them how to give them the bottles and how to remove the bottles when they were done. You sat on the corner of the bed watching them. Your heart was so at a loss, they both seem to pass this first simple test. They ignored each other just to feed your sons. Stephen looked at you, and you actually saw his eyes swell. You couldn't believe it, as he looked back down. Watching every gesture he made, then looking at Roman playing with Leati's hair so softly. You heart was happy and full of sorrow. You didn't know if you could chose between them.

Yes you did know Stephen first and you knew you were in love with him. But enough was enough, you don't know if you could trust him ever again. And yes it was your thoughtless and vengeful plot who brought this turmoil into play. You were playing with gasoline and they were the fire. Just to get even with Stephen, for sleeping with Kaitlyn you made sure you got pregnant by Roman. Roman had his faults as well, he would go around with Seth and either sleep with or rape women. And Roman was the one who allowed Seth to have sex with you against your will, and that is considered rape. He even admitted that he was a persistent guy and would always go after for what he wanted. Wondering if they get caught doing those things to women, not only would he lose his career, but how long in jail would he be away from your boys, his sons. You truly needed to sit alone and try to find a way for both of them to become friends for you sake and for your boys. If you chose to stay with Stephen, Roman had to play nice and respect the boundaries that you would set for him. If you chose Roman, Stephen had to learn to respect the boundaries set between the both of you, so he could still be in your life and if he still chose to your boys as well. So much going through you mind. Yawning because it was getting late and these four guys in your life had you tired already.

Hearing your name, brought you to reality once more. Stephen saw that Giovanni was almost done with the bottle. You got closer to Stephen and showed him how to pull out the bottle off to the side of Gio's mouth. It was an old superstitious saying you learned. Then placing that towel on his shoulder to burp Giovanni. Doing the same thing with Roman, watching how they both learned so quickly. Natural father's as you called them, although you were going to have fun watching how they would handle the diaper change.

You and LaLa knew how to handle them from the hospital, since the days in there the both of you learned the crash course version of baby poop 101 as LaLa called it. As well as the bathing and such. You never had children, nor had a mother to depend on over there in Italy.

Looking at Roman softly rub Leati's back and gently tap his small back and then he burped with milk all over the towel. Laughing at Roman's reaction, you got up to help clean Leati up. Stephen laughed at him as well, because Roman looked like he was going to have a heart attack with the milk spit up on his shirt. If one could picture the "Ewww" look upon a mans face, was the exact moment in time you wish you caught that in a picture. Stephen laughing and then it was his turn with an extra surprise. Giovanni did burp with a little spit up, but also let out gassy gift.

Stephen: What the craic? He farted in me hand.. Uggh stinky little fella

All three of you busted out laughing because you heard the fart. Roman and you both looked at Stephen's reaction with his head turned away trying to hold his breath but would look down at Giovanni from the corner of his eye.

LaLa, Dean, Seth and Alessandro came to the room what was going on. Hearing you laugh the loudest, you had tears in your eyes.

LaLa: Booboo what the hell is wrong with you? (you couldn't speak from laughter pointing at Stephen and Giovanni)

Seth: Roman? What's your problem man? (He had some tears in his eyes, laughing and still holding Leati in his arms)

Dean: Uh... What's that smell? (twitching his nose and walking backwards out of the room)

Trying to calm down, your stomach hurt from laughing at Stephen who still had that expression on his face but this time had his shirt covering his nose.

"Tehehahahaha, Stop making that face Stephen.. Bahahaha! Oh gawd my stomach hurts, bahahaha!"

LaLa: Okay I would like to laugh to you know... What is wrong with you and what the hell is that funky stunk?

"Bahaha! It-t-'s... It's Giovanni, he farted on ...on... hahahaha! Stephen's hand.. Bahahaha!

LaLa: Pffff ahahahaha! You just got yo ass served Red... and by a tiny baby... He taught you a lesson.

Stephen: (speaking from under his shirt) Can someone come and get him please

"Nope you have to change his diaper"

Stephen: Oh you got to be bloody kidding me? Really? You're joking right? (Shaking your head nope)

LaLa: Oh Red quit acting like a bitch.. its easy.. Don't be laughing Roman.. Ur changing that diaper too...

Roman's smile turned upside down just as quick and that made Stephen laugh.

Sitting down as you watched LaLa show them how to change the diapers.

Alessandro walked in and spoke in your ear.

Alessandro: Il dottore g. e il suo modo sopra (Doctor G. is on his way)

"Oh bene ti ringrazio per avermelo detto" (Oh thank you for telling me)

Dean looked at you not knowing what you just said, looked over at Seth.

Dean: Hey (Y/N) Can I ask you something? (You nod) What are the twins names?

"Oh I'm sorry I never told you guys did I... The one Roman is holding, the bigger one of the two is named, Leati Alessandro Anoa'i and the smaller of the two.. his name is Giovanni Tommaso Anoa'i

Dean: Cool Italian names.. Well except for Rome's first and last names.

As Roman and Stephen completed their first attempt to change a diaper, they felt proud and showed you the dirty diapers. They were acting like proud fathers and little boys as well.

Feeling exhausted, You asked everyone except Roman and Stephen to step out. Seth and Dean said their good byes and went to sleep, LaLa did the same.

Still waiting for Dr. Giordano, you took this time to talk to the both of them.

"Roman, Stephen... I'm still thinking about what I'm doing to do about the both of you and I can't decide just yet... I will ask the both of you to do a simple thing for me. (They both nod) ... I want you to write me a letter why I should chose you. I need know how you guys truly feel about me, why you love me, and I'm going to make it a twist to it.. while you write this letter use some music lyrics that I either listen to or you listen too... I will figure out what they mean and if I do then I know what you're trying to tell me.. It will be more difficult for me than you I think... So you decide when to give it to me... I'm sorry but I can't chose.. and if either of you try to force my hand I will not chose either of you... Do I make myself clear..."

They both nod shocked that you said you wouldn't chose either of them. Dr. Giordano had just walked in and knocked on the bedroom door. Roman opened the door and shook Dr. Giordano's hand. Stephen walked over shook his hand as well.

Stephen: Thank you sir.. for taking care of my beautiful woman and our boys...

Dr. Giordano looked at you, "You're welcome young man."

Roman looked at Stephen thinking (Your boys?) and looked at you and you gestured for him to behave.

Dr. Giordano: I know I'm off duty already but my family are still my patients... Young men I need you to step out as I check my patients.

Stephen hugs and pecks your lips, while Roman has a distraught look on his face but hugs you placing a kiss on your forehead. Waiting for them to leave and shut the door, he turns to look at you.

Dr. Giordano: Baby what are you doing? Does he not know my grandchildren belong to Roman?

"Yes Babbo, and he said he didn't care.. that he loved them as his own because he loves me... I'm just so confused...it hurts (tears)

Giovanni sat down next to you holding your hand and wiping your tears. He didn't like it you crying now that he has accepted you as his child and the beautiful gift you gave him in return, grandchildren he never thought he would see.

