Jude's pov

We walked up the stairs to his building and waited by the elevator in silence…. yet again. Sometimes I think he's too insecure but other times he way too damn cocky. I rather the too damn cocky tonight but we don't always get what we want.

I love him, I told him I love him, He knows I love him, and for god sake I'm marring him yet he's pissed I got a cover boyfriend that I had to kiss on a set-up date, it's ridiculous. He gets to sleep with my naked sister and he gets forgiven when I find them like that and fakes like he didn't know she went to sleep like that but when I get handed a cover boyfriend like we agreed, he gets all prissy and pissy. Damn him, why am I so angry all of a sudden? I don't know but his attitude isn't helping at all.

I don't know why but I felt alone and he was standing right next to me and even though I was mad at him I knew if I looked into his trouble eyes I would try to comfort him so I grabbed his hand and intertwined our fingers smiling secretly that he didn't stop or regret this action. Maybe he's not as mad as he thinks he is.

We waited for the elevator to come all the way down to the garage where we were and he started to rub small circles with his thumb on the back of my hand and I instantly shuddered involuntary. He smirked and I mentally groaned, I mean it was hella cute but his mood swings were giving me whip flash and I was physically and mentally tired of it.

The elevator finally started to ding louder telling us it was coming our way in a few short seconds. I looked over at Tommy and he seemed to be having an internal battle with him self and I couldn't help but question why.

"What's the matter Tommy?" I said as I sighed. He shouldn't be worried about any thing at all…I'm his as long as he wants me.

Half of me wonder and half of me didn't. Half of me wonder if there was anything else bothering him I mean Darius did find out we fucked in his Studio and he did ask Tommy to stay so he could talk to him after I got fitted and do all the stuff today for my birthday tomorrow. What if he threatened my job or his? What will happen if he decideds I need a new producer and Tommy doesn't want to tell me because it will brake my heart. Oh god what if he brakes up with me? I mean this has only been going on for two or three days and it's not that hard to tell me to take it back again. I need to know what's on his mind or what's eating him up inside, at least.

He was about to answer when a guy walked next to us, "Nothing" he said as he squeezed my hand for reassurance but I knew better.

"Hey" the misery guy said to me and I smiled I little back at him.

"Hi" I greeted him not trying to be rude and not trying to send any wrong messages at the same time.

"Names Richard" he said and I nodded at him and the elevator stopped in front of us and dinged.

The elevator opened and Tommy let go of my hand and we all walked in. The guy pressed for the lobby and was starring at me intently earning a light pink blush that didn't go unnoticed by Tommy. So he dropped my bag by his feet and grabbed both of my hands in his and pulled me to his chest and crashed his lips down to mine.

Richard uncomfortably pressed the button to the lobby probably to catch another elevator. I snickered mentally as I kissed Tommy picturing Robby or who ever he was face watching us. If he was perverted he would probably start jacking us but hopefully he wasn't because I would run out of this elevator so fast.

He deepened it quickly and I found my self wrapping my arms around his neck holding on to him tightly. I knew what he was doing and I didn't mind I just hope he realized he should feel the same way towards Chris. I don't want him; he's just a good friend like Jamie…Right? Yeah yeah, maybe if I met Chris first maybe there would have been a chance I wouldn't have fell for Tommy…Right? I mean would I have still fell for Tommy when I met him if I was with some one like Chris?

He was showing me off, he was letting Richard?...Yeah Richard know I was his and no one else's and it kinda got me hot and bother. He started to kiss down my neck and I threw my head back and let out a loud and long moan. I wanted to show Tommy I was with him and I don't mind telling any one else if needed. I loved him just as much as he loved me.

I felt his hands start to travel south and to my surprise he grabbed my ass hard and I gasp and it was his turn to moan. His lips traveled back to mine as I pulled on the hair on the back of his sexy devilish hair. He lifted me up and I instantly wrapped my legs around his torso enjoying the foreplay and show for Richard.

Then suddenly the elevator dinged and stopped and Richard walked out and an old couple walked in. Tommy slowly put me down and kissed me fully on the lips before disconnecting from me fully. I unattached my arms from his neck and wrapped them around his waist burring my head in his chest as I blushed beat red. Tommy chuckled and intertwined his fingers with mine and kissed my nose.

Some times I don't know who he is and some times I do. At times he's a whole different person and I love it. It's a side I bet only a few people in his whole life ever see and it makes me think I'm something really special. He let go of my hands and turned me around so that he could pull me to rest on him and wrap his hands around my stomach and some how that made me tear up. I rested my hands on his with a huge smile.

"How long have you been married? You're quit a cute young couple" the old lady stated holding her husbands hands and I smiled at that and blushed at her comment she had made. Before I could answer her I heard Tommy answer instead.

"Actually we're engaged to be married in a few days" Tommy stated proudly as I blushed yet again and all the questioning about our relationship went out the window. I knew he loved me and wanted to marry me for sure, he couldn't be playing games, could he?

The old man held out a hand for Tommy to shake, "You're a lucky man don't let this one get away" he said as he went back to his wife and Tommy nodded stroking my belly witch made the hidden tears start to trickle down.

"I don't plan on letting her get away" he said back. Then whispered in my ear, "Ever" and he kissed the spot right below my right earlobe and I shudder closing my eyes tight.

"So how far along are you?" she asked and I answered thinking she meant how long have we been since we've been together.

"This is…kinda fairly new" I said as I looked down and Tommy stroked my stomach again.

"Is it a boy or a girl…I bet what ever it is the baby will look beautiful with you guys' genes" and my eyes bulged out of my head. Baby? What baby?

"What is she talking about?" I whispered to Tommy and he shrugged confused and utterly shocked. I could see in his eyes he didn't want anything to do with a baby and that made me sad even though I wouldn't want one any time soon being a Rockstar and all.

"Oh no tell me your not getting rid of it" she pleaded even though we don't have a baby. "Deary listen to me the throwing up in the morning stops after a while" she stated and my eyes almost came out the socket. Why did I puke this morning?...I'm not sick…Am I?

"We love our baby very much and would never get rid of it, we just didn't know any one would tell since she's still skinny" he said tense and let out a fake and nervous chuckle. Oh god….What are we going to talk about when we get to his apartment?

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