Hi! okay, it was not so easy to write this the same day : DPlus, I rewrote this so now it's better. Anyways, Enjoy!

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Chapter 25: Memories don't fade away so easily

I woke up with a terrible back ache. It felt like I had slept on rocks for years and as if my pillow was only a piece of thin fabric. I tried to open my eyes, but when I did that the sunshine hurt my eyes like fire and I quickly closed them to save myself from blindness.

I turned around a little and tried to stand up. After a few minutes I decided that I was not able to stand up so I just stayed in a sitting position and look around myself. Block of apartments, trees, morning sky, sun, trees, street, road, a lady with an expensive looking dress, my feet and another block of apartments.

After looking around for about fifteen minutes I asked myself; where the hell am I?

I tried to think what had happened five minutes before this, but I couldn't just remember. It was impossible. I stood up. I started walking around this weird town and trying to remember where I was. I had walked around this town for almost an hour until a small, black haired, young woman came to me and she asked me worriedly:

"Edward, where have you been all this time? You disappointed Bella very much and now she thinks you forgot her!" The woman said silently to me.

But who was this ''Edward'' she was referring to? And who was Bella?'

"Excuse me Miss, but who are Bella and Edward? You see I just woke up in between two low quality buildings and have no memory of anything that has happened and I also have a terrible back ache."

"Well, you are Edward! Edward Anthony Mason and Isabella Marie Swan is the woman you proposed to before you went to war… Why don't I take you to my house so you can clean yourself and have a little supper and back massage from one of my maids- is that okay with you?"

I just nodded to the girl before we started walking towards a big, three storied mansion with a rusty gate and a 4 km long garden full of roses.

Before we entered the house I asked the woman:

"What is your name Miss?"

"My name is Mary Alice Cullen" And I really don't know why, but that name rang a bell in my head, but I couldn't remember where I've heard it before. That is until I get a flashback:

"Edward you are so mean! We made a deal that you will not find me first, so that I look smart in front of Jasper!" Alice says to me in a shushed voice. I just laugh at the small fourteen year old girl and say:

"Well I'm sorry but I found Jasper already…" I see Alice calm down a little but she becomes nervous when she sees an evil grin forming on my lips.

"Why are looking at me with that grin, Edward?"

"Well, because Jasper is next to me." Jasper and I laugh together at Alice's red face, but our laughs die quickly when we notice Alice fainting.

"Alice are you okay?"

"Edward are you okay?" I heard Alice ask me. I shuffle my head a little and just smiled. She smiled back to me and said that she hoped my favorite breakfast will make remember more of my past.

We walked inside the mansion and Alice called a maid who would bring me to one of the guestrooms on the second floor. The maid quickly took me to a room that was full of books and musical notes for a piano that was on the corner of the room next to the double bed with blood red satin bed sheets. She showed me where everything was and left the room to give some peace.

I went directly to my room's bathroom and looked at myself on the mirror. I had black hair with some copper hair starting to come from my roots, so I obviously thought my hair was really copperish, not black. I took of the contacts that I were a little dirty and saw my green eyes looking at back at me from the mirror. I stripped my clothes and took a shower. As I was washing the shampoo from my hair I noticed the water turning black and I had another flashback right then:

"You have to dye your hair black and have to use contacts so people won't recognize you, Eddieboy." said Joshua.

"Don't call me that Joshua, and will the dye go away?" I ask him.

He just nods to me and helps me put the color in my hair.

"So now that we have done this a second time, I guess you won't need to do it a third time, because as I've read the papers, they say that the murderer has been found already."

"Okay, that's good I guess…"

I came out of my flashback and looked at the now grayish water. I quickly washed myself from the dirt and got out of the shower and went to the closet in my bedroom to quickly change.

After I had dressed up I opened the door and walked around the first floor, trying to find the kitchen. After I found it, I took a seat at the fully set table. Alice entered the room after a few minutes. She took a seat next to me and called in a maid who served us anything we wanted to eat.

"So, Edward what do you remember?" Alice asked me.

"Well, I remember who you are... and Jasper, too. And this guy named Joshua. I think I know him from my childhood or something- but other than that I have no idea."

She just nodded to my way and smiled. We ate in silence until I heard the door opening and saw Jasper coming to the room with a smile on his face. That is until he saw me and his smile faded away and he looked at me with anger. I didn't understand why.

"Jasper dear don't be mad at him. He's lost his memory and remembers only some random things." Alice said calmly to him.

Jasper just sat down next to Alice and waited for the maid to give him some coffee and breakfast.

"So, what do you remember Edward?" Jasper asked me suddenly.

I smiled at him and said:

"Well, I remember the day when Alice fainted because of us. And then also while I was in the shower, I remembered this guy Joshua, who helped me dye my hair black and talked about this murderer who had been put in prison so I didn't have to dye my hair again and use contacts…"

"You mean Joshua Swan? Bella's big brother, who is also your best friend since you were little?" Jasper asked me silently, but I forget to answer as a new flashback invades my mind:

"Hi, can I use the swing too?"Asked a boy with orange locks and brown eyes. I get of the swing and sit next to it as the boy sits down on the swing.

"So, what's your name carrot?" I ask him.

"Joshua Swan and I'm already six! What about you?"

"My name is Edward Mason and I'm six too!"

"Edward? Are you alive there?" I heard Jaspers voice saying to me.

"Yes, I'm alive. I just had a flashback. I met Joshua when we were six in a park. His name was Joshua Swan."

As I said that the door opened again and inside came this very muscular and big man with brown hair and blue eyes. When he saw me he walked straightly to me and hugged me so hard that I couldn't breathe anymore.

"Eddieboy, whatever your reason was to hurt Bella I truly forgive you, because it's been too long since I've saw you."

"He remembers only random things, Emmett. I think he got a hit on the on the head and forgot everything." Said Jasper.

Then I got again a flashback:

"Eddieboy, you are sixteen! You have to have a party to celebrate this!" Emmett screams to me from my room. I look at myself in the mirror and as I shave quickly. I try to comb my hair, but abandon the idea after a few seconds.

I come out of the bathroom to see my two best friends; Emmett and Joshua.

"Of course we are going to party Emmett. Do you have any idea where?"

"Well, I've invited a few friends to the park for tonight. The party starts in an hour."

"This is going to be so much fun!" Joshua squeals like a girl. We all laugh at him and walk out of my room.

As my flashback ended everyone were talking about nonsense and all.

We talked about many things and my friends were telling me about my life, but everyone became silent as the door opened and I saw a girl with brown hair and brown eyes. She looked at me with so much love and lust, but all I could think was that this girl looked like Joshua.

"Edward?" She asked me with a happy voice.

"Are you Bella?" I asked the girl.

She just nodded and sat down next to Rosalie, Emmett's wife. Bella was kind of plain; I just didn't see anything special in her. Her brown locks had flopped and her brown eyes were boring to look in. I really didn't know what I found so special in her to actually fall in love with her and ask her to be my wife.

Maybe I should try just to live my life and not force myself to love her, since I really don't.

Suddenly the door opened and in came Joshua. He took my hand and took me to my room looking mad as hell.

"What's going on Eddieboy? You should be looking more than happy! You are now again with Bella!" He said to me.

"I'm sorry Josh, but I lost my memory and now that I saw her again, I just can't find anything to love about her. I'm sorry, Joshy."

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