I know, I know. Terrible updating job. Again. Trust me; I'm just as upset as you guys are. I'm trying. Between school, homework, and all-day track meets, I'm really trying. But the good news is that the track season is done next week so I'll have my weekends free again! Which means more time to write (and watch TV). Though, the next chapter might be awhile because I'm planning on editing all previous chapters. I have to revise all the mistakes my 8th grade self made. Haha. And ooh! Guess what? I started writing this story a year and half a month ago. That makes me very happy. Anywho, once again a huge thanks to my faithful reviewers: elyse.s2, RosesFromDrew, Flora73, PurpleChameleon, and BurningUmbrellas (for reviewing so many chapters : ))

Edward's POV

2 weeks before 50th Date

I remember the exact moment when I realized what I wanted to do with the rest of my life. It was the moment where everything became clear; it was the moment where I decided that I wanted to marry my love, my life, my Bella, and have beautiful brown-eyed, bronze-haired children with her.

It was Monday and it was raining pretty heavily. Bella was at the bookstore and I was already missing her and all the warmth her presence brought me. I entered a local grocery store to get some gallons of milk and when I was checking the milk out, I saw a flash of white from the corner of my eye. I turned my head and see in the middle of a magazine rack a magazine cover with a blond model-looking woman in a gorgeous white dress. And with no hesitation, as soon as I saw that gorgeous wedding dress, an image of Bella in a bright white dress walking towards me popped into my head. And that thought, that single thought, filled me with such happiness.

Bella.

Me.

Married.

Heaven.

Now of course I've thought about marrying Bella before. But because of Bella's amnesia the thought has always seemed like a distant fantasy. But the image of Bella in her white dress was so clear, so sharp, that it felt like it was definite. That it was going to happen. And as I left the store I vowed to do everything in my power to become Bella's one and only husband.

oOo

"Hello?" Alice sweet voice came through the phone.

"Yeah, um Alice, can you come over?" I cleared my throat nervously.

"Sure," she chirped. "Wait, is something wrong? Is Bella okay? Oh my god did something happen to Bella! I swear, if you hurt her, I will personally cut off your ba—"

"Alice," I interrupted, chuckling softly in amusement. "Nothing is wrong. Bella is fine. She's still at the bookstore," I reassured. "I just…I need you to come over now…please."

"Okay," she said with no hesitation. "I'm on my way."

I breathed a sigh of relief. "Thanks Alice. I knew I could count on you."

"Anytime, Edward. Be there in fifteen." She hung up.

I put my phone away and ran my hand through my hair nervously. I had just come home from the grocery store and I wanted to ask Alice what she thought about my wish to marry her best friend. I needed reassurance that what I was planning on doing wasn't going to end up being a disaster.

After what seemed like days, Alice finally arrived. She walked on in without knocking and hugged me tightly. I smiled as I pecked her black spiky hair. Over the last months, Alice has slowly but surely grown from being just my girlfriend's best friend to my very own close friend. She is my confidant and someone I can go to for advice and reassurance, especially about Bella.

"Heya Alice." I grinned down at her.

"Edward." She pulled back. "What's up?" She dropped her huge pink purse onto the hard wood floor and raised an eyebrow in question.

"Do you carry that around with you the whole day?" I asked, looking at her purse the seemed to weigh 50 pounds, which is probably half of Alice's weight.

"Yes," she answered without sparing a glance at the enormous bag. "Now stop avoiding the question." She sighed as she saw my reluctance to answer and grabbed my hand. I didn't protest as she led me to my white couch and sat me down. She sat next to me, took my hand in her, and looked at me in concern.

"What's wrong Edward? You've never called me in the middle of a work day before. You're really worrying me." Her eyes were wide with genuine worry.

Guilt washed through me and I smiled slightly for her benefit. "Nothing is wrong, Alice," I promised her. "I just wanted to get your opinion." I rubbed the back of my neck nervously.

"My opinion on…?" she prompted, her blue eyes curious.

I breathed in deeply. "I want to propose to Bella," I said softly but with forcefulness as if daring her to disagree me.

