G Force
Disclaimer: I own nothing. Take it all as fiction, but please enjoy! All the Military information I give is my interpretation of what I have researched so just for legality sake view it as fiction.
AN: Im so sorry for the wait. Life is smacking me in the face right now with a million different things to do. I'm currently working on getting this story to a close as well as working on the final chapter of We Said Always...not to mention the new story Im putting together. So, sorry again for the wait.
I hope yall like this chapter. It may or may not be what yall are expecting. I hope that what happens in this chapter makes sense. Troy and Gabriella have an odd relationship and get comfort from different avenues. I have tried to represent that throughout this story and if I have done my job with that, then this will make sense. Please let me know if it was okay. I'm nervous.
The next chapter is going to be a hard one for me, but I will try my hardest to get it up sooner.
Chapter 25
Gabriella found herself wandering around aimlessly about the base. The letter her father had given two hours prior was now clutched in her tiny hand. Her face was stained with tears and her eyes were covered in a film of awe and confusion. Her mind was completely blank and not one thought, assumption or "how to" had managed to shine through the thick fog that now made up the space between her ears.
So, she walked.
Something unknown to her subconscious was guiding her. Guiding her closer to finding the enlightenment she so desperately sought.
The bench that Troy had found her on the night they consummated the long six year vacancy had appeared in her vision. Her legs were tired and sitting seemed like a reasonable activity at the moment. She sat with a robotic movement as her eyes fixated on the thick tree in front of her and her stature remained rigid and straight upon contact with the metal. Recollection that her fingers were now numb from the contorted curl they had around the ivory envelope was slowly sending a sensory response to her Parietal Lobe alerting her brain that she was still existing and not merely floating in a realm between living and emotional death.
She let her eyes slowly move the length of the tree as her fingers moved for the first time in hours in order to transfer the slightly worn envelope to her other hand. Remembrance unhurriedly flickered across her eyes as her exhausted heart slowly began to increase its beats from the light thud that had been present the moment the past was placed in her shaking hands. A light twitch ticked at her lips as the first want or need entered her brains thought process.
Troy.
This was the tree the two of them had sex against. This was the tree where it became obvious to her subconscious that this was not just sex in the mere physical act, but something beyond words and actions. Troy had imprinted fully in her that night and had been sealed forever. The moment they become one back in high school the first tie had been permanently embedded and as soon as his smooth shaft entered her warm cavern the finality and certainty was forever implanted.
She looked down at the letter that her father claimed would aid her in grieving and closure. She was frightened. What if it did the opposite? What if it made her hurt more than she already did? What if the pain would be too great the second time around and she wouldn't be able to take it, much less survive it? It had taken every bit of strength, courage and heart she had left in her tiny body to even watch the end of the woman who gave her life. The woman who had been by her side every day through every possible hurtle and accomplishment. What if her father was wrong? It wouldn't be the first time…not by a long shot.
Troy.
It was different this time. She had Troy. She wouldn't have to just rely on herself. She had the man she loved. The man who had the power to ease any and everything. She needed that power.
Gabriella swallowed hard as she looked over one shoulder and then the other finally taking note of her surroundings. She was by the cafeteria and rather far from her car. She then looked down at her watch. He should be done within the hour. Taking a deep breath she pulled out her phone and sent a text that simply read.
I need you.
Something she had done back in high school. The three words that always sent him to her. It was their bat call. No response was needed. He would be there. She knew it and now all she had to do was go home and wait. Wait for him to crawl through her window, wrap her in his embrace and whisper the words that always sent her comfort.
Me and You
She stood from the bench and made her way to the car that would bring her home to wait for him. She knew he would come. There was no doubt for the first time in years. Troy would be there and give her the proverbial pill to help rid her pain and begin her healing.
Gabriella had stripped down to a cami and panties and crawled into the warmth of her plush bed. Her body was wrapped in a tight ball as she clutched the letter in her small hand that rested next to her cheek. Her breathing was smooth and tired and her mind and body exhausted. Her eyes were fastened to the balcony doors waiting for her knight to enter and lead her down the path to utter completeness. Her eyes had been fluttering from open to close for the past twenty minutes, but she fought. She wanted to witness his presence. She wanted to feel the sudden skip of her heart that took place the moment she laid eyes on him after a span of physical absence. She wanted to just feel again…to feel…something.
