It Was Always You
Authors Note(I don't own any glee characters) Warning:smut. Again sorry about half the title is underlined it's just a pain to go back and fix it everytime.
Chapter 25:Friday Night Dinner Drama
Quinn is digging through her and Santana's closet looking for something to wear when Santana walks in and leers at her bottom."Babe,not that I'm complaining about the view but what the hell are you doing?" Quinn turns around with a put and is almost in tears"Sannie,I don't know what to wear." Santana smiles and cups her cheek."Relax,Mi amor it's just a dinner with your mom and I'll be with there with you okay?" Santana kisses her forehead and the tip of her nose."I'll pick something out while you get in the shower." Quinn hugs her tightly then takes some towels from the closet and goes to the bathroom.
Santana looks through the clothes and decides on a blue dress shirt and dark jeggings. She takes the clothes into the bathroom when she gets an idea. She starts to strip of her clothes;folds them then places them neatly on the counter. She slips into the shower and sees Quinn back is to her and she's washing her hair. Santana stand behind her and places a small kiss to her neck."San?" Quinn turns around with a smile."I thought I heard you." Santana smiles and kisses her deeply. She swipes her tongue along her top lip. Quinn gives her access with a moan. Santana slowly ends the kiss and kisses her jaw to her neck."San,we can't do this now. We're gonna be meeting with my mom soon." She tries to sound irritated but it comes out as a moan when Santana runs her fingers through her slit. Santana traces circles to her clit a few times before dropping to her knees and puts Quinn's right leg over her shoulder. Santana sucks on her clit then traces small circles with her tongue."Holly shit,San." Quinn leans her back on the tiled wall. Santana enters Quinn with two fingers pumping a few times before adding a third."Fuck,San! Faster." Santana picks up speed then hits her "G" spot."San! fuck!"
Santana slows down before picking up more speed. Soon Quinn reaches her climax;panting and standing on now shaky legs. Santana licks up all her juices then puts Quinn's leg back down and stands back up and kisses Quinn deeply."What was that for?" Santana gives her a soft kiss."You were nervous. I thought it would help." Quinn's smiles and cups Santana's cheek."Your too good to me."
Quinn and Santana continue to shower then change. On the drive to the small unknown Italian resturant;Quinn can't stop thinking about what's going to happen at dinner. Santana kisses the back of her hand."I can hear you thinking all the way over here." Quinn looks over with a blush."I'm sorry i can't help it." Santana laces their fingers together and traces patterns on the back of her hand."I know,but once we're there you'll see that there's nothing to worry about." Quinn and Santana meet Judy in the resturant at their table. Santana's seen better;it just looks like a fancier Denny's."You look pretty girls." Both Quinn and Santana give her a small thanks."I actually have a few questions before we order." Quinn looks over at Santana worriedly."That's fair." Judy tries not to look scared;not wanting a teenager to intimadate her but Santana can see the fear."First of all,what the hell are doing out of prison?" Judy squirms in her seat and looks at her lap."I'm surprised that wasn't the first thing you had asked me at your singing thing." Santana glares at her;waiting for an answer."I got out early for good behavior." Santana squints her eyes at her."Good behavior huh?" Quinn looks at Santana pleadingly.
Santana takes Quinn's hand and takes a deep breath."How did you find out about Regionals?" Judy shrugs her shoulders."I ran into Pheobe and Brittany,you know that girl can't keep your mouth shut." Santana would be mad if it was someone else."I want you to know that I don't trust you and I don't like the idea of you trying to squeeze back into Quinn's life but its just that her life and if that's what she's wants then I'm here to support her." Santana pauses and squeezes Quinn's hand. Santana wants to say more but Quinn cuts her off."I don't trust you either but we're a packaged deal now. You have earn both our trusts and hers is gonna take longer than mine so you might wanna get on her good side and fast." Santana can't help but feel a sense of pride hearing Quinn stick up for herself."I knew I would. I'm so happy to see you two still together." Quinn smiles over at Santana and kisses the back of her hand then looks back over at Judy."She's it fro me mom,I haven't changed my mind about marrying her. I will one day in the future and that's what I thought about when you asked for a second chance. I don't want you to miss it."
