Hey All.

So yeah i know it's been an extremely long time since i last updated but i had many things going on one of those things was having my own baby, After my four Sons i finally have a daughter whom is actually Named Destiny-Star. I love the name Destiny so i thought why not.

So getting back to the story at hand i thought i owed it to you guys to start finishing up this story. I've lost a lot of inspiration for this story mainly because i lost my love for the show around the time Tara died, I've not got into the final season though i know what happens. So i'm going to try another two chapters before epoligue to end it. Just so we're clear we have jumped forward by four months.

Oh & Beware we have a little sexual therapy in this chapter ;)

Enjoy!

It had been four months, four months of battling the constant need to be sick, the feeling of loneliness whenever Jax was out of town.

She had no strength to even take proper care of Destiny, she was echausted from the long sleepless nights because of their son.

A boy.

They'd found out at their twenty week ultrasound, the smile on Jax' face was enough to know that this baby was what he needed, what they both needed to leave this life behind.

Opie was riding again and he would stop by whenever he had a chance, he stopped by two days before letting her know that he would be having a birthday celebration for Kenny.

She still couldn't believe it was a year ago that he had been born, that his mother had died.

The door slammed loudly causing her to jump

"Hey Darlin' You get much sleep last night?"

Pippa turned to Jax, his hair greasy as ever and his face covered in black dirt

"I'm guessing I had a better night than you" Jax smiled as he stepped towards her kissing her lips softly and placed his hand over the growing bump that contained his son

"I'm gonna go have a shower, why don't you lay down and I'll bring you some breakfast"

Pippa bit her lip seductively

"Or we could save water and shower together"

Jax grinned pulling her hand towards him as he dragged her to the bathroom.

She was hungry for him more than she had been in the last few months,

she had moments where her sex drive would be sky high but he was never around to take care of her needs,

he was always so far away on a run for the club and then there were the nights he was home and they would have Destiny still wide awake watching some movie that Jax had put on by accident which always resulted in Pippa falling asleep across his lap.

Destiny had stayed with Gemma,

she wanted to help because she knew the hard time Pippa had begun to have with the new baby,

the one she had insisted on calling him.

Jax didn't want it, she and Jax had discussed a name for their son and it certainly wasn't the name she had thought up.

Jax watched her as he threw his shirt into the laudry basket,

her eyes falling on his chiselled chest, it was beautiful despite the wound the he had covered in a tattoo that he carried on his chest from when he was fifteen years old, She remembered it well.

It was just after John had died, Jax wanted to be the man of his house,

protect his mom so when he'd overheard Clay mention a man's name and his father's death in the same sentence, he ran around searching for him.

He found him alright, earned a knife wound in the process.

Gemma had kicked his and Opie's asses for weeks, they were made to do all the clubhouse cleaning and they hated it.

He was never stupid again, well until he joined the up.

"Hey. You're miles away" Pippa looked up at him smiling softly

"Sorry. I was just memerising your body"

Jax smirked "Want me to make it so you never forget?"

Pippa giggled as she stood up slowly removing her night dress that covered her growing abdomen

"I look like a hippo" She groaned earning a stern look from Jax

"No babe. You look beautiful, This is ours. Our boy and I don't care how much you grow you're still beautiful to me"

Pippa smiled as she placed a kiss on his lips.

He reached out pulling her body with him towards the steaming shower.

The water cascading down their body broke them apart, she loved the feel of it, clensing them both.

Jax pulled her close then spun her around, she knew what he was doing,

she wanted it just as bad and this was the only posistion they could manage now while they showered.

His knee slipped between her legs parting them as she leaned over reaching pressing her hands to the tiled wall.

His length rubbed against her butt, bulging and ready for her wetness just as she was ready for him.

She pushed against him pleading for him to fill her.

He groaned a he steadied himself at her opening, he could feel it on himself already,

the pregnancy thing was great for them she was always dripping wet before he had even entered her or touched her.

He entered her with one slick movement earning an involutanry moan from her lips.

The feel of him within her caused her stomach to knot with the need for more,

she needed him to quicken his pace and make her scream out his name.