Dr. Giordano: Oh mia bambina ... what is wrong? Why do you cry? Talk to Babbo, I'm listening...

"I have been with Stephen for a while and we have had our ups and downs in our relationship... Our tempers get in the way but we love each other. He does things that get me mad, so I do worse in return... I told him when we got together that if he ever cheated on me I would do something to hurt him even worse..."

Dr. Giordano: Ah so he cheated on you.. (you nod) So that is why my "nipoti's" ugh, I mean my grandsons belong to Roman (nodding again) ... It's okay mia bambina... Babbo will take care of everything...

"But how Babbo... I have to make this decision on who I going to stay with... I had them feed the boys, then change their diapers, and they did it without hesitation. I don't know if they're doing this because they want me or if they truly care for my bambinos.. This is so hard...Stephen messed around behind my back a lot of times during my pregnancy and the only reason I found out was because of LaLa and Roman. I know they meant well, but how do I know Roman didn't do that so I would leave Stephen... Babbo? Roman told me that he was persistent and always got what he wanted... So what does that tell me? (Nodding his head) ... I don't know what to do... "

Dr. Giordano: I tell you what... I shall talk to them, each separately as your father and I will see who I think you should stay with.. I'm not saying you have to choose the one I think is best but I will give my opinion okay? Now quit crying mia bambina... Now I have to be doctor... How are you feeling? tired? eh?

As he checks your pulse, checks your eyes, grabs his stethoscope and tells you to take a deep breath several times. Then turning to get the boys out of the crib to a quick check over. Laughing at how they both squirm around, and after his exam sees that they are okay. Wraps them back up and puts them back into the crib.

Dr. Giordano: Well all of you seem to be okay, but for a better exam.. we need to do a full exam back at my office.. I will have Alessandro take you tomorrow no?

"Babbo? I have concerns..."

Dr. Giordano: What kind?

"We both know that my bambinos belong to Roman... but if I choose Stephen... I'm scared Roman will try to take them from me to be raised by his family... I know you and LaLa are my family, but these are my children... I can't lose them..."

Dr. Giordano: Oh no no no... Tu sei la mia famiglia .. pardon me.. You are my family... I will not let anyone take them from you or me... I have to much power here in Italy and in the United States. You know what I'm talking about no? (nodding your head) .. So you don't worry about anyone taking mio nipoti's. Now you get some rest, tomorrow is another day...

He hugs you calling you his special angel, his second chance at a family and kisses your forehead. Walking back to the living area where he sees Stephen and Roman sitting. Now he was going to have a chat with them too see who he approves of.. it was his obligation now that he now has adopted you into his heart.

Dr. Giordano: You there.. Stephano? Vieni qui, I want to talk to you outside, now...

Roman and Stephen looked at each other, and were actually intimidated by this smaller, and older man. They know that he was your adopted father and not to mention this was his house. Stephen took a big swallow and stood up, Roman laughing at him. Stephen's hands were getting sweaty as he walked behind this older man. Roman wanting to get up and ease drop but Alessandro makes a noise, which makes Roman look at him. Alessandro shakes his head and gestures for him to stay seated. Roman was curious what was going on, and in a way scared for when its his turn.

Dr. Giordano: Close those doors and come over here.

Sitting at the far end of the patio, where no one could hear the conversation since it was past the water feature. The two men seated as Dr. Giordano looked at Stephen in silence. Stephen grew more anxious as minutes passed.

Dr. Giordano: So Stephano, what is it that you want from my daughter? eh? And another how do you feel about her having children with another man.. that they are not yours?

Stephen: I'm sorry what? Oh... Uh.. Well.. Sir.. We have been together for a while... I love her with all my heart... and her having children with Roman... Well... does hurt... That part is both our fault, but mostly mine.. I love her and I will love those children.

Dr. Giordano: Let's be honest here... If you love her then why do you cheat on her ? That is not love... WHAT are your intentions with my child young man and you better be honest about it... She is not alone, I will be here to protect her no matter what it takes... So choose your words very carefully and I will know if you are lying to me...

Stephen: (in shock and swallows hard again) Oh, wow.. She told you about that...(he nods) ... Uh well.. I admitted to her that I know I screwed up badly... And I told her it would never happen again, she could even have someone follow me for the rest of my life to prove it.. I would do anything for her... I realize I love her with my heart and soul and the feeling of losing her actually scares me... I want to marry her, Sir ... I would even raise our boys as my own...I know they belong to Roman.. but sir.. She is me heart and they are apart of her... So they will be mine as well... I know we both screwed up and its not the children's fault... I'm willing to work through it, that is what a relationship and marriage goes through right?

Giordano was impressed by his response and could see Stephen's sincerity and love towards you. Seeing him being a real man taking on children that were not his. Taking responsibility for his mistakes was very impressive to him. Now that Stephen was finished they sat in silence for a while as Giordano studied him again.

Giordano: So young man what will you do if she does not choose you and she chooses the father of my grandchildren?

Stephen: (sighing) Well I hope she doesn't...but... If she chooses Roman, and I'm being honest it will hurt... I will always love her... but as long as I have her in my life as a friend.. I'm okay with that.. I will want to participate in the children's lives and be there if they need me.. especially her... I want her to know I will be there because I love her...

Giordano: And how would you support her and the children?

Stephen: Well, I know I have all my money saved up from working, taking her and the boys is a responsibility I'm willing to take, I know I will not be able to give them this kind of lifestyle but... they will not need anything and I will give them the best of life I can give them... I know what it means to grow up poor Sir and I appreciate all that I have and I'm grateful.

Dr. Giordano was truly impressed by all that Stephen was saying and he liked him. Truthfully he thought he was the best for his daughter, but it was not up to him.

Giordano: Very well, Now you go get the Roman and tell him to come here... Do not speak of what we spoke of... My daughter is laying down.. It is up to her if you will be allowed in there... And remember this is my house and you shall respect her and my wishes... Understand?

Stephen nodding as he stood up, shaking his hand and walks in telling Roman to go out there.

Roman: What did he tell you?

Stephen: All I'm saying is your arse is in trouble fella... (chuckling because he knew his was terrified)

Roman looking at Stephen and then taking a deep breathe as he walks out there.

**Back in the room**

Stephen opens the door and sees you sitting on the bed. Sitting next to you, moving little strands of hair from your cheeks and placing them behind your ear. Feeling you move your face towards his hand as he cups it.

"Stephen what did my Babbo talk to you about I was watching through the window..."

Stephen: Oh darling I can't tell you he made me promise, I think he will tell you... But it feels good that I'm still here.. I thought you were lying down.. You need some rest.. Come lay down.. I'll watch our boys.. You rest your beautiful eyes.. (as he kisses your temple)

Looking at him, you smile laying down in the center of this huge king size bed, as he places the throw blanket on top of you. He turns to sit on the chair next to the crib, as you call him.

"Stephen? (he looks at you) Will you lay next to me and just hold me until I fall asleep for a while?"