A waiter comes to take ther order but Santana holds them off."I don't either princess. I couldn't think of a better person for my daughter to spend the rest of her life with." Quinn leans over and softly kisses Santana."Me either." Quinn says still looking at Santana;making her blush and look away towards Judy. Santana notices a shift in her;she looks like she has something else to say and is fighting wether or not she should say it."You have something else to say what is it?" Judy squirms in her seat avoiding Santana's intense gaze while Quinn looks at her in question."Lets eat first." Santana wants her to tell them but seeing Judy's scared eyes she backs off.
They eat their meals quietly but you could cut the tension with a knife. Finished;Santana cuts to the chase."Alright out with it." Quinn elbows Santana in the ribs and sending her a apolagetic smile."It's okay princess. It's not easy for me to say this that's why I wanted to wait." Judy brushes invisible wrinkles out of her shirt."I'm not the only one to get out early for good behavior." Santana knows its coming and takes Quinn's hand and traces small patterns with her thumb to let her know she's there."Your father got out the same day as me but I made him promise to leave you alone." Quinn wants to hide under the table and never come out."How can you be so sure? He hurt me in our own house right under your nose! How you could you go by his word that he won't hurt me again!" Quinn tries to control herself and closes her eyes and takes a deep breath. Santana is beyond pissed but she has to be there for Quinn."I'm sorry Quinn but what do you want me to do? He's his own person I can't control him." Quinn shakes her head in disbelief."He seemed to have no problem controlling you though." Santana leans over to Quinn so she can whisper in her ear."Let's get out of here,babe." Quinn smiles in appreciation."I really wanted you back in my life but now I'm not so sure." Santana takes Quinn's coat from the back of the chair and puts it on Quinn then putting on her own."I'm assuming you've been in contact with him do you could tell that scum of husband of yours that if even thinks about coming anywhere near me and Quinn I'm calling my lawyer." And with that they leave the resturant.
Quinn is pacing the living room floor while Santana sits on the couch looking helpless."I was so happy and of course my parents have to ruin it." Quinn stops in from of Santana and kneels down on the floor."I'm scared,San. I don't know what to do." Santana cups Quinn face as tears spill from her eyes."I'm sorry I have no idea what I could do to help. I know I'm usually the one with all the answers but I don't." Quinn places her hand over Santana's."For now you could just hold me cause right now I just want to feel safe." Santana smiles through tears and slides up the couch to lie down and opens her arms for Quinn. She lies her head on Santana's chest while Santana holds her tight."When Papi comes home I'll ask him what to do;maybe he'll know." Quinn nods her head and snuggles closer to Santana. Quinn and Santana don't have to wait long for to get home. He walks in to see Santana conforting Quinn and frowns in concern. He takes a seat on the coffee table."Mija,what's wrong?" Santana rubs Quinn's back and kisses the top of her head."Judy wasn't the only one to have been released early from prison." sighs knowingly."Russell?" Santana slowly nods her head as rubs Quinn's back."What do we do,Papi?" shakes his head."We can't do anything,Mija. He hasn't done anything so don't worry unless you have to. I know you feel helpless and so do I but my hands are tied." Quinn burries her face in Santana's neck while Santana holds her closer."I have an idea. Why don't you girls get some pajamas on and we'll all sleep down stairs in our sheet tent like old times?" Santana smiles at the idea and gestures for Quinn to get up.
