Chapter 25 – Before Chaos Comes Bedlam

Time & Again – The Temple of Time

' A Troubled Heart Is Likely

Full Of Love. '

The noise of people rushing around was familiar and comforting. The carts wheeled through rutted tracks casting dust up into the air and live stock milled about and called across pens to one another. Merchants called their wares hoping to snag a bargain or catch a stray traveler with a cheap deal.

The fresh smell of vegetables and herbs wafted through the air and brought many with it empty baskets and women preparing for their evening meals and hungry families. Smoke from chimneys clouded the air and was gently pulled away with the crisp, salty sea breeze.

From the docks sailors yelled back and forth shouting and swearing when cargo boxes tilted too far on their sides. Waves crashed against the shore lifting the ships high and then letting them fall with the swell.

Sakura stood leaning against the window sill with arms crossed watching the busy community below her. In the six months that had passed, the small dead village was completely changed and revived with life.

Seeking to secure his borders Li had sent word out and received missives of many interested candidates. Jacousta and Draven had not only destroyed his home and his land – their greed and destruction had struck many abroad as well. It was startling to learn how many were struggling out of the ashes, desperate to form connections and secure safety. He met and dealt with many from across the water and within two months treaties had be refined and signed. What had followed was an influx of soldiers and armory (curtsey of his new benefactors).

By securing the trading routes and opening the paths to the last remaining villages still surviving from the Dragon, Li had been able to start receiving taxes in the form of produce and materials. By taking out a small percentage he was able to pay back part of the interest that he owed his new allies.

And so the circle turned.

In five months trading routes from across the sea opened up and slowly things had begun to change. Now the quite streets were full of people and the sea was once again full of ships. The land was green and fertile and prosperity was finally returning to a devastated land.

Two months after the death of Jacousta, Tori and Julian had disappeared without a word. Like ghosts dissipating into the night, there had been no sign of them. Sakura had waited long into the night hoping for any sign of their return. Several weeks passed before they returned.

The streets had been busy with reconstruction as Sakura stood on top of a small hill looking into the distance. The wind was cold and biting but still she waited and hoped.

Then out of the shadows they appeared like the ghosts they had become.

Their gazes were dark and determined as shadows moved in close behind them. Sakura's breath had caught in her throat unsure what was to come as she watched them move towards the town. She had picked up her skirts and ran dodging people as she came into the town searching for Li. She found him in a field confronted by Tori, Julian and the hundreds of men behind them.

Heart in her throat she had watched as all the men saluted and then knelt before Li.

Later, shaking still, she stood next to Li as she listened to Tori and Julian as they explained what had happened. After their departure, Tatsuya – first commander of the Rebellion had completely and utterly sunk into madness. He tried to pit one branch of the Rebellion unto another and soon the Rebellion had been fractured and splintered into smaller groups.

Since then, Tatsuya had disappeared and had not been heard from since. The two warriors needing a cause to pledge whole heartedly too had gone in search of their old comrades. It had been hard convincing the stronger members that seeking an alliance with Li would secure a brighter world but in the end those that had agreed stood before them in the field.

The Lords of Raven and Hawk demanded their due as part of Li's war council and were granted. Sakura watched the three warriors clasp hands, sealing a pact. It was an understanding of sorts between three powerful warriors and it was only logical that three powerful men work together instead of against.

And look at all they had achieved.

Sakura turned from the street below and walked down the stairs. She smiled a warm greeting to Layla who had opened her own little boudoir of trinkets and dresses and despite her 'tarnished' record, her shop was always full of customers. She grabbed her basket and walked out into the sunlight.

She greeted many with happy faces and smiled in return. She ducked out of the way of mischievous children running around playing games and shook her head at their antics. She walked gracefully through the street and then came to a stand still and still smiling, leant against a post.

Oswaine and Kane and several new fresh faces surrounded him as he indicated something to them. Although they nodded and talked with him she knew that they were alert and watching for threats and danger.

The wind picked up and tossed loose strands across her vision and she pushed them back with an impatient hand. Kane spotted her first and leant in towards Li and spoke quietly. Li straightened and turned seeking her.

She smiled in greeting then lowered her gaze and let her hand fall and turned away some-what sadly. She knew he did not have any time to spare so she continued to walk out of the village and traced the paths of the forest in solitary contemplation.

They hadn't grown apart, not exactly. He was far too busy to see her that was all. And she did understand she truly did. He had not been crowned yet and he refused until his kingdom was well and truly back on its feet. He had his path to walk and she had hers. She had let the familiar cloak of chosen savior fall at her feet and now settled into the role of village healer. That way she was left alone except in extreme emergencies and she could come and go as she pleased.

She was respected and revered and that alone gave her enough protection to take care of herself. So what if she was alone and a little lost. It was a fair exchange for freedom in this day and age.

A twig snapped behind her and she whirled around fear closing in around her heart squeezing it tight. Her basket dropped to the ground and she placed her hand on her heart when she saw that it was only Kane.

" Good morning Lady Sakura. " Kane bowed to her.

" M- Morning Kane. You startled me. " she said lowering her hand and letting her breath come out slow.

" I beg your pardon. But my lord asked that I find you and give you a message. "

" He did? " Sakura tried not to feel her heart leap happily but it did any way.

" He asks respectfully that you meet him for dinner this night. "

" Oh.. " Sakura lowered her head and wondered when had they become so formal with each other? " Tell him I will come. " she replied dejectedly.

" I will and Lady Sakura? " Kane paused as he turned away.

" Yes? "

" A smile suits you more. " and with that he melted back into the forest.

" Thank you Kane, " she murmured softly. " But I do not smile much these days. " but the only one who heard her was the wind.

Later that Night….

Sakura stared at the lavishly set table and the beautiful candles that sent light every where. She had hardly been in the castle since its restoration had been started. But from what she had seen impressed her. It suited him.

She fiddled with her hands in her lap and fidgeted in her seat. She jumped up and walked across the room and looked out at the night sky while she waited for him. When that did not settle her she walked back and forth and wondered when Li would come. She threw wood on the fire and poked it with the poker until that did nothing but agitate her. Sighing she walked back over to the table and raised her glass to drink the wine that had been poured for her upon her arrival.

