Ch25 Physically attached...
A/n: It seems most of you like the near happy place that our little foursome is getting to...let's hope you all feel the same way after this chapter. I must confess, it's probably my 2nd most fav chapter out of this whole fic...
There's a small nod to my two besties in the whole fucking world, lvtwilight09 and reyes139. They've been with me since the inception of this sordid little tale. They've held my hand and talked me off ledges. They've cheered and rooted for these broken warriors. They are the better halves of me most days. I love you two more than words can say!
To my belove beta, Bnjwl, I have thoroughly MISSED YOU! So glad to have you back, bb!
Enjoy it;)
The Fray – Never say Never
BPOV
I awoke to feel Edward's hard cock poking into my ass crack. I fought the moan that was trying to escape. I loved the feel of his morning wood right there, so easily able to just slip down an inch and inside of me.
I wanted it. I wanted it badly.
But with everything we'd been through, I wasn't sure if he was as ready as I was.
But I pushed back anyway.
He moaned and involuntarily thrust against me.
I reached my hand back behind me and softly stroked his cock.
I loved Edward's shaft. It was hard and veiny and fit inside of me so perfectly.
I needed this. He needed this. We needed to be us again, if we were ever going to get through this in one piece.
He moaned again and I could tell he was starting to stir to consciousness.
I didn't want him to wake up and stop me. So I slowly released him from my hand and moved to slide my panties off. I got them to my knees and used my feet to kick them the rest of the way down.
I slowly put my hand back on his cock, forcing it to poke out of the hole in the front of his boxers. I lifted my leg and scooted myself back into position, managing to get the tip of his cock right at my entrance.
"Baby, what are you doing?" His sleepy voice full of shock.
"Make love to me, Edward. Please." I begged.
"Bella, are you sure? I mean, really sure." He asked but continued the small little thrusts with his hips.
"God, Edward. We need this; I need you inside of me so badly, please, baby, just please?" I begged again as I felt him remove his tip from my aching vagina.
I sighed with heavy disappointment. He didn't want me. Our connection was lost, again.
I felt him move behind me, but I just buried my now wet face in the pillow beneath my head.
When I felt him lift my leg up and place it back over his hip, I was ready to show him how much I wanted him with my body. We'd started the process of healing; we needed this step to reconnect our bodies too.
"I had to take those boxers off so I could move better inside of you," He said as he slipped his cock deep within me.
"Ohhhhh fuck..." I moaned at the feel of him completely penetrating me.
"Fuck, Bella, you feel so good. I've missed your body. I've missed being connected to you this way." Edwards voice said into my ear as his hands came around my body to grip a breast in each palm.
"I've missed you too, baby." I said as I pushed back, feeling him go deeper inside of me.
"God, I love you, Bella. More than anything in this world, I just love you," He said while one of his hands came down to grip my hip to give him more pushing leverage.
"Yes, baby, right there...deeper, please...god yes..." I tried to speak through the pants that his body was now forcing from my lungs.
His thrusts increased and the strokes got longer and longer as he brought both of our bodies to the edge.
"Let go, Bella," he whispered in my ear, pinched my nipple with one hand and my clit with his other. There was no stopping the fire that ripped through me, my soul felt a crack seal over and my lungs felt completely replenished with the air of him inside of me. I felt him pulsing and knew that our connection had been reestablished, physically, at least.
"Ughhh..." he gushed in a breath of hot air as he circled me in his arms once he stilled his body within mine.
We both panted, both struggled to keep up the air intake our lungs were receiving as we laid there, joined in body.
Then, we both spoke at the same time... "Your flavor"... "Your scent"...
We both gasped and he turned me to him.
Our eyes connected and held.
"My scent?" He questioned.
"My flavor?" I asked.
Our eyes spoke the silent words that our bodies had just reaffirmed.
We were the air that filled each others lives.
Our bodies had a connection that could repair the splinters of our hearts.
Our souls were bonded to one another through them both.
We laid there and let our souls intertwine once more. No words were needed.
He finally broke the silence, "Let's shower, then we can sit and talk, okay?" he asked, with a hesitation that was unlike the old Edward after sex.
"That sounds perfect." I replied, and truly meant it.
We got out of bed, our hands constantly touching the others body somehow.
He started the water, I got the towels. We stepped into the shower together, arms around one another and let the water flow between us, as our eyes never left the others.
"I love you so much, Edward. I've truly missed this," I stepped up to his body so there was no space between us. "And I have genuinely never stopped loving this," I placed my hand over his heart as he broke down in tears.
"Oh Bella, baby, fuck, I love you so much." He sobbed as he picked me up and kissed me hard. I wrapped my legs around him when my back hit the tiled wall.