Her heavy lids fluttered closed as a wave of exhaustion hit her. She fought its ramification, but her strength was no adversary and she quickly entered a heavy slumber.
Hot tingles radiated up her bare thigh as electric scorches were felt along her neck. Her body reflexively jumped from pleasure while still remaining in a phase between slumber and complete alertness. Warm wet heat trailed down her jaw as she felt her body shifting and a new familiar weight resting between her legs. Her eyes slowly opened as she felt feather light touches pushing her dark trestles from her face. A light reflexive smile touched her lips as they connected with his entrancing sapphire eyes.
"I got your message" he said sweetly as he shifted his weight so that he was securely positioned between her thighs and hovering comfortably above her perfect slim form.
Gabriella took a deep breath and swallowed it. She brought her slightly shaking hand to run through the stands resting along his forehead, "Thank you"
Troy studied her with a tight jaw and worry covering his features, "what's wrong baby?"
Gabriella sighed, "I…I…I need you" her voice was shaky and her eyes slowly began to fill with tears.
"Brie…what's happen…did someone hurt you…fuck…baby, I…"
Gabriella shook her head, "say it…please"
Troy was concerned and confused, but his feature read harsh and protective, "Tell me…who made you this way…who hurt you. I swear I will fucking…no one…touc…"
Gabriella placed her finger over his lip to silence him, "Troy…no one hurt me…I'll explain, but right now I need you…I need…you to say…"
Troy swallowed as he wet his bottom lip. He cupped her cheeks in his hands and lightly rubbed the sensitive skin of her cheeks with his thumbs, "you and me"
Gabriella closed her eyes to let the words cover her body from the inside out. She let out a deep breath and then opened her eyes, "kiss me" she requested just above a whisper.
"Gabriella" he said in a low concerned voice.
"Please…kiss me…I want to feel…I want to feel you… I want you to make me feel Troy…please" she said in weak voice as a lone tear fell from her eyes.
Troy was scared. He was concerned. He knew something had happen. He hadn't seen her this broken since the night she came to him and spilled her heart, telling him what she had gone through after he left. He knew he should question, but he was never one to deny her. If she wanted him, then she would get him and he would give her all the love and feeling he had within. He would without a doubt make her feel….feel loved.
Troy leaned down and pressed his warm lips to her surprisingly chilly ones and his arms moved to encircle her tiny body.
Gabriella welcomed the warm heat filling her body. Her hands traveled through his hair down his back till they rested at the hem of his white v-neck. Her fingers lightly tickled the skin of his sculptured back as she gradually lifted the barricading fabric over his faultless temperate skin until it was thankfully discarded elsewhere. She feathered the ripples in his back with her finger tips as her tongue intertwined and followed the path he had traced in her now warm orphus.
A low groan fell from his lips as her pleasure invoking fingers sent white chills down his spine and a shaft growing pulse to his dick. His hands drug up the skin of her thighs and over her hips until they rested under the thin cami that covered her flat abdomen and pert round breast. He hurriedly pushed the felonious material up her smooth perfection. He removed his mouth from her lips and looked into her needy eyes, "I love you"
Gabriella smiled, "I love you…God…I love you"
Troy lifted the shirt over her head and tossed it to the side. He pressed a firm long kiss to her lips. He pulled away and let his eyes bore into hers as his hands moved to hook the thin satin between his fingers. He sketched the corners of his mouth as he shifted the fabric down her legs. Gabriella instinctively closed her eyes and tilted her head back at the thought of what was about to take place.
Troy shook his head, "no…look at me baby…I want you to see how much you mean to me. How much I love and how much I will always love you."
Gabriella swallowed as her heart began to race harder. Her hands moved to the button of his pants and removed it from its capture. She shoved the thick material down his legs to which he aided in their removal.
