AN: Any words that are bold and italic are song lyrics.
Chapter 25: My Love Has Gone Away
Bella sat on the old weathered steps as she watched the rain fall down onto the ground. She took a long drag from her cigarette as she put on her hood to keep the rain from getting her wet.
"You know you're getting soaking wet right." Bella heard a voice say from her left. She turned and saw the figure leaning against the old worn down door. Tears began to slowly fall down from her eyes as she took another drag from her cigarette.
"I wish you were really here." Bella whispered over the rain as she turned and faced the road, ignoring the person behind her.
"Me too Bells, me too." The voice sighed as Bella heard the footsteps coming closer to her until they stop at the top of the steps.
"Why are you here?" Bella asked as she saw the rain started to flood the dead flowers.
"You needed me." The voice replied. Bella turned and saw him sitting on the top step watching her.
"I've always need you daddy." Bella said as she threw out her cigarette and lit another one.
"You might want to slow down on them kiddo." Charlie said as he watched his daughter lite the cigarette and closed her eyes and she inhaled.
"I'm serious kid it's not good to be going through a pack a day." Charlie said to his daughter. Bella turned and raised her eyebrow. She then chuckled as she blew out the smoke.
"I'm already half dead pops. Nothing worse could happen." Bella replied as she pointed to herself and Charlie frowned.
"You're not half dead Bells." Charlie said as he put his hand on her shoulder and Bella sobbed.
"Who are you kidding Charlie." Bella hissed at her dad as she took a deep drag from her cigarette. Bella heard her father sigh.
"What's wrong kid?" Charlie asked his daughter. Bella stayed silent as to listen to the raindrops.
"You're not the same little girl I raised." Charlie said when he saw Bella wasn't going to reply. Bella stood up as she put out the cigarette. She turned and glared at her father.
"I grew up Charlie." Bella said as she took off her hood letting the rain soak her hair.
"I lost my uncle who I only knew for three days! I have five kids! I was kidnaped and abused for a week and a half straight! Loss my finger had so many broken bones but somehow me and my daughter lived! Don't ask me how because I don't even fucking know the answer to that." Bella hissed over the rain.
"Then I lose you and Sue! All because some psycho had a thing for me!" Bella glared as her father stayed silent.
"Then I ended up opening the box that was meant for my old man. That box happened to have acid in it! Well that acid destroyed my whole face! I look like two face from Batman! But the only difference is, my face isn't burnt off! It's just scarred from where the acid hit it! Then to make matters worse I have two different colored eyes Charlie! Blue and brown! I'm a fucking freak! I will never be the same! Never will I ever get to be normal again!" Bella yelled as she felt her face getting wet. She didn't know if it was from the rain hitting her face or she was crying.
"You want to know what's worse?" Bella asked her father as he sat there with his mouth opened. Struggling to say something.
"I fell in love with not one guy but two! In two days I'm supposed to be marrying one of them! But the fucked up part is I don't know what to do! I can't marry Jax because I love Happy just as much as I love Jax! I'm stuck daddy. I'm so stuck and what sucks the most is no matter who I choose, one of them are going to get hurt. I can't stand to see either of them hurt." Bella sobbed as she fell to her knees in front of her dad.
"Bells" Charlie whispered as he stood up and put his hand on his daughter's shoulder.
"I don't want this daddy." Bella sobbed.
"Shhh Bells." Charlie said he lifted Bella up and pulled her into his arms.
"Daddy please I can't do this! I thought getting my heart broken by Edward was the worst pain I ever felt! But I was so wrong daddy so wrong!" Bella sobbed into her father's shoulder.
"Bells" Charlie's voice cracked as he tried to calm down his daughter.
"I'm in so much pain daddy that I can barely breathe! Each day I look them both in the eyes and see them dying! Daddy they are slowly dying because I'm too much of a whore and I can't make up my mind." Bella sobbed as she fell to the floor taking her father with her but she closed her eyes.
"You're not a whore." Someone said behind Bella. Bella opened her eyes and saw her father was gone. She turned as she saw Happy leaning against his bike looking at her.
"No where did you go." Bella hissed as she stood up and looked around for her father.
"Bells what's going on?" Happy asked as he walked toward her and saw her freaking out.
"He was just here." Bella whispered as she continued to look around.
"Who Bells. Who was here." Happy asked as he pulled Bella into his arms shaking her.
"Daddy! My daddy was just here." Bella said to Happy as she struggled to get free.
"Bells, Charlie was never here. Happy whispered as he tightened his hold on her.
"No stop! He was just here. I saw him Happy." Bella said as she pushed Happy back.
"Bells-" Happy began to say.
"No Happy! He was I swear! I felt him! I saw him. I smelled him." Bella yelled as Happy just looked at her.
"Come here Bells." Happy said as he pulled her into his arms.
"No stop! Let go of me Happy." Bella screamed as she struggled against him.
"Bells calm down." Happy yelled at her.
"No he was here! I swear!" Bella sobbed at Happy.
"Bella he was never here! I've been watching you talk to yourself for 10 minutes." Happy hissed as Bella stopped and looked at him.
"What?" Bella asked with a confused expression.
"I've been here the whole time Bells." Happy whispered to Bella. Bella pushed Happy back and he stumbled a little.
"Bells" Happy whispered as he saw Bella sit back down on his mother's steps.
"Fuck off David." Bella hissed as she lit another cigarette into the drag from it. Happy took off his hood as he looked at the girl he was in love with. He saw her puff away on her cigarette as she ran her hands through her wet, tangled hair.
"You need to slow down on those babe." Happy sighed as he sat down on the step next to ignored him as she took another long drag of the cigarette.
"Smoking a pack a day isn't good for you or your health Bells." Happy said when he saw she wasn't going to answer him. He watched as Bella closed her eyes tight. Happy touched her shoulder which made her jump.
"Jesus Bells talk to me. I've never seen you like this." Happy whispered to Bella as he looked at her.
Bella turned and saw his face and that was all it took for her to break. Bella dropped her cigarette and sobbed into her hands.
"Fuck Bells." Happy hissed as he pulled her into his side. Bella climbed into his lap and straddled him as she hid her face in his shoulder.
"Talk to me baby." Happy whispered into her ear as he rubbed her wet back. The rain was soaking them both, but neither moved out of the rain.
"I can't do this Happy." Bella sobbed into his shoulder.
"Do what Bells." Happy asked as he saw the whole sky light up with lightning.
"I can't hurt either of you." Bella sobbed. Happy closed his eyes as he inhaled Bella's sweet strawberry smell.
"Shit" Happy cursed is he opened his eyes and looked up to the sky with a frown on his face.
"You gotta follow your heart Bells." Happy whispered as he saw the sky light up again.
