When I wake up it was almost 3PM and I was still sleepy. I went in the kitchen for a blood bag or two. I think it's time to go back to Mystic Falls, to see what happen with the cure, so after I feed I packed my things and I went to the airport.

It was late evening when I came to Mystic Falls and the first thing I did was that I went to Klaus' mansion.

- Klausss, are you here? "I yelled as I opened the front door."

- Look who is back; "Klaus said coming from the living room."

- Did you destroy the cure? "I asked."

- Did you have a fun time with your old friend Katherine? "Klaus questioned."

- I did. Now answer my question; "I demanded."

- Elijah give it to Rebekah; "Klaus answered."

- What? Did she took it? "I asked."

- I don't know, go and see for yourself; "Klaus told me."

- Okay; "I said and walked away."

I came to Rebekah's and mine home and saw her in the living room.

- Did you take it? "I asked."

- Rebekah turned towards me; What? "She asked confused."

- The cure; "I said."

- I don't even have the cure; "Rebekah told me."

- But Klaus told me tha-; "Before I could finish the sentence I saw Elena walking down the stairs."

- What the hell are you doing here? "I snarled."

- I'm staying here for a while; "Elena told me."

- I raised my eyebrows; Really? "I asked as I pinned her against the wall."

- Now that I'm back here, If I were you I would fear every shadow, it doesn't matter if it's day or night; I warned her adding; Even yours own.

- You're threatening me again, I'm not scared of you; "Elena said."

- Well you should be, you don't know what I'm capable of; I said to her squeezing her neck more and adding; I know you have your humanity off now so you think you are fearless, but you shouldn't be.

- If you wanted to kill me you would do it till now; "Elena said."

- I want to see you suffer, it's more satisfying; "I told her through my teeth."

Elena wanted to hit me but I grabbed her hand and push her head more into the wall.

- What I do to you right now doesn't hurt at all as much as losing someone you love; "I told her."

- I know how that feels I lost everyone-; before she could say more I shouted; Shut the hell up, I'm not done talking; The tone of my voice made Elena flinch. Then I looked down and with tears in my eyes I continued; I didn't even have a chance to tell him.

- To tell him what? "Elena allowed herself to ask."

- That I love him and how much; "I told her, looking back into her eyes and she could see anger in mine."

- I'm not to blame for that, you should have tell him that while you still had time; "Elena said."

- Yes you are; "I yelled."

- I'm so sor-; "Elena said with laugh but I started choking her before she finished what she wanted to say."

- You're sorry? I said with a laugh and added; Don't give me that crap I know you're not sorry. I'll made your life a living hell and I won't be sorry for that, at all.

- Rebekah came closer to us; Hey, stop it. You're not the only one who lost Kol; "She said."

- I looked at Rebekah still holding Elena while telling her; And yet you let this bitch to live in our house. So as long as she lives here I'm going to live with Klaus.

Before Rebekah could stop me or tell anything I vamp speed out of the house.

I came to Klaus's mansion and slammed the doors, then he came and asked me; What's wrong, love?

- Elena is living with Rebekah now, so I'm going to live here; "I informed him."

- You didn't ask if you can; "Klaus said."

- Well I know you would tell me I can, so no need to ask; "I told him going into the living room."

- Whiskey? "Klaus asked me showing me a glass of whiskey."

- I would rather have some fresh blood; I said looking towards his servants and added; Can I?

- Serve yourself, love; "Klaus said and left the room."

There were three servants standing so I tried them all, one by one and killed two. Then I sat back on the couch and drunk two half full glasses of whiskey.

- After some time Klaus came back to the living room; You didn't need to kill them; "He said."

- I killed just two; I said drinking whiskey and adding; These servants are not so tasty.

- Well sorry for that, you could leave them alive then; "Klaus said."

- I was hungry; "I told him."

- Now I don't have who to serve me; "Klaus said."

- One is still alive; I said looking over to the servant, to see if he us moving; I guess; "I added."