"Hmm." She leaned back against the couch, pursing her lips in thought. "What brought this on?"

"Well since the first time I saw Bella, I knew she was the one I wanted to marry. But then I found out about her condition and I figured that us marrying would be a near impossibility. But I never gave up hoping. And today I saw a bridal magazine and I realized that I would do anything to have Bella in a white dress, blushing as she walked down the aisle towards me," I explained.

Alice chewed her bottom lip. "Are you positive you can marry Bella?" She raised an eyebrow.

"I'm positive that I want to marry her and that I want to spend the rest of my life with her."

Alice tsked. "That's not what I asked." She shook her head. "Can you marry her?"

I furrowed my eyebrows in confusion. "What do you mean? Of course I can. What wouldn't I be able to?"

She sighed impatiently. "Can you deal with being married to a woman who will wake up every day without knowing who you are?"

"I love her…so much."

"You're not answering my question. I know you love her. But is that enough?" she questioned, studying my face.

"Yes," I said with no hesitation.

"It will be difficult."

"I know."

"She might say no."

I swallowed heavily. "I know."

"There would be so many times you would want to quit."

"I know. But I won't."

"Because you love her."

"More than anything."

"You would be responsible for her well-being and happiness."

"I know."

"You would have to deal with mood-swings, PMS, unexpected anger, morning breath, clothes everywhere, and," she paused dramatically, "less closet space," she said like that was the worst thing that could ever happen.

I smiled. "I know."

"You would have to work hard to make it work."

"I know."

"Someday you might regret ever being with her."

I clenched my jaw. "That would never happen. Never."

Alice studied my face, looking for any hesitation or sign of insincerity. She found none. "So are sure, 100% positive, that you want and can do this?" She leaned forward, rested her chin on her hands, and regarded me seriously.

"Yes, Alice. I love her. And she loves me." I smiled at the thought. "I don't know why, but she does. We are in love and I want, no, I need to do this. God, I want to spend the rest of my life with that woman. I want to make us last forever. And I know it won't be easy. In fact, it's going to be incredibly hard. But I have no doubt that it will be worth it. She's worth it. I just hope that she thinks I'm worth it."

And with that, Alice's serious façade dropped and she smiled brilliantly. She opened her mouth, but I quickly covered it with my hand. "Please don't squeal. I don't think my ear drums would be able to take it," I teased. Alice narrowed her eyes and bit my hand. "Ouch!" I pulled my hand away in shock before wiping the spit (ew) on the side of my jeans.

She grinned before leaning in so that her mouth was right next to my ear and squealed. "Ahhhh! This is so exciting!"

I glared at her as I covered my ears. "You think you are so funny."

She nodded proudly. "I am, aren't I?" she said like I gave her a compliment. "Now we have to start planning the wedding. Do you want it in the summer? Where should we have it? Church? Backyard? What should the theme be? And I have to pick out the dress. And—" Alice ranted.

"Alice, calm down," I ordered, amused. "Bella hasn't even agreed," I reminded her.

Alice eyes widen as if she just realized this. "You're right! Ahh! We need to pick out the ring. Where are you going to do it? When? How? What are you going to be wearing—?"

"Alice, please, I have no idea. This has to be perfect. She has to say yes. I just…I don't know where to start." I ran a hand through my hair in frustration. There was so much that had to be done.

"Start with when you want to do it," she suggested.

"Okay. It should be on some day special. Umm…oh! How about on our 50th date?" I asked.

Alice pretended that she didn't hear me. "I mean, it should be on a special day, you know? Oh, what about the 50th date. That's the big 5-0 and your one year anniversary! Gah, I'm such a genius!" She leaned her head back against the couch in amazement.

I rolled my eyes. "Yeah, act like I didn't just say that."

"Oh Edward, that's so like you. Taking other's people's ideas." She looked up at the ceiling and shook her head disappointedly. I opened my mouth to object, but she didn't give me a chance to. "Now first things first. We need to get a ring. So let's see. I'm free tomorrow during my lunch hour. Pick me up at noon, take me to eat, and then we can do some shopping," Alice ordered.

