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All I ever wanted
Was to see you smiling
All I ever wanted
Was to make you mine
I know that I love you
Oh baby why don't you see?
That all I ever wanted
Was you and me.
December 16th
I had dragged myself to school yesterday, but I couldn't bare to do it again. Even though I was really far behind. I just... Couldn't face the world. My parents didn't even know, since I was calling in for myself every day. They were never home anymore anyways.
Yesterday, I had run into Olette. She was actually talking to me, which was weird. She told me that her parents knew that we weren't together anymore, and were pissed off about it, but they knew there was nothing they could do. It was relieving to know that I wasn't expected to be with someone I didn't love anymore.
But I still wasn't with the person I did love, which was of course, Naminé. All the time I was off, I was just laying there. Thinking and crying. I'd never pick up the phone, either.
And then I would go play video games.
Talk about exciting.
I felt like total crap. My body craved exercise but I was too damn lazy to get up.
Naminé had come to visit me after school only once, but I couldn't bring myself to answer the door. I was too afraid of what she had to say.
But that day, she came back. This time, I wanted to answer the door. I just had to.
I dragged myself down to the door, sucked in my breath, and opened it. Naminé stood on the other side, looking as beautiful as ever. Her eyes widened when she saw me. It was probably the state I was in, I knew I looked like crap. I didn't care.
"Hi." I said groggily.
"Hey." she said quietly, her expression saddened. We stood there in silence for a few moments, both of us keeping our eyes to the ground.
"Why are you here?" I finally asked, keeping my eyes glued to my feet.
She stared at me, but I still couldn't meet her eyes. "I came to apologize." she said, her tone surprisingly harsh. "At least that's what I was going to do." I looked at her quizzically.
"What?"
"You know damn well what." she growled.
"No, I really don't." I told her, raising an eyebrow.
"Look, Roxas, I'm going to spare you the drama and lay things out flat." she put her hands on her hips. "I know you knocked up Kairi." my eyes immediately widened with shock.
"W-what?" I stammered in disbelief.
"I can't believe you..." her eyes became glassy, swimming in tears. "And you didn't even tell me. Then again, why would you?"
"Naminé, I don't underst--"
"Don't give me that." she snapped. "Look Roxas," she sighed. "Just, don't come near me. Ever again." and with that, she turned and left, crying along the way.
I couldn't believe what had just happened.
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I walked up to my room and slammed the door behind me. I was going to cry, I could feel it coming. But I didn't want to. I'd spent too much time crying over Naminé.
I was in too much pain; I was too sad.
Sad.
I recalled something that had happened last month.
"Just some MJ." he said casually. "Its what I use when I'm sad or whatever."
I looked over to my dresser, where I had put the weed that Hayner had gifted me with. I'd vowed never to do drugs.
Just like Kairi had vowed never to have sex until she was married.
But she broke that promise, didn't she? So why couldn't I.
My life couldn't get much worse; I had nothing to lose.
MEEEEH.
Dayum.
Eh. I'll possibly end this soon. Like, real soon. Ugh gay, what do you think? Should I end this and make a sequel, of just have one huge story? I think I'll just have one ginormous story. Man, this thing is gonna have like fifty chapters. :O
By the way, Naminé's not getting a chapter next. I'm making up for Xion's lost chapter, but Riku won't be back for a little while. Sorry! D:
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