- Why does Elena lives with Rebekah? "Klaus asked."

- I have no idea. I thought Rebekah can't stand her, but I guess I was wrong; "I said."

- No, you're right. She can't stand her; "Klaus said."

- Then she was out of her bloody mind when she let her live there; I said and added; I'm going to try and get some sleep; Then I went to my old room at the mansion.

I got ready for the bed and try to sleep but I was just turning myself from side to side because I couldn't fall asleep. After that I opened my eyes mad because I can't fall asleep and got out of the room.

Klaus saw me leaving my room and going to the other one, so he came from his room to follow me to the other one and said; This is Kol's room.

- I know; "I said while I was opening the Kol's closet."

- Why do you need his T-shirt? "Klaus asked."

- Maybe it will help me sleep; "I said."

- Maybe you should stop thinking about him; "Klaus said coming closer to me and he took Kol's t-shirt from my hands."

- Hey; "I burst out"

- I can make your pain go away if you want; "Klaus told me."

- By compelling me? "I asked."

- How else? "Klaus replied."

- I shaked my head; I don't want that and pain is not the main problem now, it's anger and a lot of thoughts; "I told him."

- Then learn how to control it, don't let it control you; "Klaus said."

- Well I don't know how to do that; I said and added; And if I continue to be like this I don't know how much longer I can live with my emotions on.

- I don't want to see you without your emotions. You're stronger than that; "Klaus said."

- Believe me I don't want that either; "I said as I sat on Kol's bed."

- When was the last time you draw something? "Klaus asked."

- I have no idea; I said and asked; What's your point?

- Painting is metaphor for control, maybe you should try that; "Klaus said smiling."

- I don't have time for that; "I said and wanted to walk from the room, but Klaus grabbed my hand to stop me."

- Yes you do, just try it; "Klaus said."

- If that works for you doesn't mean it will work for me; "I told him."

- You have nothing to lose; "Klaus said."

- Oh I have, I can lose my time and nerves; "I said."

- Better waste your time on drawing then because you can't sleep; "Klaus said."

- I rolled my eyes; Ugh, okay. You won't stop until I try that; "I said."

- Klaus smiled; That's better; "He said."

We went where Klaus holds stuff for drawing and I was looking in the paper for one minute not knowing what to draw.

- I looked at him; I told you, this is not working for me; "I told him."

- Because you're not trying very hard; "Klaus said."

- I don't know what to draw; "I said."

- Just put anything you feel on the paper and clear your mind; "Klaus said and started walking towards the door."

- Where are you going? "I asked."

- Back to my room, you need to be alone here; "Klaus told me."

When Klaus was out of the room I told myself; Okay, let's do this.

I was drawing for like 2 hours, painted myself and it did work like Klaus said. So after that I went back to my room and saw Kol's t-shirt on the bed, Klaus left it there, I took it in my hands and smiled. Then I went to bathroom to get a quick shower and after that back to my room. I put Kol's t-shirt on me and crawled into the bed, falling asleep eventually.

When I wake up I took another longer shower and after that I went downstairs and saw Klaus looking at my paintings. He heard me entering the room and said; This is impressive.

- Really? "I asked."

- Yeah and I see it helped you; "Klaus said smiling."

- Okay, I got to admit you were right; "I told him."

- Smirk appeared on his face; Aren't I always right? "Klaus said."

- Haha, not always; "I said with a laugh."

- I see in the painting just one emotion, anger; "Klaus said."

- Well I told you I have just that right now; "I said."

- I didn't think it's that serious; "Klaus said."

- Well it is; "I said."

After a while I was just enjoying the day then something came on my mind so I got out of the house to go and visit Elena. I came there and heard that she is inside but I didn't heard Rebekah.

I came inside with vamp speed and to Elena's room, she didn't expect me while I was using vampire speed to run around her she told me yelling; Stop it.

- I stopped and looked at her smiling, before I told her; What are you going to do now?

