Hey guys so here is the new BIGGGG chapter. I hope you'll like it and please tell me what you thought in the reviews. I have a lot of inspiration but i don't know if I want to continue this story. I mean I want to but I don't know if you guys still like it or if you grew tired of the story. Please tell me in the reviews... Anyway, enjoy!

Of course Mouse gave the wrong address. He waited for the unit to suit up and leave the unit before he could, at his turn, take a gun on the basement and join Logan and Jay who were waiting for him in front of the address. Once he was at the place, he met his two friends in their car. é

"Do you have the Ci's file?" Jay turned around to face Mouse on the backseat.
"Yeah!" he got up from his pocket a USB key and showed it to Jay. "30 minutes after they open the file, it will disappear." Mouse cracked this key so that they won't have access to it. He was just hoping they would do a copy once Mouse gave it to them.

"Good!" Jay replied. He turned back and looked at his watch, 17:15.

"Okay time to go!" he told them. He let out a heavy sigh. The three of them were very anxious. This plan had to work or Mouse would lose his mother, Jay would lose the opportunity to avenge Allie and Logan, well he had nothing to lose except his job.

When Mouse and Logan were about to open the doors of the car to get out, Jay stopped them.

"Wait… I just um… I want you to know that…"

"We know Jay" Logan replied with a small smile while Mouse squeezed his shoulder from behind.

They all got out and headed toward the house. They went up the few steps from the porch and knocked at the door. There, a man with a gun on his hand opened, looked on each side of the street to see if there was something suspicious and let in the three men.

They arrived in a corridor and the men accompanied them in a big room.

In the house there was Julia surrounded by 3 men who were there to protect her. And in the middle of the room, Mouse's mother with an adhesive tape on her mouth. Mouse looked at her didn't even frowned. He could tell she was relieved he was here but still scared of what might happen.

The team was in 3 different cars. They were heading at the address Mouse gave them before he left to join Logan and Jay. Once they arrived at the place, it was an abandoned house. They seemed to have no movement in there. They all get out from the car and strategically dispersed themselves. Voight, Lindsay, and Dawson were taking the front door while Atwater, Ruzek and Olinsky the backdoor. Everybody had an earpiece to receive Voight's orders.

"Okay enter now"

Atwater smashed down the back door while Antonio did it for the front door.

"Chicago PD!" they all yelled. They began to inspect every floor of the house but it was empty. They all met each other on the ground floor.

"Nothing" Ruzek declared.

"Damn it!" Voight yelled when he understood Mouse tricked them. "What the hell are they doing!"

Erin was very anxious about what was gonna happen. She didn't know where Jay was and she persuaded that he was putting himself in danger. And Logan too. He was her partner for more than a month now and they where supposed to tell everything to each other. She was really attached at him and it vexed her that he didn't trust her with their plan.

Plus, they were with Mouse which means they were definitely gonna do something really bad. She knew Allie was also Mouse best friend and Logan, he was loyal to his best friends so of course he followed them. She gets out from her pocket her phone. She dialed Jay's phone even if she had little hope he would answer. "come on pick up, please" she directly reached his voice mail. Of course he turned off his phone just like Mouse and Logan so that they wouldn't found them. She decided to leave a voice message. "Hey Jai it's me… Listen, I don't know what you think you are doing… but I'm begging you, come back. This isn't the right way. You are better than this. Don't go this way. I know how much you hurt and It's killing me. It kills me to see you like that. But please, please stop this…" she waited a moment and hanged up.

"What do we do Serg'?" Atwater asked.

Voight didn't respond. He was thinking. "We go back to the district" he said as he began to walk out.

"What?" Erin replied "We can't just leave them! They need us!"

"I said we go back to the district." Voight wasn't gonna give up but he knew he wasn't gonna find out where they were in here. So going back at the district and searching any clues on Logan, Jay and Mouse's computer was the best they had for now.

Erin groaned and by passed Voight angry.

"let her go now" Mouse said as he looked back at Julia.

"the files first!" Julia replied.

So mouse stepped forward but was stopped by one of the three men with a hand on his shoulder. Mouse looked at him, not destabilized at all. "You want the files? So let me give it to her!" he pushed away the men's hand from his shoulder. He continued his walk and gave to Julia the CI's files. Julia gave it to another man so he could check them.