"My heart can't even fucking choose, Happy!" Bella sobbed as she clutched the top of Happy's cut.
"You know I love you Bells." Happy whispered as Bella pulled back and looked at him.
"I loved you since day one. You're the only girl who could ever make me feel this way." Happy said as he stood up with Bella's legs around his waist.
He carried her into the old worn down house. And up the old steps that creaked with their weight. Happy carried her into his old room and sat her down on his bed with the dusty sheets. He took a step back and leaned against the wall as he closed his eyes and took a deep breath.
"No milk today, my love has gone away
The bottle stands for lorn, a symbol of the dawn
No milk today, it seems a common sight
But people passing by don't know the reason why"
"You're the only girl who ever broke my heart, the only girl who showed me what happiness was. The only girl to show me what love felt like." Happy whispered as he kept his eyes shut.
"How could they know just what this message means
The end of my hopes, the end of all my dreams
How could they know the palace there had been
Behind the door where my love reigned as queen"
"You're the only girl I will ever want Bells! No matter what it will always be you until the day I die." Happy said as he opened his eyes and saw Bella was crying.
"No milk today, it wasn't always so
The company was gay, we'd turn night into day"
"No matter what happens and who you choose just know that I will always support you no matter what." Happy whispered to her.
"But all that's left is a place dark and lonely
A terraced house in a mean street back of town
Becomes a shrine when I think of you only
Just two up two down"
"I will always fight for you. Never forget that babe! You are worth everything to me! I would do anything for you! I would leave the MC for you." Happy said as he felt his eyes begin to water.
"If you choose Jax then I'll support you and I'll be happy for both of you. I will still love you." Happy said as he slid down the wall onto the floor and put his hood up as he leaned his head against the wall.
"No milk today, it wasn't always so
The company was gay, we'd turn night into day
As music played the faster did we dance
We felt it both at once, the start of our romance"
"Just know that I will never hate you Bells." Happy whispered as he closed his eyes.
"I'm so sorry Happy." He heard Bella sob as he kept his eyes closed.
"Don't, don't be sorry! It's okay I get it." Happy said as he finally opened his eyes.
"I understand Bella." Happy said as he stood up and walked over to her. He leaned down to her and lifted her chin up as he brought his lips closer to hers.
"I will never stop loving you Isabella Marie Swan." Happy said as he kissed her and closed his eyes and she deepened the kiss.
"How could They know just what this message means
the end of my helps, the end of all my dreams
How do they know a palace there had been
Behind the door where my love reigned as queen"
He finally pulled back and looked at her. "You will always have my heart baby girl." Happy whispered as he took one last look at the love of his life. He turned and faced the door.
"I love you Happy so fucking much that it hurts." Bella sobbed from behind him.
"I know Bells, me too." Happy replied as he took a deep breath and walked out the door and down the steps. He saw a figure sitting in the chair in the corner he turned and frowned.
"So she wasn't lying." Happy said as he saw Charlie stand up and walk toward him.
"No she wasn't." Charlie replied as he stood right in front of Happy. Happy sighed and looked up.
"Happy please don't leave." Bella sobbed from upstairs as Happy and Charlie heard footsteps. Happy turned and gave one last look at Charlie as he walked toward the door.
"I always wished she had picked you." He her Charlie said from behind him. Happy turned and looked.
"No milk today, my love has gone away
The bottle stands forlorn, a symbol of the dawn"
"Why" Happy asked as he raised his eyebrow at him.
"Because you never hurt her like Jackson did." Charlie replied as Happy frowned.
"Yeah I did Charlie. He just hurt or worse." Happy replied as he put his hand on the door handle.
"You love her so much more than he does! You would have taken better care of her." Charlie said which made Happy freeze.
"Yeah I would have. I would have given her the world and so much more." Happy said as he turned and heard the footsteps getting closer.
"But she chooses him and no matter how much that breaks my heart all I want is for her to be happy. If her happiness is with Jax then I'm happy." Happy replied as he opened the door but stopped.
"I love her Charlie! So fucking much." Happy whispered as he walked out the door.
"I know son. I know." Charlie whispered as he disappeared. Bella flew down the steps and out the door.
"Happy please." Bella sobbed as she slipped and fell into the mud chasing after him. Happy sat on his bike and put on his riding glasses.
"It's okay baby I told you I understand." Happy said as he started up his bike and turn toward her.
"But all that's left is a place dark and lonely
A terraced house in a mean street back of town
Becomes a shrine when I think of you only
Just two up to down"
"I love you so fucking much Bells! I will always love you." Happy said as he saw Bella crying.
He sped off into the slippery, rainy street. Happy turned into the parking lot and shut off his bike.
"Hey" Heard Jax call out to him as he had his hood on and was standing next to Opie.
"Sup bro" Happy replied as he took off his helmet and glasses.
"Not much bro, have you seen Bells. I've been trying to call her all day." Jax said as he tugged at his beard.
"Nah man haven't seen her." Happy lied as he looked at Jax.
"But all that's left is a place dark and lonely
A terraced house in a mean street back of town
Becomes a shrine when I think of you only
just two up two down"
"Damn well if you see her before I do tell her I'm looking for." Jax called out as he watched Happy walk away.
"I will pres." Happy replied as he walked into the clubhouse to see girls dancing. Happy went right up to the bar and looked at Skyler.
"Hey Hap." Skyler smiled as the sweet butts sitting at the bar smiled at him. Happy nodded as he turned to Skyler.
"Got a brand-new bottle of Jack back there?" Happy asked as sweet butts try to get his attention.
"Yup sure do." Skyler said as she reached below her and gave it to Happy.
"No milk today, my love has gone away
The bottle stands forlorn, a symbol of the dawn
No milk today, it seems a common sight
But people passing by don't know the reason why"
"Thanks darling I'll be in my room. Make sure no one bothers me unless it's urgent." Happy said as he kissed Skyler on the cheek. She nodded then frowned.
"Have you seen Bells. I'm starting to get worried." Skyler said as she frowned at Happy.
"Nah I haven't seen her but I'm sure she's fine darling." Happy replied as he opened the bottle of Jack and took a deep sit out of it.
He walked into the hallway where the dorm rooms are. He went to his room and closed the door. He took off his hoodie. He slipped off his wet clothes and just put on a pair of jeans as he laid down on the bed clutching the bottle to him.
"How could they know just what this message means
The end of my hopes, the end of all my dreams
How could they know the palace there had been
Behind the door where my love reigned as queen"
*Flashback*
Bella clutched onto Happy as he sped in and out of traffic making her laugh with each sharp turn he would take. Happy took one hand off the handlebar as he rested it on Bella's thigh. She put her hand on top of his as she slipped her other hand under Happy's shirt. She slowly slid her hand up and down his abs. Happy sped up and turned and Bella again giggled. They stopped at a red light and Happy turned and looked at her. Her hair is flying with the heavy wind and she had a bright smile on her face.