- Elena took the stake from her nightstand and I laugh saying; Haha, I see you prepared yourself.

- I did; Elena said adding; Have a nice life on the other side; and she tried to stake me but I grabbed her hand and twisted it, causing her to drop the stake.

- Did you really think it would be that easy to kill me, little vampire? "I said with a laugh."

I took her other hand and crushed it, she groaned in pain. After that I pushed her to the ground putting my leg on her throat, but she hit my leg and I fall on the ground. Soon after that I get myself off the ground with vamp speed and Elena did the same. She then attacks me and we end up in the hallway near the stairs she wanted to push me down the stairs but I vamp speed down before she did it.

Elena follows me down and we start fighting again in the living room, breaking some stuff.

- Okay, I think this is enough for today, I don't want to destroy everything here; "I said and broke Elena's neck, then walked out of the house."

I went back to mansion I didn't see Klaus when I came, but if I did he would probably ask me where I was, because of Elena's blood on my t-shirt. I went in the living room and closed the door so I can watch TV and drink some alcohol. After one hour Rebekah came, when she found me in the living room she said with a little higher voice; Did you and Elena just have a fight in our house?

- Yeah we did and she lost; "I said smiling."

- You two destroyed the living room; "Rebekah said."

- Sorry about that, I'm going to compel someone to fix it; "I said."

- Just stop it! I can't stand you like this; "Rebekah yelled."

- You can't stand me? You're the one that let bitch who killed Kol to live in our house. I should be the one who can't stand you; "I said."

- Oh come on, you want to destroy the cure; "Rebekah said."

- Because I don't want Elena to have it and I don't want to be dead if you take it; "I yelled."

- You wouldn't die; "Rebekah yelled."

- Enough with all the shouting; Klaus said entering the living room and turned to Rebekah; You're just making it worse Rebekah, don't you see she is unstable.

- Tell her to stop being like this; "Rebekah said."

- Why do you think she would listen to me? "Klaus said."

- Bekah, I know you know deep inside of you that I would die if you take the cure, I don't know why you don't want to admit that; "I said."

- Because she wants to be human and she wants to have hope that the cure doesn't work like that; "Klaus spoke."

- When Finn and Kol died every vampire from their sire line died and if I become human then every vampire I turned will become human; "Rebekah said."

- Well I don't want to be human, same as I don't want to be dead; I said and added; So if you want cure so badly and you're willing to lose me because of that, go and find it. The cure ruined this family, Klaus and I want to destroy it, you want to take it, Kol is dead because he didn't want it to be found and none of you listen to hi-; Rebekah cut me off saying; This family was ruined long before we know about the cure.

- But even more now, don't you see it? Can you tell me when was the last time we were fighting? Rebekah was silent so I added; Exactly. If cure doesn't exist or you are not one of the people that want to take it, none of this would ever happen.

- It would happen because of some other things; "Rebekah said."

- No. I don't think so; I said and added; And if you want me back in the house tell Elena to leave it.

- Okay, I'll tell her that; "Rebekah said."

- Great; "I said, then Rebekah left house."

After Rebekah was gone I went to the grill to have a few drinks and clear my mind. I had luck that no one interrupted me while I was there.

When I came back home I went to the living room and saw Klaus there reading a letter.

- Who is that from? "I asked."

- Katherine; "Klaus replied."

- Did you give her, her freedom? "I asked."

- I didn't; "Klaus said."

- Well if she give me the cure instead of Elijah maybe you would; "I said."

- Why do you think I would? "Klaus asked."

- I can be quite charming when I want something; "I said smiling."

- You didn't tell me what happened to the cure? Rebekah was acting like Elijah didn't give it to her; "Klaus said."

- Oh yeah I forgot about that, Rebekah told me that he didn't give her the cure; "I told him."

- Then who? Klaus asked and before I could answer he added; Oh, he give it to Silas.

- Silas? Why would he do that? "I asked."