Nodding his head and on the inside wanting to kiss you all over, gets up to lay next to you. Opening his arm to wrap around you, laying on his chest. He hears you crying softly on his chest and whispers.

Stephen: Its okay baby, go ahead and cry.. I'm sorry for those tears (as he holds you closer) I only want to see happy tears from those eyes... Now gets some rest I will be here when you wake up...

He strokes you hair, hating he was the reason you were crying, and continuing to make it his priority to show you everything in his power to get you back and hopefully that talk with Mr. Giordano will be to his benefit.

***Patio Area***

Walking around to sit in front of Giordano, takes another deep breathe. Sitting down Roman looks at Giordano and his insides were freaking out. Giordano gave him the same look as towards Stephen, studying him, and watching his gestures towards him. Roman felt very uneasy, and no one ever intimidated him. This older man had his heart almost pounding out of his chest.

Giordano: So Roman... What are your intentions with my daughter?

Roman: Wow, uh... Sir I'm going to be honest I do love her... I fell in love with her through this whole ordeal... And especially that she had my children.. I'm here to protect them and to love them...

Giordano: How would you feel if she had children with another man.. that they are not yours?

Roman: Well Sir, I still love her.. and if those children wouldn't have been mine then I would be with her anyway, because I love her.

Giordano: I see, what will you do if she decides to be with Stephano instead of you?

Roman: Why would she? He is a cheater and like they say once a cheater always a cheater...

Giordano: That is not what I asked you young man? And don't let me remind you what you did to my daughter along with your friend...

Roman looks at Giordano shocked that you told him about Seth and him. He sat in silence listening to Giordano.

Giordano: She has told me everything and the only reason I haven't male e causa di mia bambina (hurt you is because of my daughter) ... So do not tell me about a cheater is always a cheater.. He might be a cheater but you young man are a rapist... How do you explain that?

Roman: Well to answer your question before.. If she chooses Stephen then I would leave her alone, but we are talking about now and she did have my children and they are MY children... you said so yourself... so all I'm going to worry about is her and my children... I do not like Stephen nor do I want him in my kids life... My first priority are my children then your daughter... Everyone else isn't worthy ... And what I used to do is no more... I have not done anything like that in a very long time.. I have stopped it ever since I fell in love with her...

Giordano apparently not liking Roman's tone and definitely does not like Roman. Thinking to himself that all Roman cares about are his kids. Then putting his daughter second. Just listening to him continue to speak, more and more growing agitated with his answers.

Giordano: My last question... How will you support my daughter and grandsons?

Roman: As soon as they are able to move back to the U.S. I will have her move to my apartment. And as soon as I can I will look for a house suitable for us. I work and what I make will cover anything they need. I will continue to pay my bills and take them as my responsibility ..

Not satisfied with his responses he dismisses him.

Giordano: Very well young man, I've heard enough, do not tell my daughter what we have talked about... Do I make myself clear? (Roman nods and gets up)

Roman gets up and walks to the living room seeing that Stephen is no where to be around. He knew Stephen was in the room with you and walks over there infuriated. Opening the door slightly his anger grows seeing you in Stephen's arms on the bed. Stephen opens his eyes and sees Roman standing at the entrance of the doorway. Smirking at Roman in a male poking manner. As if to tease Roman I have her, with Roman glaring back. Roman sits on the chair next to the crib and although Stephen has his eyes closed his ears are on full alert. A few hours pass and the two little ones start to cry. Waking all three of you up, Stephen tells you to go back to sleep that he will get the bottles and warm them. While Stephen was in the kitchen, Roman lays next to you kissing your lips. Opening your eyes looking at him as he pulls you towards him as he continues to kiss you and dominates your lips. You break free, since the twins start to get fussy and noticed Roman didn't pay attention to them.

"Roman the twins, give them to me..."

Roman looks at you a bit annoyed that you were not paying attention to him, but he gets up and grabs the twins handing Giovanni to you and grabs Leati. Stephen walks in with both bottles, and notices you were holding Giovanni. Giving one bottle to Roman, he reaches for Giovanni.

Stephen: I thought I told you to go back to sleep... I'll feed Gio... go back to sleep...

You laid back down, facing Stephen that was sitting on the edge of the bed and you could see Roman as well.

Stephen: Sleep does require for you to close your eyes baby... Go To Sleep ... I'll change them too.. Don't worry...

Watching them feed your boys, You started to see who loved you more. Although you didn't make it obvious you still had a lot to think about. Roman was good to them but shitty towards you. All he cared about was dominating your body. Stephen on the other hand was trying to hard to get you back... You don't know if he was being so caring because he knew he screwed up or it's because he really did love you and the boys. He was saying all the right things and doing all the right things.

You fell asleep before you knew it. Then it was morning, jumping out of bed freaking out that you over slept. Roman was not there and turning to your right, you see Stephen with both twins on his chest as they drank their bottles. Giggling that Stephen was asleep but he held on to the twins. Grabbing Giovanni, snapped Stephen wide awake.

"It's okay Stephen, It's just me.. Give me Giovanni" (as you yawn)

Stephen: How long have you been awake? I didn't want to wake you its barely... (looking for a clock) well I woke up I'm guessing 10 minutes ago maybe...

"Where is Roman? (Stephen shrugs he didn't know) Hmm let me go look... "

Carrying Giovanni with you, opening the door and walking to the living area. Seeing LaLa, Alessandro, and Babbo sitting at the breakfast bar as LaLa was making breakfast. Noticing Seth, Dean and Roman were no where around. Getting hugs from everyone and Giovanni gets all the kisses. Stephen comes out of the room with Leati and also gets all the attention. After serving everyone LaLa had already eaten and grabbed Giovanni from you.

LaLa: Girl you need to eat to kept those two fed.. Here eat some breakfast and eat all of it...

"LaLa where is Roman? and the other two? Are they asleep?"

LaLa: Pfft girl nah.. They took off about an hour ago, don't know if they went to the gym or what? They just left not saying a word...

"LaLa... Can you do me a great big favor? (he nods) I'm going out with Stephen today (Stephen looks at you shocked) ... and can you watch the twins.. I mean don't let them out of your sight.. I know Alessandro will be here but I mean by no means will you let them out of this house. I will be back around two o'clock ... which is enough time to bathe them and take them to the docs office..."

LaLa: Girl you know I gots this... Those my nephews.. and I would die before I let anything happen to them...

Looking at Stephen as the twins finished feeding. Burping them and changing them. You place them in their carriers as Babbo was going to stay there until you got back to head to the office. Babbo decided to add another guard to watch over the boys. He knew Alessandro could handle it alone, but wanted extra eyes on Roman and the other two whom he didn't really know. They seemed respectable but they where with Roman.

