Okay, so, this is something I would like to bring up and talk to ALL of you guys about. So, I was going around on Instagram when I saw one of my favorite accounts posted about a ran they gave on their other account and I went and read about it. It was over how Nalu seemed pointless these days and it makes no sense anymore cause it's mostly just groping, but, I have to agree with them. I do miss the more romantic moments that they did share together and I wish that Mashima would change it up a bit, yet, IT'S NOT MY STORY SO IT'S NOT MY CONCERN. Which everyone seems to think it's their decision to change it, that's your opinion though, so don't go complaining if someone said anything about changing your story because it's yours and not theirs.
Next thing that made me SUPER upset was a story I saw on the comments of the post. And I almost cried in the end, and I hope if this person is reading this won't be upset with me but I wanted to share their story that killed me inside. It was this girl and her girlfriend, who loved Fairy Tail, and supported Nali but some other girls at their school decided to pick on her for it, since they disagreed with her, and about dating another girl. She committed suicide the night after her girlfriend came to comfort her and tell her everything was going to be alright. I've been lucky not to run into Nalu shippers who are so CRUEL to Nali one's. Most of my friends in RP accounts are Nali shippers and I'm usually the ONLY Nalu shipper but I don't complain to them about it and they don't complain to me. I have no reason to in the first place, I support them on what they think of Fairy Tail and they support me. I ship Nali a little bit myself I mean they're very cute.
OKAY SO WHOEVER LOVES LISANNA AND IS READING THS STORY I'M SO SORRY. I love Lisanna, she's one of my favorite characters! I don't know if any of you are secretly hating on me because I made her a bad guy on this and you might be thinking, "Oh, she's one of those people who do this." but actually, I don't mean to hate anyone on this story. The point of the story is about SUICIDE and BULLYING, and it's meant to show how people with depression deal with it, how to deal with it, and how to help others. WHICH WILL BE COMING UP LATER IN THE STORY. Yet, this story shows you that the bully's are innocent to, and do have their own reasons for doing it. It WILL show why Lisanna became the way she was in ' My Story of The Girl in the Blossom Tree '. It WILL tell you the story about Flare in ' The White Cherry Blossom '. Everyone has a reason, why I wanted to make this story in the first place. I wanted people to laugh at the good moments and cry at the bad, to understand more about this life that you, me, and others suffer. NOT to show you I hate Lisanna or Flare or anyone else, the only reasons these characters were chosen because Fairy Tail is one of my favorite anime/manga.
I am planning on writing this story onto Inkitt if anyone of you know the website, it will not hold the same characters as it will in this fan fiction.
I'm sorry I hate to rant this to you but I was in tears at the end of that and I'm in tears right now typing this. I was a sort of slave that people used because they knew I was so kind hearted and they would yell at me if I tried to stand up for myself. I have been teased before, and I always know people are talking about me behind my back. Holding it in made it so much worse, I did try starving myself several times (was caught half those times btw before you panic at me), wanted to jump off a building (was told that I mattered), and now, I'm trying not cut anymore (more than a month clean now). My life has been hard with all this other stuff to deal with, and I don't want ANYONE to feel like they have to hold it in and end up crying themselves to sleep at night, wondering why they were born in the first place. So I'm going to be one of those sappy people and tell you that if you need to talk to me, my PM and DM are always open and I am here to help you.
Thank you for listening, and I'm not crying...what you talking about *turns away blowing nose* ...thank you again.
-Luvviez