She pushed against him at every movement he made gently towards her.

He hissed as he felt her pushing against him, he knew what it meant.

She needed him to bury himself even deeper, to push her to her limits and quicken his pace.

He pushed against her harder, gripping the hips as he steadied her in place.

She moaned aloud with every movement he made almost bringing her to the edge of her ecstasy.

Feeling him moving deeper and faster inside her she knew it was time, her walls clenched tightly around him as she cried out in delight.

He pushed once more crying out with his own release.

Pippa stood back up smiling as she turned to him capturing his lips.

She hadn't felt so relieved in days.

She missed him and she showed just how much

"You feel better now darlin'?" Jax questioned as he pulled her towards him

his nose grazing hers "Loads better now. I missed you"

Jax laid a sweet kiss on her lips again.

"I missed you too. Both of you" He rested his hand on her stomach telling his son that he had missed him.

"We better get washed up, Destiny is going to wanna see her daddy"

Jax chuckled "We best not keep our girl waiting"

He couldn't wait to see Destiny just as much as she wanted to see him.

Arriving at Gemma's they were greeted with the cheerful little girl running towards them

"Daddy" she screamed happily as she shot into his arms hugging him tightly

"Didn't even see you coming and she's straight out the door. I swear Jackson, she is just like you. Knew the minute your dad's bike came up the street"

Jax smiled as he kissed his daughter cheek

"I missed you Daddy" she said as she hugged him even tighter.

"I missed you too baby" Pippa smiled lovingly at them as she held her hand over her stomach smiling.

Despite the pair of them wanting to get out this was their family, no matter what happened In their lives they always had the club.

"How are you today baby?" Gemma asked as Pippa came to the door

"Ok, the usual pain, you know" Gemma patted her shoulder supportively as Pippa walked into the house to greet everybody else

"Hey Pips. How you been sweetheart?" Bobby called from his place next to her father as they smoked around the table.

"Good Bobby. Just tired you know how it is lugging few extra pounds around"

Tig, Chibs, Opie and Clay burst out laughing as Bobby grinned nodding

"Your funny kid, Still got the charm ey"

Pippa leaned down kissing his cheek softly "You know it"

Jax reached out for Pippa's waist leading her to their seats at the table smiling as everybody laughed about some sily thing Pippa had done as a kid.

"So when you guys going to get hitched?" Tig asked earning a round of laughter from the table.

"When he asks me" Pippa added earning a kiss on the cheek from Jax.

Damn he wanted to marry her more than anything, he wanted nothing more that to have every crow eater in every charter know that the woman that rode on his bike was his bad ass wife.

"Let's eat" Gemma announced as she brought the remainder of food to the table.

She took her seat at the head of the table facing Clay like always.

This used to be one of Pippa's dreams as a child, sitting at the head of the table looking at her husband lovingly as the club circled the table eating as a family.

Because it's what they all were.

"You okay babe?" Pippa looked towards Jax as trying to hid the yawn that escaped her mouth

"You tired?" Pippa nodded her head

"I didn't get much sleep last night" Jax smiled kissing her head

"We're gonna head home soon" Gemma looked at Pippa concerned something wasn't right and she knew it.

"Baby girl, you ok?" Destiny looked up towards her and smiled

"Yes Grandma, I'm ok" The table erupted into laughter as Destiny had answered Gemma's question to Pippa.

"Jackson. Can I have a word outside" Jax looked confused but followed behind his mother out of sight and hearing range of the other guest

"What's up?" Gemma turned to him worried

"You need to get pippa to St Thomas, She doesn't look well Jax" Jax sighed.

"She's probably just tired, I've been gone for a week mom. She's been on her own and she doesn't sleep when I'm not there"

Gemma was defeated "Ok. Leave Destiny here again and let me know how she feels tomorrow" Jax nodded.

Sleep had taken Pippa so quickly when they arrived home, she was in Jax' arms and that's the only place that she could sleep nowadays.

He laid beside her wrapping his arms around her bump feeling the kicks from their son letting him know he was there. He loved every second of these moments.

He couldn't help smiling.