Giordano: Bambina? (Looking at him) I have decided to place another guard here to watch over the twins... It makes me feel better.. He is Alessandro's Cousin... His name is Bernardo... You will recognize him trust me... They almost look alike except for one thing, he looks like a bear. He is.. how you say... looks like a football player... So do not think he is here to harm you. Bernardo is my second best next to Alessandro being my first... They will do what ever you say and they are ordered not to leave your sight... But since you are going out, they can stay here to watch the twins while you go out, with Stephano... Capisce? (Do you understand?)

"Yes Babbo, I capisce.. Grazie Babbo... Ti amo ...(Yes father, I understand... Thank you father.. I love you)" (leaning over hugging and kissing Giordano's cheek)

Grabbing Stephen by the hand as you two walk out the door. Stephen was delighted you decided to be with him. His heart was fluttering and he remembered the first date he took you out on and reminded you.

Stephen: Hey remember our first date?

"(chuckling) Oh man, that was hilarious... I can't believe you remember that? You were embarrassing...I can't believe you did that to me...(giggling even more as he hugged you)"

Stephen: What? You enjoyed the attention...

"No I didn't...(he looks at you smirking) Okay I did a little but who won at the end of the date... huh?"

Stephen: ... (blushing)

"I don't hear anything... (still blushing) Yeah I thought so..."

Stephen: I was just singing to you... why was that embarrassing?

"Really Stephen... You were singing Danny Boy all out of tune and were trying to dance sexy to it...(He busted out laughing)... OMG... I couldn't stop laughing from embarrassment..."

Stephen: Yeah but you enjoyed getting even didn't you...(giggling at him)

"But of course making your voice hit all those pitches in front of the waiter was priceless"

Stephen: You know that was so unfair... I couldn't think and feeling your hand down inside my pants doing what you were doing was... was... (cutting him off)

"Was all fair... (giggling more) ... So where are you taking me out on our first date of trying to get our relationship back on track? Unless you just want to get lucky?"

Stephen: We don't need to have sex.. I'm just happy having you in my arms.. but if you want to.. I have no problem helping you out with your request... (chuckling as you smacked his stomach)

Stephen had an idea of where to take you, since he knew you so well. Walking a while hand in hand, he kept you laughing. Your mind kept thinking where in the hell has this guy been. This is the one I have missed. Finally finding the place, he opens the door and you find it to be a cozy Italian ice cream shop. Walking in you smiled as both of you walked to the counter.

Ice Cream employee: Ciao, come posso aiutarvi? (Hello, how can I help you?)

"Sì, posso...uh... avere una pallina ... damn I need to practice my Italian... uh... di gelato al limone"

Ice Cream emp: Ah, I see you are American? no? I ... too need to practice ..uh mio inglese...(snapping her fingers)

"Your English?"

Ice Cream emp: Si... oh sorry, yes my English.. Please feel free to speak English ...

"Thank you, I will take a scoop of Lemon gelato.. what do you want?"

Stephen hugging you from behind just said he would eat from yours.

"That is all then... why don't you want anything... "

Stephen: Because its about you ... I will take some from yours... I'd rather have my Guinness (chuckling)

"Oh yeah Gelato and Guinness go hand in hand.. What a pair..."

Stephen: Well they both start with "G" one is tall and the other is sweet and sour.. just like us...

"Did you just compare us to ice cream and Guinness? You're so corny at times you know that right..."

Stephen: Well you like it don't ya... (not answering as he reaches for your ticklish spot)

"Okay yes... I love you being corny at times... don't you dare..."

Stephen chuckles as he takes you to the far end of the of the parlor. Sitting eating the ice cream, Stephen sitting so close being the adorable man you fell in love with. Talking about the hilarious things in your relationship. Saying things now that were hilarious. He was being such a gentleman it was actually turning you on. He would place his cold ice cream lips on your neck and made you giggle as you pulled away. He still had those mischievous thoughts while still trying to be good. He did show you his love, and it was making it hard for you to stay mad at him.

Finished there, takes you by the hand and you two walk out. It was a cloudy day in Bologna. So he wasn't too worried although he had his hat and long sleeves on. He wanted you to enjoy your day, but he couldn't help but wanting to check up on the twins. He sent LaLa a text asking how the boys are doing, and LaLa sent back, that they were sleeping in their carriers. Content with that he saw a flower shop and stopped there. You looked around at the flowers, smelling them, and he saw your favorite flower. He bought one and asked for a simple string. You were wondering what he was doing. He played with this flower and string, cutting the stem off to just have the actual flower and maneuvering the string. When completed he somehow made a flower medallion necklace, while you were walking away. He placed the necklace around your neck and softly kissed your lips.

(Dammit, why does he have to know me so well... but this is actually something new about him. I never knew he was crafty like this... Its true you learn something everyday)

Stephen: You okay?

"Oh yeah, just looking and thinking... You're making it difficult for me to choose..."

Stephen: Babe? Don't worry about that now, just enjoy your day.. please? (his beautiful blue eyes staring into yours as he always seem to cup your face at the right time) Okay?

"(nodding) Okay, where to now?"

Stephen: (looking over behind your shoulder) Oh I know this you will like.. C'mon...

Holding you by the hand he pulls you across the street, chuckling and that in return makes you giggle how silly he is acting. Getting through the traffic, he stands you in front of a baby clothing depot. Smiling back at him, you drag him inside. Stephen takes you shopping for a few clothing items, and that makes you feel bad because only Babbo, and LaLa knew you were insanely rich. But the thought, is what truly counted. So you didn't get to many items, maybe just two sets of clothing. But he had to get them some hats, but the funny thing is those hats were exactly the same brown tweed caps he had back in his bag. Seeing how his face glowed you let him buy them. You didn't realize how the time past and it was already noon. Walking back to the city home, its gets a bit windy. He pulls your hair strands behind you ear and just stares at you.

"Whaat? (giggling)"

Stephen: (Leaning in to your ear) Ta tu iontach alainn. (saying this so softly against your earlobe)

Closing your eyes, arms wrapped around his waist, and always loving when he spoke his native tongue in your ear. Knowing he told you, something loving as he usually does. You could just sense the love coming from those words. Exhaling softly, placing a soft peck there as well. He looks at you and both of you start walking again. Finally back at the city home, seeing there is still no Roman, Seth, or Dean. Shrugging it off and LaLa of course attacks the bags wanting to see what the both of you bought. LaLa chuckling and impressed that Stephen had a sense of style.

Grabbing your cell, you text Dean.

"Dean? Do you know where Roman is at? or is he hiding?" (send)

Mess. Received: Uh... Well... He is actually drunk.. Seth and I are watching him so he doesn't get into trouble. We'll take him back when he is done.

"Uh no you are not, I'm not going to have his drunk ass near my boys.. what if he drops them Dean? or causes a fight here? I don't need that stress here... Take him to a hotel to sleep it off... bye" (send)

Mess. Received: Ok... I'm sorry hun... We'll take him to the hotel... but how are the twins, they alseep?

