This is kind of a weird filler chapter. Sorry if you don't like it. Idk how I feel about it. Leave a review!

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Marinette, ignoring Tikki, opened the diary to it's first entry and started to read.

Dear diary,

I don't really know what to say. This is a diary. I probably should talk about life or whatever. I didn't have a bad day. It was fine. I went to school ect. I got to decorate a cake in the bakery! All on my own! I have some friends at school, but I feel lonely, you know? Something is missing.

I finally painted my room. It's pink, my favorite color. It seems a little stereotypical and 'girly,' but I love it. It makes me so happy. It makes the room feel like it's mine. Like I belong here.

In other news, I entered my first design competition! I probably won't win, since it's the first time I've submitted a sketch, but I'm so excited. I love to design. I think I'm going to design more of my clothes as practice. Itll be fun!

Till tomorrow,

Marinette.

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Marinette shut the diary. "So,"

Tikki gave her a disappointed look. "So what?"

"Was I happy?"

"Yeah, you were like sunshine. You were kind and caring to everyone."

"I'm getting the vibe that I didn't feel that way."

"Just wait a minute." Tikki flew over to the book and turned to a spot about halfway through the diary. "Read this."

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Dear diary,

In the daytime, I'm Marinette. Just a normal girl with a normal life, but there's something about me, that no one knows yet, cause I have a secret.

Those videos on Alya's blog, of Ladybug and Chat Noir, its me.

I'm Ladybug.

I wanted to tell Alya, but she might tell the whole world on her blog.

Adrien would probably think I'm crazy, and Nino would tell Alya.

So I have to confide in you, diary.

I have another confession.

I don't know what I'm doing. At all.

I found out I was Ladybug yesterday through a magical bug rat and its been a rollercoaster ever since. I don't know who Chat Noir is, but I trust him with my life. Even if he has a terrible sense of humor.

And he trusts me. He believes in me. He jokes around a lot, but he's sweet and encouraging. He gives me the confidence I didn't know I had.

Honestly, if I didn't love Adrien, I might fall for Chat Noir.

Except for the terrible puns.

He is a purrfect partner in crime (fighting)

Till tomorrow,

Marinette.

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"Holy shit. I loved him."

"Yeah, you really did." Tikki sighed.

"In and out of the mask. This diary is like had fanfic. It's so obvious, and get I never saw it. I never realized how much Chat mattered to me until I lost him... or I thought I did."

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"I have to tell him who I am."