"Now release her! She is no need to you!" Mouse said.

Julia looked back at Mouse and a smiles appeared on her face. "No!"

"What?" Mouse stepped forward but was stopped by the gun of the three men. So Logan and Jay put a hand on Mouse's each shoulders to make him step back.

"That wasn't the deal!" Jay told her.

"Are you talking about the same kind of deal you made with my husband Jay? The one that you promised to be part of the organization to finally kill him?". There was an instant of silence "Na I don't think so!". Mouse was looking at his scared mother who had tears on the corner of her eyes.

"You are just a manipulative bitch" Logan claimed.

"Ohhh… don't be rude Logan!" She smiled at him. Logan and Julia had already met when he was working on the organization. He could never stand her.

"I'm sorry for your girl friend Jay! I had to do it. No rancor?!". Jay's jaw clenched immediately

"why are you doing this?"

"You're kidding right?" Her smile disappeared. She stepped forward Jay "you have no idea?!" she looked at him straight in the eyes. "Does Carl remember you anything?"

Jay looked elsewhere.

"Yeah!" she added. "This is why! I wanted to make you as miserable as I am"

"Well you succeeded! You reached your goal… Now stop"

"oh excuse me …you thought it was over?" she started to chuckle. "its just getting started, Jay. I want to take you down. But dying is easy. And I don't want life to be easy. I want you te feel every miserable moment in your life." she titled her head on the side "I'm gonna take down every person you care about! And this begin by destroying your friend's life!" she said before she turned around pointed the gun toward Mouse's mother and shot on her head.

"NO!" Mouse said as he began to ran toward his mother. Instantly, Logan and Jay, chocked, took out their gun and shoot at the other men. While Logan shoot at the men in front of Mouse so this latter would have time to get out his gun, Jay took care of the one protecting Julia, by shooting him on the head. Another man shoot at Logan but only reached his arm. He yelled out in pain. Mouse looked at the scene, wiped his tear got up and shot at the man who just shot Logan. Julia, as for her, she was trapped. There was no escape way for her.

The other man who was supposed to check the files heard the gunshots and began to run away. Mouse caught him and ran after him in the street. There was no way anyone would get away like this. His rage take control of his whole body.

Jay looked back at Julia who was trying to escape from the window. Jay ran toward her and without hesitation shoot at her in the chest. This was the end. Julia fall on the ground. She tried to get up she was to hurt. So she leant her back against the wall. She was breathing heavily. Jay could tell she was scared. He walked slowly toward her kneeled down and looked at her.

"This is for Allie, Abby and for every person you killed for your own entertainment. This is over." He said with his teeth clenched.

Once they arrived at the district, Platt was on the phone trying to understand what a woman was saying. She was speaking fast and was scared which made the half of her words incomprehensible.

"Hank!" Platt called out as she was still on the phone, writing something on a post it.

Voight walked toward her and motioned his head toward to ask her what she needs.

"There is a woman here saying she heard gunshots" Platt knew they were looking for the detectives and thought it was worth the shot to check the address.

The whole team heard what Platt said so they waited just behind Voight knowing it would be a determinant information.

When Voight received the address they all ran back toward their car.

When Jay was looking at Julia, he heard gun shots from outside. Then realized mouse was still over there to catch the one who was trying to run away. His eyes went wide and him and Logan began to run outside.

Mouse was looking at the body in front of him. The man down was on his belly with a bullet on the back. He seemed finally dead.

"Mouse?" Jay yelled but no response "Mouse" he yelled again still running.

Mouse heard Jay screaming and turned around to find him and to reassure him.

"Jay!"

Jay was relieved that Mouse was safe and sound. They were walking toward each other when Jay looked behind Mouse's shoulders. The man who was supposed to be dead managed to get up on his elbows with a gun pointed toward Mouse.

"Mouse look out" Jay yelled. But Mouse didn't have time to turned around, a shot rang out. Mouse's body straightened and had the wind knocked out of him because of the shock.

"No!" Jay yelled. Logan who was with Jay, instantly shot back at the man's head while

Mouse fell on his knees. Jay ran toward him, kneeled down in front of him and gripped the material of his collar to support him.

« Hey, hey... come here, come here, let me look at ya."

Jay checked the wound on Mouse's back. He passed his hand on the wound and when he looked back at it, it was covered with blood. He frowned and looked back at Mouse.