Seeing that messaged truly annoyed you. Your thoughts had you pissed. (Dean wasn't even the father and he had more sense to ask about the twins, than Roman who is to busy stuffing his face with beer or what ever the hell he was drinking)

"They're fine, they're asleep.. Oh I have to go n take care of MY KIDS since he doesn't seem to worry.. TTYL Dean" (send)

Dean read that last comment and knew Roman really fucked up. He nudged Seth and showed him your last two text messages. Seth shook his head and knew exactly what was going to happen.

Turning to LaLa, asking him to help you bathe the twins. LaLa tells you that has already been done. Giving him a hug, "Thank you boo... Your apparently the only family my boys can depend on.. I love you" That brought him to tears but didn't cry.

"Babbo, what time do you want to leave for the appointment? Do I have enough time to take a nap?"

Dr. Giordano: You go rest we will wake you in plenty of time to get to your appointment.. Now go...

Tired you didn't even notice Bernardo sitting on the couch in the living area. Walking to the back with Stephen behind you. He shuts the door and lays next to you on the bed. Both of you spooning, he wraps his arm around your waist and speaks in Gaelic with each breathe he takes as you start to fall asleep...

Stephen: Mo thaisce... Taim i ngra leat... a ghra mo chroi... Codladh samh... (My darling... I'm in love with you... love of my heart... sleep well)

He then kisses you neck and closes his eyes. Almost an hour passes and there is a knock at the door. Stephen the first one to wake up, gets up and opens the door. Bernardo tells him it was time to get to the appointment. He nods and leave the door cracked open. Sitting on the bed, he rubs your shoulder telling you to wake up. Moaning not wanting to, Stephen whispers that if you don't wake up he was not going to be held responsible for what was about to happen. Giggling you start to open your eyes, smacking his hand away from your inner thigh. Getting up everyone is ready to go. At the doctors office, everything goes well, the twins are in great health. Although the doctor tells you.. to relax and watch what your eating because your blood pressure is a little high. He won't prescribe anything at the moment due to breast feeding. But wants to see you back in three weeks.

It's now in the evening, finishing up with the breast pump and filling all the clean bottles again. Giving the bottles to Stephen to give to LaLa. Just watching Leati and Giovanni laying in the crib. Sighing as you exhale, wishing things could have been different that these two bundles of your heart did belong to Stephen. Roman screwing up in less then 24 hours is making your decision easier. You don't understand why he was being an ass now. Was it because Stephen was there? Stephen wasn't acting that way. Stephen was actually making everything about you and the twins. You decided to finally talk to Babbo, about his thoughts on the matter. Although it had to wait till morning since he went to sleep early it being his day off, after a long shift at the hotel and hospital.

Feeling arms wrap around your waist and soft kisses on the sweet spot of your neck, you knew it was Stephen. He was the only one who knew how to do that. Turning around, hugging him, inhaling his scent that you missed so much. You had to keep a straight mind but again your heart was the gravity that pulled you towards him again.

Stephen: What's wrong me darling? I can tell your upset... talk to me...

"Stephen... you know I love you ... but I refuse to put up with your bullshit... I'm not going back into this relationship with you if you are going to keep cheating on me. You said you wouldn't cheat on me, yet you did several times... and I have only cheated on you with one guy... Randy doesn't count because you knew about that and you were there... I know I only got pregnant with Roman just to hurt you, but now that I think about it I'm hurting myself and them... (sobbing lightly).. I wish things could have been different... I wish they were yours..."

Stephen: (holding your chin up to him) Look.. I know I pushed you into that situation after you had already warned me.. What done is done... We both messed up... but don't say that... I know I wish they were mine too, but they are apart of you and I love you.. I wouldn't change anything about them.. Especially that sneaky one Giovanni, giving me that gift... (you giggling) ... Although it didn't smell like one... but it was funny... You take your time with your choice... I will love you either way... and as long as I can stay in your lives.. I'm happy with that...

Sobbing some more, and he keeps saying the right things.

"Stephen will you stay with the twins I have to go talk to Roman back at the hotel... (he raises his eyebrow).. I'll be okay.. I'm taking Alessandro with me... I won't be long.. I promise.. I want to fall asleep in your arms tonight okay? (smiling and he nods).."

Taking Alessandro with you, you arrive at the hotel room. Seeing the door slightly open you didn't even knock but you could hear what was going on. Alessandro slowly pushed the door open and you rushed in to catch what was going on. Seth had some woman from behind ramming her as hard as possible. Dean had some woman riding his dick on the bed. Dean freaked as you were standing there but Seth enjoyed you watching so he rammed her harder and faster looking at you. Rolling your eyes at him, looking for Roman. Walking into the other room, and he is passed out on the bed. Relieved because your mind was already having him fucking some woman like those two out there. Walking over to the bed, Moving his gorgeous black locks from his face.

"Roman... (leaning in a bit) ... Roman... wake up please..."

He would move and moan but wouldn't wake up. Placing a kiss on his forehead, getting up and walk out. Sending him a text and Alessandro took you back home.

"Roman... I tried talking to you back at the hotel, you wouldn't wake up... So I came back home.. I will only talk to you if you're sober and do not smell like shit... I have to think about my kids and myself... I don't have time for your tantrums... bye" (send)

Back at the house, you see Stephen standing and watching the twins. All is quiet, and all are asleep. Alessandro bids you goodnight, checks all the windows and doors, checks on Dr. Giordano, checks on LaLa, finally goes to the room where Bernardo is and goes to sleep.

Walking past Stephen you change into some comfortable clothes which is just a muscle tee, nursing bra and panty. Crawling into bed, you glance at Stephen looking at your ass, making you giggle. Getting under the covers, he walks over to shut the door and locks it. He takes off his shoes, jeans, shirt and stays in his briefs. Gets under the covers as well, you place your head on his chest as he breathes in deeply. Looking up at him you can see him looking at you although he has his eyes closed.

Stephen: What? (as he whispers) What's wrong?

"Nothing why are we whispering (giggling)"

Stephen: I don't know I guess I don't want to wake them since they are asleep and I know they will wake up in a few hours hungry... and Uh... why are you doing that? Didn't the doc say no sex until what about four more weeks...Mmmm you need to quit... (looking down at you stroking him)

"Well he said no intercourse until four to six weeks, but it would be up to me.. I know physically my body is probably not ready... but... he didn't say anything about foreplay or oral now did he? But if you don't want to that is okay by me...(releasing your hand)"

Stephen: Oh wuh... uh... wait... let's talk about this... (grabbing your hand and placing it back on his now rock hard dick) ...Ugh damn... I-I mean... what do you want to do... (biting his lip and looking down again) Oh man that feels good...Ugghh right there keep that going... (looks at you, pulls you close and kisses you)

The both of you enjoy this passionate kiss, exploring each others mouth slowly and deeply. Doing something with your mouth as he enjoyed with his tongue and his dick at the same time. That sensation made his body jolt, and releasing a moan. He releases the kiss, his hips started to thrust into your hand and you changed your pace. Wanting to please him for all he has done for you in the short time being there. He made you feel special again, gripping tighter he started to pant and the pressure building up inside him. Looking at you, he opens he mouth but he cant speak as he climaxes quickly...