He reached down and lined his cock up to my entrance before he lowered me down onto it. "Fuck, you feel so good. I've needed this, Bella, so much. I've needed to feel our connection, our final connection again, baby." He said as he took small thrusts up filling me each time.
"Me too, Edward. Me too." I said as I was fighting to catch my breath from the overwhelming sensation of being filled by his dick.
"This feels right to you, doesn't it?" He asked as he increased his strokes, as he pushed deeper, the force pushed me higher up the wall.
"It's never felt more right than it does in this moment." I answered, my eyes holding his.
We were bound to each other by hearts, by our bodies, by our souls.
"Home." He cried as we fucked hard and relentless until we both fell off the edge.
Tears streamed down both of our cheeks, and I think we both knew in that small minute of time, we were going to be okay. We'd seen it all be just out of reach, but were able to reel it back in just in time.
"I love you, Bella. Only you, forever." He said as he placed small kisses to my face and neck.
"Only you, Edward. All my love is only for you." I replied as I held on a little tighter.
We spent the rest of that day making love all over our house. It was like when we returned from our honeymoon all over again, we were insatiable for one another. Our house had been re-christened in our love. Nothing was tainted with our sorrow or hurt or pain any longer.
JPOV
I woke up with a feeling of tingles and warmth spreading throughout my body. I suddenly realized that Alice's hands were wrapped around my cock as she was jacking me off.
I peeked an eye open, "Baby, what are you doing?"
She looked up at me, as beautiful as I'd ever seen here. "Shhhhh, just lay there and enjoy it."
God, it felt so good and my dick was throbbing in pleasure at what she was doing.
Suddenly her hands were gone and I opened my eyes to see her moving over me as she positioned herself directly over my erect cock.
"Alice?" I questioned.
"It's time, Jasper. I love you and I know that you love me. Let me show you, please?" She whispered as she slowly took me inside her warm, wet pussy.
I moaned.
She whimpered.
Once she got me completely inside of her she leaned down and kissed me. My hands went to her hips as I slowly started pushing her to move.
Our kisses became sloppy and we were panting into each others mouths as we both neared our climax.
"Let go, baby, let me see you cum." I whispered as Alice sat up, swiveled her hips a time or two and then fell apart over me.
I slipped right behind her as I yelled out her name.
She collapsed on top of me as we both struggled to catch our breath.
"That was...was...amazing." I managed to get out.
"Mmmmhmmm," she murmured.
Her eyes were clouded from her high and we smiled at one another.
"Can we do it again?" She asked and giggled, as she wiggled her pussy over my semi-hard cock.
I chuckled and her head bounced off my chest as I did, "Well, darlin' I need a few minutes to recover and I really need to take a leak."
She started to crawl off of me when I grabbed her and threw her down on the bed to hover over her.
"Do not move." I instructed as I got up and used the restroom and splashed some cold water on my face.
"How exactly did I lose my pajamas?" I asked as I walked back into the bedroom stroking my cock.
"Um, I took them off. You were actually very helpful by lifting your hips and everything," Alice said as she sat up on her elbows as I stood at the foot of the bed and looked down over her naked form.
"Mmmm, baby, you look good enough to eat." I put my knees on the edge of the mattress and started to crawl forward before I grabbed her knees and spread her wide open before me.
"Fuck baby, that is the most beautiful pussy I have ever seen." I licked my lips at the sight of her completely bare and glistening pussy.
She gasped as I leaned forward and ran my nose along the inside of her thigh before I licked once through her slit. I looked up at her, she had her head thrown back, her mouth open and her hands were tugging on her nipples.
Fuck, she was breath-taking to behold, so I lowered my face back down to her box and tasted her until she was moaning my name over and over. She wrapped her legs around my neck and fucked my mouth.
I slid two fingers in and curled them up before I bit down on her swollen nub which sent her right over the edge. I stroked her down, licked my fingers clean then moved over her before sliding my dick into her heat.
"Fuck, Alice, you feel so good wrapped around me." I said as I started to thrust slow at first to get her used to it; she was still so fucking tight.
"So good, Jasper. Fuck me harder, please...just harder." She moaned and arched her back, which put her taut tit right in my front of my mouth. I sucked it straight into my mouth as I continued to delve deeper inside of her as she brought her legs up and locked them around my hips.
"So damn deep, Alice. Fuck, I'm not gonna last." I said as I pounded harder, chasing that feeling in my balls that was growing. Alice reached down and pinched her clit which started caused her pulsing pussy to clamp down on my dick. I shot hot cum inside of her so deep I was sure it was going to come out of her throat, it ripped through me so hard.
"ALICE!" I screamed as she moaned my name into my neck, over and over.
We were clinging to one another as we struggled to breath, my body numb and all my weight was pushing her deeper into the bed.