" Why are you nervous? " came from the shadows.

" EEE-EPP! " Sakura squealed in fright and the glass dropped and smashed onto the stone floor beneath her. She wheeled around and stared as Li walked out of the shadows watching her silently.

The door opened and a servant came in and quickly got rid of the spill and the broken glass. Sakura hadn't moved even when the door closed and they were once again left alone. Li kept her gaze and walked towards her and she felt her heart stop.

" You are shaking. " his hand touched hers lightly and she jumped back in fright and then nervously clutched her skirts and curtseyed to him.

" I-I beg your pardon Your Grace I –I - " she stammered hating herself for it. " You startled me is all. "

" Sakura look at me. "

Sakura straightened slowly and forced herself to release her skirts and then stare at his chin. She heard him sigh and he stepped closer to her and her chin was grasped and lifted and fierce amber eyes bored down into hers and she felt herself flinch and wish she could look away.

" I have done this to you haven't I? " Li asked softly. " I have left you alone for far too long. "

" I – " she lost her voice and gave up. She just wished her heart would stop racing.

" I am sorry Sakura. " he whispered and caressed her cheek. " I have hurt you and it pains me to see you so unsure of your welcome with me. "

" You have been busy My Lord. I – "

" My name Sakura. "

" Wha -? " she stuttered.

" You used to call me by my name. Say it. " his voice was firm and she swallowed.

" Li I – " she tried to step back but his eyes flashed with fire and she swallowed hard.

" Your special name Sakura. " he stated.

" But it is not appropriate for me to call you by your real name! " Sakura chided. " Maybe then but not now. You are to be king and I am just – "

" Just what? " Li cut in. " What foolish idea have you got planted firmly inside that head of yours now? "

" It is not foolish -! " Sakura fired back instantly.

" Uh huh. " he replied arching his brow.

Sakura stepped back frowning and reached for the new glass of wine but before she could drink out of it Li reached across her and took it from her grasp. She gaped at him as he set it on the table behind him and watched her calmly.

" I was watching you before I announced my presence. " he stated.

" … "

" You were very agitated. Does coming here tonight upset you? " Li asked watching her steadily.

" I was impatient with waiting tis all. " she mumbled and looked away.

" Bullocks. " Li snapped and her head snapped up and her gaze met his. " You have been avoiding me Sakura and now that you are here you do not know what to do. "

" I have not been avoiding you. " she denied and Li waved her excuse aside.

" You have. You have been building a wall between us ever since that night six months ago when I asked for you help. Well I am not going to tolerate it anymore. I am knocking it down. Right now. "

" Li – " Sakura began.

" Now tell me why. " Li stepped up to her and towered over her. " Why you have done this. "

" Because – " she swallowed the lump in her throat and twisted her hands together.

" Because? " Li prodded.

" Because ….. you have your path to walk and I have….. mine….. " she said sadly.

The room was silent except for the crackling of the flames in the hearth. The candle light danced and wavered in the silence and Sakura swore that he could hear her heart pummeling away inside her chest.

When she dared look up she saw that his face was very stern in the half shadows but his gaze was blank. She cringed internally and wondered if this was the end of it all. When he did move it startled her when he enfolded her within the circle of his arms and cradled her head against his shoulder. She dared not breathe as his hand ran lightly through her hair.

" Ah Sakura what am I to do with you? " he sounded exasperated. He pulled back and studied her in the shadows. " Do you not know that my path is wide enough for two? Has it not always been so since the day we met? "

" But that was then. " Sakura replied sadly. " My part in your story is finished. Now you have to walk alone. "

" Your part in my story will never end. " Li stated firmly. " Never. I don't care if I have to drag you along behind me. My path will always include you. "

" Oh Syaoran.. " Tears welled up in her eyes and fell silently down her cheeks. She clutched at his jacket, resting her head against his chest and sobbed. Li rocked her back and forth in the warm circle of his arms and waited until all the hurt was gone. When at last she sighed and went still he ran his hand over her hair and felt the silk-like strands beneath his touch.

" Now let us mend all that lies between us. The time when you are far from my side is past. We have stabilized ourselves in this new life but now the wheel of life turns again. The next part of our journey starts and I want you by my side. "

" Syaoran you are not making any sense. " Sakura sniffed and wiped at her eyes.

" Let me feed you and then I will explain. " Li smiled and she ducked her head shyly.

In the end they ended up sitting in front of the fire, close together and eating from plates filled full of things that Sakura had not eaten for a long time. Talk was small but comforting. Eventually when the wine was almost gone and Sakura sat in a happy glow Li turned to her and took her hand in his.

" Sakura the time has come for me to set up my court. Oswaine and Kane think it is time that I stop procrastinating and get on with it. " he finished with Oswaine's accent making Sakura laugh.

" So you will be officially holding court here? " Sakura asked tilting her head to side pondering.

" If all goes according to plan. " Li nodded. " I need to get into the politics and start running this country like my mother would have wanted of me. I can't hide behind rebuilding forever. "

" I agree. " Sakura nodded. " But are you ready to set up a council and all that goes with setting up a loyal court? "

" I have been thinking about it for a while now and I know most of who I want to invite. But there is one person who I am not so sure about. "

" May I ask who? " Sakura asked sitting forward to better see his face.

" Mmmm… " Li stared into the fire and his gaze looked thoughtful. " I want my council to be full of individuality. While I realize that it is opening a door to many disagreements I will need all the different perspectives around me. I want a wise council, an open one. That is why I want you on it. "

" That sounds very wise Syaoran why I – wait. " Sakura jerked and looked up at him in shock.
" You want me to what?! "

His warm, calloused hands closed over hers and held them gently as he stared deep into her eyes. They engulfed hers and she swallowed and shook her head slowly from side to side in disbelief.