Stephen: Oh fuck.. baby...ugh... shit... (doing the funny yelling whispering in bed) s-h-h-h-h-i-i-i-i-i-t-t-t-t.. Mmmm.. harder... ugh... f-a-a-a-s-s-t-e-r-... Oh fuck... Ughh (as he thrust all he could on that last one)

As he came on himself and oozed on your hand, he kept thrusting so slowly. Feeling your touch around his dick. He felt so content has he kept looking at you, kissing you. Then his eyes change as he smiles. Grabbing you by the waist and pulls you to the center of the bed.

"Uh Stephen what are you doing? ... We can't have sex.. Well I can't... Where are you going? Oh... shit..."

Stephen: Oh hush baby, it's my turn... (as he pulls down your panties)

Rubbing his hand all across your thighs as he moves them to perch over his shoulders. Laying between your legs, his gleaming blue eyes stare at you. He licks his lips and gives you that smile only you understood what he was thinking. Kissing your inner thighs, allowing his lips to slide smoothing upward. Making you moan softly, looking down at him. Trying to be quiet, allowing you head to fall on the bed. Slowly licking your folds, allows the electricity to rush through your body. This takes you back to the first time both of you made love. He only concentrated on you, to please you, and to make you feel his love for you and your body. Hearing his moans as he placed his tongue on your clit, not only makes you gasp but jerk at his touch. Beginning to slowly move your hips to his touch. Grabbing your hands, interlacing your fingers, he applies a firmer touch with his tongue all along the inside. Long slow strokes and flicks his tongue on that one spot that makes you jerk your body each times he touches it. Wrapping his lips over your clit and enjoying sucking your sensitive nub with in his mouth. Changing the suction as he flicks his tongue at the same time. Changing the pace as he feels your hips react to him.

"Ugh, Stephen.. Please stop... I'm try-t-t-t-r-r-r-y-y-ing not to scream baby.. ugh gawd... fuck... "

Biting you lower lip trying not to make any loud noises, getting wetter and wetter, as your climax builds up quickly. Feeling you body starting to quiver he releases his hold on your clit and quickly moves up to you. Kissing you deeply as he continues to massage your clit. Moving faster and pressing his hand against your folds, makes you hit over that point. Facing each other in bed he places his dick between your thighs feeling the wetness against you folds and you start to buck your hips uncontrollably against him and him against you. Giving you this new experience of complete pleasure without the penetration and you loved it. Kissing each other non stop, he just enjoyed feeling your body next to him and embracing him, loving him in return. Continuing this movement until both of you finished. As soon as you two finally came off your erotic high, laying in each others arms for a while staring at each other. Wanting to get up to go to the bathroom, he hears the twins move. Looking at the clock on his cell, its been a few hours. (Whoa, we enjoyed each other for a few hours.. damn I missed that) You go to clean yourself in the bathroom put your panty back on and crawled back into bed. He had already brought the warmed bottles and had both twins in his arms again. Grabbing Giovanni, you started to feed him. Smiling at him, playing with his hair. You didn't notice Stephen staring at you. Complete the same routine, you chuckle as you place Giovanni back into the crib. Stephen pulls you towards him after he puts Leati in bed.

Stephen: Thank you, Mo thaisce ...

"You're so silly babe... Do you realize I know you are calling me darling?"

Stephen: How do you know? You do not speak Gaelic or do you?

"(chuckling) No silly, I would listen to how you always whispered your phrases into my ear time and time again, So I had to figure it out. Not even your sister would tell me, so it was my job to find out... and I asked around for that small phrase, and that is the one you say the most... Don't get me wrong I love it I always have... I love you..."

Walking into the living area every one is awake and Stephen has the baby monitor in his hand. LaLa made breakfast and was barely putting it on the table. Looking at you, turned and jerked his head again looking at you twice. He knew you to well, and knew you got some. But hoped you were making the right choices.

Seeing Babbo, you wanted to talk to him and asked you to meet him outside after breakfast. While all were eating breakfast there was a knock at the door. Bernardo got up to answer. The trio walk in with Roman the last to walk in. Roman with shades on, you knew it was because of his hang over. Dean and Seth washed their hands because of LaLa and served themselves breakfast. Roman kissed your forehead and served himself as well. Stephen just sat there and kept an eye on him. You wanted to bust out laughing how they were trying so hard to win you over. You still had a long way before making up you mind. Still having to hear Babbo Gio's opinion of them. You stayed silent while eating. Once done Babbo reached for you hand as you wrapped his arm walking outside to the far corner.

"Babbo, I really need your opinion on Stephen and Roman... I'm so confused... my heart and mind are not helping me much..."

Giordano: Well Mia Bambina...who do you love and I mean that you could see yourself with him for the rest of your life and those bambino's...

"Well that is the thing, I've known Stephen longer and I know I have always loved despite him cheating on me... We know each other to well and we know how to push each other's buttons... And Roman yes I care for him and I know I love him for being the father of my twins...But I don't know him... I've only known him I think...what about 9 months... I've known Stephen way way longer... Yes he has been there when Stephen wasn't, and now its the opposite... It's like now Stephen is the one there and is making it all about me and the boys...I still don't know about Roman... Roman took off yesterday and was not here to help with the twins...Then I find out he was out getting drunk... I'm not going to be dealing with that for the rest of my life... I know men like to go out and have their drinks and hang with their friends but what about us... I mean the babies and me.. if I'm going to end up raising my sons by myself then I would rather be by myself... Capisce? I - I just don't know anymore... They have their good and bad sides... I just don't want to regret my choice...(eyes swelling up)

Giordano: Oye Mia Bambina...From the questions I have asked them and studying their body language and their attitude towards me... I know one is a cheater and one is a rapist... and although in the end its up to you who you choose to spend you life with... But in my opinion my child... I truly like Stephano... He has admitted all his faults, and has taken full responsibility for them, He stated he would love the twins as if they were his... Even stating that if you didn't choose him, he still loved you and as long as he could stay in your lives, meaning you and the boys... He even stated that you would not need for anything.. He might not be rich but he would make sure you had the best he could give you... He even wants to marry you...

"Yes he asked me and I told him no... because I haven't made my decision yet... I told Stephen that I was not going back into this relationship with him cheating on me...And yes he even admitted to me it was his fault but what is in the past is in the past and we have to work on us now... He know how to say all the right things...What do you think about Roman... Babbo?"

Giordano: Well, that young man does have some issues.. I believe him to be very dominating... He wants to have complete control over you... (looking at him) Yes my child... He never said once he wanted to marry you, didn't even like that fact that you would want to be with Stephen... Never taking responsibility of allowing the rape on you... or him doing it as well... Its just something about him I do not like... He doesn't seem to be ready for you, Giovanni and Leati as responsibility... although you do not need any financial support and we know why... (you nodding in agreement) So in all honesty... I would want you with Stephano... and I say think about it all the rest of the time they are here, keep testing them... I will be watching them.. where they go... and even test them myself... Capisce Mia Bambina? (nodding)... Now if you want to cry out here go ahead... I will leave you to... Ti amo, il mio angelo (I love you my angel)

He gets up and kisses your forehead and walks away. Roman wanting to talk to you, walks past him nodding his head and walks up to you. Kisses you forehead and pulls the seat up next to where he is facing you.