"No milk today, it wasn't always so
The company was gay, we'd turn night into day"
"Having fun?" Happy asked as he ran his hand up and down Bella's leg.
"Yes baby this is awesome." Bella giggled as Happy reeved the bike making it vibrate and making her throw her head back and laugh. Happy chuckled as he turned and kissed her lips.
"I love you so much Bells." Happy said as he pulled back from the kiss and smiled. Bella brought both of her arms around Happy's waist as she leaned closer and kissed his neck.
"I love you too Happy." Bella whispered into his ear as she kissed it and then hid her head into his light turned green and Happy sped off making Bella squeal and held on tighter to Happy.
*End of flashback*
Happy reopened his eyes as he turned to the dresser and saw a picture of him and Bella sitting on top. Bella had her head thrown back laughing. Happy had his arms wrapped around her as he smiled at her. A tear fell from Happy's eye as he took the last big sip of the bottle of Jack. Finishing it.
"Why couldn't she just pick me." Happy whispered as he closed his eyes and drops the bottle onto the floor.
"But all that's left is a place dark and lonely
A terraced house in a mean street back of town
Oh all that's left is a place dark and only
A terraced house in a mean street back of town
Oh all that's left is a place dark and lonely
A terraced house in a mean street back of town"
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-NO WINGS TO FLY-
THE next day!
Bella stood in front of the mirror as she looked herself over. The person staring back was haunting her. Blue and brown eyes stared back at her scars covering the right side of her face. She was standing in her bra and underwear as she slowly ran her fingertips down the scar on her stomach. She took a deep breath as she turned and saw her white dress sitting on the chair next to the bed. Bella slowly walked over to the dress and ran her hands on the soft material. She took a deep breath as she slid the dress over her head.
"You look beautiful." A voice said to Bella. Bella turned and frowned.
"First dad now you." Bella said as she tried to zip up her dress. Sue chuckled as she walked over toward Bella and zipped the dress up for her. Sue then took Bella's face in her hands and looked at her.
"Are you sure this is what you want?" Sue asked Bella.
"I love him." Was all Bella said as she sat down on the bed and put on her white heels.
"You also love David." Sue said as she leaned against the doorway.
"why are you doing this" Bella whispered as she frowned
"because I am your mother and I worry about you" sue said as she looked at bella
"I know." Bella sighed as she stood up with her heels on. She slowly smoothed the dress down on her and she felt her hands begin to get clammy.
"Bells" Sue sighed as she frowned at her daughter.
"Don't mom" Bella begged as she picked up a brush and slowly ran it through her hair.
"My sweet beautiful daughter all I want is for you to be happy." Sue said as she put her hands on Bella's shoulder.
"I know mom and I am, or I will be with Jax." Bella said as she put the brush down because her hands were shaking too bad. Sue picked up the brush and slowly brushed Bella's hair as Bella sat down on the chair.
"Why won't you pick Happy?" Sue asked as she picked up the curling iron and began to curl Bella's hair.
"He's better off without me." Bella mumbled as she closed her eyes.
"You don't really think that do you?" Sue asked her daughter.
"No but I have too." Bella whispered as she took a deep breath and picked up the pink lipstick.
"Sweetheart-" Sue began to say.
"Mom my future is with Jax." Bella said as she smacked her lips together to smooth out the lipstick.
"Since when." Sue asked and she put the curling iron down and looked at her in the mirror.
"Since the day I took a step into Charming, he became my future." Bella whispered as she closed her eyes.
"What about Happy?" Sue asked as she touches Bella's cheek.
"He was just a detour." Bella answered as she opened her eyes and stood up.
"Bells-" Sue started to say.
"Sweetheart let her go." Bella and Sue heard a voice say from behind them. Bella turned and smiled.
"Nice" Bella chuckled to her father and he smirked.
"Just because I'm dead doesn't mean I can't wear this damn monkey suit." Charlie chuckled as sue rolled her eyes and bella smirked
"Charlie I was having a serious conversation with our daughter." Sue whined as Charlie rolled his eyes.
"Are you happy?" Charlie asked as he looked at his daughter.
"Yes" Bella answered as soon rolled her eyes.
"See she said she's happy Sue. Just let it go." Charlie said as he raised his eyebrow to his wife.
"Oh come on Charlie that was bad fucking acting. If you can't see that, then you're dumber than I thought." Sue hissed as Charlie smirked but frowned.
"Sweetheart" Charlie sighed as he walked closer to Sue and pulled her into his arms.
"It might have been a lie but she knows what she is doing and what's going to happen. We can't protect her, or save her." Charlie whispered as Sue had a tear in her eye.
"Charlie please you have to tell her." Sue begged as she cried and Bella turned and looked at her parents.
"Tell me what?" Bella asked.
"Nothing" Charlie said as he glared at Sue.
"Charlie she's going to-" Sue started to say that Charlie cut her off.
"Enough! Leave." Charlie hissed as sue looked at him in shock.
"Charlie you have to sa-" Sue tried to say but she disappeared.
"Dad-" Bella began to say to Charlie cut her off.
"she's getting to that age where she begins to imagine shit" Charlie lied as bella glared
"dad" bella hissed
"It's nothing sweetheart." Charlie said as he has smiled at his daughter.
"But mom sounded really upset." Bella argued with her father.
"Drop it Bells." Charlie hissed and Bella frowned as she looked to the floor.
"Bells-" Charlie began to say but was interrupted when someone knocked on the door.
"Bella can I come in." A voice called out from the other side of the door.
"Give me a second Brookie." Bella said as she looked at her dad.
"I guess it's time for me to go." Charlie said as he frowned and pulled Bella into his arms.
"Me, Bobby and Sue will be there today to watch you." Charlie said as he kissed her forehead.
"I'm so proud of you baby girl and I love you so much. I'm sorry that I never really expressed my feelings to you. I'm sorry I wasn't the greatest father." Charlie said as he took a step back into the sun that was shining in from the window.
"Dad-" Bella tried to say.
"You're so beautiful Bells." Charlie whispered as he disappeared. Bella took a deep breath and closed her eyes and she turned toward the mirror.
"Come in." Bella whispered as she kept her eyes closed. She heard the door open and heard heels hit the wooden floor.
"Oh my God." Bella heard a gasp from behind her. She smiled as she opened her eyes and turned to see Brooklyn standing in the doorway smiling at Bella.
"You look beautiful Brookie." Bella smiled as she looked over the sweet butt she considered her friend.