" I know what they will say seeing a woman in a man's room. But I want you there and I will fight to have you there. If they cannot accept you then they are not welcome. I want a world where women are just as important as men. "

" Syaoran honestly. " Sakura chided. " You are stupid to risk so much! "

" No. " it was quietly said but it struck home like a death bell. " I will have you by my side. "

" But – "

" I will have the Chosen of Allous, the champion of justice, the warrior goddess of the battle field and most of all my overall protector beside me. " Li's eyes burnt gold in the light. " But most of all Sakura. I want my friend to be there with me. "

" Oh Syaoran….. " Sakura looked away and sighed. " You come up with the damndest ideas sometimes. "

" Will you do it? " Li asked leaning towards her.

" Aye. " Sakura said closing her eyes and praying that this was right. " I will do it. "

Li leant forward and kissed her forehead.

" …I thank you… "

As the weeks passed and she didn't see him again the doubts started creeping back in. She started dreaming of darkness and of things that she could not remember once she woke. Feeling an uneasy feeling clouding her every moment she did the only thing she could think of – she sent for Allendra.

But still she kept dreaming. She struggled in her dreams to understand what was happening and once when she thought that she had got a glimpse of the message being sent, she woke with tears streaming down her face and her heart feeling like it was torn in two.

She stopped eating and dark circles appeared under her eyes. Layla was away doing business and so she was alone. She dared not approach Li for she did not understand it all herself. She could not disturb him when he was so busy. The council gathering was not too far away.

After a particular fearful night she woke and forced the fear and the tears away and walked over to her washing bowl. She stared at the surface long and hard, hoping for calm and for Allendra to hear her. She thought she saw the water ripple and she held her breath.

It slammed into her like a cannon ball.

She stood alone by a lonely hill.

The buildings around her were crumbling and decayed. The walls scattered as boulders around her. She called out but no one heard her. She heard Li calling her but it seemed from very far away.

He was in danger and she needed to get to him and protect him but where was she?

The darkness whirled around her and she saw a man sitting high up above her and she raised her head to look upon his face she saw a bloody dagger fall to the floor and the man crumble and fall.

Chaos reigned supreme and all through it all she screamed Syaoran's name but she could not find him.

She was lost….

She came too on the cold floor and stared at the puddle the water had made on the floor after she had knocked it over. Feeling distressed, she dressed in her leather pants and tunic and belted her sword at her side. She tied her hair back into a tight queue and headed out of her room. She marched through the streets and headed for the castle. She gained admittance from the gate guards and headed into the castle.

She darted through dark hallways and searched rooms but couldn't find Li anywhere. She climbed stairs and prowled battlements until she felt dread emasculating at the base of her neck. Frustrated she snagged a servant and asked for Li's whereabouts.

Hearing that he was in his study some of the fear drained away as she turned and almost ran down the hall. She didn't bother to knock, the heavy oak door slammed against the stone wall behind it as she searched the whole room with her gaze.

Everything seemed to slow down. She vaguely saw a shape stand and call her name but she was too caught up in the visions of ghosts and fear that she still looked around the room as if she didn't see. The dark shadow loomed closer and she turned to stare.

Her sword hissed from the sheath at her side and lifted to attack.

" Sakura! "

In a moment the colour returned to the room and she saw that she was holding her sword against Li's chest. She jerked revolted and it clattered to the floor where it lay still. Sakura looked down at her hands and then raised her eyes to his and saw his gaze.

" May Allous spare me. " she muttered and wrapped her arms around herself, her hands digging painfully into her sides.

" Sakura what is it?! " Li took two steps and grabbed her shoulders and shook her. " Tell me. What's happened?! "

" I'm going insane." She simply said.

Sakura sat with her head between her knees outside in a small garden that had been restored many months ago. The stone walls provided total privacy and now that they had left the last of the spring months behind them, flowers still bloomed all around them. Beside her was an almost empty glass of brandy that had almost been forced down her throat by Li himself.

The latter himself was pacing back and forth in front of her and she wished the ground would open up and swallow her. " I plead temporary insanity. " she muttered weakly.

" Why did you not tell me that this was happening? " Li demanded continuing to pace.

" How could I explain something like this ?" she flicked her hair out of the way and looked up at him. " Dreams that strike fear into my heart and yet I cannot remember them when I wake almost screaming? Feelings of dread and then that – " her voice trailed away and she wanted to cry.

" It was awful. " she hiccupped and buried her head in her hands. " I was all alone and I could hear you calling for me, searching for me but I couldn't find you and you couldn't hear me. I was lost and I couldn't come back. "

" No love, "Syaoran pulled her into his arms and rocked her back and forth. " I will never be separated from you. Not ever you hear. We are bound too closely you and I. " he muttered against her hair his heart fluttering fast in fear. " I will never let that happen. " he vowed.

" Syaoran you know that I never would have hurt you. " Sakura grabbed his arms and met his gaze hers full of pleading. " I can't explain it. But I would never – "

" I know love." He muttered and leant down and kissed her lightly on the lips. " I know. "

" Oh Syaoran, what am I to do? "

" You will get a decent night's sleep for a start. " he brushed her hair out of her face and met her horror filled gaze.

" Syaoran no , " she shook her head. " Do not make me face that all again. Please I beg you. "

" Listen to me. " Syaoran leant down and met her gaze. " You will make yourself a tonic- "

" Syaoran - ! " .

" – And you will sleep. " Li finished ignoring her interruption.

" … " she simply stared at him and Li knew he had to do this.

" I will watch over you and make sure that no harm comes to you." Li stated and stood up. He turned and held out his hand to her. Sakura looked at his hand and then up at his face. She felt so lost and scared that she knew that if she turned form him now it would destroy everything between them.

" You swear? " she choked out.

She watched the warmth flood back into his eyes and he pulled her up and guided her up a secret stairway and stepped out into a chamber that she did not recognize. He ordered a maid to bring up all the herbs she needed and he sat and watched as she made the tonic that would induce deep sleep.

She finally turned and held the cup in her hands. Li placed his hands on the side of hers, steadying them as she trembled. Neither said a word as they both lifted the cup to her lips and she drank deeply. He took the cup from her hands and set it aside. He reached for her and picked her up and carried her to the bed that dominated most of the room.