- He can appear like anyone of us; "Klaus said."

- Oh, that's not good; "I said."

- Tell me about it; Klaus said and added; So I'll need to go to New Orleans, can I leave you here alone?

- Why couldn't you leave me alone and why you need to go there? "I asked."

- Because you're unstable and Katherine told me there is some witch in New Orleans plotting a move against me; "Klaus said."

- I'll be fine as soon as Elena is out of the house; I said adding; There we go again just the other city.

- I know, love; "Klaus said."

- What is the name of the witch? "I asked."

- Jane-Anne Deveraux, why are you asking? "Klaus said."

- Long time ago I heard that member of my family married some witch in New Orleans, so that's why I'm asking; "I said."

- I didn't know that; "Klaus said."

- Well I never told anyone nor did I meet those people, I just heard about them; I said and added; So when are you going there?

- I need to go now; "Klaus said standing up."

After Klaus was gone, I got message from Rebekah that I can come home because Damon and Stefan captured Elena so they can make her turn on her humanity.

- Finally; "I said entering the house."

- So about the cure Silas has it; "Rebekah said."

- Yeah I know, Klaus figure it out; I said adding; And Klaus went to New Orleans.

- New Orleans? What the hell is he doing there? "Rebekah asked."

- There are some witches plotting a move against him so he probably went there to kill them; "I said and sat next to Rebekah in the living room."

- You don't suppose they've found a way to kill him once and for all? "Rebekah asked."

- What? No, no way; "I said and took the sip of my drink."

- So when did you meet Katherine? "Rebekah asked me."

- Well I meet her 1987 in Chicago, we were hanging out for some time and going to parties together. After that I saw her again maybe 15 years later and then I didn't hear about her until you told me she has the cure; "I said to Rebekah."

- I never expect you two would hang out together; "Rebekah said with laugh."

- Well you never know who'll you meet and become a friend with; "I told her."

- I don't think she is much of a friend; "Rebekah said."

- Well she could never replace you; "I said smiling."

- Rebekah smiled; Of course not; she said and asked; So what about that compelling thing for fixing the living room?

- I'll do that tomorrow; "I promised."

After some time talking I went to my room to take a bath and relax, after everything I really needed that.

When I finished I asked Rebekah to bring me some blood bags and when she did, she stayed in my room. We were laying on the bed talking.

- Do you think Kol is watching us right now? "Rebekah asked not looking at me."

- I looked at her saying; Of course he does.

- Every love story needs to end up bad for us, vampires; "Rebekah said."

- I took a deep breath; I know; "I said, trying to not start crying."

- I'm sorry, I don't want to see you cry; "Rebekah said."

I put my head on her lap and closed my eyes not saying anything and she stroked my hair. Then just of sudden I started crying and couldn't stop myself.

- Hey, I'm sure he doesn't want to see you cry; "Rebekah said."

- I know, but the more I try not to cry, I always start crying; "I said."

- Tell me what can I do to help? "Rebekah asked."

- Can you forgive me? "I asked."

- For what? "Rebekah asked."

- For being such a bad friend for the last few days; "I told her through tears."

- You weren't bad; Rebekah said looking at me and wiping away my tears. I looked at her with "don't lie to me" look and she added; Okay, I forgive you and you need to forgive me too. I should have never let Elena live here, when I knew you could be back any second.

- I forgive you. I hated while we were fighting; "I told her."

- Me too; "Rebekah said."

Then couple of minutes later my breathing slows down and I start to feel slightly sleepy. Rebekah was still stroking my hair, that's what make me fall asleep eventually. I fall asleep on Rebekah's lap, she didn't sleep, but after some time I changed my position and she looked at me smiling wanting to get up from the bed.

But I grabbed her hand when I felt she isn't beside me and turned around to look at her.

- Sleep here please, I don't know if I will sleep when you go out of the room; "I told her."

Rebekah smiled and lay next to me covering us with a blanket.