Chapter 25

BPOV

I opened my eyes the next morning to Jazz brushing the hair from my face.

He saw my smile and asked, "What?"

"I woke up to remembering last night. Thank you Jasper for the time and respect you keep giving me."

"You deserve it." Then he laid down next to me and said, "Someday after our souls are one and complete, I will not give you the time and slowness. Someday I promise I will take you hard and fast and I guarantee you will love it. Just so you know it'll be as full of respect as last night was. There is no fear coming off of you; instead am I feeling?"

"Yes, now don't say it and let me get to the bathroom."

"Of course, Darlin', you know I feel your lust. Go ahead and get dressed. Dress in layers. Our weather guru said today would be the perfect day for Kitty hawk."

"Really."

"Yep, now move it and we'll grab you a bagel, some fruit and hot chocolate on the way out."

We headed for Kitty hawk. Jasper and I talked about flight history after we had been to the Air and Space museum on the way down. We were met at the airport by a gentleman holding a sign for Mr. Whitlock. Jasper went up and introduced himself and the man led us to our rental car. I looked at Jasper and squealed and said, "Really."

"Yes, Bella, just for you."

After Jasper signed some papers, we were on our way in the Ferrari to see Kitty hawk. It was amazing and the models were great. We even went through a small museum on the area and saw a short film. After Kitty hawk, we had a late lunch picnic in the Ferrari. Once I finished and was drinking some water, Jasper said to me, 'Bella, we have talked about your shield and that you can block out certain things; but you seem to have no control over it.

"Yes, you all have mentioned it on and off."

"The family and I think we can teach you some control over it."

"Really."

"Yes. I'm going to use one of Alice's suggestions. I will send you humor and laughter, but I want you to use your shield and try to block the humor from reaching you. Even though I love your laughter, I want you to try and keep from laughing. Anytime it gets to hard or difficult, I want a cue word that says stop and I'll give you a break."

"Okay and how about Twilight?"

"Perfect."

"So sit back and relax. I want you to only think about your shield; think about pulling it in close to you and resist laughing as long as you can. I'm going to wait about five minutes and then I'll start trying to send you laughter and humor. Slowly and gently at first, then we can see how you react."

I succeed for about two minutes feeling the humor almost like punching me but it doesn't hurt. I finally start hyperventilating and Jasper said, "Bella what is wrong? Breath Darlin'. Please relax; I'm so sorry."

"No Jazz, it's okay. This is my entire fault; I forgot to breathe for probably 30 seconds because I was trying to hold off your advances a little longer. I'm really okay."

"I believe you; but do me favor and take a few drinks of your water."

"Of course, I'm fine though."

We sit and relax and then when my breathing is more even. Jasper asked, "How did it feel?"

"Didn't you feel any of my emotions during our experiment?"

"No, when you are intentionally working on your shield, I can't feel your emotions."

"It wasn't terrible. Can we keep working on it?"

"Only if you promise to breath the next time. I think we should work on it every morning and at bedtime. In the morning, I will use your appetite as the push button and in the evening, we can use laughter and sleepiness."

"Thank you Jasper; thank you for making me feel special."

"Darlin', you're special to me as my mate. Even if you didn't have a shield, I would still think you were beautiful and special."

"Now let's walk out in the meadow just past these trees; I want to show you something."

"Jasper, the sun is out; you guys are not allowed out in the sun. Isn't it because it'll hurt you?"

"No, Darlin', it's because people would know we're different." Jasper was at my door and led me into the open field. I wrapped my coat around me tighter because I was cold even when the sun hit me. Jasper let go of my arm, took off his jacket and wrapped it around me. He took two more steps backwards further into the sunlight and started unbuttoning his shirt.

The sun was already hitting off of his face and reflecting in every color of the rainbow. As he opened his shirt and slid it off his arms, "Jasper!" I gasped. I was in awe looking at him. I slipped into his head and asked, "You all look like this in the sun light? You're beautiful."

"Pretty much except," Jasper said and then my little hands were running over his chest, arms and face. Then a purr escaped him.

"Jasper except what, your prisms aren't perfect but."

"I'm sorry, Bella," and he started to put his shirt back on and walked away from me.

"Jasper," and I started crying and running towards him. "What did I say? What did I do? Your prisms are perfect for my knight. I know you have scars and so do I. Your prisms of light are like our own unique selves. Isn't every prism unique from what I remember in science class? Plus the way the light hits a prism makes each one unique," and then I was wrapping myself around him. "Please don't leave me. I can't live without you. Can we please go back out into the sun?"

"Bella," and I was in his arms going back into the sun. "You make me feel so special."

Jasper found a rock and we sat down together in the middle of the meadow. "May I?" I asked as I started to unbutton his shirt this time.

"Please, go ahead, Darlin'." I easily slipped his shirt back off of him. I stood up and walked all around Jasper touching him and looking at the light and colors bouncing off of him. When I made it back to his lap, I sat down and laid my head against his chest and said, "You are truly my knight in shining armor look at how the light bounces off of you like the light use to explode off the armor in the olden days for knights. You are perfect for me."

"Oh Bella, thank you for all that," and we started kissing. This time Jasper brushed his tongue over my lips to get me to open for him and we shared an amazing delicious kiss. Soon Jasper was sitting me back in the passenger seat of the car and when he slipped into the driver seat, his shirt and jacket were back on.

"No fair," I said. "I really need to learn to use my shield so that you can quit being so sneaky with me."

"Bella, I'll only get mad at you if you learn to block me to well."