I should be annoyed by Alice's bossiness, but it felt reassuring to have someone taking the lead. No one knows how to win Bella's heart better than one of her best friends. I loved Alice's confidence and certainty. She was so sure that everything would work out, that Bella would say yes and we would live happily ever after, that I started to believe it, too.

"Yes, ma'am." I smiled at her.

"Good. Oh, and do you mind picking up Tyler and Nikki from school on your way home from getting Bella from the bookstore? And babysitting them for awhile? Jasper wants to take me out to dinner. I know its short notice but—"

"Alice." I held up a hand to stop her rambling. "It's fine. You know I love babysitting them." And I did. Babysitting Nikki and Tyler with Bella gave me a slight feeling of how it would be two or three years from now when Bella and I were taking care of our own kids.

"Thanks, Edward. I got to go back to work now. I'll text you later for more details about tomorrow. 'Kay?" I nodded. "Oh and don't tell Bella about her plans," she warned.

I rolled my eyes, but pretended to be oblivious. "Wait, so I shouldn't tell her I'm going to shop for her engagement ring tomorrow?" I questioned, feigning confusion.

She smacked me on the chest. "Edward."

I laughed. "Come on, Alice. I'm not stupid."

She pursed her lips. "No comment."

I stuck my tongue at her. "Funny."

"I know." She smiled as she pecked me on the cheek and with a quick "Bye!" she was gone.

oOo

I entered the bookstore and immediately heard the familiar jingle that sounds whenever someone opens the door. I quickly headed to the path I've followed millions of times, anxious to see Bella. When I reached the red chair, Bella was intently reading the book before her with a slight frown on her face. I resisted the urge to go over to her and smooth away her frown, and took a moment to study her. She was, of course, beautiful as always. Her small pink tongue slid out as she licked her pointer finger to turn the page. I sighed in pleasure, thinking about how it would feel to see my ring on Bella's finger. Particularly on her left-ring finger.

After a few moments, when the pull to Bella became too strong, I walked over to where she was sitting. Bella didn't turn around so I decided to take advantage of her preoccupation. I covered her eyes with my hands.

"Guess who?" I bent down to whisper in her ear.

I saw her smile beautifully before she pretended to think. "Hmm? It that you Jonny?"

I growled. "Who is this Jonny?" I asked flatly, moving my hands and walking around so I was facing her.

She laughed. "No one. I was kidding." She placed her hand on my arm and her touch instantly soothed me. "I knew it was you. I saw you staring at me for like five minutes," she teased, her brown eyes twinkling playfully.

I shrugged, unabashed. "I couldn't help it. You're too gorgeous for your own good." And just like I hoped, she blushed. I chucked warmly. "Are you ready?" I asked.

She nodded. "Yup. Why? Do we need to go?"

"Yeah. We need to pick up Nikki and Tyler from school and Alice asked if we could babysit them. You don't mind, right?" I questioned.

Bella shook her head, but then furrowed her eyebrows. "When did you talk to Alice?"

I visibly gulped. "Uh…" I didn't know what to say. I couldn't tell about Alice's and I's conversation for obvious reasons but I didn't want to lie to her. "We talked to each other over the phone." There. That wasn't a lie. We did technically have a conversation over the phone.

Bella nodded, satisfied. "Okay. Let's go."

oOo

"Ew. This is hideous!" Alice said loudly, wrinkling her nose in disgust.

"Alice. Shh!" I reprimand, looking around to make sure no one heard her. I sighed in relief when I realized no one was looking our way. We were in a jewelry store, looking for the perfect engagement ring for Bella. This little shop was our 7th stop. It was small and cozy with rows and rows of display-glass covered jewelry.

"But Edward," Alice looked at me. "Look at it. It's disgusting." I sighed before complying and stared at the object that had offended Alice so greatly. It was a huge ugly purple pendant hanging from a silver chain. I raised my eyebrows at the price. $2,300 for that?

"Yes, it isn't the most flattery piece of jewelry, but may I remind you that we are looking for rings," I told her, leading her away from the necklaces and to the corner of the store.