He laid her down on the soft down as if she was the most precious thing in the world. He knelt beside her on the bed and brushed her hair off her forehead and stared at the old scar that marked her as the One chosen by Allous herself.

Li had dared not say a word knowing that she would fight him stubbornly on the subject, but his heart was filled with dread. She was the one who defeated Jacousta and turned him back into his true form. There was something about Sakura that was more than most ever were. If she was receiving a message of this caliber then something dark was coming but still he hoped he was wrong.

Her eyes glazed and her breathing slowed. She raised her hand and he took it in his own and lay down beside her. He tucked her carefully into his side and then did what he always wanted. He claimed her mouth and kissed her freely. No holding back, no fear that she would turn away. He kissed her like she needed to be kissed and revelled in it when she kissed him back just as passionately.

He felt her slip away and he softened the kiss and pulled away as she sighed and slipped into deep sleep her mouth swollen and red.

" I love you. " Syaoran whispered and watched her sleep.

The sunlight filtered through the curtains and she stirred as it kissed her cheeks. She stretched languorously then turned snuggling into the fluffy pillows. The pillows smelt of sandalwood, bergamot and male. It smelt like Syaoran.

She smiled into the pillow and cuddled it close to her. She was just drifting off to sleep when she heard the door open and someone walk into the room. She feigned sleep and waited. She heard heavy steps walk towards the bed and she peeked out from beneath her lashes. She turned her face into the pillow to hide her smile.

Two strong, warm arms encircled her and she felt a kiss on her cheek as the familiar scent of Syaoran surrounded her. He nuzzled her neck and made her giggle.

" You were foxing." His deep voice purred beside her ear and she shivered.

" No. I was sleeping. " she replied softly. " See, my eyes are still closed. "

He chuckled and lifted her up until he was able to slip in behind her and let her rest against him. She snuggled into him and sighed with contentment. Syaoran stroked his fingers gently through her hair and kissed her on the crown of her head.

" Did you sleep ok? " he asked softly.

" Mmmm. " Sakura replied. " I did. "

" No bad dreams? "

" No. " Sakura replied smiling.

" Good. " Syaoran stated firmly.

" I am sorry Syaoran. " Sakura said contrite as she turned to look up at him. " I did not mean to make you worry about me. "

" It's my right to worry about you. " he said leaning his head against hers. " I want to know when something like this happens. I want to be there for you. "

" Syaoran you are always there for me and I am sorry that I cause so much trouble. When you are king I will have to make sure I wear a lucky clover every day so I don't have to run to you with all my problems. " she chuckled and intertwined her hand with his.

" I don't mind. " he replied.

" Well I do. " Sakura stated. " When you marry, your queen won't like being woken up in the middle of the night by the guard telling you to come help me get my head out of the well or some other such foolish thing I will surely manage to do. " she giggled not realizing that Li had stiffened behind her.

" My queen? " he queried stiffly.

" Yes you goose. " Sakura reiterated sitting up and then getting out of the bed. " You can't be king without and heir and you cannot be a king without a wife to rule by your side. She will be exceptionally nice while you will be all serious and brooding. " she shook her head at the thought and fluffed her hair out and turned to him with a smile.

" I'm going to go wash and get dressed. I feel like I could achieve anything today. I bet I could even beat ol' Devil with all this energy. I'm glad I listened to you Syaoran. I feel so much better already! " She turned to leave but came to a stand still when he barked her name sharply.

" What is it? " she turned to him and wondered at the dark expression on his face. " What's wrong Syaoran? " she blinked puzzled.

" Meet me in the stone garden at midday. " Li said staring at his clenched hands. " Don't be

late. " he replied gruffly and stalked past her and walked out of the room slamming the door behind him.

Later that Day….

Sakura sat beside a small water fountain and a great big willow tree behind her. Its long slim branches fell down gently on either side of her shielding her from view. Surrounding the garden were tall green hedges and flower beds. It was a tranquil and beautiful spot but Sakura' heart was full of dread.

She heard gravel crunch under heavy boots and she looked up as Li walked into the clearing. He stalked towards her and his expression was stern. Sakura swallowed the lump in her throat and stood up. She clenched her hands in front of her and waited.

" Sakura. " he greeted as he came to a stop in front of her.

" My Lord. " she curtseyed and kept her gaze firmly on the ground.

" I brought you here for a reason. I want to talk to you and I don't want to be interrupted. Oswaine and Kane will make sure that that is so. "

" You brought Kane and Oswaine? " she squeaked. " How much trouble am I in?! "

" Trouble? " Li frowned confused. " What are you talking about? "

" Well you were angry at me earlier and then you wanted to meet me here and you looked like the devil himself coming across here to me. So why should I not think I am in trouble? " she babbled nervously.

" Allous above Sakura. " Li shook his head before rubbing his temple. " I swear you can be a dingbat. "

" If all you did was get me here to insult me and call me names – " she began furiously.

" Cease woman! " Li shouted and she choked on her next words. " Allous help me. " he muttered shaking his head. " Now listen and do not – " he pointed his finger sternly at her.

" - Interrupt. I have some things to say to you. "

She simply nodded and he took a deep breath and began.

" Now you and I have known each other for a long time. And needless to say that we have a bond that not many get to experience in their lifetimes. I never imagined that when I was a boy that I would one day come across a woman that I would share such a close kinship to.

" You have seen more of me than anyone. I would gladly give my back to you in a fight and know that you would fight beside me just as fiercely. I trust you with my life and vow that I will do my best to protect you for the rest of your days. " he turned and pinned her with his smoldering gaze and she blinked uncertain.

" Sakura when I am not with you I yearn for you. " he looked away when he saw her eyes go wide and she blushed. " I am drawn to you as I am not with others. I want to hold you and keep you close. I want to whisper my hearts desires to you and know that you will keep them safe. " he turned and started pacing back and forth, prowling like a caged lion.

" Allous why does this have to be so hard?! " he growled up at the sky.

He suddenly turned and stalked over to Sakura and took her in his arms. He leant down and captured her mouth with his and drunk in her startled gasp. He poured all his frustration into the kiss and ended it just as quickly.

