...Monday...
-Doctor Alan's Office-
Randy sat across from Doctor Alan his arms crossed over his chest. Doctor Alan looked over some paper work. "Alright.. today I want us to talk about the first time you lost your temper with Alyson.." Doctor Alan put the paper down and looked over to Randy.
"You mean the first time I got physical with her?" Randy questioned
"Yes... What lead up to it?" Doctor Alan questioned
Randy sighed and leaned back in his chair.
...Flashback...
Randy and Alyson had been together for about 4 months or so and things had started to be come a little strained between them he'd started to get jealous over the smallest things and it was really starting to get to Alyson. Randy opened the door of the hotel for Alyson allowing her to enter before entering his self. Randy shut the door and turned to Alyson he saw her going through her bag and raised a brow. "What are you doing babe?" Randy questioned
"Finding the pair of jeans I'm going to wear to the club tonight.." Alyson looked up briefly before searching through her clothes some more finding the jeans she was looking for grabbing them out.
Randy rolled his eyes shaking his head "Again?... you've already gone out 2 times this week.." Randy sighed
"Nattie is going to be going on vacation soon so she'll be gone for a few weeks we just want to hang out before she and TJ are gone.." Alyson sighed "You can come to if you want... I know TJ and Daniel are coming I think John might even come out for a while.." Alyson smiled slightly.
"I'm too tired..." Randy sighed "Who's all going to be there?" Randy asked sitting on the bed next to her.
"Nattie, Nikki, Brie, Daniel, TJ, Naomi... maybe John.. and Dolph.." Alyson looked over to Randy.
Randy stood up and shook his head once he heard Dolph's name "You don't need to go out.. just stay here.." Randy sighed
Alyson shook her head and stood up "Well I might not need to but I'm going to..." Alyson sighed and grabbed the jeans off the bed along with a blue and white crop top and headed into the bathroom.
Randy sighed and shook his head and grabbed her phone when he saw it flash he swiped across the screen to the message that had just come in it was from Nikki.
Text From Nikki:
"Hey girly... you almost ready? we are waiting down stairs ... Dolph said you can ride with him.."
Randy threw her phone on the bed and clinched his fists as he saw Alyson walk out of bathroom brushing her hair. "What's wrong Randy?" Alyson looked at Randy with her eyebrow raised.
"You are not going out..." Randy walked over grabbing the brush out of her hands.
Alyson shook her head "Yes.. I am.."
"Why?... so you can be with Ziggler?" Randy spat
"You can't be serious... " Alyson sighed
"You certainly spend a lot of time with him... to much time.." Randy snarled "And It's going to stop.. I'm not having my girl running around with another man.."
"He is just a friend Randy... " Alyson sighed "I don't need your permission to talk to or see anyone.. Now ... I AM.. going out if you'll excuse me.." Alyson grabbed her purse and began to walk past him but he grabbed her by the upper arm.
"Your not going out.." Randy snarled
"YES.. I.. AM.." Alyson yanked her arm out of his grasp and before she knew it she was sent flying back onto the bed after being back handed by Randy. Alyson in shock brought her hand to her stinging cheek. "You.. you." Alyson couldn't even get the words out before the tears started falling.
Randy brought his hand to his mouth oh god what had he done he ran over to Alyson hovering over her on the bed. "Babe.. oh god babe I'm so sorry.." Randy ran a hand through her hair.
Alyson flinched as reached out to touch her. "W-why?...how could you?" Alyson looked up at Randy.
"I just lost my temper babe.. I'm so sorry.." Randy sighed "Please forgive me... I'll never do it again.. I swear.. I love you so much.." Randy placed his forehead to hers.
Alyson wrapped her arms around Randy's neck "I love you too.. " Alyson said softly
...End Flashback...
Randy sighed and buried his face in his hands. Doctor Alan looked at Randy "How did you feel after that first time?" Doctor Alan asked
"Horrible.. I hated myself.." Randy sighed
"Did you really?" Doctor Alan questioned
"Of course I did... I hurt the woman I love.. do you think I ever wanted to see that look of fear in her eyes?.." Randy sighed
Doctor Alan nodded "So this started because she wanted to go out?"
"With another man.." Randy sighed
"Who was just a friend.." Doctor Alan added
"Yes.. but.." Randy sighed and shook his head "Never mind.."
"Let me ask you something.. " Doctor Alan stood up and walked around the desk "Have you ever been cheated on?..."