"Me?" Brooklyn chuckled as she moved closer to Bella looking her over.
"You're the beautiful one Bella. On my God you look amazing in that beautiful dress." Brooklyn said as she took Bella's hand and spun her around in a circle.
Bella was wearing an elegant, chiffon embroidery, A-line wedding dress. It was white and lace and had an open back that showed off her tattoos. It fit in all the right places showing off her curves. Bella blushed as Brooklyn stopped spinning her around.
"Hey sweetie, it's almost time." Ruby said as she walked through the door with Cherry but stopped.
"Damn Bella you look fucking hot." Cherry whistled and Bella blushed.
"Look at that blush." Ruby giggled as Bella's blush deepened but then she looked at Cherry and smirked.
"Your maid of honor dress looks amazing on you Cher." Bella said as she smiled at Cherry looked gorgeous in her baby blue rhinestone halter top dress.
Bella smiled as she walked toward the window to see people sitting down in seats. She then frowned and looked at her girls.
"Can I ask you guys a question." Bella said. Cherry, Ruby and Brooklyn all looked at Bella and nodded to her. Bella sat on the bed and the girls followed suit.
"Do you think I picked the right guy." Bella whispered to the girls.
"Oh sweetie…" Ruby said as she reached for Bella's hand.
"Do you want the truth?" Ruby asked Bella to which she nodded.
"Yes" Bella whispered.
Cherry took a deep breath as she looked at her best friend.
"I always thought you would end up with Happy." Cherry said as Brooklyn and Ruby looked at her.
"I've been there since day one. Through all the fights, all the drama and all the bullshit. I've seen how much and how bad Jackson has hurt you, and how Happy would always be your knight in shining armor. Happy made you happy when all Jax did was bring you pain and weakness." Cherry said as Bella nodded.
"I know." Bella whispered as she sighed.
"Well I'm sort of knew so I don't know how you and Happy were before I came along. But I think you made the right choice with Jax." Ruby said as Brooklyn nodded.
"Jax seems to make you smile and he's the father of your kids. You love him so of course your going to choose the father of your children." Brooklyn answered as Bella nodded her head.
"Thanks girls." Bella said as she has smiled and stood up as she heard little feet hitting the floor board.
"Gigi, slow down." Leah called after Gigi as she raced into Bella's room.
"Momma" Gigi shouted. Bella smiled as she bent down and scooped Giselle up into her arms and spinned her around.
"Momma you look beautiful." Gigi giggled as Bella kissed her.
"So do you baby." Bella said as she smiled and twirled her and Gigi around as Gigi giggled.
"I have a present for you." Bella said to Gigi.
"For me?" Gigi asked as Bella nodded.
"Gime" Gigi said as she clapped her hands and Bella laughed. Bella walked over to the dresser, she pulled out a big red velvet box. She bent down and picked up Gigi as she sat down on the bed with her.
"Open it." Bella whispered as she smiled. Gigi opened it and gasped.
"Pretty momma." Gigi clapped.
"Put it on." Gigi asked. Bella smiled. She took the diamond heart locket out of the box and put it on Gigi. It was really big on her. It came all the way down to her knee, but Gigi didn't mind.
"It opens." Bella smiled as she opened it.
"See it's me and you." Bella smiled as she showed the inside of the locket to Gigi. Inside was a picture of Gigi with her hand on Bella's scarred face. Gigi was smiling at her mother as Bella beamed down at her.
"It's pretty." Gigi clapped. Bella smiled as she kissed Gigi on the face.
"Smile" They heard someone say. Bella turned around with Gigi in her arms to see Ruby with her phone in her hands, aiming it at Bella and Gigi.
"Smile baby girl." Bella said to Gigi. Gigi turned and put her hands on Bella's scarred face. She then turned toward Ruby and smiled. Bella smiled as they saw a flash.
"It's perfect." Cherry said as she smiled and saw Ruby show her the picture on the phone.
"One more." Gigi said. Ruby took out her phone again.
"Gigi-" Bella began to say but stopped when Gigi put both of her small hands on her mother's face. She then kissed Bella's scarred face. Bella had a shocked face when she saw the flash.
"You're not a monster momma, Abel is right. You're pretty Princess." Gigi said making Bella's eyes water.
"Momma" She heard another voice yell and in ran Abel, looking adorable in his tux.
"There's my little man." Bella said as she kneeled to the floor as Abel dashed into her arms. Bella had both kids in her arms and was smiling down at them when she saw a flash.
"Look what momma got me Abel." Gigi giggled as she lifted up her necklace to Abel.
"Pretty" Abel said as he touched the heart Bella smiled at her son.
"I got you something also little man." Bella said as she let go of Abel and took off the gold cross Happy gave her. She kissed it and then said a silent prayer as she slipped it around Abel's tiny neck.
"Keep it on all the time. It will protect you." Bella whispered into his ear as he lifted up the shiny gold necklace and smiled at it.
"Come on guys we gotta get lined up." Leah said as she smiled. She leaned against the doorway with Victoria next to her.
"You look beautiful Bella." Vicki said as Bella blushed.
"Thank you darling." Bella said as she stood up and dusted off her dress.
"Abel, Gigi go with your sister and Vicki." Bella said as she gave them both kisses on the forehead and watched as Gigi raced out of the room with Leah running after her. Able was about to go but stopped.
"Shouldn't you be wearing this momma?" Abel said as he held up the long necklace.
"It's yours now baby boy." Bella smiled as Abel smiled back.
"Promise me you will always wear it no matter what little man." Bella called after him as he grabbed Vicki's hand.
"I promise momma." Abel said as Vicki led him out the room.
"It's time." Someone called out from outside the door. Bella took a deep breath just as all the other old ladies walked into the room.
"Well girls looks like it's time for me to get married." Bella smiled which cause the girls to cheer.
"Let's take one last picture of you as a free lady." Cherry giggled as all the girls surrounded Bella and smiled when the flash happened.
"Okay now just one of the bride and maid of honor." Skyler smiled. Cherry handed Skyler her camera as she stood next to Bella. She wrapped her arms around Bella as they both smiled.
"I love you to the moon and back Bella." Cherry said as she kissed Bella's cheek as everyone saw a flash.
"I love you to infinity and beyond Cherry." Bella smiled as she kissed her cheek.
"Hey kid." Redman said as he peeked into the door. Bella turned and smiled.
"It's time." Redman said as he saw all the girls lined up. Cherry was the last one out and she turned to Bella.
"You look gorgeous Bells." Cherry smiled as she started to walk out of the door but stopped.
"Can I ask you something real quick?" Cherry asked Bella to which he nodded.
"Why did you choose him." Cherry whispered to Bella as Redman was thinking and pulling his tie.