" I dream of you. " he panted searching her gaze. " I want you, body and soul. I want to know that I can say that you are mine. I want you to be mine. "

" Syaoran I – "

" I haven't finished yet Trouble. " he smiled and her heart fluttered. " I have something that I want to give you. " he reached into his jacket and withdrew a small bundle. " I want you to have it. "

Sakura took the small wrapped bundle and looked up at him uncertain. Her heart was racing from all that he had revealed and she wondered why she had not recognized all that was between them. Was she really that naive?

She unfolded the linen and her knees buckled and she sagged onto the stone bench behind her. The sunlight glinted off a simple, silver band. Li rushed forward and sat down beside her and took her shaking hands in his own, the ring caught between them.

" It's a promise ring Sakura. " he said soothingly. " I want to wait until I am king. When that time comes I will ask you a question regarding that ring and I hope that I will receive a favorable answer. " he took it and fitted it on her finger. " Say something Sakura. " he begged when her gaze remained fixed on the silver band on her slim finger.

" I – " she blinked and looked up at him dazedly. " I think I am going to faint. "

" Sakura! " Li cried out as she fell backward.

She came too in his arms only to hear him praying to Allous.

" Oh Allous I have killed her! I opened my big mouth and now I have gone and bloody killed her! "

She blinked groggily and tried to mentally slap the cobwebs from her brain as she listened to him pray and curse somewhere above her. She could feel him shaking and decided to put an end to his ranting. " The only thing that you have managed to kill is my nervous system. " she grumbled and he jerked in surprise.

" Sakura are you all right? " he asked holding her in his arms.

" I am fine. " she replied and sighed. " I am sorry Syaoran. I just got a shock that is all. "

" No it is I who is sorry. You were not ready. I forget that you are younger than I - "

" And what does that have to do with anything? " Sakura demanded struggling out of his arms and sitting upright. She flicked her hair over her shoulder and pinned him with a sharp look and arched her brow when he looked away fumbling with trying to find the right words.

" I – " he paused and then looked up at her. " I guess it doesn't mean anything really. But I forget how old you are sometimes. There are times when you act like an infant and then times when you seem as the old crones of the oldest temples. But -! " he quickly began seeing the angry colour flooding her face. " It defines who you are! I would not have you any other way. " he finally ended and scratched the back of his head nervously.

" Syaoran, " Sakura sighed closing her eyes. " I fear it is you who is the dingbat. "

Meanwhile…

From across the clearing, two figures stood in the shadows watching the young couple bicker and fight.

Leather creaked as Oswaine hmphed and crossed his arms. Sunlight glinted off his armor and his sword was strapped to his back. Beside him Kane leant against a tree and watched the couple from out of his peripheral vision. He whittled away at a twig and waited patiently.

" Just look at those two would ye? " Oswaine barked, shaking his head. " Someone should have told em long ago that they were in love. "

" And what would that have achieved? " Kane asked looking over the whittled wood. " Would you steal this moment from them? "

" Ah, no Kane. " Oswaine shook his head and then scratched his beard. " But ye know that we are going to have to go over there in a moment and take him away. I hate to do it to them but if we don't get him settled and his birth right restored to him, his mother, bless her, will never let me rest in the after life. "

" But shouldn't we let them have what few moments they can together? " Kane demanded shooting Oswaine a dark look.

" Ye questioning me pup? " Oswaine arched his busy brow.

" Well someone has to. Otherwise that fat head of yours will expand further. " Kane chucked the wood away and straightened. " Haven't they been through enough already? Must we tear them apart even more? "

" Listen pup. " Oswaine ground out trying to keep his voice down. " Until I am cold in my grave ye will take orders from me. Ye were too young then to understand all that needed to be done but now ye will have to learn. So buck up and do as ye are told. " he nodded to indicate his point and then strode off towards the couple.

Kane watched Oswaine approach the couple and slipped his knife back where it belonged. His eyes were dark as he watched Li looked mournfully at Sakura and stand up. Sakura bowed to Oswaine and smile at Li in parting.

He itched to go over and drag Oswaine away and let the two be. But as much as he wanted to he knew that the people and Her land where important. Allous had saved them from death and destruction and he knew that they owed her a great debt.

So he watched as Li walked towards him with Oswaine at his side and shook his head sadly as he watched Li slow a step behind Oswaine and look at the young woman who remained standing in the willow garden.

Several Weeks Later

Horse's hooves struck the cobbled pathways as they trotted towards the main gate entrance. The guards, their armor shining brilliantly in the sunlight, stood up straightly and watched as the soldiers from across the sea arrived.

Stable boys ran around ducking around and under horses so they could remove bridles and saddles efficiently. They lead the horses across the courtyard towards the stable and a comfortable stall.

The courtyard itself was a mass of chaos. Orders and instructions were being called out, men were milling about and looking around, some were stretching from long hours in the saddle and others were already walking into the castle.

Sakura watched it all from her window and tried to force her nerves away. Several men looked up and spotted her and called out greetings. From the softness from the faces she knew that they must be young soldiers trained enough to come along and survive but not seasoned warriors. She stepped back and turned to meet Layla's look of frustrated annoyance.

" How are we meant to get you dressed for this council meeting if all you do is stand at the window? " she demanded rolling her eyes. " Come here so we can dress you. "

Sakura stood and tried to focus on what was going on around her. Layla and a maid were running around her throwing the dress over her head and tugging it down so it sat neatly. The dress was white and simple in design. It flowed from the top where it rested against her breasts and swirled around her feet when she walked.

Her arms were bare and she lifted them as Layla ducked underneath to wrap black cord around her waist. She let some of the strands hang down and then stood back to look at her work. Her maid begged her to sit down and then plied her numerous curls on top of her head and pulled back her bangs to show off the design of the Holy One.

Layla threaded a simple circlet around her head and stepped back to study the final result. She hummed and hared and then pouted when she wasn't satisfied with what was in front of her. She walked around her and Sakura felt sweat bead on her forehead.