"Oh, hey look, it's not even that bad... It's not even that bad, alright? Mouse? Greg!" Jay was trying to catch Mouse's eyes but in vain. Mouse was suffocating, enabled to breath. "Hey, listen to me, we are going to patch you up okay... You'll be as good as new. Huh?" still trying to make Mouse looking at him.

"I'm going to take care of you, I'm going to take care of you! I gotcha. It's my job, right, watch after my pain-in-the-ass best friend...Greg... Greg!" he yelled. "Mouse!"

Mouse exhaled his last breath and looses all of his strength. His eyes closed mechanically.

"No. No-no-no-no-no-no. Oh, God. Oh, God..." Jay lay down Mouse on the ground. He took Mouse's face in his hands and tried to wake him up by shaking him. But no response. Jay's eyes became wide, and began sobbing.

He took his torso in his arms "Greg", he cried silently, swinging back and forth with Mouse in his arms.

Logan fell on his kneel too, on the opposite sides of Jay, looking at Mouse. He was shocked, his mouth agape and tears rolling down his cheeks. He couldn't breath.

At this moment, cars with sirens arrived at the place. The team got out with their guns in their man. They could see silhouettes on the ground but couldn't tell who they were.

"hands up!" they all yelled out before Logan got up to show his face. They all lowered their guns. They all looked with confusion in their eyes at the two other men on the ground. They stepped forward to see Mouse in Jay's arms. They stepped back unconsciously, unexpected to see what they were looking at. Erin raised her hand on her mouth with tears while Antonio kneeled down with the most devastated look. Ruzek turned around, ran his hands through his hair. They were all hanging there in silence, overtaken by the events. Mouse was a very loved and dearest friend to all of them.

Jay was still swinging back and forth, his forehead stuck with Mouse's. He was gripping tighter and tighter. He didn't want to let go of him.

After a few instant, Voight had to call an ambulance. He knew the ambulance was gonna take her time. When it's about a dead body, they make the priority at the ones who aren't dead yet.

He too was devastating deep inside but he couldn't show it. He needed to stay professional with a straight head. While the ambo was on the way, Voight entered the house where all began. On the ground, three men, dead, in the middle of the room a women tied on a chair, dead, and in the back, Julia, leant against the wall, dead as well. Voight rarely assisted at a such horrible crime scene. He exhaled deeply and kneeled down in front of the women on the chair. He looked at her for a moment, closed her, before he too closed his eyes. Once he got up, he decided to get out from the house. He took a deep breath of fresh air. How was he gonna fix all of this mess. He couldn't give Jay and Logan at the police. What if they had no other choice than to act by themselves. Even if he wasn't convinced on this part, he need to go with it.

He didn't have the whole story. And he didn't need to. So he made a story to tell the police so Jay and Logan would manage to get out from this mess. When Voight elaborated the plan, he walked toward Logan, took him apart and explained him what he needed to remember, to say to the police. Logan was half listening half looking at Mouse on the ground.

"Logan!" Voight said out loud, making Logan to come back to reality. "Do you wanna go to jail? No? so listen to me okay! Focus!" Logan nodded.

Once Logan registered all of the information Voight was giving him Voight looked behind him, to watch Jay, still on the ground. He wasn't crying anymore but he was till carrying Mouse in his arms, his eyes empty.

"Now we need to do the same with Jay, which is gonna be pretty hard actually."

"I'm gonna take care of it." Logan said as he walked past everyone and headed toward Jay. He tried to make him stand but Jay shook his body in defence. "Get of off me" he yelled at Logan. Logan took a step back, put his hands on his head and made a strong comeback. He gripped Jay's shoulders, made him get up, leaving Mouse on the ground and pinned him against the first car. Jay couldn't take his eyes off of Mouse.

"Look at me!" Logan yelled back. Jay looked taken aback at the violence of his voice, just like every one who were looking at them. But Logan had no other choice. He already lost a friend he couldn't lost another one. He had his hands gripped on Jay's material hoodie.

"You're gonna do exactly what I tell you! you understand me?"

All of the team was looking at Logan talking to Jay like it was a matter of life or death. They couldn't hear what they were saying but they figured out this would be about what they needed to say to the police.