"Because I love Jax no matter how much pain he has put me through. I love him. As for Happy, fuck I love David to the moon and back. If it wasn't for the kids I would have chosen him." Bella said to which Cherry nodded.
"Maybe in another world I will be with David but in this world, right here right now, my life and world surrounds Jax and my kids." Bella said as Cherry nodded again.
"I love you Bells, and if you want to bail just nod your head to me and I'll fake faint." Cherry said as Bella chuckled.
"I'll keep that in mind Cher." Bella said as Cherry winked, as she walked out of the room. But chuckled as she turned and saw Redman was still yanking and pulling on his tie.
"Thanks for doing this." Bella said as she walked closer to him and fixed his tie. Redman let go of the deep breath he was holding and smiled.
"You've always been like a daughter to me." Redman said as he ran his fingertips along Bella's scars.
"I was honored when you asked me to do this." Redman said as Bella smiled. They both walked toward the window and saw the girls walking down the aisle. Bella laughed as she saw Cherry look up toward the window and wink.
"You look beautiful." Redman said and Bella blushed. Bella heard her cue and she straightened up.
"Looks like it's our turn. You ready for this." Redman asked.
Bella nodded and looped her arm with Redman as they walked down the stairs and outside. She rounded the corner and saw her uncle and dad on the far end of the wall smiling at her as Sue frowned. Bella smiled back as she tightened her hold on Redmond. She looked straight ahead and saw Jax's eyes light up when they made eye contact everyone stood up. There were Sons Of Anarchy from all charters. All gathering around to see the wedding as Bella moved closer and closer she felt butterflies in her stomach. She saw him wink so she stuck out her tongue. To which him and his best man chuckled. Finally she reached the altar as Opie winked and Cherry whispered in her ear.
"Remember just nod your head and I'll fake faint." Cherry whispered which Bella laughed out loud.
"Take care of her prez." Redman said as he patted his president on the back.
Jax nodded as he took Bella's hand and kissed her cheek. He smiled as they face the priest ready to get married.
"Dearly beloved we have come together today to witness and celebrate the marriage of Isabella Marie Swan and Jackson John Teller." The priest said as he pointed to both Bella and Jax and everyone smiled.
Everyone but one that was standing in the bar with the flask in his hands as he kept throwing it back taking long deep gulps from it.
"Isabella and Jackson have been riding together for almost 4 years now and their experience of that togetherness has led them here today. To make a public pronouncement that they have each found 'the one', and luckily, for them, it is each other." The priest said as he had on his biker vest. Jack smiled as he looked into the eyes of his old lady.
"When you say to the other, I love you. What you are saying is, 'hold on tight, the right is long.' Be understanding of your partner's needs. Hold each other in the highest regard. Have a sense of humor as you meet life's challenges. Honor one another when you are together or apart. Respect each other's differences. Enjoy the good times, and endure the storms. When your heart and wide open roads call you, follow just to see what awaits you. Don't be afraid to satisfy your dreams with new and different experiences. Make your dreams come true, together… Most of all, love one another… and the realization of the meaning of that beautiful promise 'to have and to hold…" The priest said as he looked jacks and Bella in the eyes and they nodded.
"At this time, I'd like to share an appropriate poem called Come Ride with Me." The priest said as he took out a piece of paper and read it as Jack's was holding Bella's hands.
"Come join with me stay by my side
Hop on board let's take a ride
Hold on tight, the ride is long.
Come ride with me where you belong.
Come aboard my horse of steel
Hold me close and let me feel
The need in you as strong as mine.
Come ride with me, we'll be just fine
Come take a ride and trust in me
We'll ride as one for all to see."The priest finished and Bella smiled at how beautiful it was.
"Isabella, Jackson are you ready now to make your promises to each other?" The priest asked Bella and Jax.
"Fuck yeah." They both said as the priest smiled and everyone laughed.
"Jackson if you please." The priest said. Jax smiled and looked at his old lady smiling. He turned and looked her in the eye.
"Bella from the very first day I met you, I knew it was meant to be. You are the only girl who can keep me on my feet and give me the support that I need. You took my son in as yours and in return you gave me five beautiful children. You made me the most happy man on earth. You stayed when anyone else would have bailed and you always stood at my side. Even when all that shit went down this year. You kept me strong. Whenever I look into your eyes and I see your smile and hear your beautiful laugh I swear that I fall in love more every day. I love you more than the wind whipping through my hair. I love the way you put your hands around me as we ride my bike and you laugh as the wind touches your hair. I promise to treat you as good as my leather and ride you as much as I ride my bike." Jax said and Bella chuckled. Jax then looked and saw Bella crying.
"As we take our vows of marriage I will love you and take you anywhere we can ride on two wheels. So please babe take my heart and ride with me." Jax said is Bella had tears running out of eyes. She cursed and everyone near them chuckled as she wiped the tears away.
She cleared her throat as she turned and saw Happy staring at her right in the eyes. He held up his flask and saluted her. Which caused her to feel like Her heart broke into a million different pieces.
"It's your turn Isabella." The priest said to Bella. Bella took a deep breath and looked at Happy one last time. Mouthing the words I'm sorry to him.
I forgive you he mouthed back as he took another sip of his flask. Bella then turned and looked at Jax.
"Jackson I came to Charming to live with my uncle Bobby not expecting to meet some crazy, blonde haired, biker guy." Bella said as Jack's smirked and Opie laughed.
"You helped me when my life started to crumble down to the ground and you kissed the tears away. Together you gave me a son. Abel who is my life and together we made our sweet little Princess and our little Thomas. At first I didn't want anything to do with you." Bella said as everyone chuckled.
"I thought you were some bad ass biker trying to get into my pants. But you took the pain away. You showed me how to love and you gave me a family. When I had nothing left to live for. You make me happier and happier each and every day. You and my kids are my everything and I would never give it up for the world. We have been through some crazy shit. But no matter what or how, we always stuck together like glue." Bella said as Opie smirked.
"Babe, from day one you had me addicted to you. You still love me even after I became this monster." Bella said she pointed to her face. She turned and looked at Happy to see him still staring at her.
Forgive me Bella mouthed to Happy to which he nodded his head. Always he mouthed back as Bella took another deep breath.
"I love everything about you. How you talk. How you can keep me calm and how you make me smile and make me so fucking happy. I love the way I can snuggle up with you when you take me out riding on your bike at night time. Being with you. Holding you tightly as you take the turns tightly. I can feel a connection with you. With your spirit and I love that feeling. When I look into your eyes I see how much you love me, and when we kiss time freezes and all that matters is me and you." Bella said as she smiled at Jax then looked at Happy again.
Why are you doing this. Happy mouthed to her.