Troy traced the outline of her features with the pads of his fingers, "Gabriella…" he began as he gazed into the torment that rested in her deep eyes.
Gabriella wrapped her hand around the wrist that was grazing her cheek, "I want you inside me Troy…Right now my mind is spinning 90 to nothing and there is this big uncertainty looming over my head, but… I'm absolutely certain of two things at the moment, Troy… one is that I love you, which will never stop and two, I want you to make love me."
And that was all it took. The mutter of those words laced with the desperation and sincerity of her heart. Troy's heat filled hands cupped her thighs and pressed them towards her face as he ran the tip of his erection between her wet folds. A low growl erupted from his lips as her natural lubrication began to cover his hard length.
Her hands wrapped around his firm ass and pulled him toward her core as she lifted her body to nip the skin behind his ear.
He was trying to be soft and gentle with her. He knew she needed it, but as her nails dug into his firm flesh and her teeth and warm lips sucked and nibbled his pleasure spot containing such gentleness was growing harder and harder."Fuck…Gabriella…I'm..."
Gabriella let out a low giggle, "I'm not a china doll Troy…you won't brake me."
Troy licked his lips as he pressed the tip of his dick to womanly hole, "I'm trying to be…"
Gabriella dug her nails into his ass and pulled him all the way inside her. The surprise engulfing sent a loud groan from his lips, "I'm hurting Troy, but how you fuck me isn't going to change that. Just you filling me and giving me the connection begins the healing so don't treat me like I'm fragile. Treat me like you want me. Like you love me. Show me another reason to exist and believe."
Troy did just that.
He crashed his lips hers, sliding his tongue along the crease and easing it open. He devoured her wet warmth with pleasured expertise as he began to thrust deep inside her with a twist of his hips intending to hit every arousal zone.
Gabriella's eyes never left the depths of his deep blue pools as she hooked her arms under her knees and brought then to rest next to her face, "mmm…harder…I want to hear it"
"Fuck" he groaned as he picked up the pace.
Gabriella smiled up at him as she released one of her legs and wrapped it around his shoulder. She brought her hand to smooth the sweaty hair along his forehead as she arched her body into him, "God…you're amazing" she moaned as she began to thrust her pelvis up into his satisfaction invoking plunges, "mmm you make me feel so good"
Troy shook his need to please fogged head as he dug his fingers into her hip bones and stopped all movement. She was awfully vocal tonight, something he loved, but tonight it was off the charts. Her words and her actions combined were forcing his orgasm to build rapidly, "baby… you're making my dick feel like it's about to shoot from my body…I need a moment"
Gabriella wrapped her arms around his neck and smirked. He had given her what she wanted. He had showed up and said the words that she needed. He had made love to her just the way she wanted, but most importantly he gave her the strength she sought after. The hand to hold as she traveled the path of the unknown, the unknown being the letter that laid in the midst of the scattered clothes on the floor. She knew he was thinking of her needs from the moment he declothed her, but right now, she wanted him to feel relief, just like the relief he had evoked in her the second he climbed into bed with her , "shoot away…I want you to."
"Gaaaahh….fuuck" he groaned as he forced his lips to hers and pounded hard and smooth into her sex. He felt her walls constricting tighter around his shaft and he brought his finger to massage her clit as his thrust became more rapid and harsh. The arch of her back and the roll of her eyes alerted him to fulfilled arousal that was beginning to course through her body. The very sight of her pleasure and contentment sent his body to spill. He growled as his ecstasy overtook him.
After both bodies had calmed Gabriella kissed him lightly and lovingly on the lips, "Thank you" she said with a genuine smile, "I know I'm acting way off tonight, but you just…thank you"
Troy stared down at her with confusion, "baby…you don't…"
"No Troy, the moment you touched me, filled me and showed me how much you loved me I without a doubt knew that I could face… my mother. As long as I have you…I can face anything and you prove that more and more with every presence…Thank you"
Troy grinned as he stroked her cheek and stared lovingly into her eyes, "Gabriella" he smiled, "you and me baby"
Gabriella's smile widened as she let out long sigh.