"Fine, fine. But if you ever want to get something nice for my birthday don't get me that." Alice shuddered.

I cracked a smile. "Agreed," I said before browsing through the different rings. I have seen tons and tons of rings today, but no ring had held my interest for more than a second. They were pretty, yes, but they were not Bella. Bella's ring had to be simple yet elegant. Not pretty, but beautiful. This ring had to convey all the love I had for Bella. It had to show Bella how committed I was to our relationship and how committed I was to her. Price didn't matter. Quality did. And no ring so far had been what I'm looking for.

"How about this one?" Alice asked, pointing to a ring. I walked over to where she was standing and peered down. The ring had a huge pear shape diamond with two smaller diamonds on either side of it.

I shook my head immediately. "No," I disagreed. The diamond was too huge, the extra stones were over the top, and Bella deserved so much more.

Alice stomped her foot in frustrated. "Come on, Edward. This isn't hard. You see a ring, you like it, you buy it."

It really says something when Alice wants to stop shopping.

"It isn't that simple, Alice. Bella is going to wear this ring for hopefully her whole life. It needs to be perfect. I'll see it when I find it."

Alice huffed but didn't argue. "Fine." We both went back to looking. Twenty minutes later, when were ready to leave and try our luck at another store, I saw it. As soon as my eyes laid upon its beauty I knew I had to get it. It was the only heart-shaped diamond I've seen today. The diamond wasn't huge but it wasn't small either. Like Bella, the diamond wasn't showy like the others. It was more subtle. You had to look for it, but the beauty was still there. More so than the others. The diamond sat comfortably on a platinum silver ring band. It was simple, radiant, gorgeous, and elegant; just like Bella. It was modern yet timeless. It was the one. I had to get it.

Alice looked at me, confused by my stance, and followed my eye sight.

"You like this one?" she asked, pointing to the ring.

I nodded. She cocked her head to the side and studied it heavily. She closed her eyes and a smile lit up her face. "Yup, I can definitely see Bella wearing that," she said simply and that was all I needed to hear.

I bought it. I bought an engagement ring. It's official now. I'm going to propose to the world's most beautiful amazing creature. God, I hope she says yes.

Please let her say yes.

oOo

One Week Before 50th Date

I had to tell everyone what I was planning on doing. I needed all the help I could get. And I got all different reactions.

Jasper: Married? I'm not surprised. I know you guys love each other deeply and I wish you the best, man. Take care of her and keep her safe. Make her happy. If you promise to do all those things then all I have to say is welcome to the family.

Rosalie: Are you kidding? Bella? Married? Ugh I can't even imagine that. But I guess if I had to choose one guy to spend the rest of his life with Bella, I would pick you. Just good luck. You'll need it.

Emmett: You are telling me that you are planning on marrying my little sis? Seriously? Gah, I can't believe I'm saying this but go for it dude. You love each other and make each other happy. Go for it. Just know, though, that if you ever break her heart…well, you know what will happen.

Mike: Awesome

Charlie: Take care of my little girl, Edward. You have my blessing, son.

Carlisle: That's great! I wish you the best of luck, Edward. I think I speak for everyone when I say we hope she says yes.

Esme: Oh this is so exciting! I haven't helped plan a wedding in years! Don't look so glum, Edward. Of course she's going to say yes!

Ed: I'm proud of you, son. Go get her, tiger. And no worries, us Masen men our irresistible, 'aint that right, Lizzie?

Elizabeth: Whatever you say, hon. And Edward, I'm going to cry. My baby is growing up so fast!

I have to admit, besides Alice, Elizabeth, and Esme, Nikki and Tyler seemed to have the happiest reactions.

"Nikki, Tyler," I took each of them to my living room. "I have to tell you something," I said in a serious voice.

Their eyes widened. "He did it!" Nikki said, pointing at Tyler, at the same time Tyler said "She did it!"

I chuckled. "No, no. You guys aren't in trouble. Unless," I raised an eyebrow, "You guys did something wrong?" They shook their heads wildly and I smiled in amusement. "Okay, good. Now, I just wanted to tell you that I want to marry your Auntie Belly."

