Bpov
About 20 minutes later I started to hear things crashing from the living room.
I slowly got off the counter and walked slowly to the doorway of his bedroom. I kept jumping at all the noises. Then something came flying by my head and hit the wall beside me and glass shattered around me.
I fell to the ground covering myself screaming. I was shaking because I never seen Edward like this. "OH GOD BELLA!" I felt a hand on my arm.
"Look at me please, I'm so sorry, I didn't see you there." I slowly lift my head and look at him with tears in my eyes.
"I'm sorry I didn't tell you Edward. Iiii was scccaarrreedd to! I been having nightmares because of what he been saying."
"You have no reason to be sorry Bella this isn't your fault! God I don't know what his fascination is with you." I watched Edward fall to the ground the rest of the way.
I crawled unto I was close to him. I cupped his face with my hands. "I don't want to lose you Edward, I love you to much. I just wish I knew what you want."
"What do you mean Bella?" He asked me. "What do you want from me? Do you want to be with me or not?" I let go and sat back on the floor and waited for his answer.
"How can you ask me that Bella?"
"How can I ask you that Edward? Because, my life is racing I always thought my heart belong to racing but now I know it doesn't cause my heart belongs to you Edward."
"I want to be with you Bella, god that's all I want is to be with you."
"Then why haven't you made love to me since our date Edward, I want the truth, not this bull shit that we don't have time alone when you could of made time Edward. God I keep thinking my body disgusting to you or something."
Edward got up and crawled over to me and gently placed his hand on the side of my face.
"Bella your far from disgusting trust me. I just get so damn nervous when I'm around you always thinking am I good enough for you, was I good enough."
"Are you kidding me right now?" I giggled through my tears. "No I'm not! Why are you laughing?"
"Because, Edward you are way better then good enough for me and to be honest with you I don't want any one else but you to touch me. You are and will only be the one I let touch me. You made me feel like I was beautiful that night and no one I mean no one could ever make me feel alive like you do Edward."
Edward smiles. "I make you feel alive?" Edward stands up and reaches his hand down. I reach for his hand and take it and he helps me up.
"Dance with me Bella!" I look up at him. "What there's no music Edward."
"I can fix that! Don't move stay right there." I looked at him confused. He disappeared. Then I heard country music come on.
"There no sense and letting that beautiful dress go to waste." I put my hands behind my back and tipped my head down blushing.
"My I have this dance beautiful lady?" I looked up and Edward had his hand held out. I smiled and looked around. "Edward there's stuff all over the floor and with my clumsiness, remember the river?" I looked down.
The next thing I knew I was scooped up. "EEEEKK! Edward what are doing?" I giggled. "I can fix that."
"How?" I asked. The next I new we went through some door and set me down. It was dark. The lights come on and I realize I'm outside on a deck.
"Now may I have this dance?" I turned around and Edward had a crooked smile on his face and his hand held out.
I smiled and set my hand into his. "Yes you may Mr. Cullen." He pulls me close to him and wraps his arms around my waist. I wrap my arms around his neck.
He starts slow dancing with me. He spins me and I start giggling. He finally dips me and as he slowly brings me back up Edward starts kissing me.
He slowly pulls away. "You want something to drink?" Edward asks me. "Yeah!" He walks into the house.
I noticed Edward was also nervous about something about I didn't know what. I walked over to the balcony and look out into the dark forest.
I noticed how beautiful it is here. "Here!" He hands me a beer. "It's beautiful here Edward. I just can't believe even though I really haven't been here that many I never noticed."
"Yeah it's nice, but it's not as beautiful as you though!" I gasped. Edward never cease to amaze me.
It's almost like our first date all over again. Minus me falling in the river. I smile at the thought.
Then we are tonight by Billy Currington came on. I smiled from ear to ear and set my beer down.
I started to dance and sing to the song.
Summer comin' through a rolled down window
Tearin' down an almost two lane back road
Freedom and fireflies in the air
The night's still young, never gonna get old
Livin' for today like there's no tomorrow
Follow the grooves, the tires in the grass
Stayin' on the gas like we're never comin' back
It's a Friday night, it's a small town girl
Everything is right and we rule the world
2 twelve's in the truck back, beating
A bunch of rock stars on a riverbank singing,
Whoa, whoa, everything, whoa, whoa, everything we wanna be
We are, we are, we are tonight
Swayin' back-n-forth, can't you feel the music?
Time stands still, I don't wanna lose it
Her tan, her touch, her laugh
Were flyin' so high like we're never gonna crash
It's a Friday night, it's a small town girl
Everything is right and we rule the world
2 twelve's in the truck back beating
A bunch of rock stars on a riverbank singing,
Whoa, whoa, everything, whoa, whoa, everything we wanna be
We are, we are, we are tonight
We are tonight, we are tonight
Toes in the grass with our hands up high
Dream as big as a midnight sky
So untamed and we're so alive tonight
It's a Friday night, it's a small town girl
Everything is right and we rule the world
2 twelve's in the truck back, beating
Bunch of rock stars on a riverbank singing,
whoa, whoa, everything, whoa, whoa everything we wanna be
We are, we are, we are tonight
We are tonight
Everything we wanna be,
Yeah we are, we are, we are tonight
Yeah
We are tonight
Whoa, oh, oh, oh, oh.