As soon as Santana and Quinn are alone in their room;Quinn throws herself in Santana's arms and sobs."I hate that I'm still afraid of him and I hate that he does this to me." Santana rubs her back and kisses her shoulder."I know;I hate it to. Maybe this will help keep your mind off it and if it doesn't then I'm here for you." Quinn continues to cry a little longer before they both change into their pajamas. When they reach the living room; already has everything set. Quinn crawls under the sheets with Santana following behind her. Quinn waits for Santana to lay down and rests her head on her chest. Mr. Lopez crawls in with a portable DVD player and sets it on the chair holding up the sheets."So I brought a variety of choices,I got Grown Ups,Big Daddy and The Waterboy." Santana snorts and shakes her head."You had to get every Adam Sandler movie we own?" just shrugs his shoulders."Which one,Quinn? your pick." Quinn chooses Grown Ups."Good choice." pops in the DVD and lays down to Santana's right,like old times. As soon as they get to the cabin in the movie Quinn falls asleep.
Quinn's dream:
Quinn wakes up to find Santana and Mr. Lopez gone. She crawls out from under the sheets and looks in the kitchen."San? ,where are you?" Quinn turns around to look up stairs when she sees Russell desending the small stairs in the kitchen. Quinn slowly steps back till her back hits the counter."I can't believe you did that to me,princess. I did you a favor! I was just doing what was right for my daughter!" Quinn closes her eyes and shakes her head."This is just a dream it's not real. Yu can't hurt me anymore." Quinn opens her eyes to Russell in her face. She tries to get away but he pushes her against the counter then punches her in the face;making her fall to the ground."Santana! Help me!" Russell drags Quinn by her ankle towards him."Santana isn't here,she can't help you!" Russell kicks Quinn in the stomach then her back. Suddenly a knife appears in Russell's hand and he stabs her in the stomach.
Quinn quickly wakes up and screaming."Santana! Santana! Where are you?!" Santana wakes up along with . Santana gently pulls Quinn back in her arms."It's okay,Mi amor. I'm right here,Shh." Santana runs her fingers through her sticky hair from the swet. Quinn sobs in Santana's neck while and Santana try to calm her down.
But when tries to rub her back;Quinn flinches away and snuggles further into Santana."It's okay,it's just Papi. He won't hurt you,Q." Mr. Lopez waves her off."It's okay,Mija. She's terrified." He pauses trying not to get choked up."What the hell did he do to you?" Santana holds Quinn tighter shedding a few tears of her own."Papi,please help her." Mr. Lopez leans down and kisses Santans forehead."I'll try,but right now I can't do anything." Santana nods her head and kisses Quinn's temple."Why don't we go in the bathroom so you can take a shower." Quinn shakes her head and holds on Santana tighter."What if we took a bath together instead?" Quinn slowly nods her head;wanting to stay close as possible to Santana. Santana helps Quinn out of her clothes then takes hers off. Santana climbs in the tub first then Quinn. Quinn has her back to Santana's front. Santana holds Quinn close and closes her eyes."Your still shaking." Santana kisses Quinn's bare shoulder then rubs her arms."Do you want to tell me what happened in your dream?" Quinn turns to her side so she can put her head on Santana's bare chest.
"I woke up,you and your dad weren't here so I looked in the kitchen. I called for you but you didn't answer and so when I turned around to look up stairs my dad was on the steps. I tried to keep my distance and I closed my eyes and told myself it was just a dream. When I opened them he was alot closer and he told me he did me a favor. Then he punched me and kept kicking me then he stabbed me in the stomach." Santana hugs her tight and kisses the top of her head."I don't know what to do to help you,Mi amor. Maybe you need someone else who can." Quinn shakes her head."I don't think I can." Santana gently lifts Quinn's head by her chin."Mi amor,you need help that I can't give you or Papi. Just go once for me and if you don't like it then you don't have to go." Santana has done more than enough for her the least she could do was go to therapy for one day.
"Okay,for you I'll do it." Santana shakes her head."Don't just do it for me. This will help you too okay?" Quinn slowly nods her head. Santana kisses her forehead."Good. Lets get clean." Quinn and Santana wash up then dry off and change into some new pajamas. has cleaned up the living room;thinking it would be best for them to sleep in their beds. Santana and Quinn crawl into bed in their usual postistion a with Quinn on Santana's chest. Santana begins to worry Quinn just got over being so clingy from the last time. She hopes the therapy will work and Quinn will keep her word and actually go. Santana looks down at Quinn;sleeping. She has a right hold on Santana's shirt and it looks like she's having another nightmare. Santana kisses er tamale and holds her close before falling asleep herself.