" I know what it is. " Layla snapped her fingers and Sakura flinched. She marched over to the bags that she had brought with her and rummaged around until she approached Sakura and smiled a wicked smile.

" Li should thank me for this. He won't recognize you. "

" I-I-s that a good thing?! " Sakura stuttered.

In the Council Chamber….

Li stood and surveyed the men around him and internally smiled. These were good men and, he hoped, broad-minded. Several men sat already and were either talking to one another or watching him. They all knew why they were here but he would be clear from the first.

" Gentlemen, I welcome you. " he said and kept his face businesslike. " We all know why we are here so lets forgo the formalities shall we? " he stepped away from his place and walked around the room and kept all of their gazes firmly.

" We all know that I am considered to be in a somewhat 'delicate' position financially and politically since the destruction of my kingdom. But I will tell you gentlemen, this is my home and it belongs to me. I will fight till the day I die for this land and I value anyone who will help me keep it.

" I value the opinion of my fellow neighbors and I want this council to strive to prevent, protect and do everything in its power to help our people. I want peace and prosperity and I am confident in my assumption that you also want these things for you and your lands.

" It may be arrogant of me to say that your lands are somewhat younger than this one but I am sure that you want to set yourselves a goal that will no doubt benefit your children and your descendants. I value your opinions greatly and your individuality and although I realized that it will open doors to disagreements, I hope that we can at least be mature and civilized enough to over come and compromise on our differences. "

" I must say that you are not what most of us expected. " one man called Shigure spoke up.

" I am all business Lord NisaKomi I assure you. " Li replied and sat down at the table.

" So I see. " NisaKomi smiled and rested his chin on his hand and watched him with a hidden smile.

" Gentlemen there are a few rules that I want to be understood once you step across that threshold. " Li began.

" Wait no one mentioned anything about having rules. " another man cut in frowning darkly.

" They are simple rules. " Li cut in swiftly shooting him a look. " In fact you should live by them every day anyway. "

" I am interested. " NisaKomi purred in his deep baritone.

" Very well. Once you step into this room I want you all remember these simple rules: Honesty, Honor, Truth and Respect. There will be no pride here nor greed or untruth. If you cannot accept those terms then there is the door and I am sorry to have wasted your time. " Li concluded and waited.

The room was silent and the torches on the wall flickered and flared as he waited. Eventually NisaKomi threw his head back lazily and laughed. He shot Li a look full of appreciation and nodded his head regally.

" Make it known. Lord NisaKomi agrees to these terms and is glad for the welcome to this council. " several more men agreed their acceptation and Li nodded his head regally to them all.

" Very well. Today is the first of what I hope will be many council meetings between us all. "

" Speaking of which, " one man spoke up. " Why is there one empty seat? "

" I am glad that you ask. " Li stated and stood up. " I ask gentlemen for your open-mindedness. For I ask that one more join us in this council. "

" What are you up to now I wonder? " NisaKomi muttered as he watched him.

Li nodded to the guard at the door and the man saluted and then gripped the metal handle and pulled hard to open the solid oak door. It creaked open and the soldier bowed to the figure who stood within in the dim shadows.

She stood tall and proud with her head bowed respectfully. She stepped forward, the white dress swirling around her feet. The shadows melted away from her as she walked into the room. The tiny jewel resting in the middle of her forehead caught the light and threw colour around the room.

But then she looked up.

" Good God! " came from several people and one man knocked over his cup and wine spilled over the table and dribbled steadily on to the floor until it wasted away to a slow drip.

" Hmm? " NisaKomi looked away from Li to see what the fuss was about and then sat up straighter in his chair.

Her eyes were darkened with kohl and seemed to glow with emerald fire. Her lips were the barest hint of red from the rose and every man felt themselves straighten as her gaze passed over each of them.

Li had to force himself to swallow the lump in his throat and tried to find his voice. " May I present to you Lady Sakura – The Chosen One of Allous. "

" She's real?! "

" You're kidding?! "

" I thought it was just some sailor's drunken story! "

" I assure you I am real. " Sakura spoke up over the fuss and then bowed her head regally.

" Welcome all of you My Lords. "

" So this is who the last seat remains to. " NisaKomi smirked at Li. " You are either a fool or a very wise man Your Highness. "

All eyes jerked from Sakura to Li and then back again as Sakura walked gracefully to the seat near his own. He did not place her directly next to him for fear of showing too much favoritism but he kept her close enough that he could protect her should her need to.

Sakura sat down and looked around the room as everyone seemed to talk at once. It was what she had feared. They were all looking like the unmentionable had occurred. She was a female and this was a man's world. She wanted to shoot Syaoran an 'I told you so' look but she kept her face politely blank and waited.

" I had hoped, " Li began quietly his eyes closed and all the noise ceased. " That you would have an open mind and do what our ancestor's could not. Would you walk in here and openly dismiss Allous's Favorite? " he shot them all a dark, fiery look. " You see the mark as well I. Do you dare call down the wrath of God? "

" Your Highness, stop it. " Sakura spoke up and his head jerked around and looked at her in disbelief. " I will not be used as a banner for your benefit. I am here for the same reasons as all of you in this room. " her gaze once again roamed the room.

" I am here to try and salvage what I can of our world that was rocked to its core. I am here just like you to try and fight for something better. I want my people and your people to be as happy and as content as they can be. I do not want a life where children starve or suffer because The Dragon killed their parents and families.

" You are all here for the voices of your people. I am here for the voices of the people that aren't heard. I speak for the women and children, for the young and the old. I have as much right to be here as you do. " she ended regally.

" We have all suffered in one way or another. Let us work together to fix the pain instead of working against one another. " Julian challenged quietly.

" My Lords? " Li questioned.

" I'm in. " Tori spoke up pinning them with a dark look.

" So am I. " Julian smiled in return.

Li looked around the table and Sakura held her breath. Tori started tapping his nails impatiently and several men shot him nervous looks. They raised their hands and soon everyone was nodding their heads in agreement.