When a member of the team is the victim, they can't investigate on the case. Another district takes over it. Once they were cleared, the ambulance was already there, taking away Mouse's body on a stretcher. Jay was walking slowly after him with Logan by his side.

The police cars were dispersed all over the street. Some scientist where taking pictures of the crime scene, taking every sample of blood while the detectives from another district were asking questions to everyone.

When the police had all of the information's they needed, the street began to cleared herself. The crime scene was relieved for the bodies and there was a lot less police cars and ambulances.

Jay was back to his apartment, destroyed and Logan was with him. Jay wasn't in a mood for company but he figured out that Logan needed him more than Jay needed Logan. So as a friend, he had to comfort Logan. He headed toward his kitchen, opened the cupboard he promised himself he would never open it again and took out a bottle of Whiskey.

He went back to the living room in where Logan was sitting on the couch, his head in his hands.

"This shouldn't have happened." He finally said. He still couldn't believe it. He had a knot in his stomach, making him want to vomit. Jay had to be strong for the two of us because he knew Logan was soon gonna break down. And it was comprehensible. Logan has also lost a lot of persons in his life, whether it was at war or in his life.

Jay sat two glasses on his coffee table and poured themselves some whiskey. While Logan took it and drank it in one gulp, Jay headed toward his window and admired the city. He wondered if he would miss this city if one day he decided to leave it. He was looking through the window, at the emptiness. He was used by now to lose everyone he loves: his mother, Ben, Allie, Abby, Mouse… he let out a cold laugh at how pathetic his life was. Couldn't be worse.

"I've lost everyone…" he finally admitted, looking at his glass with tears coming from the corner of his eyes. "There is nothing more for me here. Nothing left…"

"What are talking about?" he looked up "You still have me and- and Mark and…" Logan didn't finish his sentence when he saw Jay slightly shaking his head.

"I'm so tired man…just don't know how much more of this I can take!" he turned around to look at Logan. This latter straightened up as he realized Jay was trying to tell him something. But the two of them were so exhausted they weren't thinking clearly.

"I'm gonna leave, you are gonna sleep and we are gonna talk about this tomorrow okay?" Logan began to get up and took his jacket. Jay turned back to look at the view of the city he loves so much. He took a gulp of his whiskey and when he realized it was already finish he poured himself another drink. Logan opened the door, looked back at Jay with a mournful face and closed the door behind him. On his way out of the building, he had his head held low, his hands deep in the pockets of his leather jacket.

"Hey…" a raspy female voice is carried in the hasty wind, capturing Logan's attention. Logan looked up to meet Erin.

"Hey." It's fast and to-the-point before he resumed his walk toward his car. Erin frowned and looked taken aback of Logan's behaviour toward her.

"Woah, hold on." After catching up with him, she grabbed his arm and twisted Logan's body toward her own. He didn't make eyes contact as her steely glare is softened by his red eyes who were darkening his beautiful green eyes.

"Logan, I'm…" at this moment, Logan's eyes find hers, waiting for her to say the words he heard to many times in his life. "do you know how many times I saw this face?" he asked her. "This apologize face with small, sad eyes and…" his eyes went from her eyes to her mouth and motioned his head toward it "a mouth slightly opened because they don't know what to say to you… because what ever you say it won't change anything…".

She didn't respond. The only thing coming out from their mouths was the steam due to the coldness.

"in a life that´s long and well lived, there´s gonna be pain and darkness…" she looks at him and captured his head with her hands. "But never give up okay?! I'm here, we are all here staying right by your side…" she looked at him asking him with her eyes if he understood what she was saying to him. She was really attached to Logan. He's always been great with her. Logan nodded and took a deep breath, realizing he was gonna live without him for the rest of his life. Erin brought him closer to her and enlaced her hands around his neck to hug him. After a moment, they split up and Logan looks up at Jay's apartment before looking back at her. "I think he needs you, even if he won't admit it…" he told her with a small smile.

Erin, at her turn, looked up at Jay's place and back at Logan. She quickly smiled at him before watching him leaving her. Once he drove away from Jay's place, Erin deeply exhaled, preparing herself to confront Jay and began to walk into his building.

She knocked at his door and waited a few seconds before she hearing footsteps coming closer to the door. When the door opened, Jay appeared, exhaling. He turned around, took back his glass and went back to his earlier spot, in front of the window.