Their eyes widened again. "You mean you will be our real uncle?" Tyler asked seriously.

I grinned and answered him. "Well, Tyler, I still wouldn't technically be your uncle. You see, since neither Bella and I are related to your parents, Alice and Jasper, we wouldn't be related. I mean, strictly speaking, Bella isn't your real Aunt. Neither of us have a blood relation with you or share any DNA—" I stopped speaking when I saw Tyler's blank stare. I smiled softly. "Yes, Tyler, I would love to be both of you guys' Uncle," I said, talking to Nikki, too. "I would be honored to have you guys as my niece and nephew."

Tyler and Nikki grinned brilliantly. "Uncle Eddie!" They cried before hugging me tightly.

I smiled down at them, hugging them back. Such sweet children.

I had everyone's approval.

Now I just needed to get Bella's.

oOo

50th Date

"Edward, can you please calm down?" Alice asked, exasperated from Bella's couch.

I stopped my erratic pacing and stared at her incredulously. "Calm down? Calm down? Alice, do you not understand? Today has to go perfectly. This is probably one of the most important days of my life. My life. And you want me to calm down?" I shook my head at her. Alice rolled her eyes, stood up from the couch, and walked determinedly towards me, her blue eyes shining softly.

"Edward." She stood on her tippy-toes to place her small hands on my shoulders. "Listen to me. You need to calm down. You are freaking out. Everything is going to be fine." I opened my mouth to ask how she knew, but she kept going. "Do you want tonight to be perfect? Then be chill. Bella will notice your nervousness and you will unnecessarily worry her. Do you want to do that?" I shook my head. That was the last thing I wanted to do. "And you're right; this may be the most important day of your life. So enjoy it. Have fun. For Bella," she said with authority.

I nodded in agreement with her. "Thanks Alice." I smiled at her, feeling the tension that had been with me for the past days disappear. "You always know what to say, huh? Maybe you should have been the therapist instead of Jazz."

"Ha! And listen to some random stranger's problems? No thank you." She laughed and I joined her.

"So can I see Bella now?" I asked her hopefully, when we both calmed down.

"Damn Edward, how many times are you going to ask that?" she questioned, pretending to be annoyed, but I saw the amusement in her eyes.

"I'm going to keep on asking until you say yes."

She rolled her eyes. "Fine." I smiled hugely. "She should be about done watching the video. Be down in a few minutes." She patted my cheek softly. "Don't worry. Everything will be fine," she promised before leaving to go up the stairs. And I went back to my pacing. Five minutes later and still no Bella or Alice. I glared at the wall. I really wanted to see Bella. I bit my lip in an effort to not yell at Alice to hurry the heck up. Of course, when I was about to walk up the stairs and take my beauty in my arms, I see her charging me. All of a sudden, Bella is wrapped fully around me. My body immediately relaxed with her touch and I smiled fully as I caught my footing.

"Woah. What was that for?" I questioned, though of course I wasn't complaining. It was just that Bella usually wasn't this affectionate in the morning.

"It's our first year anniversary!" she exclaimed, leaning her forehead against mine. And just like that my whole heart filled with happiness. How did I get so lucky? I got to spend a whole year with this magnificent women and—if things went according to plan—Bella and I will spend the rest of our lives together. I smiled at Bella and pecked her cheek. With her adorable PJs, bed hair, flushed cheeks, and huge grin, Bella was absolutely the most beautiful women I had ever laid my eyes on. And her small body wrapped around mine? Pure heaven. So this was the start of the best date of my life…

oOo

Bella pecked me softly on my cheek. "I'll miss you, Edward," she said sadly. I sighed internally. I had to drop Bella off to Alice so Alice could attack her with a make-up wand. Believe me, this was not my idea. I think Bella can make a trash bag look beautiful. But as Alice has mentioned multiple times, I owe her huge for all the help she has given me these past two weeks. I tried to tell her that getting a 'make-over' is not Bella's idea of fun, but she didn't listen. She just laughed and said "Oh Edward. Of course Bella loves make-overs. She just acts like she doesn't."…Yeah she's in denial.

