Been awhile I am kinda having writer block but I will see this through thanks to everyone who has read this and kept alone with it. Lives wouldn't be life if it was easy.. Well here a little piece to add. Enjoy if u have any suggestion rude comment, etc… please feel free I am a writer I understand.. I don't own FMA but like everyone else that are big fan wish I did…;)

Life as he knew it was becoming simple, she was happy and becoming stronger everyday . He couldn't chase away the feeling of dread that followed him as each passing month passed. Al had found a job at a local walk in clinic. Ed had found a job on the loading dock he seriously wanted to lay a low profile. It was hard for Al sometime to keep work thankfully there was minor sickness outbreaks here and there. He took up a second job at a small jewelry shop near by the clinic. They both worked hard trying very much to keep both girls at home but as usually Winry got bored. Ed walked in the door one day and she let him have it about how bored. Also something about Nina getting on her nerves. He sighed looking the blond up and down

"Winry we been over this I just don't think your ready to" He said with a long sigh. He was so afraid she get hurt out in this cruel world and she has barely put weight on. She still looked fragile as hell or maybe that was his view beside what could she do work in a flower shop. Ha like hell she be happy doing that he thought dawning a smirk on his face. That girl in a girly setting just seem well odd to say the least.

"ED did u hear me?" She almost shouted as she watched his eyes snap to attention to her frame in the door way of the kitchen. No of course he hadn't Winry knew by the look on his face

"Anyway" Winry sighed." A man in the market is looking for a blacksmith I think I be great at it and regardless the fact am a woman he offered to give me a try" she bragged as she made her way to the living room

"No doubt at half the price of a man blacksmith" Ed shot back placing his jacket.

"For a little while till he sees am good and I'll walk if I don't get more" she said slyly. He smiled at her she seem so sure of in her self. Who could blame her face it she was good this world dominate by men would provide to be a challenge in its self. He sigh again watching the girl in front of him with her eyes fixed on him daring him to make another smart comment. Then he craved in and threw his hands to his side.

"Fine!" part time only and I don't want u pushing yourself your still pretty weak ya know" he said seriously

"Yippie" she shouted but than stop and got that look in her eye. "Your not the boss of me need I remind u am my own woman!" she lecture

"Aww Come on Win!" He stated turning and retreating as fast as his legs could carry him to the bedroom . He when to close the door when he heard it, the sudden silent then the fain noise of crying . He sighed aloud and hurried out to the living to see the once perky blonde crying on her knees in her hands.

"I feel so helpless you don't think I can do it do u?" she asked with sadness in her voice .The look on her face was tearing him apart. He never meant to make her feel this way.. He cooed softly as he gather her up in his arm and carried her to their bedroom. It wasn't there turn to sleep in there tonight. Ed hoped when Al and Nina came back they make the exception. He could feel his thin shirt soaking with tears Winry has change so weaker than before he wondered if maybe he had lost faith in her ability with good reason of course. Na she was a Rockwell and the keeper of his heart their be no way maybe it keep her down for a little while but not forever. He knew she was still depressed about losing their child and still grieving He still kept his mind focused. She failed in that sense in her head Al tired explaining this to Ed a number of times. Most woman feel they could have done more for their child it a mother thing Al's statement ringing in his head as he held Winry close.

"Oh Win you can do it you're a strong woman you're my everything" He said softly kissing her forehead. She stiffen against him now he was aware of her sudden action.

"The Baby our Baby what good was I then" she whispered shaky as she clung to him insanity threaten to tear her over. He swallowed hard as it felt a knife twisting inside his heart yet again at the mention of their child not meant to be. He couldn't explain to her couldn't take the ease off only ensure her it couldn't be helped. He felt responsible as well he sigh a loud as he listening to her low sobs again him. She truly felt like a failure because of the miscarriage..

"It was no one fault not your not mine whatever the reason Winry its not the time for a baby so much in this world is happening when the time is right we will have another and you'll be a great mother." He said sweetly as he pull away too see her face brushing hair out of her face he could she her beautiful crystal blue eyes. He hope when ever they had one it would get her eyes. He found him self kissing her passionately now his arms holding her close to his chest .The feeling of passion that hadn't been there in months rushing back to him all at once. He wondered if she was feeling the same as guilt rose as his hand begun to roam her body gently. He felt her stiffen again but as fast as it happened it passed and she lean in to his kiss more passionate now as their tongue touch sending waves of excitement thought their body. He found him self leaning her back slowing her back touching the body his mind full of lust feeling her body but just like that he was brought out of it. A soft howl was heard and he was lightly push back and he found himself staring down at her apologizing with all her heart. He was sad inside seeing her so broken like this denying her self but he smiled down at her softly now.

"Its okay Winry when your ready that's all that's matter I'll wait forever if I have too " He said gather her in a bridal style position and taking her to the head of the bed. He pulled the cover down gently placing her on the bed and covering her with them. She had tears in her eyes the whole time he lean against the bed on his knees now. She had seem a lot calmer then earlier. She ran her hands through his long blonde hair stroking him like a adoring pet like. Their eyes watching each other contently. She finally spoke breaking the adoring looks to one another.

"You know when we do have a baby I hope it gets your eyes" she said happily her eyes tear free now. Ed blush as he grabbed her hand and kissed it gently. He felt her hand stop on his cheek and he looked up her look took his breath away.

"I love you Edward Elric" she said passionately. Ed couldn't barely breathe he was so overwhelm at those words thoe she had said so many times before it was just now it shook his being he feel it so strong .He took her hand in his softly placing another kiss on it. Winry tighing her grip as she felt something wet on her hand and knew he had started to cry tears of joy no doubt. She yawned quietly but Ed glance in time to see it. A few seconds when by silent settle in the room. Ed heard her breathing steady and felt her grip on his hand loosen. He placed her hand against her chest pausing to feel her heart beat and pulled the blanket over her chest.

"I love you too Winry Rockwell be my wife" he whispered softly smiling he wondered when he be able to get the nerve to ask her awake. He was so lucky to have her. He walked out the door hitting the light switch. No doubt he'd have to cook something real good up for Nina and Al for booting them out of their bedroom night. He lit the rang and started digging in the frig for food to prepare. He was physical drained from his ordeal with Winry but he knew for now he had to be strong for the both of them..