Nudgelover here just wanted to post this because I don't know what I'm feeling now is in this and I hope one of you guys will really listen to what I have to say
~Nudgelover
I love you I don't know how to say it. Your eyes with their mysterious gray in them makes you so alluring. Your smile makes any girl smile with you. Your funniness makes anyone laugh alongside with you, you make every girl your friend, and you know about everyone here and flirt with every girl. You know about me and you always ask me for help but I know you don't love me so why don't you love me. I was always there for you, I always was by your side and now here we are you with all your girlfriends and me all so random and happy. But of course our paths crossed again, when you have ignored me for two years, so what's special now. You think you can win back into my heart. Well no you can't, I won't let you. You're hurt me way too many times in the past and now I can't even get over you. You made me feel safe, protected, loved, and here I am again, boy meeting girl and girl falling in love with boy. Why? Why do you have to do this to me, can't you see I want you out. I absolutely hate you for this, for making me fall in love with you again. I hate it. So you can take back your sorry ass and send it back to your girls who flirt with you all the time till it's so absolutely vile and disgusting. You know that I feel this, and now you realize I was the girl you wanted. Well too late, I've moved on and so you have to too. I've moved on and there's nothing letting me stop in the direction that my life is taking me. I will love someone who will love me for who I am, not by my smarts. I will love someone who will think I am beautiful by any shape or form, not by someone who thinks I'm pretty when I look like a slut. I will love someone for being they are, not by how alluring they are. I will love someone again. So why won't you listen. Listen to your heart which always tells you the truth. Listen to the friends who have always been there for you, not hating you behind your back. Life comes only once and you should live it the way you want, not by regretting everything you've done. Always take a step back and listen before you do anything. It will make life truly livable