You know the drill. Stephanie Meyer is the queen, she owns it all. I am just a mere peasant, borrowing her characters.

Chapter 25-A Special Place

JPOV

My internal mind is screaming, "love me, not him." I needed to show confidence in Bella's committment to me. She has shown me just how much she wants me by making the ultimate sacrifice. I cannot ask her not to love him any longer, a part of her will probably always love him, just like I can't prevent him from waiting for me to screw things up with her. She is so damn beautiful, it will be as easy as breathing for me to be good to her, to be with her for the rest of my life. I want to show her that I am the only one for her and she is the only one for me. The thought of that kiss, that the leech showed me made my stomach churn, the way he held her, and dangerously tasted her, making his vampire dick get hard. And his thoughts, he honestly could have kept them to himself, a visual was enough to get the picture. When he shared his thoughts with me, a mental picture of Bella, in her purest most vulnerable state, she lay there naked on a white couch, arms above her beautiful head, waiting. This was obviously one of his fantasies.

That thought made my dick get hard until I seen what came next, Bella was not waiting on me, she was waiting on Edward. For him to make love to her for the first time. She screamed his name as he plunged into her over and over again. She screamed for him to turn her into his kind, that she wanted to be with him for eternity. And as he neared the end and shot his evil seed into her, he tenderly swept his lips over her neck, and chest, biting, placing venom in her veins, and sealing it shut with a brush of his tongue. It was like nothing I had ever seen in my entire life. He was so graceful, the way he made her his, an expert. After I seen this thought in his head, is when he assured me that if I hurt her that this would be the next thing that played out, that I would have no more chances with her. We both loved Bella like no other, and we would die for her. That is the reason we came to an understanding of sorts, we were much alike in so many different ways. The fact that we both had a side to us that we didn't trust around her, we both would love her until the day she died, and both look out for the best for her. I think if we met on different circumstances, or in a different time, if the fact didn't remain that we were to be mortal enemies, we could have been friends.

Pulling myself from my reverie, realizing Bella was looking at me with a face full of concern. She did feel something when he kissed her, but it was only the physical affect that she felt. That really irked me to no end I had to show her that the way I made her feel was better. Slowly lowering my lips to hers, making my every move discernable, almost in slow motion. I went towards her lips, only to pass them up, moved her head to the side and placed closed mouth kisses down the soft edge of her jaw. I wanted to take things slow tonight, take my sweet time with her. Her lips parted as I ignored them, paying close attention to the fact that she desperately wanted my mouth on hers, noted by her soft moans. I really shouldn't worry, she did promise me that she was mine and there was no turning back. But I wouldn't be a man if I didn't worry about things like this. I know there wouldn't be no going back for me, but now with Edward in the picture I couldn't be sure about Bella. I felt like an animal trying to mark it's territory, as I bit her neck agressively, leaving my mark so to speak. Mine, all mine!!! I thought.

I released her for just a moment, I needed to go and get a blanket from the house, I knew a perfect spot, a clearing that we could be alone, out of sight. It was a spot that I went to in the woods to think. "Bella, stay right here, I will be back in a second." I picked her up, placing her gently back down on the moss covered tree. "Where?" I was gone before she could finish her question. It took me all of about two minutes to retrieve a couple of blankets from her bedroom. I even did it without making a sound to wake Charlie up. Walking back up to Bella, I noticed her shivering with her arms wrapped tightly around her chest. I have to remember she gets cold easily, unlike me. "I'm sorry Bells, I needed to go get a blanket, I want to take you to a place that is kind of special to me. It is a place that I like to go and think. You may remember it from our childhood. We happened upon it one day while we were playing in the woods, when we wasn't suppose to be." I seen Bella smile up at me, raising her hands for me to help her up from a sitting position.

"Jake, does it require alot of walking through the woods?" "It requires me to do a bit, but I am going to carry you the whole way, so don't worry, okay?" I lifted her with one arm and carried her through the dense forest. She was like carrying a bag full of feathers, she felt so light. The place that I was heading towards was just beyond the treaty line, but barely. We had arrived only ten minutes into our walk, I owe that to my long strides. I went to set Bella back down on her feet, she lost her footing and fell on her backside. I couldn't help but laugh at her, my laughter echoed in the air. Slamming my hand over my mouth, trying to contain the volume, she looked at me shaking her head, with a red heat rising in her cheeks. I didn't know if she was mad at me for laughing, or embarrassed that she fell. Probably a little bit of both, but the look on her face was priceless.