"I'll miss you, too," I told Bella sincerely.

"Seriously, it's three hours," Alice muttered impatiently. Both Bella and I chose to ignore her. It might be just three hours, but I was going to miss her deeply. With one last lingering goodbye hug, I left the house and got into my car. I've got to admit, as much as I love my Volvo, without Bella in the passenger seat, it felt empty. I drove out of the driveway and headed to Jasper's house where I knew everyone was waiting for me. As I drove through the quiet streets, I thought about my day with Bella so far. First off, I learned that Bella can't wrap presents at all. It was adorable. After I had stopped laughing, I finally dug my way through the many layers of wrapping paper. I made Bella read the note she wrote to me and it was the sweetest thing Bella had ever said to me. I had tears in my eyes at the end of it, but fortunately she didn't notice. The present was even more wonderful, if that was even possible. The leather wallet was a deep brown color, similar to Bella's, and had six amazing pictures in it. Everyone that I now considered my family was included in at least one of the pictures. My favorite one, though, was the one of Bella by herself. It was perfect and I want to hug the person who took the picture. I was so happy that at any part of the day, I could reach out into my pocket, pull out my new wallet, be reminded of Bella's eye color, and stare unabashedly at her picture for as long as I please. The gift card to Wally's Music Store was just icing on the already delicious cake. Breakfast was also perfect and just a teasing of what was to come with dinner later this night.

Soon I pulled into Jasper's and Alice's driveway. But before I even closed my car door, Tyler and Nikki were hugging me. "Uncle Eddie!"

I laughed as I hugged them back. No matter what, I could always count on Nikki and Tyler to be happy to see me. "Hey guys. Where are your parents?" I asked.

"Inside," Tyler answered.

"Dad's mad that you're late," Nikki added in a whisper as if she was telling me some big secret.

I rolled my eyes. Emmett gets impatient so easily. "Well, then, let's get inside before Emmett blows a gasket."

Holding both of their hands, I led them to the front door. When I reached over to open the door, the door flew open and my mom stood beaming at me.

I laughed at her eagerness. "Hey, Mom." I hugged her softly. She and my dad flew here two days ago. When they heard about my plans to propose to Bella, they rushed over here immediately. My mom said she just "had to be here" for the "most important moment of my life." Yeah, no pressure or anything.

It was actually great to see her again. She's flown here a couple of times. She and Esme have become close friends and she and dad love Nikki and Tyler just as much as I do. Alice and Rose love my mom and dad and so do Emmett, Jasper, Carlisle, and Charlie. But what makes me the most happy is that my mom and dad see Bella as the daughter they never had. In a short amount of time, Bella's family and my family have integrated and have become one big, happy family. And I couldn't be more ecstatic.

After I had greeted my mom, I looked up to see Carlisle, Esme, Jasper, Emmett, my dad, and Charlie smiling at me. After I gave each person a manly hug in greeting, and thanked them for being here, it was time to get down to business. You see, this engagement proposal has to be epic. It has to be. The way I see it, if I just pop down on one knee and ask her to marry me in a restaurant like you see guys do in movies, Bella will be more likely say no. This proposal has to woah her. I mean, think about it, I'm asking a beautiful girl to take a chance on me. I'm asking a women who has really only known me for a day to consider spending the rest of her life with me. This proposal has to be everything but cliché and simple. So with the help of Alice, we came up with the idea of making a video for her. Fitting, isn't it? That our relationship started with a video and now a new step of our relationship can possibly start because of a different video. It's perfect. It's original and will also show Bella how much I love her. I just hope Bella thinks it's perfect, too.

