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With a quick movement of Tim's hand the blade slashed against my cheek.

I let a growl as the pain of the gash added to the pain of the bites he had given me before.

The hot blood dripped down my face.

I was so dizzy.

So very dizzy.

I'm sleepy.

Very very sleepy.

I wanna take a nap.

The world began to felt numb around me as it shifted out of focus.

Everything just became nice and blurry.

Fuzzy almost.

The fuzziness had black at the edges it just seemed to grow and grow.

But the more the black, the less pain I felt.

I was calm.

I didn't try to fight it.

It felt to good.

Let the blackness cradle me.

Let it hide me from the burning brightness of the world. -Chapter 24

Sadness over come me as the black started to fade.

Please just let the blackness cradle me where I can't be hurt.

The black slowly turned to grey.

The lighter it got, the more pain I felt.

By then I was reaching for the black, searching for it.

But my fingers couldn't find hold in the nothingness.

But I still attempted to grab on as the blackness faded till it was all grey.

But the grey hurt so much.

I could feel all the pain that the blackness hid.

I looked at the grey it was a stormy grey.

I've seen this before.

Then my eyes fluttered open and there was the grey.

But this time it was not endless like before it was reduced to the irises of a pair of eyes.

"Levi" I said but my voice came out hoarse and scratchy.

"Shhh it's okay, he won't hurt you anymore" he says in a unusual soothing voice.

He was sitting, looking down at me.

I was in his arms.

Then it all came back to me In quick flashes

The whispering in my ear

The bites

The ripping of the material

My screaming for help

I started to gasp for air.

The memories over taking me.

I could feel his greedy hands on me again.

Roaming my body and his greedy mouth marking my skin.

"GET OFF ME DONT TOUCH ME" I shouted I couldn't let this happen to me again.

"Calm down its just me, it's Levi" he said as he moved his hand to my waist to support me better.

His hands.

Hands.

Greedy Hands.

Bad Greedy Hands.

"NO STOP DONT TOUCH ME" I said moving away from his touch.

I realize now that I was sitting on his lap.

With just a pair of handcuffs.

I wasn't attached to a pole like before.

I stumbled off his lap in a very clumsy matter.

I just can handle Touch.

Touching.

I sat in the corner breathing fast.

I couldn't remember everything.

All I could remember was up till where he started ripping my pants then I passed out.

I couldn't remember anything else.

Oh my god.

Did he rape me?

I started to hyperventilate now.

My breathing became faster and faster.

Am I pregnant?

Faster.

Am I pregnant with that monsters baby?

Even Faster.

Levi was beside me now.

He was telling me to breath but his voice was barely a voice in the back of my mind behind all my problems.

"Breath slower you're okay, it's gonna be okay.

Please Breath calm down your gonna faint" said Levi but It sounded like a voice in the back of my head.

It didn't sound like reality.

I was drowning out reality.

I don't want to live in reality if people like Tim exist in Reality.

I don't want to live in reality if things like what happened to me happens to people.

What is this world?

Torture I thought as the blackness began to return.

I liked the blackness it was better than Reality.

It wasn't torture.

Trigger warning: sexual abuse, possible rape