I spread the largest, softest blanket down on the ground, I would use the other one to cover her up if she got cold. Because I planned on her being naked very soon. But hopefully my heat would be enough to keep the cold at bay, I wanted to see her skin in the moonlight. She was still sitting on the ground where she had fallen, poking her lip out. " Come on Bella," patting the blanket. "If I walk, I might fall down again, I think I will just stay right here." She turned her head so I couldn't see her face. I went to where she was and stared down at her, "Okay, looks like I am gonna have to make you." I picked her up, wedding style and layed her down in the middle of the blanket. The moon was positioned just right so I could see every detail by its light. The pale skin of her face was illuminating. If I didn't know any better, I would think she was one of them, but not my Bella, her scent was clean and pure unlike the leeches. I crinkled my nose at the thought.

Laying down beside her, she wasn't looking at me yet, and I knew that I had probably made her angry with my rude laughter. "I'm sorry for laughing, but I couldn't help myself Bella, you are just to darn cute. Do you forgive me?" I opened my eyes as wide as I could, poked my bottom lip out in a pout. A full fledged puppy dog face. How ironic, I would be giving her a puppy dog face, with me being a monstrous wolf. Hoping she would take the bait and forgive me soon. If I am not careful, the sun will rise before I even get the chance to make love to her. And then I seen it, she smiled. Yes! It worked. "I forgive you, now come here." Her hand was knotted in my hair, pulling me close to her mouth, she kissed my feverish lips, every lash of her tongue brought fire with it. I needed to slow her down, because at this rate my plan to go slow will not work. I fought the urge to let my erection get the best of me. Bella was not going to make this task easy. I wanted to make tonight special, the first time I was to worried about not damaging her for life, the second time my hormones took over. But now, tonight it will be different, I will savor every bit of her, not rushing in the least.

Pulling her heated lips off of mine, whispering barely audible, "I want to do this a bit different tonight Bella, take it slow, make sweet love to you." I pulled her into a sitting position, and I sat directly in front of her mirroring her image. I was curious, wanting to try something, I had heard if some of your senses were cut off, that your other senses were magnified. I had a bandana tied around my arm, I undid the knot and held it my hand. I seen her eyes shoot to the hand holding it. "What is that for?" I placed my finger over my lips, "Shhh, just humor me I want to try something a little different. Now, close your eyes" she softly shut them, I sat and admired her face before tieing the bandana around her eyes. I slid my finger down her cheek, and to her lips, tracing the full outline. She was reaching in her darkness trying to find me, I gently pushed her hands back down to her lap. "Ah, ah, ah, hands off, I want to touch you, make you feel good." She let out a deep sigh in defeat. Waiting for just a second, trying to increase the feeling of my next touch, since she wouldn't know when it was coming.

I pressed the pad of my thumb down on her bottom lip, pulling it gently to the side, my fingers slid down her neck, onto her collar bone. Placing my open palm where I could feel her hearts steady beat. Letting my hands go down her sides, slipping my fingers just under the hem of her shire, "raise your arms Bella." She did as I asked and I carefully pulled her shirt over her head. The moonlight danced on her body, as pale as she was, she was even paler in this light, like she was made out of porcelain. I could see her dark pink nipples shine through the thin fabric of her lace bra. "Mmmmm" she is so devine, as I looked her over, I felt my hardness throb against my tight pants. Using all of my strength, I ignored my need, and focused my attention back to Bella. I placed my hands on her legs in between her knee and hip, I bent down to let my warm breath blow out onto her nipples, they were hard before, but doing this her back arched, and I watched her nipples grow hard and taut, threatening to bust out of the thin fabric.

"That feels good Jacob, don't stop." Without sayin a word, traced the outline of her bra with a single finger, never touching where she wanted me to. I watched her chest rise and fall with every deep breath she took, each and every time I touched her. My hand covered her entire breast, and I began kneading her on the outside of her bra. Moving my nose up and down her jaw line to rest my nose at the corner of her mouth. As I continued, her hear raced and her breathing was picking up pace. "Kiss me Jacob." Softly moaning, my name over and over again, begging me to kiss her. But I didn't instead I likced her lips with my tongue, and blew my breath onto her again. Her lips parted and her face darted in my general direction, trying to kiss me. Pulling away just in time to miss her lips wrecking into mine. "This is your time Bella, lay back and enjoy okay?" "I'm trying but you won't let me touch you, so I can enjoy myself." I smirked at the absurdity of it. Pushing her back gently, "Just lay down, and relax."