It all happened so fast, Pippa was sat up panting heavily as tears rolled down her cheeks

"Pip. What wrong?" Pippa looked at him

"I just need a drink" she whispered climbing from their bed.

Jax caught sight of the sheets as she stood from the bed

"Pippa. I need to get you to hospital" She looked at him confused

"Why? It was just a bad dream"

Jax pulled the covers away the large puddle of blood almost made her faint

"Oh my god" Jax jumped from the bed securing her in his arms

"I'm gonna call an ambulance"

Pippa nodded as he laid her back onto their bed not caring about the blood that was smothered everywhere.

He ran out of the room calling an ambulance and grabbing plenty of towels to help with the over flowing bleeding.

He didn't know what was wrong or what to do, he just knew she needed help.

The drive to the hospital seemed like hours,

when they finally climbed from the ambulance she was whisked away from him and nobody would tell him why.

He just wanted to know they were both safe and that the doctors were doing all they could to help her.

He sat on the chairs in the waiting room, his hand rubbing the blood down his pants trying to remove it from his skin.

"Mr Teller?" A doctor stood before him watching nervously

"Whats going on?"

"The baby is in distress so we're going to need to do an emergency C-section. Miss Winston has asked for you to be present but as she will be put to sleep I am unable to permit it but you can have a few moments alone before we rush her into surgery"

He nodded standing to follow the doctor to Pippa.

She sat so numbly in the bed watching the door, tears streaming down her face

"Hey darling; What're the tears for?"

Jax rushed to her side gently resting his hand on her cheek wiping the stray tears

"I'm scared Jax" He kissed her forehead softly

"It's gonna be ok. You're both gonna be ok"

He felt his own fears fill his chest

"I love you" he whispered against her ear as he walked from the room wiping the tears from his face unable to let her see him cry.

He stood outside the hospital smoking his cigeratte unable to call his mother or stand waiting for his son to make his entrance into the world or to know Pippa was ok.

He wanted to pray, to tell the man upstairs that they needed to stay safe, that he needed them alive

"Mr Teller?" a young nurse came rushing out of the doors her face flush from running

"Yeah Darlin'?" "Your child is heading to the neonatal ward now"

Jax exhaled deeply he was safe.

Entering the room crowded with quite a few babies then he saw the baby boy wearing the blue samcro hat.

He was theirs.

It was his son

"Does he have a name? With so many of them in here we tend to prefer them to have a name"

Jax smiled as he took in his son and the name Pippa had choosen rushed to his head, the name was perfect fitted him right down to the small button nose

"Thomas John Teller" The nurse smiled

"That's a nice name. He already looks like a fighter"

Jax nodded

"He sure is, If he's anything like his sister" Jax moved away from the room offering the nurse a warm smile

he needed to check Pippa then he needed to let the family know their son was here.

Walking into her room she was sleeping soundly.

He gently reached out for her hand as he sat beside her

"Thank you. Thank you for our children" He felt his tears coming to the surface he began wiping them furiously trying to be strong for her

"It's ok to cry. It's a human reaction especially when you're meeting your son for the first time" Pippa croaked out as her eyes opened to look at him

"I thought you were asleep" She nodded

"I was but I could hear you. How is he?"

Jax smiled "He's perfect. They asked for his name so I told them we had named him Thomas John Teller. That alright?"

Pippa smiled as she reached out for him

"I told you his name was Thomas John when we found out he was a boy, Tommy was special to both of us and well your dad was there for me when mine wasn't, so its only fair the first grandson, nephew should be named after them"

"I gotta call everyone. You want me to call your mom?"

Pippa shock her head

"I'll call her first thing but we both know your mom will hit the roof if we don't tell her first."

Jax chuckled

"I'll tell her not to come until you've met him. You're his mother, the first familiar face I want him to see is yours"

Pippa leaned as far forward as she could capturing his lips with hers.

She was so in love with him right now.

R&R

A/N: So their baby is here, i really didn't want to continue writing the pregnancy i thought why not fast forward. They're happier than they were when we left them in the last chapter but will this continue when Gemma finds out they want out, Considering Pippa was raised like Jax and knows the club life could prove difficult.