"Too bad, Mr. Whitlock. A girl's mind should be allowed some privacy, fantasies and the emotions that go with them." I quietly turned and looked at Jasper as I read and sent him my lust over thinking about all the colors glistening off of him.

In return, Jasper sent me laughter and I eventually started laughing saying, "No fair."

"Behave, Darlin'."

I turned in my seat and started reading the book we got at Kitty hawk. "Just one more question, Jazz?"

"Yes."

"Will I get to see you like that again?"

"Yes, my Bella."

"Thank you," and I quietly sat back in my seat and read until we reached the airport.

Two days later we flew down to Florida. Jasper told me, "These days are about entertainment and fun." We stayed in a suite close to Disney for our adventures. I had gotten up in the middle of the night to go to the bathroom and I found Jasper in the shower.

Jasper jumped when he heard me and I asked, "Jasper, it takes a lot to surprise a vampire; are you okay?" But he didn't answer me. Once I was done on the toilet, I went to the shower curtain and he said, "Yes, Bella. I'm fine."

I had felt Jasper's hard on in the past when we hugged or snuggled together and seen it as well. I slipped off my robe and stepped into the shower with Jasper and asked, "Is there something I can help with?" I wrapped my hand around his manhood. I think my courage came from me feeding off of Jasper's lust he was sending out. As a reaction to my hand, Jasper groaned and bucked a little.

I quickly let go and said, "Did I do something wrong?"

Jasper took my hand and together, we wrapped our hands back together around his manhood and he said, "No. It was perfect. It was more than perfect; I like you touching me like that."

"Jasper, what else do you like? How do you handle your own need for release since you aren't touching me that sexually to give you any release?"

"Do you want me to show you?"

"Yes," and together we found a pumping rhythm and got in sync. It didn't take long for Jasper to come all over the shower wall. As soon as we were done and I flicked my nail over his head, I was trapped against the shower wall in an amazing mind blowing kiss.

When Jasper let me up for air, "Darlin', that was incredible. You're incredible and thank you. I feel like I took advantage of you because it is the middle of the night and you were sleeping. I bet my lust that I was sending off is even what woke you up. Thank you, Bella," and then I felt Jasper purring against me.

"You're welcome, Jazz. I was happy to help," and then I started kissing Jasper again.

When I was finally very wrinkly, I was carried back to bed naked and wet. Jasper dried me, wrapped me in the covers and pulled me in close and said, "Go back to sleep, my beautiful little one." I think he really helped me get back to sleep by sending my lethargy this time.

We explore all the amusement parks in the area. Jasper refuses to let me go to any water parks though because I'm not allowed to get sick. I like clinging to him as well; however that in the cool water of water parks doesn't mix well either. We do compromise a few nights and go to a hot tub.

Jasper woke me predawn Thanksgiving morning. He drives us to the ocean that is about an hour away. We walk on the beach at sunrise and then drive back to Orlando. So that poor Jasper doesn't have to see and eat all the food, we order room service twice so that I can get an abundance of food. We watch football together and enjoy it. Alice yelled at me on the phone about watching football with Jasper. I just told her, "I'm not you and football isn't that bad. Imagine Edward in those football pads and the shopping you could do," and I hang up on Alice again.

Jasper nuzzles my neck and says, "I love how you handle, Alice."

"Is that the only trait about me that you love?"

"No. it's not. I love your lips, your curves, your ass though not in football pads, your hair, your eyes and your breasts." We were kissing and then laying down on our couch.

When I came up for air I asked, "What about the game?"

"What game?" and I soon found myself in bed with Jasper very close. He whispered, "Let me help you burn a few more calories before your second meal gets here."

"What did you have in mind?"

We made out. Jasper and I enjoyed his exploring my breasts. He nibbled and I mean barely nibbled. He was being very careful with his teeth and venom on me. I helped my boyfriend remove his polo shirt. He was solid and cool to the touch. It was like running my hands over marble. It was solid, cool and exquisitely sculpted just for me. I made it down to his jeans and I decided quickly they had to go because I wanted to touch more. His V was teasing me to go lower. As I worked on his jeans, Jasper was in my head asking, "May I?"

I nodded while nibbling on my bottom lip. Jasper started kissing me to get me to stop nibbling on my lower lip. When I came up for air, I was smiling at Jasper.

"What, Darlin'?"

"Thank you for making me so happy. I love being with you and you taking care of me."

"You're welcome but you take care of me, too, you know."

"I do?" I questioned.

"Yes, you do." Jasper continued exploring and I rolled into him to be closer to him but as his hand ghosted over my womanhood and quickly returned to touch it. In my head, I heard, "Beautiful and bare, I can't wait." At that point I tensed up very quickly and rolled away, Jasper let me put my robe on. He slipped on his boxers and jeans. We cuddled onto the bed together and Jasper sent me calm and relaxing vibes. Once Jasper could tell I was calmed down, he slipped into my head and said, "Stay relaxed, please. I felt your nerves as I touched you and you heard my comment. It is alright and I promise I am not displeased. Like I said before when there is no edge on you, I will know and so will you. I promise we will get there."

"Thank you knight," and together we watched the rest of the football game.

A/N So what do you think? There are still some bumps in the road for Bella and Jasper. Hope everyone enjoys Twilight Breaking Dawn part 1 this weekend. I have to wait another weekend to see it because my daughter won't be home from college yet? I think we will be seeing it Thanksgiving morning. Okay two requests. Review and let me know what you think and Secondly, where will the movie cut off?

See you next Wednesday with another update.