Author's Note (Monster): Hello, our lovelies! God, long day. Why did I suddenly decide to post this? Probably because I wanted to prove that I haven't lost my writing skills. I am very much proud of this story. It's based on a speech my boyfriend gave me. I believe that's when I finally told him I loved him. Don't worry, he said I love you too! That's a first to be spoken aloud between us. It was always written in abbreviations or thought but never actually said in full. Awoken is probably retiring from this account for a month or something in order to find the inspiration to write again. I'm sorry. Anyway, how are you guys? Replies to the reviews below. Enjoy
Da Kurlzz x Submissive!Charlie Scene requested by Guest (Don't worry I'm writing an alternative version with an actual submissive Charlie)
My dearest love of my life. I wonder how this all happened so suddenly. The day we met seems so far away. You remember that day as well as I do. The first day of our life. It was almost like it was meant to be like that. It was all of the cheesy romantic comedies combined. Exactly as people predicted love at first sight would be. The clumsy stuttering of words wasn't as appealing as it was in those movies but it was adorable. It was the cuteness of our meeting that brought my whole world down. Your low voice shooting upwards and those eyes widening as if they realized your embarrassing little mistake.
Cute was the only word I could describe it with. Your cheeks turned pink. You cleared your throat and stuck out your hand as if we hadn't already said our names. You wanted our meeting to be sealed with a handshake, like you wanted to feel if I was real or imaginary. When I took your hand, you realized it was real. We sparked and an undeniable flame ignited the whole room in its wake.
I believe we both realized this was a milestone in our life. This was something that would determine our lives together. The whole world around us became vague figures. No lines to be distinguished, only colors fading into one another and a faint light hoovering over them. They mingled, formed new figures and there we were in the same band. You and I were part of the same band and it seemed like a dream come true. To the outer world we'd be best friends for the rest of our lives, but those close to us knew the reality of our closeness.
Our friends spotted the slightest affection in our voices and touches. Your hand accidentally touched mine and I didn't pull away. Neither did you. Whenever we met, it was with a hug but neither of us wanted to let go when we finally had to part. Each time we parted, it took us an hour to say goodbye. We were inseparable. Our eyes would meet and we'd shy away. The feeling had yet to become familiar to us. What was the feeling we were experiencing when we gazed into each other's eyes? I don't think we knew what it was back then. I believe both of us had a few struggles to overcome in order to make it work.
Now I have never asked you about your struggles with it but then again, I never had to ask. Our emotional connection was so strong I could almost read your mind. You didn't need to talk about the past. You needed me to be there and support you in the present. You needed me to see the big sign in your eyes that said: I survived and that's all that matters. I spotted the sign so I never asked about your struggles with the feelings between us.
I myself never told you about them because we were absolutely perfect. The sheer perfection of our combination made the slightest pain inside fade. The realization of who I truly was inside, faded when I was accompanied by such a god like you. You were my everything and you still are. Back in those days after the struggles I was aware we had to do something about it. Not getting rid of it, no never. We had to embrace it, endorse it, encourage it. We had to make it bigger than ever. Only then would people see that what we had, was real.
Such beautiful words to describe how I asked you out. It was hilarious to say in the least. It was like we relived our meeting. Only this time, my voice was the stuttering clumsy mess and you were the amused one. That subtle curve of your lips made me feel reassured as I continued my request of asking you out. Others were watching, surprised by my actions or maybe not? Some of them saw it coming. It didn't matter back then because all I could see, was your radiant face smiling at me now. You gave me a slight nod right when I started to become anxious because of the silence.
Easy as that we started off our first date. We hit it off quite well. You and I became more than the best friends we were to the outer world.
Who would've thought you were such an affectionate person deep down inside? You've been hurt so many times I hadn't even considered your sensitivity and vulnerability inside. Your heart had been stitched together so many times by then. It had been beaten by a hammer, dragged over the floor and trampled so many times. Nothing was left of it until we met. I found every single piece of your broken heart and taped them all together only to heal them with my pure love for you.
You were so beautiful when you opened up to me. Your heart lay bare in front of me to touch and caress. Not a single cell in my body considered hurting the tenderness inside. Not ever would I treat you badly. For years we've kept this going and I can still tell you I love you with every single fibre in my body.
Each and every time we get together, our energy connects in ways I could've only imagined when I was younger. The dream of a prince charming on a white horse seemed to fall into nothingness compared to the great love I felt for you. I still feel that love for you. It hasn't wavered in the slightest in those years we've been together.
I still cherish waking up next to you. I still praise myself the luckiest person alive when I wake up to your sleeping beauty cradled in my arms. How could I not? Your smile makes my stomach feel like someone's setting off firecrackers inside of it. It still amazes me how we make it work with no fighting at all.
You and I could never get upset with each other because those who fight, are an opposite cause. Fighting is caused by two opposed parties so we could impossibly fight since we were on the same side. We were two of the same cause. We could only get through things together.
There was no way we could ever part. There's still no way we can part. I can only exist with you by my side now that I have tasted the perfect imperfection that forms your existence. Your kiss feels like a thousand cushions to my sore head. Your lips taste like sugar coated chocolate with strawberry frosting on top. I've loved your touch, your lips, your kiss, your body.
Could I ever live without you? The answer was no. The answer will always be no. I breathe nothing but your scent. Your scent makes breathing air seem like drinking acid rather than the sweetest drink you've ever had. I'd die to wake up nuzzling your hair and feeling your body heat against me.
Our love makes Shakespeare rewrite Romeo And Juliet because he wants it to be as pure as ours is. He quotes us in order to make it more romantic. The whole world is jealous of what we have because we prove that fairytales can actually come true. Even after all of these years since we met, your loving gaze has never changed.
Neither has mine. That's the whole reason I knew we were purity on its own. Now I can see you're looking at me like I've gone insane. You stare at me like you think it's unnecessary to speak these words but that's where you're wrong. It's very much urgent for me to finally tell you just how much I love you. I know I've been going on and on about the love story but it's not just a stupid stereotypical fabulous love story. It is the story of you and I. Which is exactly why I want to marry you now.
Da Kurlzz looked up, quite content of his speech. "So what do you think of my wedding vow for you?"
Charlie stared at him, face completely blank and blinking a few times before he fainted backwards onto the carpet of their living room with a low thud.
The drummer gazed at him worriedly. "Too long?"
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