"HAHAHA!" I couldn't help from laughing I felt so good alive when I was with Edward.
I turned and looked at Edward. "Swan you never cease to amaze me." I started to laugh because that's what I thought about him.
"What?" He asked me. "I was just thinking about the same thing about you." I told him. Edward chuckled and shook his head.
I walked back beside Edward picking up my beer. "You want to tell me what your so nervous about Edward?" I asked as I took a sip of my beer.
"Is it that obvious?" He asked me. "Uh hun!" I told him and giggled. "Well like I told you earlier, it's the way I get when with you." I shake my head.
"Edward just be yourself and you know how you are on the track with me?"
"Yeah!"
"Well that's all there is to it. You don't have to be nervous or afraid of me Edward. Like I told you your the only one that ever could make me feel alive." I set back down my beer and walked over to Edward.
I wrapped my arms around his neck. "My heart feels whole again because of you. When you touch me I feel this electricity, like little electric shocks go through me, but better. I know this Edward all I wanted ever since that night all I craved is to feel your touch have you close to me."
The next I knew Edward had his lips pressed against mine. He traced my lips and I grant him permission for access as he did me.
His hands slid around my waist as he pulled me closer to him as he deepen the kiss. I started to gently tug on his hair. He let out moan against my lips.
He picked me up bridal style and never breaking the kiss somehow made it to his bedroom without tripping over anything.
He gently set me down on my feet as he leaned his forehead against mine. He gently took off my sweater.
I stepped back from him. I slipped the straps off my shoulders and took and let my sun dress fall to the ground.
I heard Edward gasped but he stepped closer. "You are so beautiful Bella Swan!" He took and slid his hand along the side of my neck and gently pressed his lips against mine.
My hands went to the edge and and started to pull it up, Edward helped me get his shirt off.
My hand gently traced over his skin on his chest and paid special attention to his scars and gently started to kiss to them.
Edward moaned as he finally lifted my head back up so he could gently press his lips against mine.
My hands slid down to his jeans and I undid his belt and unbuttoned also unzipped his jeans. I finally pushed them down. He kicks them off.
He walks me back until the back of my legs hit his bed. He gently laid me back down to the bed.
He started to trail kisses down my neck to my chest. He gently slid his over my left breast that is badly scared, worse then the other.
As he pressed his lips over my breast he opened his mouth and took my nipple into his mouth and gently started to suck on it.
I threw my head against the pillow and let out moan. He moved over the right breast and did the same.
He then trail kisses down my stomach until he got to the edge of my panties. He took and slid them off. "Amazingly beautiful!" I gasped when he said that to me.
He gently trailed kisses down my leg up to my thigh. Then I felt his tongue on my hot spot. "Oh my!" I ended up spitting it out.
I could feel my self getting close and as I did I reached for the blankets on each side of me and tighten it in my hands as I squeezed my hands.
"Oh MY GOODNESS! EEEWWAARRDD!" I ended up yelling out as I climaxed. As I came down Edward slowly made his way back up trailing kisses as he went.
He gently pressed his lips against mine. I moved my hands to his boxers and slid them off I used my foot to get them off the rest of the way. I moved my hand and gently wrap my hand around his hard manhood.
I slowly slid my hand down and Edward buried his face in my neck and moaned. I smiled knowing I could make him feel like he makes me feel.
He reaches and grabs my wrist to stop me. I pull my hand away and he lifted his back up and looked into my eyes with passion and so much love.
He position himself and slowly enters my hot center when he all the way in I buck my hips up to him. He tilted head back as he slowly started to move.
I couldn't help but close my eyes and enjoy this feeling. As I moved with him the more he started to thrust a little faster.
I finally made him turn over on his back and I climbed on top. I slowly slid down his man hood as he threw his head back on the pillow and moaned.
As I started to moved Edward reached up with his hands and gently started massaging my breast and slowly taking his thumb and sliding them slowly across my nipples.
I gripped his waist and threw my head back. I felt Edward mouth gently over my breast as he took his tongue and traced slow circles around my nipple.
"OH MY GOSH!" He was making me get closer to my climax as it built up Edward buried his face in my neck and started to thrust harder and deeper. "You feel so amazing Bella." I heard Edward say. I could feel him getting close.
He thrusted a little harder and he hit my spot and I ended up reaching my climax. "I buried my face into his shoulder. "Oh my god, EDWARRRRDD!"
I screamed out in reaching the max of my climax that sent such a feeling through my whole body that felt so amazing that it made Edward hit his "YOUR AMAZING BELLA!" He says as he pressed his lips against mine.
I wrapped my arms around his neck and lean my head against his forehead. "You make me feel so amazing Edward." He chuckled and gave me a quick peck.
He lays me down beside him and wraps his arms around me. "I love you Bella!"
"I love you to Edward more than you'll ever know." I told him as I finally drifted off to sleep.
Epov
I woke up a few hours later. Bella was still sleeping. I gently kissed her cheek before I got up slowly not to wake her.
I went and put my boxers on and took my meds. I walked out into my living room and shook my head. I had gotten so angry.
Tyler made me so angry at some of text messages he sent Bella. I started cleaning up the mess I made.
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