I got on my knees beside her, reaching down to stroke her bare stomach, as I watched the goose bumps rise on her skin. Not only where I touched, but all over. Straddling her hips, my legs on either side, my breath caught in my chest, her sheer beauty captivated me. "You know you are breathtakingly beautiful, but you are even more stunning in the moonlight Bella? I wish you could see yourself." Making my way down to the edge of her jeans, tracing the line there just below her navel, making her squirm under my touch. Pressing the palm of my hand on top of her mound, but not on her

center. That was going to be touched by only one thing tonight. I thought I would go nuts as she bucked her hips upwards, into my hand, making the smell of her arousal release into the air. That mixed with all of the earthy scents, made my head spin with desire. Unbottoning her jeans, raised her hips to help me take them off of her. Laying down between her legs as I pulled her jeans off, one leg at a time, My face was dangerously close to her. She had on a matching pair of lace panties, with the same thin fabric.

I put my arms under her legs and around to rest my palms on her stomach.

Placed my mouth over her panties, and exhaled, sending a warm rush onto her clit. "ahhhhh....Jake....take them off, I need to feel your wet mouth on me." I peered over her mound to make sure that she was still blindfolded, she was but what I seen was so unexpected, it almost made me cum in my pants. Her own two tiny hands were fondling her own breasts, pinching her nipples, rubbing them between her fingers. She would for sure be the death of me. The bulge in my pants was entirely too uncomfortable, I unzipped my pants, letting my erection break free. Considering I hardly ever wore underwear anymore, due to the fact that messing up a few dozen pairs by busting out of them as I change. I had to step back and breathe before I lost all control. I wanted to feel all of her soft skin, every inch. I was back on my knees straddling her again. She felt that I had no pants on now, reaching in my general direction, "Let me feel if Jake, I need to feel you." I took my hand and grabbed the thick shaft of my cock, moving up so I was between her breasts. Taking the head of my dick, spreading my juices onto her hard nipples. Rubbing in small circles on her tips.

The animal in me told me to grab her tits and wrap them around my cock. I ignored that urge, only wanting to please her. Stroking myself into her breast almost took me completely over the edge. Sitting up straight, moving my way down, I stopped and rested on her stomach. My russet skin in deep contrast to hers, as my erection pulsed, hot on her stomach. It almost took up the full length of her abdominals. Down a little further I rubbed myself into her panty clad pussy, making her thrust into me. Pulling them to the side with one finger, kissing her mouth with no agression, only sweetly. Slid the head between her folds, if I wasn't careful to take control of her bucking hips, I would be in her in no time. So I shifted my ass at an upward tilt so I wouldn't press into her hard. So if she tried, it wouldn't happen by accident, because even by accident, with me in her, at that point I couldn;t stop myself. I bent over to take her lips, in between mine and kiss her with all of the love that was in my heart. "Jacob, make love to me, please, I can't wait any longer. I need to feel you in me, I want you so bad." Looking into her eyes, never looking away.

Sliding her panties off with one hand, throwing them hard into the woods, we would be lucky if we ever found them again. "Promise me Bella, that you will love me for the rest of my life." She smiled, "Jacob, I cross my heart with all my might, that I will love you until the day I die." I truly hope that her love is strong enough to withstand being with someone like me, a werewolf. I was not at her entrance, and she had a hunger in her eyes. Rocking my hips back, to enter into her slowly, my pace was strong but slow, with each long stroke I pulled almost all of the way out just leaving the tip in her, and slowly filling her with all of my length. I felt her soft skin tighten around me like a vice, making love to her, my Bella, was like I had died and went to heaven. As I came near my end, I held back wanting Bella to reach hers with me. "Bella, I want you to cum with me." She shut her eyes, as the screams were pouring out. "Look at me Bella," And when we came in unison I covered her mouth with mine as we devoured each others moans. "I love you always, Bella." "I love you too, for eternity, Jacob."

I rolled over, pulling her on top of me with my now spent cock still inside of her. As she collapsed on my chest, I pulled the cover up over us, hearing her deep breathing slow, she drifted off to sleep, as I played with her hair, and even though we were still intact, I drifted off to sleep with my angel.

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