Hello guys. I am back and I am sorry for making you wait for the next chapter. I hope you enjoy this one.
Previously:
Who is knocking at my door at this time of day? Slowly unraveling myself from the blankets I get out of bed and to the door. Not caring about my appearance I open the door. The only thing that was more shocking then the pair of blue eyes that met mine, was the pair of large black wings behind him.
"Cas?"
Dean's POV
"Castiel?" I feel my heart speed up, both from happiness and fear. Tears slowly fill my eyes as I stare at the intense blue in his eyes.
"Dean." Cas smiles softly.
"Cas…what is…"
"Dean, I know where I come from."
"What?"
"You know how I was adopted, well I know who I am."
"Cas. I am confused. I don't know what… you're scaring me man. How are you alive?"
"I am alive because bullets don't hurt me."
"You died. To hell that bullets don't hurt you."
"They no longer harm me for I know what I am."
"What do you mean what?"
"Dean, I am an angel of the lord." My eyes widen. Cas is lying, there is no such thing, but it would explain the wings and how he survived.
"No. There is no such thing." I start backing away shaking my head. "There are no angels and you are dead. My mind is just playing tricks on me."
"This is no lie Dean. No trick." Cas starts to walk towards me.
"No, get away from me. You are not Castiel and I have no idea what sick game you are playing, but I want it to end. I want you to leave me alone."
"Dean."
"No! You are twisted taking the form of my love and saying you're an angel. I loved him and now… just go. Now!" Instead of turning and walking away he walks up to me wraps his arm around my waist and pulled me into a kiss. I start to struggle, but once the familiarity of his lips registered I relax and accept. I never thought this would happen again. My Castiel… this is not my Cas, he is dead. This thought flashed through my mind and I immediately pull away.
"Why are you doing this to me?" Tears stream down my face.
"Dean, I need you to believe me. I love you Dean and I have since I laid eyes on you. I love you and still want to marry you and spend the rest of my life with you. I just need you to accept me for who I am."The softness and beauty in his voice cause my stomach to turn
"Cas?"
"Yes."
"I always knew you were an angel." Cas smiles and leaps into my arms. I smile back before planting kiss on his lips. Even though the angel thing will be hard to get used to at least I have him. He is my angel and that is all I need. He is alive and that's all that matters. "I love you, Cas. I truly thought I lost you."
"I did too."
"Cas, what do you remember?"
"Almost everything, but I don't know if I can tell you. What I know is not something a human can handle. I would like to tell you but I don't want you to become a part of the world I live in."
"I am your fiancée. I will be a part of your life, you need to tell me. I need to understand."
"Dean…"
"Tell me." I cup his face, making him look at me.
"The angels aren't planning something good. Dean you are the start of something important and so is Sam."I feel myself tense, pausing suddenly.
"I don't understand what you are saying?"
"Dean, I know how your parents truly died."
"What?"
"Your parents didn't die by being caught in cross fire. Mary Winchester died… Dean I can't tell you this."
"Cas, I swear to god if you hide this from me. Please I need to know."I see tears roll down his face. "Cas, no matter what you tell me I will love you. I accepted my parent's death years ago; all I want is some reassurance on how they died. Trust me, I have finally found something and I don't wish to lose it, not like them."
"A demon took your mother. She was helping me and I didn't get to her in time. Your father died only hours later trying to get revenge on the demon that took your moms life. Dean another thing is you and Sam have encountered this demon before, but you don't remember. This demon has and will continue to change your life." Tears build in my eyes as I look away not wanting Cas to see me."Are you okay?"
"Yeah, I just need to process it."
"Dean, I understand if you want me to leave. I know you said you will always love me, but sometimes that gets hard and if you can't handle this and want to move on I will understand." Cas stares at me with sad eyes.
I walk forward and wrap my arm s around his waist. Pulling him to my chest, I gently lean my forehead against his. "That is the last thing I want." Cas relaxes into my embrace.
"Dean, now that I am an angel I don't sleep." I laugh.
"I guess it will be some long nights for you."
"You don't mind?"
"No, at least I know I have an angel watching over me." Cas smiles before slowly shifting out of my embrace.
"I am going to clean up, if you don't mind."
"Go right ahead." He nods and gives me one more smile before walking away.
I am sorry Cas. I don't know what happened, but I will help you, I promise.
And you thought everything would be okay. We all know that is not the Winchester way. Anyway I am sorry it is super late, I had theater performances this weekend and I have them all next weekend so if I don't update you know why. I love you guys and please review.