Anyway, even after working relentlessly on this video for the past five days, we still have some finishing touches to put on it, which is why everyone is here right now. You have no idea how long it takes to make a video. Gah. There was so much to do. But we got it done. All we have to do now was do a run through, fix any mistakes, and then I have to get ready for my date with who will hopefully be my fiancé by the end of the night.

oOo

What the hell? I growled internally. I ran a comb through my hair again. But as soon as the comb left my hair, my hair burst up again. I glared at my stands of bronze hair. Why can't they stay down and look reasonably neat? Ugh. Alice said that I should comb my hair before dinner because apparently my hair looked like a jungle and we wouldn't want Bella to think I didn't care about my appearance, now did we? Yeah, well, I think my hair is purposely trying to be unproductive. I gave up after awhile when I saw the time, and knew both Alice and Rose would have my head if I got their late. I shoved on my favorite pair of Nikes and flew down the stairs.

"Don't forget this," My mom called as I power walked past the living room where everyone sat watching TV.

I glanced back and saw her offering the ring to me. I had asked her to get it sized for Bella's finger earlier today. I smiled at her and took the ring from her. I pocketed it safely in my pants and it suddenly felt like I had put ten tons of extra weight into my pocket.

"Good luck, Edward," Everyone chorused.

"Thanks guys." I took a deep breath. I hugged my mom and Esme quickly before leaving with the video in one hand and the ring in my pocket.

oOo

"Masen," Rose greeted me as I opened the door.

"Swan." I smiled as I mocked her. Rose over the year had grown from being my girlfriend's brother's wife to being like the sister I never wanted. We fight, we poke fun, and we tease each other relentlessly, but at the end of the day, we both know that we love and admire the other.

She rolled her eyes. "Come on in."

She opened the door wide for me to slip in and I walked towards the stairs. "When is she coming down?" I asked Rose who had followed me.

"Any minute."

I frowned at her non-answer. "Can you go up and see when she's coming down exactly?"

Rose shook her head in disbelief. "Alice was right. You guys can't be apart for more than an hour."

I grinned because it was true. I had missed Bella terribly and had to fight constantly to stop myself from coming over here and sneaking her away.

"You guys didn't tell her anything, right?" I asked.

"Of course not." She sounded insulted. "What do you think? We told her all about that pretty little ring you bought?"

I sighed. "No. Sorry. It's just that we both know how persuasive Bella can be."

Rose rolled her eyes, amused now. Her mood swings gave me headaches. "Sorry, Edward, you are the only one who will melt and do anything she asks for at the sight of her pout."

I was about to disagree, but by then I had finally heard Bella coming down the stairs. I turned around and gasped out loud. She was gorgeous. I had got to give Alice and Rose credit. They knew exactly what they were thinking when they picked Bella's outfit. The color was a perfect midnight blue that served to bring out the creaminess of Bella's skin. It was strapless and showed off her delectable shoulders and collarbone. Her beautiful hair was done in a bun so that her long slender neck was exposed. My throat suddenly felt tight and my heart pounded loudly at the sight of her. I wished wholeheartedly that Bella would look up. I wanted to see her deep, loving eyes. Her head was turned down shyly and her cheeks were painted a deep red. Beautiful and doesn't even know it.

It wasn't until Bella reached the last step that she finally looked at me. I chuckled warmly when I saw her shocked face. I could see that I had literally left her breathless. If only she knew that she affected me just the same.

oOo

On the car ride home from the dinner, I was a mess. I knew Bella could see that I was incredibly nervous but I couldn't stop myself from running a hand through my hair constantly. I was filled with anxiety. What if she said no? What if she said yes? What if she laughed in my face? I shook my head and decided to distract myself with thoughts about Bella's and I's wonderful date. It was…well, wonderful. And the dance we shared was everything I dreamed of and so much more. I was so happy. So so happy. Hands down the best night of my life. How did I get so lucky?

Soon the ride was over and I led Bella to the entrance of her house.

"You know, Edward, I'd love anything you give me," Bella said, squeezing my hand reassuringly, sensing my near panic.

I breathed in deeply and gave her the best smile I could. "I really hope so, Bella, I really do." I ran my hand through my hair again. God, I really hope she says yes.

"I will. Can you give them to me now?" she asked.

I nodded. Here goes nothing. I led her to the living room and handed her the green wrapped present on the coffee table. I didn't look at her as she opened it. I heard her gasp and sensed her confusion when she finally saw my first gift. I took the video from her hand without a word and put it into the VCR.