Roman: Why are you crying beautiful...(wiping your tears) Did I do something to make you cry? (no response)

You keep looking out at the view over looking Bologna. He grabs your hand and squeezes. Turning to him, he pulls off his shades to look at you directly. Now grabbing your chair he pulls you all the way to him.

"Why do you do this to me Roman? huh? why?"

Roman: About what? What did I do?

"Where were you yesterday? I needed you to help me feed your sons too.. Luckily they had Stephen to help me.. I had to take them to the doctor for their check up... You were not there... Stephen helped me with that as well... You know you are making it very easy for me to choose him over you... When I sent a text to you... no response... I get a hold of Dean and he told me you were getting drunk... (he sighs and lowers his head..) No...Dont you dare look away from me... You have to listen to me and look at me when I talk to you..."

Roman: You need to adjust your tone woman...

"And you need to shut the fuck up and listen... You're the one who wants to be in my life... and the lives of your sons... I doubt that would happen if you keep this up... It's like you don't want to even have any responsibility... Just let me know and I will let you go... I don't need your help to support my sons...

Roman: Woman adjust your tone, do not talk to me like that again...

"Bullshit Roman who the hell do you think you are treating me or my sons that way... I regret fucking you.. I should have fucked Seth he is probably a better father.. Hell even Dean has more feelings towards Giovanni and Leati then you do..."

Grabbing your arms, and squeezing out of anger. Hearing his low growl as he glares at you.

Roman: I said shut the fuck up woman... (applying more pressure, losing his temper)

"Ouuch Roman you're hurting me..."

He snaps out of it before Alessandro runs out and grabs Roman by the shoulder and applying pressure. Roman cringes at the pain he is receiving by Alessandro's grip. Yanking Roman out of his seat Alessandro pulls him through the house and throws him out. Seth and Dean not knowing what was happening since they were still eating. Grabbing your arms crying, and Stephen runs up to you checking your arms. As soon as he tried to touch them you jerk. Giordano checks as well again you jerk. Knowing your arms hurt, he checked carefully making sure nothing was broken. You seemed ok, but he just wanted to make sure.

Seth runs out the door and Dean confused, shaking his head, follows Seth out the door.

Dean: What the fuck are you doing Roman? Why did you attack her? Man she is the mother of your kids? Are you fucking stupid?

Roman turns around and assaults Dean pinning him to the wall.

Roman: Shut the fuck up Dean! I know I fucked up... I don't know what the hell happened... I need to go talk to her... I need to apologize man... I never hurt women.. especially the mother of my kids... Uggh Fucking Shit! Dammit Seth... What the fuck did I just do?

Seth pulls Roman off of Dean and gets between them, with his back on Dean. Trying to keep them apart, he was trying to figure out what just happened.

Dean: No Roman.. Let me go in there you wait the fuck out here.. Man you need to control that temper man... If you're pissed at Sheamus, do not take it out on her man... You probably lost her forever you dumbass...

Dean knocks on the door, Alessandro opens the door glaring at Dean.

Dean: May I come in and talk to her please... I mean her no harm... (seeing LaLa) ... LaLa, C'mon man I didn't do anything.. I want to talk to her that is it...

LaLa: It's okay Aless ... he can come in... She is outside Dean.

Dean passes everyone as if he was walking on glass. Seeing you outside crying by yourself, glancing at Stephen eyeing you like a hawk. Dean walks up to you and asks if he could sit down, you nod.

Dean: Hey... Um... Uh.. I just want to say I'm sorry...

"Why should you say your sorry... you didn't do anything..."

Dean: I know I didn't but... I know who instigated it... It's not really Romans fault... Seth..."

"Seth did what exactly Dean.. you better talk now..."

Dean: The only reason I'm saying this is because Roman loves you hun... and he is freaking out... out on the street...That is not Roman... and well last night... Seth kept fucking with him putting shit in his mind..."

"Dean just say it... and that does not excuse him for putting his hands on me..."

Dean: I know hun... he knows he fucked up.. he wants to apologize... But what I'm trying to say is that.. Seth was fucking with him last night... Roman was upset about you... not knowing if you were going to choose him... So he started drinking... Well Seth... He started to tell him to give up on you.. because for all he knew.. Sheamus was fucking you at that very moment... That for him just to get over that fact that you used him to just get pregnant ... that you didn't love or care for him... He just wouldn't let off of him... He even smirked when he saw how wasted Roman got... He even wanted to get some woman from the bar to sleep with him in his room at the hotel.. but I fucked her instead... Rome passed out... He wouldn't even know what happened even if she did fuck him... he was out... That's why I freaked when I saw you standing there... it would have been worse if she was in that room... even if he was just laying there passed out.. and she was fucking him.. if you get what I'm saying... I'm actually getting exhausted by all of Seth's bullshit... I don't know why he is trying so hard to break you guys up.. well ... you know what I mean...

"I know why... you do not know the shit Seth is into Dean... and you don't know what Seth has done to me... and he did it twice..."

Dean: What do you mean? I'm confused...

"Promise me you will say and do nothing to Seth... I will deal with him .. please.. promise me.. if you are my friend..."

Dean: Yeah of course... you're a sweet person ... I promise not to do anything... I love Roman's kids... I'd like to stay in their lives ... I promise...Tell me...

"Well remember when Roman told Seth about the first time.. back at the hotel when Seth freaked seeing me pregnant...(Dean nods) Well... before the European Tour... Not the first day.. but actually the second day of being with Stephen... Randy, Stephen and I went out eating, and drinking.. We came back to the tour bus and well.. Roman and Seth had planned on doing some bad stuff... and well... with the help of some guys... Seth managed to get me to the back room and... well... he... uh... (Deans blue eyes turned red)..."

Dean: Look at me... Did he rape you? (you nodded) ... Wait you said he did it twice... when did he take you the second time?

"Back at the hotel when I was feeling under the weather... that day I ended up in the hospital..."

Dean: Wait ... Whaaa? That day you almost died? (nodding) What the fuck did he do to you?

"Dean he raped me.. what do you think happened?"

Dean: No... I mean I know that part.. I over heard Dr. Gio say that but I mean... did he do anything else?

"Yes Dean... I made fun of him saying the only way he could get it up was by taking it by force and that Roman knew how to fuck and he was a pussy... I guess he snapped, he jumped on me and started choking me until I passed out... Next thing I wake up in the hospital gagging from the breathing tube and find out that I'm pregnant..."

Dean: That mother fucker... He could of killed you and those babies.. I'm going to kick his ass...

