"I'm sorry" Kendall said quickly pulling his hand away from Carlos after he realized what he was doing.
"It's okay. I don't mind" Carlos admitted. He really didn't mind he actually missed it. He missed Kendall.
Kendall nodded. They were silent for a moment. "Carlos?" Kendall questioned.
"Yeah?" Carlos questioned looking up at his 'Friend.'
"I'm sorry" Kendall said.
"Sorry? For what? I told I didn't care." Carlos said confused.
"Not about that...I'm sorry for the trouble I've caused with this whole Logan thing" Kendall said. "I never really truly apologized for what I did" Kendall said.
"You don't have to...We've all make mistakes" Carlos said.
"But I made a huge one that I'm so sorry for" Kendall said.
"Like I said you don't have to be sorry things happen. Maybe things are supposed to happen with Logan and not with me" Carlos said.
"I don't know if things are working out with Logan" Kendall said.
"Really? Why? I thought you guys were happy." Carlos asked.
"I thought we were too...there's just something standing in the way." Kendall said.
"Whats that?" Carlos asked
"You" he said before leaning in and kissing Carlos.
They pulled away after a few seconds. "Kendall what was that?" Carlos asked.
"Carlos I still love you" Kendall said.
"But...But what about Logan?" Carlos asked.
"It didn't work out with him...On some level we both knew he still loved James and I knew I still l loved you" Kendall said.
"Wow" Carlos said completely overwhelmed by the situation. "Wow" he repeated.
"I know you probably don't want me back...but I just..." Kendall said with a sigh.
"Who said I didn't want you back?" Carlos asked.
"Well, I just thought...because of the whole Logan thing you hated me." Kendall said.
"I never hated you Kendall. I've always loved you. I will always love you." Carlos said.
"Really?" Kendall questioned happily.
"Of course. I want to be with but only if you want to be with me" Carlos said.
"I do and only you" Kendall said.
Carlos smiled and Kendall grabbed Carlos cheeks and pulled him to him and kissed him deeply and passionately.
It was only a matter of seconds before Carlos pulled away in guilt.
"What's wrong?" Kendall asked.
"I have to tell you something" Carlos said.
"What's that?" Kendall asked curiously.
"Right after you and Logan kissed...James and I we..." Carlos stammered.
"You what?" Kendall encouraged him to go on.
"We made out a little bit." Carlos admitted.
It took Kendall a second for him to understand what he just heard.
"How much is a little?" Kendall asked.
"It's actually a lot." Carlos said.
Kendall sighed. "So you and James fooled around?" Kendall asked.
"It never really got anywhere. Look Kendall we were just upset and it took or minds off of you and Logan it was hardly about feelings" Carlos said.
"I get it." Kendall said.
"You do?" Carlos asked.
"I do get it" Kendall said with a nod.
"So your not mad at me?" Carlos asked.
"How could I be? I kissed Logan when we were still together so I have no room to talk. Plus we were on a break and anyone you wanted to kiss you could." Kendall said.
Carlos sighed in relief. "I was really scared you were going to hate me." Carlos said.
"I could never hate you. I love you" Kendall said.
"I love you too" Carlos smiled.
"Come here" Kendall said kissing Carlos once more they kissed for a few more seconds before Carlos pulled away.
"You sure your okay with what happened with me and James?" Carlos asked.
"Yes I'm sure." Kendall said with a nod. "I don't want anything else screwing up this relationship" Kendall added.
"Good because neither do I" Carlos said kissing Kendall once more before they sat back in the chairs and Carlos rested his head on Kendall's shoulder why the two held hands.
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"A Month ago? How is that possible?" Logan questioned.
"I..." James was about to answer when the doctor knocked on the door before coming into the room.
"Well hello boys. Logan it's good to see you awake." Dr. Turner smiled.
"It's good to be awake." Logan said.
"How are you feeling Logan?" Dr. Turner asked.
"I'm confused..." Logan said.
"Why is that?" Dr. Turner asked.
"A month ago we were in a car accident and Logan lost some of his memory...but...now it's like it never happened.." James said.
"Why would you say that?" Dr. Turner asked.
"I can't remember the month that I was awake or that I ever woke up after that accidnet" Logan answered.
"Hmm...Logan it's very strange but does happen quite a bit but why don't we run some tests and take a look?" Dr. Turner suggested.
"Are tests necessary?" James asked nervously.
"I've seen this kind of thing happen before where they've been in an accident before and regain their memory just by a hit on the head or another accident and their memory seems to be back to normal, but we just like to make sure that everything is okay and there's nothing seriously wrong." he said.
"Okay." James said.
"If you'd like to wait in the waiting room will bring Logan down to x-ray and we'll run those tests and see what we have." Dr. Turner said.
James nodded. "Will you be okay?" James asked.
Logan nodded. "Yeah it's just a few tests." Logan said.
James smiled and stood up and kissed Logan's forehead only to have Logan pull him down for a kiss. Taken back James kissed him back for several seconds.
They pulled away and James turned away and walked out the door and headed to the waiting room where he found Kendall and Carlos he smiled.
"What's this?" James questioned.
"We're back together." Kendall said with a smile.
"Oh wow." James said. "what about Logan?" James then asked.
"We broke up. We realized it didn't fit." Kendall said.
"That's...great guys." James said.
"And don't worry he knows what happened between us" Carlos said.
"You do?" James questioned slightly panicked.
"Don't worry I'm not mad." Kendall said.
"Good" James sighed in relief.
"Is Logan okay?" Kendall asked.
"He's fine...there taking him down to x-ray" James said.
"x-ray if he's fine why would he need an x-ray?" Carlos asked.
"Guys...he remembers" James said sitting next to Kendall.
"He remembers what?" Kendall asked.
"Big Time Rush everything me and him." James said.
"That's great...but what's the problem that he needs to go down to x-ray?" Carlos asked.
"He doesn't remember anything after the accident they just want to make sure he's fully okay" James said.
"This is just complicated." Kendall sighed.
"You can say that again" James whispered as his mind drifted thinking about his kiss with Logan.