CHAPTER 25

"What does that look mean?" Karma asked when I practically raped her shirt off and stared at her pink wet bra.

"That I am going to devour you." I said changing our positions and lifting her body against the wall grabbing her ass and forcing her to put her legs around my waist. "Just not in this bathroom. If I can't make it special like I wanted at least I am going to do it properly on a bed."

"I think…" She started gasping. "I think it doesn't get more special that with the person you are in love with."

"A few rose petals and a nice place doesn't hurt either." I said finally reaching the bed and putting down her body and covering with mine. "We can still stop, if you want?"

"I don't." She said her hands on my neck bringing my mouth to hers. "I want you right now."

"Are you sure?" I asked again looking into her green eyes and seeing that same certainty of before.

"Amy I have enough 'what if?' in my life." She said her eyes still on mine. "I can't let this moment be one more."

"You know I can wait for you, right?" I said my lips brushing hers. "I can wait. I waited for you until now."

"But I can't wait." She said in a whisper. "I need you."

What to say after that? Nothing.

In a smooth movement I unlock Karma's bra and without breaking the kiss she throw it in some place on the floor of my room. I wasn't prepare to feel the direct touch of her skin and mine. It was like every nerve that I had was in combustion. Desperate to taste her skin I started to kiss her jaw line and with only my tong I licked all my way until her breasts. Karma arched from the bed and close her eyes when I draw one nipple to my mouth. Karma growled my name and droved one leg between my thighs and it was my time to moan. When her knell touched my center I almost came undone right there but I waited too much for this. She moved her legs again making a painful friction.

"Don't do that." I said gasping. "I waited too much for this and if you keep doing this I don't know if I will be able to focus on you."

She did it again and I groaned opening my eyes to see her smirking at me. She knew exactly what she was doing to me.

"Alright then." I said my fingertips moving from her chest to her flat stomach then finally where I want it to be. I slowly opened her short while kissing her neck. I wanted to leave a mark so she could see it and remember this moment but I didn't.

"Amy…" She called and I stopped what I was doing and looked at her. She was flushed and biting her lip nervously. "I think I will die if you don't take those off fast."

"Eager aren't we?" I said raising an eyebrow but on this moment my finger brushed against her center and she made the most sexy sound I ever heard. She looked so lost in lust and desire that if I was an artist I could paint her on this exactly moment and call her Venus. She was standing on the bed now with just her underwear… her wet and very sexy pink underwear.

"Tell me what you want, Karma." I said and she opened her dark green eyes and stared at me.

"I want you to touch me." She said in a low deep voice.

I kissed her again this time was a battle that I won when I bit her lower lip in the exactly moment I made a circular movement on her clit.

"God, Amy." She said too loud and I kissed her again to avoid the rest of the people to hear us.

"Shhhhh" I said. "You need to be quiet."

"A little hard to control my voice when you are touching me like this."

I smiled and started to take her underwear, watching her response.

"Do you really have to do this slowly?" She asked in a frustrated voice.

"Yes." I said getting up to see her full naked body in my bed. "God, you are so beautiful."

"Amy." She said blushing.

"You are." I said rushing to kiss her again. "If you blush one more time I will forget that there are people sleeping in the next room and will make you scream."

She opened her mouth to say something but what came out was a deep moan when I started to run my finger lightly against her soft skin. The wetness that I found there almost made me lose it.

"Can I taste you?" I asked on her ear and the only answer I got was a shiver in her body. I started to make my way down, kissing her throat, neck, nipples, stomach and finally when dipped my head and started to licked her slowly I knew for the way she was shaking it wouldn't take too long. "So sweet." I started to increase the pressure and Karma jerked her hips. I looked at her and she was biting her lip so hard it was a surprise that still didn't bleed.

I raised one finger to my lips and wet the very tip with my own tong and it was shocking to realize that I was shaking. I was nervous. Really nervous.

"It is okay, Amy." She said and I looked at her again. "I trust you."

I slowly pushed my finger inside her and she closed her eyes and clutched a fist full of sheet. I started to lick her again while pushed my finger deep into her. Karma was shattering beneath me, hips surging, groaning my name in a low voice. I sucked her clit and her body grew rigid before she collapsed her orgasm hitting me like a drug. I made my way up again and kissed her, a slow tender kiss. She was breathing heavily and I was too. For the first time of my life I was satisfied. I felt pride of myself and something else that I wasn't sure what it was yet.

"Amy… I…" She started her eyes meeting mine. "Woah."

"I will take this as a compliment." I said smiling. "But I am not done with you yet."

"No?" She asked her eyes sparkly with desire.

"Definitely not." I said biting her lower lip. "That was just the beginning."