I'm saving you Bella mouthed to back as she touched Jax's cheek and smiled.
"Babe I want to hold you forever, riding off down any highway we come too. Our marriage and love will take us through any weather. It makes me very happy to now become your wife." Bella said as everyone smiled and Bella's bridesmaids were all crying causing everyone to chuckle.
"Can we have the rings." The priest announced. Cherry handed Bella Jax's bring and whispered in her ear…
"This is your last chance do you want me to fake faint." Cherry whispered and Bella smiled.
"Nah I got this Cher." Bella said as Cherry nodded and smirked as Opie handed Bella's ring to Jax and patted him on the back.
"Rings are precious metal; they are also made precious by us wearing them. Your wedding rings are special they enhance who you are. They mark the beginning of your long journey together. Your wedding ring is a circle a symbol of love never-ending. It is the seal of the vows you have just taken to love each other with no end." The priest said. He looked at Jax and nodded his head.
"With this ring I promise to love you with all my heart. I promise to be your big bad ass biker in armor and protect you and the kids from danger. I promise to be that father that refuses to let his daughters date until their 65. I promise to be a loving husband. I promise to fall asleep and wake up to you each and every day for the rest of our lives. I promised her grow old with you holding your hand each and every step of the way." Jax said as he slid the ring on her finger.
"I thee wed." Jax said as Bella smiled.
"Isabella" the priest said. Bella smiled and looked at Jax.
"With this ring I promise to be a loving wife. I promise to have dinner on the table waiting for you when you walk through the door. I promise to be that nagging mother who refuses to let her boys grow up. I promise to be your bad as biker chick and knock out any bitch that comes near you." Bella said and everyone chuckled.
"That's right killer knock them bitches down." Tig cheered and Bella smirked as she saw Tiffany shrinking in the back row of seats.
"I promise to make you happy as long as we live." Bella said as she slipped the ring on Jax's finger.
"With this ring, I give you my love, my body, my everything. I thee wed." Bella said as Jax smirked.
"Family and friends we have been waiting and watching for this moment get ready to put your hands together and make some noise." The priest said. Everyone cheered and clapped.
"May your love grow ever stronger as you share your life together. May your future be even more wonderful than you ever dreamed possible. You have made your promises, and exchanged your rings. By the power vested in me, I now pronounce you husband and wife." The priest said as Jax turned and gave one last final look to Happy. I love you Bella mouthed to him.
I love you more Happy mouthed as he put his hand over his heart and watched as Jax pulled Bella into his arms. He kissed her as everyone cheered. Happy finished his flask and he slid it back into his back pocket and walk toward his bike.
"You okay brother." Happy heard a voice say. Happy turned and saw a fading Bobby staring at him.
"While look at you." Happy chuckled as he looked at Bobby and Bobby smirked.
"I know. Ain't I beautiful." Bobby smirked as Happy chuckled.
"You look sexy." Happy said. To which Bobby winked. Happy sat on his bike and put on his helmet.
"You sure you're okay to drive? " Bobby asked as he frowned at Happy.
"I don't know you're the dead one you tell me the answer to that." Happy said as he raised his eyes.
"She loves you Hap." Bobby whispered as he watched Happy put on his riding glasses.
"So everyone says." Happy replied as he started the engine.
"She's saving you." Bobby yelled over the roar of the engine.
"I don't need saving. All I want is her." Happy replied as he put up his kick stand and flew down the highway.
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"God I love you." Jax said as he held her. Bella smiled as Jax but Bella upstairs to their room and shut the door smirked.
Jax pulled Bella toward the bed looking at her and she looking back at him. Both with want and need in their eyes. They slowly take each other's clothes off kissing and nipping at each other. Once they are both totally naked Jax picks Bella up and lays her in the middle of the bed. He starts kissing her neck working down to her breasts sucking on one nipple while holding and squeezing the other. Then switching sides. He brings one hand down to her belly then lower to see if she is wet.
"So wet for me already. I want to take my time with you tonight and make you come and over and over. Until you can't stand it anymore."
Bella just groans. Jax slides in one finger and then a second and rubs that special spot inside that drives Bella crazy. When she gets close to coming Jax stops and brings his face down to her pussy. He starts putting his tongue inside of her. Licking, sucking, and nipping at her. Driving her crazy. He then adds his fingers along with his tongue. She screams out as she comes and Jax just stays there licking every drop from her. When he got everything she had he lifts his head up and gives her the sexy smile. She looks down at him and pulls his head to her and kisses him deeply. Tasting herself on him.
She then wraps her legs around him and pulls him into her. He starts out slowly but then Bella begs him to speed up and go harder. He does as she asks. She comes again and as she is coming down he erupts.
They flip over so Jax is on his back and Bella is on top. She rides him hard as he squeezing both of her nipples.
"Let us change this up a little bit babe." Jax told her.
They switch positions and Bella was on all fours. Jax took her from behind and was fucking her slowly. It was driving Bella crazy because she wanted fast and hard. Bella's knees gave out and they ended up on their sides. Jax didn't stop he kept going. He added a finger to play with Bella's clit. That finally set her off.
Jax pulled out of her and laid down. Bella kissing his chest then down to his abs. Then down to his hard dick. She took him into her mouth and gave him a mind blowing, blow job. At least that's what all of Jax's grunting told her. By the time she was done they were both sticky and sweaty. They were both satisfied, at least for now .Bella laid on the bed sweaty and sticky and naked. She got up and Jax looked at her weird.
"Got to take a shower." Bella said as she walked into the bathroom and Jax smirked.
Jax started the shower to get it the temperature. Bella joins him after a few minutes they take turns standing under the water to get all wet and rinsed off. Then Jax decides he wants to wash Bella off. So he grabs her shower gel and a washcloth. He gets his hands all soapy and starts to wash Bella. He starts from the neck works down her back, down to her butt. Taking special care of where her tattoos are. Then he does the back of her legs then moves to the front. The water hits her back to rinse the soap off.
As Jax is soaping up Bella's front, Bella grabbed Jax's shower gel and another washcloth. She then started to wash his front. When she got to his dick he was hard again. She decided she wanted to play so she put her hand around him going up and down.
"Bella if you don't stop that I'm going to take you right here." Jax said as he still playing with Bella's boobs.
"That's what I want." Bella said.
They both rinsed off and Jax told her to turn around so she was facing the wall and he slid into her. Bella didn't like that position so she pulled Jax off her and turned around. He picked her up and pushed her back up against the wall of the shower. Start kissing her and sucking on her neck, then he finally slid into her. Like before he started out slow but then sped up.
Bella is pulling his face toward her. Her hands in his wet hair. They both came again. They rinsed off again and got out of the shower.