Randy sighed and looked at Doctor Alan. "Before Kayla... I dated another diva she no longer works for the company.. we were together for a while.. and well she started going out all the time hanging out with a bunch of the guys from work.. I had a feeling something was going on but I brushed it off.. I'm Randy Orton... what girl in their right mind would cheat on me?.. I've got girls falling all over themselves to get to me.." Randy sighed "Well I walked in on and another superstar... we broke up and they ended up getting together and rubbed it in my face... not only that everyone around backstage knew what happened they were laughing at me those losers thought it was funny that this girl broke my heart.. I loved her and she used me to get ahead.. when she was done with me she moved on to the next... do you know how embarrassing it was for me?" Randy shook his head and sighed
"So this is where it comes from.. you had another girl who works for the same company cheat on you... so you thought if one woman does it all women will right?..." Doctor Alan shook his head it was all becoming clear to him.
"Alyson was going out all the time just like her.. hanging out with other male co-workers just like her.. I just.." Randy sighed "I loved Alyson so much I didn't want to lose her.. I couldn't handle it if she'd of cheated on me..."
"So what did you think if you kept her around you.. if you controlled her.. then she wouldn't cheat on you?" Doctor Alan raised a brow.
"I didn't want to lose her.." Randy shook his head.
"but doesn't make it right.. " Doctor Alan shook his head
"I know that.. " Randy sighed
"You don't understand how it works backstage.. most of these other superstars don't care if a diva is in a relationship they will still pull out all the stops to try and get them in bed... I was just so worried it'd happen with Alyson I just I went to far.. way to far." Randy sighed
"but is Alyson anything this this other woman?" Doctor Alan asked
"Heaven's no.. Alyson is probably the sweetest kindest person I'd ever met in my life... she's amazing... always doing everything she can going out of her way to help others.. she's nothing like my Ex..." Randy shook his head.
"Then why would you think she'd do that?.. it's obvious she loves you." Doctor Alan looked over to Randy. "You know you have to trust her... has she ever given you a reason not to?"
"Not really.." Randy shook his head.
"I think I've given you something to think about tonight.." Doctor Alan nodded and crossed his arms over his chest. Now he knew what was causing this Randy was hurt by his EX not only his heart but his ego, his pride was hurt and Randy took that hurt and turned it into Anger and unfortunately it was used against the one person he didn't want it turned on Alyson. Now Doctor Alan had to find away to get Randy over that insecurities.
-Alyson's Apartment-
Alyson walked out of her bedroom walking over to the door opening it she smiled at Seth. "Hey.." Alyson moved to the side to Allow Seth to enter. Alyson shut the door behind him.
"Hey.. how's it going?" Seth asked turning around.
"It's going good.." Alyson smiled "We got Randy to go back to classes.."
"That's good.. " Seth nodded
"Well.. for a week at least.. " Alyson shrugged
"What do you mean?" Seth questioned
Alyson took Seth's hand and lead him over to the couch sitting next to him. "Well Randy doesn't think the classes are helping him.. he doesn't think he's made any progress at all.. but he has and I see it... Hunter sees it..but Randy doesn't." Alyson sighed
"Well you got him to go back so that's something.." Seth nodded
"Well only because Hunter agreed to back off if he went to the classes for a week and if he didn't see a change or feel it's helping then we'd all back off." Alyson sighed
"So what if he doesn't go back after the week.. are you going to be able to stop?" Seth questioned
"It's going to be so hard.. because I know what it is going to mean.." Alyson shook his head.
"So Randy doesn't want to work things out?" Seth looked over to Alyson.
"No.. " Alyson shook her head "But if he doesn't come around then I'll have to deal with it... and I know I'll be okay with it as long as I know he hasn't lost his career because of me.. it will be hard.. real hard but I'll get over it.. eventually.." Alyson sighed shaking her head.
"This isn't your fault.. you've really got to stop blaming yourself.. " Seth shook his head "You should try to be positive.. maybe he will see that the classes are helping and stay in them.. and who knows.. maybe he'll realize he still wants to work things out.." Seth said putting a hand on her shoulder. He wasn't to sure about Randy being changed yet but he'd realized how much work he'd put into changing he hoped that Randy would come to his senses and realize Alyson was really good for him Seth knew Randy loved Alyson he saw it that day that he and Alex had gotten into it. Randy was trying to hard to hold back but when he saw Alyson hit the ground the look Randy got in his eyes proved to Seth that Randy really did love Alyson and he knew for a fact Alyson loved Randy so much.
A/N- So now we are seeing where Randy's anger is coming from! Do you think Randy is starting to see the classes are helping? Do you think Randy will realize Alyson isn't going to hurt him the way he has been in the past? Also what do you think of Seth starting to support Alyson and Randy's relationship?