I watched Bella as she watched the video. Her face was full of awe and wonder. Near the mid-point she had tears in her eyes and I hoped they were happy tears. She had a smile on her face as the screen flashed, showing her the different pieces of my heart. When I saw that the video was nearly finished, I slowly bent down on knee, hoping Bella wouldn't notice my movement. She didn't. When my lullaby came on I felt like I was going to throw up. I pulled the ring case from my pocket and opened it so the ring was shinning visibly. I took a deep breath as Bella turned to face me, her face filled with shock.

"Bella, make me the happiest man on Earth?" I asked her, staring intently into her wide eyes.

Bella POV

I closed my eyes, hoping to erase the image of Edward on his knee, asking me to be his wife. What was he thinking? I couldn't marry him. I barely knew him! I slowly open my eyes, intent on gently letting Edward down, but then I saw his eyes. They were filled with so much love and desire. They were kind and patient. But most of all, they were understanding. He was telling me that it was okay for me to say no, though it was clear how much he wanted me to say yes. My heart swelled with love for him, for Edward. How could have I been so ready to say no to him? Of course I knew him. I knew Edward more than I knew myself. And I love him more than I love myself. And isn't that what life is all about? Finding someone that you love more than your own damn self and spending the rest of your life being the happiest you can be with that special someone. This was one of those moments that can change your whole life. Yes? No? Whatever the answer is, my life will never again be the same.

"Please, I heard him whisper as I continued to stare transfixed into his eyes.

And with those words, I immediately knew what I had to do. One word erased any doubt I had in my mind.

This was Edward.

And I was Bella.

Together we can get through anything.

"Yes," I whispered.

Edward's eyes widened and his mouth dropped. "Yes?"

I nodded my head happily, tears slipping down my face. "Yes. I-I want to be your wife."

Edward smiled, smiled so hugely that his eyes crinkled with the effort. "Oh Bella," he breathed blissfully. He reached for my left hand and I eagerly gave it to him. He slipped the beautiful heart-shaped ring onto my finger. When he finished, he stood up and pulled me close. We kissed slowly and lazily. We both knew there was no rush. We had the rest of our lives to kiss each other whenever we wanted. I smiled at the thought. Edward soon pulled away and I snaked my arms around his neck. Our foreheads rested against each other as I stared into his gorgeous, green eyes that were shining with happiness. We stood there for awhile, gazing at the other.

"Edward?" I asked, breaking the silence.

"Yes?" he answered.

"What do we do now?" I questioned, fighting off a yawn.

He grinned at me. "Well first, we need to get you to sleep. Because you need to wake up bright and early so we can start planning our wedding."

I smiled, liking the sound of 'our wedding'. "M'kay." I actually yawned this time and leaned against Edward sleepily. He chuckled and wrapped his arms around me tightly, like he never wanted to let me go. He led me upstairs and sat me on the bed. With gentle hands, he slowly took off my heels and placed sweet kisses on my calves which caused me to shiver. When he was done, he handed me some of my PJs and I quickly went to my bathroom to change. When I came back I plopped down onto my bed. Man was I ready to sleep for twelve hours. I felt Edward tuck me in before he kissed my forehead.

"Night, Bella," he whispered.

I frowned and reached for him. "Don't go. Stay," I begged, not wanting him out of my sight.

Edward sighed. "I want to, but Charlie—"

"— is sleeping at Jasper's house," I finished the sentence for him. "Stay. Please."

"I don't know, Bella." He looked torn.

But I was persistent. "Just until I fall asleep. Then you can go."

Edward nodded and smiled as he scooted into bed with me. We laid on our sides, facing each other, our hands connected beneath the bed sheet.

"Night, Edward.

"Sweet dreams, my fiancé."

I smiled as his warm breath hit my face. I was just about to close my eyes before I heard his voice.

"Bella?" I looked at him in question. "Don't forget me," he begged quietly. My heart clenched in pain at the vulnerability on his face.

"Never," I breathed the promise.

And with that we both fell asleep.

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