After a nice little shower together Jax and Bella both got dressed. Jax put on dark nice jeans with a blue button up and his cut over the top. Jack's walked into the bathroom and Bella pulled out her new dress. She just bought it. It was a baby blue short ruched, sweetheart, cocktail dress. Bella did her makeup, adding a smoking look to it. When Jax walked back into the room he saw his old lady bent over blow drying her hair. Jax groaned as his jeans tightened on him as he saw the dress she was wearing. He walked right behind her, and grabbed her waist scaring her a little bit and forcing her, onto his hard dick. Bella moaned as she turned off the blow dryer and leaned against her old man.
"Fuck babe this dress looks amazing on you." Jax said as Bella smiled.
"Thanks" She said as she turned around and kissed him. She then pulled away and leaned on his shoulder as she put on her matching baby blue stilettos. Jax groaned louder Bella chuckled.
"Everyone is going to be eye fucking you." Jax groaned as he adjusted his jeans.
"Let them, they all know on your old lady." Bella said as she smiled and Jax smirked.
"Damn right." He said as he slapped her ass. Bella chuckled as they walked outside.
"You going to be able to ride the bike with that dress on?" Jax asked her and Bella nodded as she sat on the bike and grabbed his waist.
Jax smirked as he started up the bike and raced toward the clubhouse. By the time they got there everyone was outside drinking and having a fun time. When they heard Jax's bike they all looked up and whistled. Jax pulled into the clubhouse parking lot and parked. Jax got off first and helped Bella get off. After she was off, Jax put his arm around her shoulder and pulled her close. While resting the other hand on her ass.
"Hot damn Bella." Tig cat called and whistled. Bella blushed as everyone chuckled.
Bella walked around and greeted everyone as they all gave her hugs and welcomed her in as the president's official old lady.
"Hey" She heard a raspy voice say from behind her. Bella smiled as she looked at Happy.
"Hey" Bella's for as she looked past Happy see Jax watching her.
"Can I have this dance." Happy whispered as he held out his hand to her. Bella smiled and took his hand as he led her to the area where they had a DJ booth set up outside. Happy pulled Bella into his arms as they slow danced.
"You look hot." Happy whispered as Cherry and Young Blood danced passed them and Cherry winked.
"Thanks" Bella said as she ran her hand up and down Happy's cut. Bella sighed as she rested her head on his shoulder as he pulled her even closer.
"I'm so sorry David." Bella whispered into her shoulder.
"I know." Happy said as he made eye contact with Jax.
"I would have picked you David." Bella whispered to which Happy closed his eyes and sighed.
"I know Bells. I know." Happy said as he pulled back and spun Bella around making her smile.
"I love you so much Bells." Happy said as he pulled her back into his arms.
"I love you so much more David." Bella whispered as the song stopped and Happy brought his lips to her forehead.
"I wished that was true." Happy whispered to her as he kissed her forehead and took a step back.
"Thank you for the dance Mrs. Teller." Happy said to Bella as he nodded his head at her and walked away.
"Shit" Bella cursed and she put a hand on her heart.
"You okay." She heard a voice say from behind her. Bella turned and looked at her brother.
"Yeah I'm okay." Bella said as she half smiled smiled.
"come on bells even I didn't even believe that" opie chuckled, as bella frowned
"I'll be okay" bella smiled as opie laughed
"Well in that case may I have this dance little sister." Opie asked as he put his hand out.
"Of course you can big brother bear." Bella smirked as Opie chuckled.
The truth was Bella was not okay. If you wanted the truth her heart stung like a fucking bitch when Happy called her Mrs. Teller. She made her choice. She picked who she thought she should be with. Not who she really wanted to be with. She picked Jax because he and the kids wouldn't survive without her. When Happy could. She knew he could but what she didn't know was what her choice would cost her and her loved ones.
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It was later in the night when everything began to change. The air became thicker for some reason. Everyone was having a good time enjoying themselves. Bella had Abel and Gigi in her arms. She was spinning them around in a circle. Jax smiled as he heard their laughs echo throughout the parking lot. Jack's saw a flash and snapped his head to see Cherry take a picture of Bella dancing with the kids. Jax smiled as he saw Cherry walk over toward him.
"Thank you." Jax said as he kissed Cherry on the cheek.
"I love Bella." Cherry said as Jax nodded to her.
"She loves you Cherry, a lot." Jax replied.
"She was the sister I always wanted. She was my rock when Halfsack died. Even now Bella still blames herself for his death." Cherry said as she ran her hand over her crow tattoo.
"But it's not her fault you know." Cherry said as she and Jax watched his wife dance.
"I never once blamed her for his death." Cherry said as a tear went down her cheek.
"Yeah he was my best friend and he was my everything that but he died a hero." Cherry said as she wiped her tears away.
"He was a hero Cherry. We all miss him so much. He would have made a great reaper." Jax said as he wrapped his arms around Cherry.
"I love you pres." Cherry finally said making Jack's look at her.
"If it was Clay or anyone else, he will force me to leave when Halfsack died. Everyone knows that when he died, me being an old lady died with him. So I guess what I'm trying to say is thank you." Cherry replied as Jax smiled and kissed her on the forehead.
"You're family Cherry. You might have lost your old man but you gained a family." Jax said as he pulled away making her smile.
"I know. Thank you." She said as she kissed him on the cheek then started to walk away.
"Cherry" Jax called out to her making her stop and turn and face him.
"No matter what anyone says you will always be an old lady. You will always be a part of my club." Jax said making Cherry smile at him.
Jax turned around to see Bella just dancing was Abel. She was twirling him around as Gigi stood by her feet clapping her hands. Jax smiled as he walked over to Bella and the kids.
"Gigi" Jax said making Gigi turn and face him. Bella stopped dancing and looked at him.
"Daddy" Gigi smiled making Bella smile.
"Can I have this dance?" Jax asked. Gigi grinned.
"I don't know, momma you think daddy can dance with me." Gigi asked her mother. Making Jax chuckle.
"Hmm I don't know." Bella said as she circled Jax looking at him.
"What do you say Abel?" Bella asked her son in her arms.
"Hmm I think so." Abel said making Bella laugh. Jax chuckled as he bent down and twirled around with Gigi in his arms.
Bella smiled as she continued to dance with Abel. They danced for a couple more minutes than the music stopped.
"If I can interrupt for second." Redman spoke into the microphone making everyone look at him.
"It's time for the father and daughter dance." Redman said. Making Bella's heart stop. She turned and saw Charlie, Sue, and Bobby sitting at one of the back tables watching her.
"I love you kiddo". Charlie mouth to her as he touched his heart and disappeared.
"I love you my daughter" Sue smiled as tears ran down her face. She disappeared.
