Oh my god... I haven't even started yet, and I'm already crying. Well I gotta write this now, and I hope you like it...

"Pull yourself together woman!" *bitchslapps myself. "I'm ready!"

But before I start

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Chapter 25: Jack's POV

Jack died on the inside that day. (Oh my God I can't do this *starts to cry again)

When he left Elsa's castle, he couldn't feel anything. Not sorrow... not hatred. He was... just empty.

He flied to Arendelle, to bring Elsa's family the news. The moon was up. He looked at it. He first thought that he wouldn't feel anything ever again, but the sight of the moon made his blood boil out of anger.

He stops in midair. "Why did you do this?!" he screams at the top of his lungs. "Why did you let me meet her, let me fall in love with her, if she was going to die?! How could you let her die? How..." He becomes silent. Suddenly, tears start flowing down his cheeks. His heart feels like it's been ripped in two peaces. He screams, cries out in pain, not being able to do anything else but grief. He falls to the ground. The snow is deep and when he lands, he is almost buried in it. The snow brings memories to him.

Elsa runs after him, laughing, with a huge snowball in her hands. Jack also laughs when he turns around and hits her with his own snowball. She spits and coughs. Jack laughs and approaches her, wrapping his arms around her. She blush, and it's incredibly cute. Then he kiss her, and she kisses him back, their passion makes the snow swirl around them.

Jack cries. He wraps his arms around his legs, and just lies n the snow, unable to do anything but cry. Elsa... He cries until he can't cry anymore, until no more tears leave his eyes. Then he slowly gets up.

"I will never forgive you for this" he says silently to the moon, and then he jumps back up in the air.

When he arrives at the castle, it's quiet. It's probably past midnight, and everybody are asleep. Jack starts walking towards Anna's room, but then he turns around and goes to Elsa's room instead. He stands outside the door for a moment before he can step inside.

The room is dark. Jack lights a candle and looks around. It looks ordinary, except for the small layer of dust that covers the place. He sits down at her bed, and then he slowly lies down at her pillow. Her scent, fresh and cold, is all around the room, but especially in her pillows. He hugs one, presses it to his face. Then he remembers the book. The book that he found in the library. The book about him...

He rises from the bed. When he found the book, he hid it under Elsa's mattress, with the intention of showing it to her when the right time came.. And now it is too late. He lifts the mattress up, and there it is, the big blue book. He lifts it up. Then he puts it in his hoodie. It's the only thing he's got left from Elsa...

Suddenly, there's a knock on the door. Jack's body flinches and he takes a few steps away from the bed. Who..?

"Jack?" Anna's grieving voice is heard. "I know you're in there, I saw you."

Jack slowly walks to the door and opens it. Anna's tearful eyes look up at him.

"She's gone, isn't she?"

Jack feels how his heart starts to ache even more. He is can't tell Anna the truth. But she has to know. Tears streaming down his face, he nods. Anna gasps and before he knows it, she hugs him. He hugs her back, not being able to do anything else.

"I'm sorry, I'm so sorry, I couldn't save her, she scarified herself for me, I'm so sorry" he sobs.

Anna cries, and together they stand there, grieving for their beloved Elsa. Eventually, Anna falls asleep in his arms. He lifts her up and carries her towards her room. Kristoff finds them, and he takes Anna from him. He looks up at Jack.

"I'm so sorry" he says, tears flowing down his cheeks. Jack nods, not being able to speak. Kristoff carries Anna to their room. Jack is left in the corridor. When he can't stand being there anymore, he opens a window and flies out. His heart is left behind.

200 years later

The grief never truly vanished. It only dug itself deeper into Jack's heart. He lives on, but he never forgets. Though his memories of her becomes blurry, she is always there, deep in his heart.

After a century, to Jack's horror, he notices that he almost can't remember how she looked. Though the important things never vanish. Her laughter. Her compassion. Her beautiful eyes that stared into and captured Jacks soul. Her lips against his... Jack thinks about her when something reminds him of her. In the first years, that was almost everything. Soon, thoughts about her wanders through his mind less and less. They are just too painful.

Now he is a guardian. Guardian of fun. Though it takes time, Jack's heart heels. He manages to have fun, and to bring fun to the children. He even encounters Pitch again. But Jack doesn't recognize the boogeyman, nor does Pitch recognize Jack. They only met for a split second, and then they were battling. When Pitch met Jack down in that cave, he didn't know hat he was battling Jack Frost. He though that he just was another man with the same powers as Elsa.

Jack never knew that the guardians and he won over the man that was the reason to Elsa's death. If he had, he probably wouldn't have had he powers to win over Pitch. And if he had, he might have killed him, and that would have turned him into something dark, and Jack Frost, the guardian of fun, would have been lost.

Jack is never, truly, happy again. He experiences happiness, yes, but deep down, its never the same. It's only a mask. The other guardians, once they get to know him, notice that he hides something, but they never ask. And for that, he is grateful. He doesn't think that he would be able to tell anyone about Elsa, not without being totally eaten by his sorrow. The book, he keeps hidden, but he looks at it every now and then, and thinks about Elsa.

He visited Arendelle as long as Anna lived. She became Queen, and she truly did a good job. On Elsa's birthday, Anna celebrated her sister, until Elsa would have turned 50. Then she stopped, because almost no one could remember Elsa. She and Kristoff got married, and they had two kids. Their firstborn, a son, they named Jack. Jack was truly grateful for that. They intended to make him their son's godfather, but Jack didn't think it was a good idea, since he was an immortal spirit. Two years later, a little baby girl was born. Anna and Kristoff named her Elsa. She was a wonderful little girl, and Jack the second was was a remarkable little boy. They were happy. Anna and Kristoff grew old, and so did their kids. One by one, their faith in Jack started to fade. Anna and Kristoff believed in him until the day they died, but when Elsa and Jack were adults, they forgot about him. And their children never even met him. Soon, he was just as alone as he was before he met Elsa. But he always visited Arendelle, just to make sure that everything was alright. It wasn't until Anna's granddaughter, Elsa's daughter Elise, died, that he stopped visiting Arendelle. There wasn't anything left for him there. People couldn't remember their Snow Queen anymore.

As a guardian, he does his duties, and tries to live on. He even tries to love again. He loves the children he protects, and he kind of love his fellow guardians also, because they took him in and made him family. But Jack never feels the way about anyone as he felt, still feels about Elsa.

Now he is believed in again. Children see him when he flies over them, spreading frost, and having fun with them. He manages to smile, to joke, to irritate Bunny, even to forgive the Man in the Moon, but on the inside, deep inside, he is dead. Because Elsa is gone. And he will never ever see her, touch her, feel her again.

But while Jack does his duties throughout the world, spreading frost and joy, protecting the children with the other guardians, something happens far, far away, in Norway...

A girl rises from a frozen lake and takes her first breath...

Oh my god! I hope you liked it, I wasn't sure if I should write that last part, but I thought that you had to know. :D Yay!

I just want to say that when Jack met Jamie, and always speaks about him as his first believer, is because no one knows about Elsa, or what happened in Arendelle. And the people of Arendelle doesn't count since they only knew him for a short time, and soon forgot about him. Jamie was the first (after Elsa) who really truly believed in Jack, and did that for the rest of his life.

Next chapter will be Manny's so you get to know what he thinks. So you won't know what is going on in Norway, sorry guys, you have to wait...

But leave a review, I worked really hard to describe Jack's feelings... But I think I did a pretty good job, right? :)

*Start to cry and scream

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