Sakura's nails dug tightly into her palms. She dared not let them see how relieved she was. She refused to look at Li less she give her emotions away. The next few hours passed by in a blur. She argued, debated and agreed on several ideas brought to the table. She remained quiet when she believed it would best suit and rallied when she knew they were close to closing a point.

By the end of it all she was an emotional wreck.

Her knees trembled when she finally stood and locked them to keep from falling back down. Li thanked them all for their hard work and asked them all to join him for a small banquet in honor of their coming.

They all turned to look at Sakura and she fought the blush that wanted to bloom over her face and she bowed her head to them and made her way out of the room first. Julian soon caught up with her and asked if he could escort her.

" It would be an honor Julian. " Sakura replied taking his arm. " But in the name of Allous get me out of sight before I make a fool of myself! " she hissed desperately.

Sakura sucked in a huge breath of fresh air and felt herself slowly come back down to earth. She walked slowly along the small balcony and tried to reorient herself. Julian had gone to try and find some water for her and she enjoyed the stillness around her. After all the talking they had done today she was grateful just to hear the crickets and the wind.

" Should you be out here alone my lady? " came a deep voice behind her.

" Allous above you startled me! " Sakura cried putting her hand on her heart. " Lord NisaKomi what are you doing out here? "

" I could lie and pretend that I didn't see your friend escort you out here and then leave you. But then I would be a cad wouldn't I my lady?" he murmured with his deep voice and Sakura found herself blushing.

" Err well you should get along to the banquet. You don't want to miss it. " Sakura replied breathlessly and stepped back.

" Do I frighten you little one?" NisaKomi asked bowing low to be closer to her.

Sakura felt her face burn and tried to quell it. She had noticed inside the council that NisaKomi was a very attractive man. He was huge in size, but it was all muscle not brawn. He had brown hair that was tied back in a queue and a beard that was trimmed neatly.

" No, " Sakura replied smiling nervously. " I just did not realize how tall you were. "

" I hope we did not frighten you away then? " NisaKomi asked.

" Why would you think that? " Sakura asked swallowing the lump in her throat.

" Because you came out here as soon as we left the room. I think perhaps it was all too much for you. "

" Careful Lord NisaKomi, " Sakura warned. " You are very close to becoming an ass. "

NisaKomi threw his head back and roared with laughter. Sakura gasped and covered her mouth with her hand and blushed furiously.

" Fear not my lady, I like you very much. Not only are you honest but you are not afraid to speak your mind. Please allow me to apologize for anything that may have caused offense. May I make it up to you and escort you back towards your friend? "

" I think I will wait for him here thank you. " Sakura replied.

" Suit yourself but you interest me great lady. I will speak to you again. " He bowed and disappeared into the shadows.

Sakura watched him go and wondered why her heart fluttered.

Meanwhile….

Li sought Sakura and wondered where she was. He saw NisaKomi stalk into the room with a smile that made Li's gaze narrow. Several moments later Julian entered the room with Sakura by his side. Sakura met his gaze and then her eyes darted to NisaKomi's and she looked away blushing. Li's hands clenched and his head whipped around to clash with NisaKomi's knowing gaze.

Li schooled his face into an expressionless mask and then announced that the banquet would begin. Sakura was handed over into the care of Layla and her maid. They had their heads bent together as they talked and soon Sakura relaxed and enjoyed herself.

Throughout the night Li watched NisaKomi. Although he talked and laughed with the others, he watched Sakura with a look that made Li's jaw clench and his hands fist. When NisaKomi stood up and headed towards her Li almost jumped up but a steady hand from Oswaine kept him seated.

" Easy lad. " Oswaine murmured in his ear.

Layla stopped talking and Sakura looked up and nearly choked on her wine. She waited while NisaKomi introduced himself to Layla and they shared simple talk. When the introductions were done his brown eyes sought hers and he held out his hand.

" May I have this dance Lady Sakura." His deep voice purred.

" I – errr – " Sakura looked from Layla then back to him.

" She would love to. " Layla nudged her hard enough to leave bruises and smiled.

" Excellent. " NisaKomi smiled and Sakura felt her face go hot. He took her hand and led her to the dance floor. He twirled her and then swept her up into the steps of the dance. He whirled her around and she had to admit that he was a perfect dancer. He led with ease and she felt like she was floating.

He pulled her closer and she tipped her head back to meet his gaze. " You are so light it is like dancing with a feather. " he murmured and swept her around.

" Perhaps it is simply that you are a good dancer my lord. " Sakura replied dancing gracefully.

" Perhaps and then perhaps it is because I simply have a beautiful woman in my arms. "

" Are you like this with all the women you think are pretty? " Sakura asked arching her brow haughtily.

" No. Only the ones I like and I like you. " NisaKomi replied his eyes glowing with hidden meaning.

Sakura tripped but he simply lifted her effortlessly and she soon matched her steps to his once more. When the music finished NisaKomi bowed to her and kissed her hand and led her back to Layla. He took his leave and Sakura watched him walk away.

She looked down at her hand and then felt a shiver go up her spine. Her head jerked up and she met Syaoran's furious gaze from across the hall. His eyes burnt in the shadows and Sakura swallowed but then she saw pain and sorrow before he turned his head away and she felt tears well up in her eyes.

She pleaded a headache and ran to her room.

The Next Day…

Sakura stared at the ring. It sparkled in the sunlight and made her heart feel heavy. Why would Li look at her like that? Like she had hurt him? She sighed and looked at the clouds outside. She had escaped early that morning and returned to her room at Layla's in the village. She sat on her window seat a book forgotten in her lap.

Sighing once again she stood up and walked down the stairs and grabbed her cloak from the hook near the front door. She wrapped it around her and placed the hood over her head and walked out into the wind.

She went around to the back of Layla's shop and into the small stable there. She saddle one of the mares that Layla kept and rode out towards the forest. Just beyond the forest were plains that she could let loose and fly across. The perfect thing to ease her troubled mind.

She waited until she got out of the village and then let the mare have her head. Sakura leant low over the mare's neck and the wind whipped her hood back. They raced across fields and rounded hills. But all too soon the mare tired and Sakura had to turn her around to head back home. A distant rumble caused her to look up and notice the dark clouds circling above her.