Quinn is the first one to wake up;covered in swet. Quinn looks over at Santana,she knows she's starting to be a burden on Santana so she agreed to go to therapy. Quinn brushes some of Santana's hair out of her face;waking her up."Are you ok? Did you have another nightmare?" Quinn shakes her head."San,do you think the therapy will help me not to be so afraid?" Santana cups Quinn's face and places a small kiss on the tip of her nose.
"Yeah I do." Quinn cries and nods her head."I don't want to become a burden." Santana shakes her head and sits up to pull Quinn in a tight embrace."You will never ever be a burden to me,Q. I love you and I would do anything for you but sometimes I need help too and you going to therapy will do that. So don't you ever think you'll be a burden okay?" Quinn nods her head on Santana's shoulder.
Quinn is so not looking forward to school but Santana promised her it would help keep her mind of things. So Quinn is getting her books out of her locker when Joe approaches her."Hey,Quinn how are you and Santana?" Quinn closes her locker and looks at Joe like he grew a head."Good. Why wouldn't they be?" Joe shrugs his shoulders and looks at the ground."I heard your mom is out of prison and I don't know I heard Brittany said you were going to therapy so I just assumed." Quinn slams her hand on the locker cutting him off."That what I'm going because our reationship is shit?! It's none of anyone's fucking business why I'm going to therapy! And I told you before I love Santana and only Santana!" The rest of the day Quinn deals with rumors of why she's going to therapy. She's getting more jumpy and anxious since Santana isn't in any of her classes. It's the last class before glee and Quinn has to sit next to Finn of all people today.
Their working on their labs and Finn leans over Quinn's shoulder to copy hers. Quinn closes her eyes and flinchs away."Finn Hudson you better keep your eyes on your own paper and leave me the fuck alone!" Finn looks at her confused then returns to his work.
She closes her eyes and thinks just get through this class and she'll be in Santana's arms again when Mr. Richards walks in the classroom."Miss. Fabray your leaving early,get your things from you locker and head over to the main office." Confused Quinn does as she's told. Mr. Lopez never said anything about leaving early. Quinn walks in the office and her throat goes dry and she wants to scream and run away."I knew I wouldn't be able to get you at the Lopez's house so I thought this was a better way to do it." Quinn tries to slowly back out of the room when Russell disrecritly grabs her wrist."You cause a seen and I'll make things worse for you got it." Quinn feels like a little kid again and slowly nods her head and lets Russell drag her out of the school and into his car.
Santana is waiting in the library during her free period. She's looking at the clock when Brittany sits across from her at the table with a confused pout."San? Does Quinn live with her dad now?" Santana quickly takes her attention away from the clock and to Brittany."No? Why? Did you see him?" Brittany slowly nods her head with unsheded tears."I saw him take Quinn in his car." Santana jumps out of her seat and runs out of the library,down the hall and out to the parking lot and speeds onto the road. She has no idea where she's going but thinks Quinn's old house wouldn't be a bad start and preys that's where they'll be.
Quinn is trying to control her breathing when she feels Russell's hand on her shoulder and flinches.