"I came back to make sure that you were okay..." She said as she stepped in and closed the door behind her.

"I appreciate the gesture." He replied ironically, as he took a gulp of whiskey. "I'm just glad that it's over".

Erin raised one of her eyebrow at how ridiculous his answer was.

"You know I don't believe that right?" she said as she folded her arms. He quickly glanced at her and looked back outside. Of course she wouldn't believe that. He just didn't know what else to say. "I'm your friend…" she stepped forward.

"I'm well aware of that" he let out a cold laugh. Friends…

"and a friend usually knows when their friend is hurting"

"what do you wanna hear? That I'm upset? Well I'm not." He snapped back with angry eyes looking at her. This eyes weren't addressed at her specifically. "I don't feel miserable or angry and I don't feel good or bad. I feel nothing!" He didn't want to show his emotions because this would make him weaker than he already is. And Erin realized that. But she couldn't understand it. She was her partner; they were supposed to rely on each other. But all he was doing was rejecting her while all she wanted to do was helping him.

"Why do you keep pulling away from me?" she asked angry, her eyes full of incomprehension.

"Because everyone is dead." He replied immediately "I can't loose you too. I won't survive."

When she heard his words, a piece of her heart broke. She exhaled, her shoulder relaxed themselves and her face softened.

She slowly stepped forward and positioned herself in front of Jay. She took his glass away from his hands and put it on the coffee table. She moved closer and closer while Jay was watching her do so, before she kissed him in the cheek. Jay closed his eyes. They stayed in each other arms for a moment before Erin broke the silence.

"what are you gonna do now?" she asked as she stepped back.

"I have no idea" he chuckled. "Every time I try to fight back; it just gets worst. People keep getting hurt. Maybe it's a sign…" he raised his shoulders nonchalant.

"What does that mean?"

"Nothing" he smiled at her and finished his glass.

When Jay arrived in front of Mouse's apartment, He rustled through his pocket for the key of the apartment and once he found it, he stuck it in the locks and turned it. He gently pushed open the door and pulled his key out of the lock. He took one step inside, looked on the right side for the switch. Once he reached it, Mouse's apartment lightened.

Jay closed the door behind him, dropped the key on the counter next to him and looked at the apartment. He began to walk forward, headed toward his kitchen, took a beer on the fridge, opened it and came back to the living room where he sat in front of the table. He took a long gulp of his beer before exhaling deeply. He put his elbows on the table and sustained his head with his right hand.

They were several papers on the table but one attracted Jay's attention. It was a letter with written For Jay on it. When he took it in his hands, he palpated it and could feel something thick in it. He opened it and get out a USB key.

Jay took Mouse's computer and plugged the key in. An image of Mouse appeared. So he clicked on play.

"So, this will be a short one… uh, something to remember me by if things go South; if I don't make it out today..." Jay's eyes went wide when he realized this were Mouse's goodbyes. "I've tried to be optimistic about all this, but I, um, I just can't. I can only believe that we are doing is the right thing, that we can stop this disaster… Only, um… I- I don't know what I'll have to give up in return. My sanity? My life? It's impossible to say.But sacrifice… that's what we do for the people we love" "Anyway…Whatever happens, it's not an ending. It's just another chapter in this- this endless story. And it'll be your job… and mum and- and Logan's and Mark's to keep turning the pages." Jay ran his hand through his bear. He was devastated. His eyes were red, his hands were trembling and his heart was beating fast. "I never got to say thank you… for everything you did to me… You saved my life... And I knew it knew it before you did. And for that I'm so grateful." He stops a moment."You know I- I keep thinking about something Orson Welles once said… something like, if you… if you want a happy ending, it all depends on where you stop telling your story. So maybe… maybe that's the answer. Maybe that's how people keep marching forward. If something goes wrong in there, Jay… if something happens to me… when you tell my story years from now… please tell them the one about how I lost my way, and then I found it again, just in time to save the ones I love. And- and- just… end it there. That will keep everyone smiling." A small smile appeared on mouse's face at this moment. "Goodbye Jay. Say hello to mom. Tell her I love her, okay? Tell her I- I love you both… I love you both." The video ended there. This couldn't be it. This couldn't be the end.

It was to hard for Jay. he couldn't live without his best friend.

"What am I gonna do without you?" he murmured as he put his head on his hands.