A solid cold drop landed on her cheek and she struggled to get her hood on. The horse whinnied and pawed at the ground with her hoof just as the sky opened up and rain started pouring down. Sakura nudged her through the rain towards a cluster of trees looking for shelter.

She was just about to reach the trees when suddenly a big black roan jumped out in front of them. It reared up into the air whinnying, its hooves pawing at the sky. The mare shied and Sakura choked on the scream that tore at her chest. Through the rain she saw the horse settle and rain slide off armor as intense amber eyes bored into hers.

Syaoran circled around her and used his horse to guide hers. She let him guide them and soon they came to a small rock over-hanging. Syaoran jumped off his roan and tied him to a tree branch. He didn't say a word as he gripped her waist and lifted her off her mare dripping and soaking wet. He set her on the ground and then tied her horse beside his.

" Syaoran, " Sakura began. " What are you doing out here? "

" Nothing important. " he replied not looking at her.

" How did you know I was out here? " she asked coming to stand beside him under the small shelter.

" I didn't. Saw you from the rise. " he replied leaning against the wall and closing his eyes.

" Would it kill you to say more than a few syllables to me? " she demanded angrily. " It's like pulling teeth. "

" Got nothing to say. " he replied expressionlessly.

" Fine. " Sakura muttered and stalked past him to get her mare. " I'll see you later. "

" You're horse is tired. Are you going to push her when she can't go any further? " Li asked.

" Fine! " Sakura turned around and glared. " I'll walk! " she fumed and turned around and stalked off.

She didn't go far. The rain coming down in torrents prevented her from venturing too far, so she sat down underneath a big pine and drew her knees up to her face. She was soaked and she was cold but there was no way she was going to go back to Mr. Bad Attitude.

A twig snapped beside her and she looked up as Li stepped out from behind the tree and sat down beside her. They didn't speak. They just listened to the rain hitting the ground and falling off the leaves. Sakura watched the ripples spread out after a rain drop hit a puddle. Thunder rumbled in the distance and Sakura huddled down further in her wet cloak.

Sakura turned her head slightly and looked at Li. His hair was plastered to his head and he was as drenched as she. His sword was by his side and he looked like he had been out hunting or training.

" Would you be happier with NisaKomi? " Li asked quietly.

" What? " Sakura raised her head and stared at him.

" Would you be happier with someone like NisaKomi? "

" How could you ask me something like that?! " Sakura choked out. Why was he being this way with her? Why was he being so cold and indifferent?

" It is a reasonable question. " Li replied not looking at her. He sat with his arm resting on his bent knee. He looked out into the hills and valley around them.

" No it is not! " Sakura cried. " Why are you being this way with me? " she demanded.

" Because I wonder if it was such a good idea asking you the promise that I did. Maybe if I had held off a little longer you could have perhaps felt free to be with NisaKomi. " Li replied coldly.

" I – I - " Sakura jerked back like she had been slapped." How could you think that one man that I had met for such a short time could mean more to me than the best friend that I have had for years? Do you think me so shallow that I could change my feelings like that? " she demanded anger flaring into her eyes.

" …. "

" Look at me damn it Xiao Lang Syaoran Li! " Sakura stood on shaking legs and walked in front of him. Li kept his gaze fixed firmly in the distance and Sakura felt her anger rise. She lifted her hand and slapped Li across the cheek.

" You coward! " she yelled and he looked up at her with a red cheek. " How dare you pretend I mean something to you and then pretend that I don't. If it means so little to you then take it back! " she held up her hand and the ring flashed in the light.

Li's gaze shifted from her finger where the ring flashed to her anger face.

" Go on. Take it! "

" I can't. " he finally replied.

" Why?! " Sakura demanded seething.

" Because then that will mean that I really have lost you. " he muttered and looked away his face contorting in pain.

Sakura choked on a sob and turned away. She walked away from him and leant with her back against the tree and sagged to the ground. She buried her face in her hands and cried. She heard him get up and then she was picked up and settled in his lap. She fought him, she kicked and hit and cursed him all kinds of fool and he took it. He waited until the storm was passed and then he said all that needed to be said:

" I'm sorry. "

" I hate you. " she hiccupped against his chest.

" I know. " he stroked her back and rested his head against hers. " I was a fool. I saw how NisaKomi was looking at you and I wanted to kill him. The way he danced with you and the way he spoke to you. It was like a wolf singling out a helpless lamb. "

" I am not helpless! " Sakura hissed and then sniffled.

" I know. I'm an ass. "

" Yes. You are. "

" I was jealous. " He admitted and Sakura stared up at him. " I didn't want someone to come and steal you away from me before I could prove how much …. I love you. "

" Syaoran …..you love me? " she stared up at with huge emerald eyes full of shock and innocence.

He nodded and then smiled. " Yes. "

" Oh my God, Syaoran. " she sobbed and then wrapped her arms around him as she cried.

The rain surrounded them and gave them their own space in time. Sakura rested her cheek against Syaoran's chest and let his heart beat comfort her. The two remained wrapped in each other's embrace long after the rain had ceased.

Syaoran set her atop his horse and climbed up behind her. He then guided them back through the hills and fields until the familiar village and castle came into view. His grooms came running out when they reached the castle and took their mounts from them and put them in the warm stables.

Li whisked her inside and ordered a hot bath to warm her. Sakura looked over her shoulder as the maid led her away and met his gaze. She smiled a shy smile and then dashed up the stairs.

Couple of Days Later….

Sakura ran down the stairs her heart full of love and happiness. Her smile was radiant and infectious. She passed several maids and footmen and they paused and watched as the young woman greeted them and wished them the best as she ran passed.

She ran into the hall and skidded to a stop. Li was standing near the dais with a serious expression on his face and he looked up as she came in. Sakura looked at the long haired woman as she turned.

" Allendra? " Sakura whispered shocked.

" Yes Sakendra I have come. " Allendra replied and indicated the woman beside her as she too turned and looked at Sakura.

" And this is Hektabah. "

TBC