"Dean you promised not to do anything... Let me handle it..."

Dean: I can't... He is going to pay one way or another... I'm going to fuck his ass up...

"Dean I mean it... you want to stay my friend leave it the fuck alone.. I'll get him ... I will handle it... But at the moment I'm mad and upset at Roman.. He had no right touching me... I don't know if I'll talk to him today..."

Feeling your cell buzz, you look at it.. it was a message from Roman.

Mess. Received: Hey... I know you wanted me to write a letter with lyrics to a song but I will do this instead... I'm going to text you lyrics... I'm so sorry baby... I didn't mean to put my hands on you... I know I fucked up :(

Mess. Received: You don't have to respond... Just read its two artists I know you like...

Mess. Received: Hey slow it down, what do you want from me... what do you want from me.. yeah I'm afraid.. what do you want from me, what do you want from me

Just don't give up, I'm working it out, please don't give in, I wont let you down, it messed me up, need a 2nd 2breathe Just keep coming around...

Yeah it's plain to see, that baby you're beautiful, and that there is nothing wrong with you

Its me, I'm the freak, yeah but thanks for loving me because you're doing it perfectly...

There might of been a time that I would've let you slip away, I wouldn't even try, but I think you can save my life

Mess. Received: Baby.. I know I really fucking messed up.. I'm taking time to really fucking breathe out here... Please don't give up on me... I didn't mean to hurt you...

I mean it when I say don't give up on me... I'm still writing this letter and I have it hidden from these two fools... but please... give me a chance and I will give it to you when I leave back to the states...

Just please don't take my boys from me... I love you all dearly.. I guess that is all, I will be at the hotel, but can I come and feed my boys.. please.. don't deny me that... you can have Stephen and the guards watch over me... I don't want to be with out them... or you... but I won't push myself on you.. I'll give you time... please let me see my boys.. Love you... bye... Leati aka Ur SxySamoan

Dean seeing you cry, cups your face and wiping your tears as the tears flow down your face rapidly.

Dean: Hun, did Roman say something mean to you? (shaking your head no, sobbing uncontrollably)

Dean was freaking a bit, he was not the type to console a female. He really didn't know what to do, he reached over and hugged you and you started to cry even more. He looked over and saw LaLa gesturing for him to get his ass out there and help.

LaLa came and rubbed your back, and told Dean he had it. He could leave if he wanted. Dean wanted to say bye to the twins first and then would see himself out.

Dean shook his hands because he felt that uneasy feeling of sadness on his soul. He didn't know what Roman sent you in all those texts to make you cry like that. He didn't want that vibe on him when he got near Leati and Giovanni. Asking Stephen if he could see the twins before he left, Stephen nodded.

Dean: Hey Puppies of Justice, I'm your uncle Jon. Oh hey look.. They opened their eyes... How cool is that.. They know its me... Yes! (smiling with those dimples so pronounced)

Stephen laughed at him as he watched Dean play with the boys.

Dean: Have they fed yet?

Stephen: Not yet fella... In (looking at his watch) about and hour and a half ... why do you want to feed them?

Dean: (freaked out) Uh .. I - I don't know how to... I'd like to if you guys don't mind.. I think it would be awesome to feed the puppies of justice...

Stephen: Why do you bloody keep calling them puppies of justice, Jon?

Dean: Because their dad is one of the Hounds of Justice.. That makes them the Puppies of Justice...

Stephen: Well I won't bloody argue there... Their dad is a dog more like a mutt.. bahahaha!

Dean: Hey stop that.. not in front of the kiddos Sheamus... but that was funny... pfffttt... shhhh ... you didn't hear that...

As they laughed at the small cracks. LaLa continued to console you outside asking you what was wrong.

"LaLa, Seth keeps fucking things up between Roman and I... Dean told me what Seth tried to do... He got Roman so wasted that Roman passed out on the bed and He wanted some bitch to fuck him in the hotel room... but Dean intervened and fucked that bitch instead... I actually caught Seth fucking some bitch... I rolled my eyes at him because he was facing the door while fucking her from behind...He saw me and smiled that fucked up sadistic smile and started ramming that bitch harder and faster...and Dean fucking another bitch.. freaked out I was there.. And I saw Roman fast asleep or passed out on the bed and his hair all over the place, and across his face.."

LaLa: Yes booboo but why are you crying? (showing him your cell texts).. Ooooh Shiiiit ! That boy has it hard for you... So what are you going to do? I mean... I know what ya did with Stephen in the room.. you freak you... I know you love him.. but what about Roman? I know I can't help with yo decision but you's playing with fire girl.. and I mean it in the sense all of you have bad tempers... Especially you... I love you girl but damn you can scare the hair off the devil's ass when you get mad... I know I have seen it... And don't deny it.. I have known you forever... Now why in da hell are you laughing.. Girl you gots some mood swings...

"Trying picturing the devil so scared the hair on his ass flies off...(laughing hard)"

LaLa: Pffff bahahaha! Good one! Okay I'll let that slide... oh before I forget... It's almost time for the twins to eat... Are you going to let Roman in to feed them...

"I - I guess so LaLa... I just don't want him near me at the moment... Those are his boys and I couldn't do that to him... I would die if someone tried to take them from me or deny me access to seeing them..."

LaLa: I got ya... I'll let him in.. so he can play with them but I'll put my foot down on his balls before he tries to twitch the wrong way...

LaLa hugs you and you both walk back to the living area. You sit to the far end, but still able to see the twins from where you're at. Dean smiles at ya and explains to you how they opened their eyes when he spoke to them, and how Stephen was going to let him feed one of the twins.

LaLa walks to the door and opens it. Looking at Roman and glaring at Seth.

LaLa: Roman you can come in but leave my booboo alone, she does not feel like talking to you at the moment.. She said she wouldn't deny you feeding and playing with your kids... So come in and behave. (Looking over at Seth) Now Seth Yo Mutha Fukin as is lucky I don't kill you right now... If it weren't for my booboo and those babies in there I would bust a cap so far up your fuckin ass, you will even hear the devil yell "GOOOAAAAALLL" From down in hell... So you fukin ass better quit butting in and you know exactly what I mean... Got it...

Seth nodding with a smirk on his face as he walked in. Seeing Alessandro glaring at him, made him swallow hard. Walking and sitting on a single chair, Seth saw and was disgusted how Roman was being pulled away from him by you and those brats, as he called them quietly. He missed the pleasures they had with women in each town, taking them by force, or fucking them in every orifice they had available. Ever since you came into the picture, Roman was not the same, and he was determined to win this game and maybe conquer you one more time, if he had the chance maybe when you were finally away from these guards and back in the states.

Not making it obvious that you were looking at Seth, now even more determined to fuck him up. You didn't know what his plan or what kind of game he was playing. But there would only be one winner and it would be you. If you didn't keep Roman, you were okay with that but your plans for Randy have not been turned back to Seth without him even knowing. That pleasure of his pain was making you smile, and the funniest thing is that he was going to walk right into it.