We laid there, panting and wheezing as we came down.
I finally sat up on my elbows and moved the hair out of her eyes as she held onto my shoulders.
"I love you, Mary Alice." I said softly.
"Oh Jasper, my heart is so full of love for you, I feel like I am about to burst." Alice smiled at me and raised her head to kiss me.
We laid there, our hands touched various bits of the others skin as we talked and made out a little. I had a feeling things were definitely shifting again between us.
I felt my heart swell with love, right along with my dick as it swelled from the near constant erection she elicited from it.
"Maybe we should call a priest to exorcise that thing." She giggled and threw a leg over my hip, placing the tip right at her entrance.
"Nah, I have a better idea." I said as I sheathed my dick inside of her, again.
We never made it further than the shower that morning, or afternoon really, until both of our stomachs started to grumble and growl in protest.
"We need to replenish our bodies...I think I'm dehydrated." Alice teased before biting my nipple.
I moaned and felt my exhausted dick start to grow again.
"Alice." I giggled. Yep, I fucking giggled like a girl as she assaulted my man nips. "Must Eat, Woman!" I barked.
She sat up and the happiness on her face about blinded me. She stared at me for a second.
"Fuck, I love you." And I did, I truly did. I don't remember every feeling this light and happy in all of my life. I never wanted it to end.
"Let's go eat, you buffoon." She teased and crawled on top of me before throwing a silk robe over her small frame.
"Come on, lazy over-sexed boyfriend of mine, let's go rustle up some grub." She tried to pull me off the bed.
I laughed and reluctantly crawled off the bed and slipped on some boxers. I knew we'd just be naked again soon, why bother with clothes.
We made some sandwiches and grabbed a few cokes before we sat down on the couch to eat. I noticed Alice's face got this serious look on it.
"What's wrong, little one?" I asked as I took another bite of my food.
"Jasper, I was wondering something. I mean, I know that you've had sex with both men and women before but..." She paused and fidgeted with her food.
I sat my food down on the table, turned to her and lifted her chin, "Just ask me, Alice. I'll answer all of your questions honestly."
"It's just that, well, I'm a girl...and I don't have the ability to um..." She was nervous and a little embarrassed, I think.
"Alice, are you asking me about anal sex?" I asked and quirked an eyebrow at her as she slowly nodded her head.
"Baby, why do you want to know?" I wanted her to tell me and let me know where her head was, but I had a pretty good idea.
"It's just that, you like that and well, it's a part of your sexual history. I mean, won't you miss that?" She looked at me a little sad.
I leaned in and cupped her face before I kissed her soft. I sat back and studied her face.
"Are you asking if I will miss being penetrated anally?" I strung her along a little more.
She nodded her head.
"Alice, there are toys for that; if and when I decide that I need it. And, if you are game." I answered honestly. Because right now, my dick was plenty happy devouring her sweet little pussy. I hadn't even thought about it or desired it, to be honest. I'm sure there will come a time when I will want that again, but we could work through it, together when that time came.
"Really? You would let me do that to you?" She asked with a hint of excitement on her face.
I chuckled at her enthusiasm. She had sex a total of six times and was eager to jump into all the hard core areas.
"Yes, baby. I trust you. If there comes a time when I miss it or when you really want to explore it, we can go toy shopping." I replied eagerly and kissed her again.
"Yay!" She said and clapped her little hands.
We both settled back onto the couch to finish our food when my cell phone started to ring. I grabbed it off the kitchen table to see that Emmett was calling me.
"What up, dude?" I said as I hit answer.
"Hold on, Edward you on the line?" Emmett asked.
"Yep." I heard Edward say.
"So, I was thinking we need a night out or something. Both of ya'll free next Friday night?" Emmett asked, he was too excited about something. I knew he was up to something but told him to hold while I checked with Alice.
She shook her head that we didn't have anything going on.
"I'm in." I replied.
"Me too." Edward said.
"Cool. I'll pick you each up and then we'll hit up the town." Emmett answered.
"Laters." I heard Edward say before he hung up.
"Bye Em." I said before I hung up.
I stood there for a minute and scratched my head.
"What did he want?" Alice asked.
"I don't know, but he's up to something." I answered as I walked over and resumed eating my food.
"There's no telling where Emmett is concerned." Alice shrugged and turned on the TV.
"You are exactly right." I replied and laid down to watch some weird Jersey show that Alice liked.
Life was good. I wasn't going to worry about Emmett right now. Alice laid down on top of me and it just felt...perfect.
A/n: So? Happy times are upon us...but, WTF does Emmett have in store? Guess you'll have to tune in on Sunday to find out;) I'll update then!
Thoughts?
Tootles, Kyla