Just Levy
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Chapter Twentyfive- Just forget us
THURSDAY
I haven't confronted Jet yet.
I just can't do it.
Right now, it's thirteen minutes until I have to wake up for school but I feel like I can barely move. My small body has been through a night of crying and pruning in the shower. My already suckish hair is probably a rat's nest. For almost my entire high school life I thought me and Jet were steady and it would last. I thought he would be the one I would trust my body with—I should've known this would've failed. I bet the other girl is prettier than me—taller—has more body…
"Of course Jet hates my body. Even I would hate my body." I begin to sob, once again. Milliana and Yukino have texted and called me repeatedly but I ignored time after time. I'm not going to school. If I go to school, and anyone says anything to me, I might fucking kill them.
Is this how Lucy felt? Did I feel like her heart was being ripped out of her chest by someone's clawed hands? I shove my face into my pillow and scream as loud as I can.
It was times like right now that make me wish I didn't live alone. I feel like being alone right now is just worst for my current situation. My doorbell rings. I sigh and turn over. It rings a few more times. I swear to…
Getting up, I slip on sweatpants and then trudge to the door. I swing it open, and of- FUCKING course Gerald is standing there.
"What did she tell you?"
"Jet why?" I sound wretched and pitiful as I ask this. His eyes scan my appearance and he looks shocked. "What? Did you expect me to be fine with this?" he sighs and rubs his eyes.
"Levy what did Milliana tell you?" he asks me, about to step in the foyer, as he does routinely. I try my best to block him.
"No. Stay outside." I command. Usually when I look at Jet, I see my baby, my 6'3 baby who I love so much it hurts. My baby who has freckles across his nose and eyes that could steal a soul. Hair that rivaled fire itself.
Now all I see is trash. Trash. More trash.
"It's not true. Whatever she said isn't true." I lean on the door and twist my mouth into a knowing and disgusted look.
"What's her name?" I grumble.
"I don't know-" I slam my hand against the door, ignoring the ache.
"GERALD LIVINGSTON WHAT IS HER FREAKING NAME?" I screech. I feel like maybe the entire neighborhood heard me. He actually looks scared of me. I then realise my nails are digging into the door. He rubs the back of his neck.
"Kagura." I nod.
"Mhhm. Okay. What color is her hair?" I quarry more, my attitutude intensifying.
"Why does that matter? Why is that important?" he questions angrily.
"Fuck you, Jet!" I scream before attempting to slam the door. He barges in and I beat my fists against him. "Get out!"
"No! We need to talk!"
"Jet don't talk to me! Don't breathe near me! Go be with your little slut and stay away! JUST LEAVE ME ALONE! JUST FORGET US!" His face is guilt stricken and I swear I see tears form in his eyes. I cross my arms, hands ready to grab anything I need to throw at him. Jet had a terrible temper. He might punch the wall, or worse, me. "Now get out of my house before I call the police." I whisper venomously. He nods, and wipes his tears away. I'm stone now. His tears won't affect me.
"Okay." He turns to leave. I stay in my spot. "I love you." He weakly grumbles.
"I… I loved, you." I crack back. And with that Jet walks out. Jet walks out of my house and out of my life.
When I wake up, it's night. I've been asleep all day. Everytime my eyes would open I would just force them back closed. I turn over and almost have a heart attack.
"It's about time." Milliana spats at me. She looks pissed. My voice is hoarse and I know random cheetos are in my bed.
"W-what are you doing here?" I manage to croak out. She stands up and shoves her phone in my face.
"Levy I thought something happened! You haven't answered any calls or texts! You live alone! You looked tired!" she yells, arms crossed. I just rub my throat.
"H-how did you get here?" She kisses her teeth and sits at the end of the bed.
"Gray drove me. He's still here." I sit up, then feel dizzy at the suddeness of it.
"He's here?!" I panic in a raspy voice. She pushes me back down.
"Chill. He's in the living room. Levy I don't think you should be alone right now. Jet told me everything. This morning, your neighbor heard the screaming." Oh right. That happened.
"Okay and what? I'll be fine. Now can you both just leave?" I snap as she shakes her head. I soften and rub my temples. "Look, thanks for coming over. I'm fine, okay?" I whisper. She kisses my forehead.
"You're sweating." She tells me. I sit up and lift my arms up and she takes my hoodie off, so I wear only a tank top. "Gray brought you some left overs." She rubs my messy hair sweetly.
"Thank you." She smiles and tucks me back in. Gray pops into my room and I pull the covers over my head. Ugh. Why did he have to be here? My life was already falling into shambles. I didn't need one of my problems in my house.
"Babe, ready to go?" Milliana rakes her hand through her hair. "Hey, Levy. You'll be alright. I got you Mozzarella sticks. Your favorite." He remembered. He actually remembered.
"T-thanks." I squeak out from under my comforter.
"Milli let's go. Natsu and I are going tagging tonight." Aaaand he's back.
"Um, no you're not. Take me home." She scolds him as he chuckles. "Bye Levs. You better be at school tomorrow." She says to me next. She closes my door gently and I hear he lock the front door and leave. I smile small-ly before falling asleep again.
I lean against my locker. Today is the day of the dance so people are very buzzed and excited. I, myself, just get my books, following my normal routine. I vowed for the rest of the year I wouldn't get involved with anyone. I also vowed to wear sweatpants or leggings everyday. Jeans were for people who cared. When I close my locker, Yukino is standing there.
"You're blonde." I observe weakly. She nods and takes my hands in hers. Oh great.
"Levy sorry I couldn't come yesterday. Me and Sting were finding a new tie since I dyed my hair!" she begins crying and I just grin at my emotional friend and hand her a tissue from my locker, and she loudly blows her small nose and wipes away the dripping mascara. I'm too busy looking at her new hair. It's blonde, but looks natural.
"It's fine. Enjoy your prince." She hugs me tightly, awkwardly petting my hair. "Yukino, really. I'll be fine." I reassure her. I don't know I if believe myself as I say it.
"Okay." She sniffles. Sting comes up behind her and kisses her neck.
"Hey baby." He rubs his hands up her body as I inwardly gag and dryly turn back to my locker. "Oh, hey Lottie."
"It's Levy." I correct him, for maybe the first time ever. I would have never corrected Lucy or her goons before.
"I know." He sings. I roll my eyes and try to hold back a simper at him.
"Let's go to class." Yukino cheers, back to her normal self. "Baby you got your car washed right? For the dance?" She whinily asks.
"Anything for my princess." He says quietly causing my newly blonde haired friend to giggle. She embraces me under her arm.
"And anything for mine." She tells me.
This is okay.
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