Bobby was last to leave. He looked at Bella and smiled. "You did good Bells, I'm so proud of you". He mouthed to her as he faded away.
"Bells" Redman said as he held his hand out to her. Bella snapped her head out and saw his hand reaching out for hers. She gave Abel a kiss and handed him to Ruby, as she took Redman's hand and smiled.
"I know I can never replace Charlie. But I would be honored if you danced to the father and daughter dance with me." Redman said making Bella stop walking.
"I mean if that's okay with you." Redman said to Bella. Bella smiled as tears ran down her face. She smiled as Redman put the mic down. The music started and everyone made a circle around Bella and Redman. Redman took Bella in his arms and spun her around making her laugh.
"I know I can't replace Charlie. But I always thought of you as my own." Redman whispered to her making Bella's eyes watery.
"Thank you." Bella choked out.
Everyone joined in the dance. Everyone was laughing and joking. Nothing could fuck this moment up or so everyone thought. Everything happened so fast. Bella was laughing as she was dancing with Redman. When suddenly gunshots sounded in the parking lot.
"Duck" Bella screamed as she pushed Redman to the ground. Everyone was ducking when a black van pealed out of the parking lot. Everyone looked around to make sure everyone was okay. Bella looked around for her kids. She smiled when she saw Cherry, Ruby and Juice covered them. Just then she felt something warm running down her. Bella gasped as she made eye contact with Jax.
Jack smiled when he saw his old lady but then frowned when he saw her gasp. His heart dropped as he watched his old lady slowly fall to the ground.
"No" Jax choked out. He pushed Chibs and Opie off of him as he raced to Bella.
"Bella" Jax screamed making everyone turned to the bride.
"Oh my God." Someone yelled.
"Bells" Cherry screamed as she and Ruby raced after Jax.
"Get the kids inside." Someone shouted.
"Bells" Happy screamed as he raced toward her.
"Momma" Abel asked as he saw his dad run toward her. Abel screamed and kicked when someone picked him up and carried him inside.
"Sis" Opie screamed as he raced toward her. Everyone crowded around Bella but took a step back. Jax reached her, looking down and saw the big red stain covering her blue dress.
"No, no, no, no" Jax yelled over and over again as he fell to the ground. He put his hand on her dress and felt the warmth of the blood.
"Please God this can't be happening." Jax screamed.
"Jax" Bella gasped as she looked at her old man.
"Get the van ready." Jax yelled out as Young Blood and Rusty ran toward the van.
"It's okay baby. It's going to be okay." Jax said to his old lady. He watched as she brought her blood stained fingers in front of her and stared at them.
"Oh God" Bella whispered as she touched Jax's cheek covering it with blood.
"Shhhh Bells you're going to be okay." Jax said as he lifted Bella into his arms and carried her to the van.
"Let's go Rusty." Jax yelled as he got into the van. Jax held Bella close to him as the van speeded toward the hospital.
"Everything is going to be okay Bells. I promised." Jax whispered to his wife.
"Jax I'm scared." Bella choked out as blood came out of her mouth.
"Bells" Jax sobbed as he watched her choke on the blood.
"Jax I-" Bella began to say that she stopped.
"Bells" Jax screamed as he watched her eyes close. They pulled into the hospital parking lot and Jax ran into the ER.
"Please help my wife." Jax screamed as he tightened his hold on Bella.
"Bells" Jax screamed as he shook her body. He looked up to see people's lips moving but no sound came out.
Jax fell to his knees with Bella still in his arms as nurses and doctors surrounded him. A doctor lifted Bella out of Jax's arms and placed her on a stretcher. The doctor jumped onto the stretcher and began to do CPR.
"Help her." Jax screamed as Young Blood and Rusty held him back.
"Help my wife." Jax sobbed as they rushed Bella into the back. Jax looked down at his hands and saw his shirt and hands were covered with Bella's blood.
Jax and the rest of the club were sitting in the waiting room waiting for answers on Bella.
"She covered me." Redman whispered as he bowed his head.
"Why would she do that." Redman sobbed as his daughter put her hand on his shoulder. Cherry and Ruby were sobbing as everyone stayed silent.
"She can't leave me." Jax whispered as Opie put his hand on his shoulder.
"Shhh Jax our girl is strong." Opie whispered to his president. Jax jumped up onto his feet and yelled.
"She promised Opie! She promised that she would never leave me! You heard her promise." Jax screamed as everyone looked up at him. Happy repeatedly punched the wall until he couldn't feel his knuckles anymore.
"Come on Bells I need you." Happy whispered to himself as he continued to punch the wall.
"Hap stop your bleeding." Kozak said as he put his hand on Happy's shoulder.
"If you don't want me to fuck you up. You would take your hand off of my shoulder." Happy hissed as he turned and glared at Kozak. Kozak's eyes widened as he took a step back.
"Please don't take her from me." Happy whispered as he looked up to the ceiling.
"Jax-" Opie started to say.
"She can't Opie. Fuck I can't lose her." Jax sobbed as he fell to his knees clutching his heart.
"Bro you need to calm down." Opie pleaded to Jax.
"You have to save her." Happy whispered as blood dripped down to the floor from his knuckles.
"I can't breathe." Jax wheezed out making everyone jump up.
"Jax calm down." Juice begged as Jax fell to the floor.
"Opie, I can't breathe." Jax said as he clutched his heart.
"We need help." Opie screamed as he fell to his knees next to Jax.
"Oh God he's having a heart attack." Cherry sobbed as Young Blood held her back as everyone saw Jax clutching his heart.
"Jax breathe." Tig yelled as he fell on the floor next to Opie.
"Come on pres." Happy hissed as he fell to the floor and grabbed Jax's hand.
"Oh God we need help." A nurse yelled out as she put her hand on Jax's heart.
"His heart rate is dropping." The nurse called out as Jax looked passed Happy who was holding his hand to see the doctor who took his wife back in the room. The doctor was covered in blood as she frowned at Jax. Jack's clutched onto his chest as his eyes started to drop.
"Please don't do this to me God." Happy begged as he closed his eyes and prayed for Bella
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AN: Don't worry I am not going to leave you hanging with a million questions in your head.… YET. That would be the next chapter which happens to be the end of the story. I hope you like this chapter and please don't hate me! This all needed to happen. You'll find out why in the next chapter. I do everything in my story for reason. I'm not being a jerk by killing or shooting people. Just bear with me until the next chapter. I promise in the next chapter you WILL find out WHO Bella PICKED! For all the Happy fans out there don't give up hope. He still has one more chapter to go, for Bella to open her eyes and choose him
p.s a big thanks to my beta for writing the sex scenes
Xoxo hardy101