I woke in the next morning feeling the touch of her fingers on my back. She was drawing something but I couldn't figure it out what it was.

"Good morning." I said opening my eyes and finding Hazel ones staring at me. "What?"

"I want to remember this feeling when we were apart." She said and I saw sadness in her eyes.

"Do you regret it?" I asked her my heart skipping a beat.

"What we did last night?" She asked and I nodded. "No. Absolute not. I don't think I ever being this happy, Amy. I want to wake with you for the rest of my life."

"Last night when you came for the… ten time?" I said smiling. "You looked pretty happy to me."

She blushed and I kissed her nose.

"Then why are you sad?" I asked her and she hugged me.

"Because I don't know when we are going to have a chance do it again." She said looking into my eyes. "Promise me that even when things get hard you are not going to let me give up? Because I promise I won't let you."

"I would never let this go." I said sighing. "Last night when I said we should be just friends… I was only trying to do the best for you."

"I know." She said smiling. "But I also know that the best for me right now is you that is why I will break up with Trevor today."

"Are you sure?"

"Yes. I want to be free and be with you without guilty darkening our moments." She said brushing my hair of my face.

"What about your parents?" I asked and she looked away. She didn't answered me for a minute or two just started at the nothing.

"I don't know." She finally said. "Zen was their favorite and after he died they transferred all the plans they have for him to me. They putter me in a pedestal and I don't know if I am ready to break that image."

"How your brother died?" I asked. "You don't have to tell me."

"No it is okay." She said. "I was at a friend party. The only reason I was even invited was because this girl heard me singing on the church and asked if I could do it on her birthday. She was one of the most popular girl in school and I was dying to fit in so I said yes. When my parents figure it out her slutty reputation they said I couldn't go. We fight a lot because of it and Zen told me I shouldn't go because mom and dad was right. This girl was trouble. Long story short I went anyway and after I sang everyone was congratulating me and this cute boy asked me if I wanted to drink something and I said yes."

"He didn't put anything on your drink, did he?" I asked feeling anger already.

"No, he didn't. It was just beer but it was my first time with alcohol so after a time I started to get sick and was too afraid to call my parents so I called Zen. He was furious with me on the phone and I said a lot of things to him that I shouldn't have. After two hours someone said that a car crashed and I didn't knew it was Zen until my father show up and grab my almost unconscious body and shove into the car. He said that Zen was dead but I was too drunk to realize it what it mean so I sleep in the car and on the next day my mom told me that Zen was killed in a car crash in his way to pick me up"

"I am so sorry." I said hugging her. "It wasn't your fault, Karma. It was an accident."

"What if I had listened to my parents and stayed at home? He would be alive now."

"You don't know that." I said feeling her tears in my neck. "Things happen for a reason."

"On his funeral I promised I was let music in the past and focus on being the perfect daughter for my parents like he was. I would never act on impulse again." She said and looked at me.

"Until last night." I said and she sighed. "Why?"

"Because I was dead to the world and you make me feel alive. I wasn't planning on fall for someone, Amy. I didn't love Travis and I guess I never let myself go there because when you are in love things change. I am feeling that with you. I got up on a stage and sing in front of everyone breaking my promise to my parents because I need it to find a way to tell you this and I was too coward to say in your face."

"I don't want to be the reason why you are breaking inside."

"You are the reason I am healing." She said kissing me gently. "You are not breaking me. You are making me complete again. I am just not ready to break my parents heart yet. Not now that they are finally starting to live again."

"I understand." I said bringing her closer to me. "I have no problem with keeping you a secret. If fact I think it is for the best at least for not."

"Why?"

"Because people will think I am corrupting you." I said and she grinned making me roll my eyes. "Not in that way."

"I don't care about that."

"But I do." I said kissing her forehead. "You are the best thing that ever happened to me and right now I feel I don't deserve you so I am going to prove to myself and to everyone else that can be with you. Fully. From this moment I am going to stay away from trouble and kill all of my bad habits. I swear."

"Does that mean that the bad girl is retiring?" Karma said and I nodded. She started to kiss my neck and I felt my body start to burn again. "All of her bad habits are death too?"

"Oh no." I said covering her body with mine. "Not all of it."

I am sorry if the chapter isn't very good. I was not going to post it today because I am feeling a little sick and my head is exploding but you asked me too and who am I to deny you? Especially after the last chapter. I am mad at the MTV for making us wait that long for a new episode after that dream sequence that I still don't know if it was just Karma's or Amy's too. I am honestly hoping it was just Karma from beginning to end. Let me know what you think about this chapter and I Promise when I get better I will update again. I have a lot of ideas in my mind.

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