Hiieo! This is the final chapter! :) but don't worry, it will continue in the second one. What? Theres gonna be a second one? Did you guys forget about it. Don't worry, it's cool. Anyway. . . I hope you all look forward to it. So get excited! It's kinda short but I hope it's good.

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Chapter 25

"I have to go to my room," I whispered so my voice wouldn't crack. I stood up and walked over to L. I couldn't look at him. I was to afraid I would see the numbers. I hesitantly looked through my hair at his face, careful not to look any higher.

"Ok," He nodded with his monotone voice. I want to kiss him. I knew it wouldn't happen. We can't do anything infront of the task force. They still don't know although I'm sure Matsuda, stupid as he is, has suspicion. It's stupid, he's the only one who show his suspicion and he's the most stupid here. Next to Misa, I guess. No one else had a clue what was going on between us.

I nodded curtly before turning and walking to the elevator. I swallowed the lump in my throat as I looked at the numbers slowly ticking down. When the doors closed, I leaned against the back wall. I couldn't even cry. I felt the tears wanting to leave me. I felt as my throat closed. My breath got heavy but no matter what, I couldn't cry.

It has to work. It just has to. I can't live without L. I stopped in the middle of the hall I was walking down. Never once have I wanted to live. I've always felt dead inside so why couldn't it be reality. Why couldn't I die? With L, I feel alive. I feel happy. I feel cared for.

Images of Mello and One fighting popped into my head. I could laugh with L. I don't think I've ever laughed before that.

"You are laughing. That's good." Near. I could tell what connection him and L had. To have L die. . .

And Mello. He looked up to L with such inspiration. He worked hard to be L's successor. If L died. . .

"I'm his little girl!" Camryn beamed. L's little girl. He helped her with bullies and from then on she was his girl. She would die soon, too. They need to see each other again. And if L died. . .

My eyes snapped open as I pulled my phone out of my pocket. Shit! I only have 2 minutes.

I turned and began running back to the elevator. "Open!" I muttered with wide eyes as I hit the button repeatedly. "Damn it!" I yelled as I gave up and went to the stairs. I ran down them as carefully as I could while still going fast.

I got to the bottom of the stairs and stood there shocked. Everything went silent. There was red lights lighting the room as the computers read something. I couldn't make it out for I wasn't paying attention. I stared as L slowly fell from his chair. I saw Light with smug smirk on his face as he watched him fall.

"No!" I screamed, tears rolling down my face. "L!" I fell to my knees as all heads turned towards me except for Lights. Kira's face did not look. He simply sat holding L as if they were friends. As if he cared.

Matsuda rushed to my side kneeling beside me as I screamed and cried not able to contain my tears anymore. I screamed for L to come back. I wanted him back. I wanted him here. I wanted him to hold me and tell me he loved me. I wanted his soft lips on my forehead telling me it was only a dream. I wanted people to tell us we had a beautiful daughter when we went for ice cream. I wanted L. I wanted L.

I wanted Kira dead.

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