"I'm so dissaponited in you Quinn. You couldn't just be a good girl and do what I say." Russell pulls in their drive way and shuts the car off. He turns towards Quinn with a pointed finger."You have to face the consequences." He gets out of the car and Quinn quickly gets out of the car and tries to run into Santana's house when Russell catches her from behind and covers her mouth."Where do you think your going?" Russell takes Quinn inside and looks around the empty house. He then takes Quinn up to her old room and shuts the door behind them with his foot."I miss this room. Dont you princess? Theres alot of nice memories in here." Quinn struggles in Russell's big arms and his hold on her tightens."Time to face the consequences." Russell takes off his belt with one hand and then lays Quinn down on the floor."Please stop! I'm sorry!" Russell covers her mouth again and shakes his head."You make a sound and I'll make it worse." Russell cups Quinn's cheek then leans down and kisses her forehead. He turns her on her stomach and lifts up her shirt. Quinn is sobbing in her hand trying not to make a sound. The first blow comes as a surprise. Quinn screams into her hand and squirms."Don't you try to get away from me!" SMACK! He hits her even harder. The more he hits the harder the blow."Think you've had enough." Quinn nods her head and uncovers her mouth."Please no more." Quinn's back is covered in blood along with the walls and the belt. Russell hits her harder making Quinn scream."Please stop!"
Santana is outside when she hears a scream. She quickly runs to the front door but then stops in her tracks. She needs something to defend herself and Quinn with. Santana runs to her garage and finds her dads clubs and takes one out of the bag then makes her way over to Quinn's old house. Santana quickly makes her way up the stairs and into Quinn's room. She sees Russell hitting Quinn with his belt."Hey! Fucker!" Russell turns around and Santana hits him in the shins;making him drop to his knees. Santana kneels next to Quinn and brushes some of her hair out of her face."I'm gonna get you out of here okay?" Quinn nods her head and looks over Santana's shoulder to see Russell approaching her."Santana! Look out!" Santana turns around to Russell punching her in the face."I've had it with you!" Russell turns Santana on her back and uses his belt to tie her hands above her head. Quinn tries to crawl away but Russell catches her and turns her on her back."Please stop!" Russell slaps her in the face."You need to learn you lesson!" He punches her stomach over and over. Santana wakes up to her hands tied and looks over to see Russell punching Quinn."Get the fuck away from her, you sick fuck!"
Russell begins to unzips his jeans while he pulls down Quinn's jeans and underwear. Quinn tries to slip out from under his body but he's too strong."No! Please!" Russell slaps her in the face again citing her face in the process with his ring. Santana tries to get her hands free; sobbing,wishing she could get to Quinn. Suddenly Santana spots none other than Judy tip toeing her way to the forgotten club. Judy silently tells Santana to be quiet. Right when Russell is about to enter Quinn Judy hits him in his back."You sick bastard! I should've done this years ago!" Judy hits his side then his back again and again till he lays on the floor unmoving. Quinn pulls up her pants and underwear before crawling over to Santana and untied her hands. Santana pulls Quinn in a carefull hug;not wanting to hurt her back."How did you know I was here?" Santana pulls out of the embrace and cups Quinn's face."Britt saw your dad take you out to the car." Quinn smiles and throws herself in Santana's arms. Judy drops the club and kneels next to the girls."That felt pretty danm good."
Santana snorts and shakes her head. Quinn pulls out of Santana's arms and pulls Judy in a hug."I think it's safe to say you've earned our trust." Santana nods her head in agreement while Quinn pulls out of her arms."Not to ruin the moment but I feel like I'm in a fucking horrible lifetime movie." Quinn laughs and shakes her head."Only you,San."
Santana carries Quinn over to her house with Judy's help. Mr. Lopez arrives and takes care of the cuts on Quinn's back. Mr. Lopez agrees to let Judy over every Friday for dinner then calls an ambulance for Russell's body."I can't believe I did that." Judy and are sitting on the love seat with Santana and Quinn cuddling on the bigger couch."You kicked some ass Mrs. F." Of course the police stop by to ask questions surrounding his death and decide it was self defense."I'm so glad that asshole is gone for good. Now I don't have to worry about him hurting my women." Quinn lightly smacks Santana's arm with a laugh along with Mr. Lopez and Judy.
I'm not so sure I really like this chapter but I felt like Russell had to die and Judy had to be the one to do it. Please let me know what you think. Also I think this story has about maybe two or possibly three more chapters before its over. The ending won't be very surprising but I hope you'll still enjoy it.(: