I was so confused. Confused, angry, upset. I suddenly felt a hand on my shoulder and before I knew it I was being led out of the room. I turned to face my dad.

"What the hell? Lucy's song. Are you frickin' kidding me?!" I hissed angrily.

"AJ, you said you didn't want to be involved, Lucy wanted to be a part of the Big Time Rush movement, it seemed like a perfect situation." He started pacing the hallway.

"Perfect situation? Youre going to ruin my life!" I was livid. I could feel my face going red. "That girl, is the one who beat me up!"

"From the looks of it AJ, you beat her up." He tilted his head in an 'im disappointed in you' way.

"Hell yeah I did, I kicked her ass, but she got a few hits too. God dad I cannot believe you're doing this! She bullies me! You're encouraging her!" I punched the wall angrily. Then grabbed my wrist, forgot about the brace. Damn that hurt.

"Aj." My dad put his hands on my wrist with a concerning look on his face. "Im not doing his to hurt you."

"I told you," I moved away from him. "How much I hate her. Yet not only did you bring her along, but you're...replacing me with her."

"You didn't want to be"

"Even if I didn't, you could've just said a random producer wrote their songs, any one in the world could've, but you chose her. You're...punishing me." I said hurt.

"You embarrassed me, and the company at that party AJ." I shook my head in disbelief. Id said he was punishing me, but I hoped, somewhere inside, that this was all a big mistake.

"You know what, maybe now I know why mom left." I walked back into the room calmly.

Logan ran up to me straight away.

"What happened? I couldn't hear yelling. Did you yell at him?" He said frantically.

"Nope." I put my hands on my face. "Im being punished for my actions at the party."

"Thats ridiculous." Logan said angrily.

"I guess. Its all my fault really. I wanted this." I was being sarcastic and Logan could tell.

"You wanted Kendall not to find out youre the songwriter. You didn't want Lucy to be involved."

"I know."

"I mean shes evil to you."

"I know."

"Truely horrible, she picks on you, makes you feel small, inadequate, fat, ugly.."

"I KNOW." I snapped. "Sorry. I just...dont know what to do now."

"About what?" Carlos had appeared out of nowhere. I looked around, everyone else was still huddled around Lucy. I looked at Carlos, he was so innocent.

"AJ is the one really writing the songs, she didn't want anyone to know because they're about Kendall." Logan said quickly.

"Logan!"

"Im sorry, but come on, Its Carlos, he'll never tell." I shrugged my shoulders, he was right.

"Really?! I knew Lucy couldn't write that! I sit next to her in English, she asked me how to spell orange."

"I don't understand why just telling the truth isn't an option?" Logan said looking at me intently. "I mean, you know Kendall likes you."

"Liked. Past tense, i probably ruined everything at that party. Ill look like a massive stalker if he finds out ive been writing songs about him too!" I rubbed my hands on my cheeks in frustration. "I mean, if I cant be with him, then I want to be his friend. I've ruined any chance I had, I don't wanna ruin everything else too."

Logan and Carlos both looked at eachother, sympathetic looks on their faces, nodded, then hugged me at the same time. I laughed. They were amazing.

"Now shall we go rehearse." I smiled weakley.

The rehearsal seemed to take , was not the best singer. She wasn't terrible, but there would definetly be a need for some autotune, and I was not afraid to tell her that.

"You're not hitting the right notes." I said. I spoke calmly, and not snidely, I mean, I wanted to be the bigger person here. "It sounds terrible." Sort of.

"Well Alyson I'd know what notes they are as I wrote it, so Im definetly doing it right." She said back bitchely.

"My name isn't Alyson for one, and two, the notes your hitting, are clashing and im pretty sure only dogs can hear them, so you either wrote it wrong, or you're dumber than I thought." I said this all cooly with a sweet smile on my face. She just stared back with a look of fire.

"This isn't working." Kendall said. "It sounds awful, maybe...AJ could sing it?"

I stared at him wide eyed.

"I mean, it would be easier to sing a love song to someone whos not a super villain." He smiled at me sweetly. I wasn't sure if that was meant as a compliment to me.

"NO!" Lucy barked.

"Down boy." I whispered a little loud. Kendall and Carlos both laughed.

"MY SONG. I WROTE IT, I SING IT!" She yelled as if speaking to someone partially deaf. "Are you retarded or something? She cant sing!" She was all up in Kendalls face. He ust stood there, looking at her as if there was a bad smell in the room.

"I think we need 5 minutes to cool off." My dad said. "Lets take a break guys."

Lucy stormed off and Kendall stood staring after her, shaking his head in disgust.

"Thanks for trying to stick up for me." I said smiling from the side of my mouth. "I appreciate it." I raised my hand, I had planned a friendly pat on the back, but looking at him, all I wanted to do was grab his ass and throw him ontop of me in a sexual frenzy. Instead I put my hand on his cheek and stroked it with my thumb, smiled, and walked away.

James caught up with me at the vending machine.

"AJ!" He smiled at me brightly.

"Whats up? You look like an exctable puppy." I giggled slightly.

"I just...this is amazing right! Lucy, wrote this song, for me! Its gonna be a hit, its amazing!" He was speaking fast and brightly.

"Yeah." I said bluntly, turning back to the machine.

"AJ, I know she seems like, well a bit nasty at times, but she doesn't mean it. I mean, I considered breaking it off with her, because of how she treated you. But this song, its so full of love, it just shows the true her." I stared at James in disbelief. He was going to break up with her, this is amazing! "But now, I couldn't think of anything worse to do. I belong with her. She, she makes me so happy AJ. This song, its brought us back together." He smiled at me brightly and I tried to force a smile. He hugged me quickly and walked away. My smile faded slightly as I felt myself start to cry. How could I come clean now? James had been through a lot, or so Logan had told me. Lucy made him happy, and her writing this song had saved their relationship, which in turn, mde James happy. He was my best friend, and no matter how much it killed me, I wanted him to be happy.