Chapter 24: Relationship Problems
Sebastian still didn't move his eyes from the show. He couldn't believe it, did Kurt just say "I love you"? Sebastian was so confused. They'd only been together a short while. I mean Sebastian thought he loved Kurt, but he wasn't sure, as he'd mentioned before he'd only been in two relationships before...both ending badly. In those two relationships he had felt the same way he felt about Kurt right now. Sebastian didn't believe he loved Kurt, he wanted to but he wasn't sure if he did. If he didn't he was sure as hell going in that direction. He knew he should say I love you too, but he had promised himself not to lie in this relationship, and he still didn't know if he was. He hated the feeling he had inside him, he felt so special...yet so sick. He didn't want to do this to Kurt but he had to, for both of them.
"Kurt?" Sebastian asked taking a big breath as he turned to face his boyfriend.
"Yeah?" Kurt asked still holding his breath.
"I-I don-I don't think I love you." he finished.
Kurt's heart broke inside him. Kurt loved Sebastian so much that he just assumed Sebastian would say it back. Now that Sebastian had shared his feelings, Kurt realized something. The Sebastian that he and Blaine knew was different from the one he was dating. Kurt realized that the small evil part of Sebastian, was always going to be a part of him. Kurt couldn't take this feeling inside him, he'd had his heart broken enough already.
"I have-I have to go." Kurt got up without waiting for a response, and quickly left the theatre room.
Kurt left the theatre, and went down the street to one of his favourite bakery's. When he got inside he was happy to see his friend Millisa was working today.
"Kurt?" She asked running out from behind the counter. "Why are you crying?" she asked shocked.
"I forgot my phone at my...a friends house. Can I use your phone?" he asked, his voice as level as he could manage.
"Of coarse." usually she would get the store phone, but this was a friend so she pulled out her cell.
Kurt took it from her and called Mercedes.
"Hey Boo." She said brightly as she picked up.
"Can-can you come pick me up?" he asked with a sniffle or two.
"Sure, is everything okay?" She asked worried.
"No, we'll need ice cream, popcorn, diet coke, Rachel, and at least four musicals...anything but "Anne of Green Gables" please."he begged.
"Sure thing, I'm in my car. Gimme a sec." She texted Rachel what to get, "Okay, where are you?" she asked.
"I-I'm a-at the bakery wi-with Millisa." he said trying and failing to hold back the tears.
"Okay hold on, I'm on my way." Mercedes said and the line went dead.
Back at the theatre Sebastian was shocked. Did Kurt just break up with him? Did he need space? Why were relationships so complicated? He wanted to run after Kurt, but he had to take Stacy home. He woke her up when the show was over, she squinted and looked around. It was obvious what she was looking for.
"Where is Prince Kurty?" she asked slightly upset from being woken up from her nap.
"He had to leave." Sebastian said in a very sad voice.
Stacy looked at him confused.
"Why didn't he say goodbye?" she asked upset, and a little hurt.
"He had to leave right away, and he didn't have time." Sebastian answered apologetically.
"Oh, well...will he be at home?" she asked hopefully.
"Sorry Princess, but I don't think so." Sebastian answered wondering if Kurt would ever be back.
"So he just, said he didn't love you?" Mercedes asked horrified.
"He said and I quote "I don't think I love you"." Kurt said in a half angry, half broken voice.
"I told you he was no good." Rachel announced.
"Rachel!" Mercedes scolded.
"What? It's true." Rachel reasoned.
"And our boy just got his heart broken, don't you think you could have waited a while for the 'I told you so' speech?" Mercedes glared at her.
"It's fine Mercedes." Kurt said not wanting to hear the two girls fight. "Rachel did tell me."
"Hmmph." Was Rachel's only response, but you could hear the snark in it.
Sebastian was in his room thinking. He decided to text Kurt.
Sebastian 3- Are we...y'know what, can you just call so we can talk?
Sebastian sent it then heard "As Long As You're Mine" blare from his desk. He got up to go look, and sure enough Kurt's phone was there. Sebastian realized this gave him a rational reason to go see Kurt. He got Kurt's bags, his phone, and anything else that he was sure was Kurt's and headed out.
When Sebastian got to Kurt's house he hesitated on the door step. Finally he knocked.
"Hello Sebastian." Burt Hummel smiled as he opened the door.
"Is Kurt home?" Sebastian asked carefully.
Burt frowned at this.
"No, I thought he was at your house." Burt gave him a cold look.
"Well, we kinda got in a fight, and he left. So I brought his stuff." Sebastian answered gesturing to Kurts bags in his hands.
"Thank you for bringing his stuff, I'll tell him you were here." Burt said as he took Kurt's bags from Sebastian.
"Bye Mr. Hummel." Sebastian said as he turned.
"Burt, I have a feeling I'll be seeing you again." Burt said before he closed the door.
As Sebastian got in the car, he hoped with all his heart that Kurt's father was right.
Kurt- Hi.
Blaine- Is everything okay?
Kurt- Why do you ask?
Blaine- Because you never just say hi. You say hello, hey, hi how are you, what's up? but never just...hi!
Kurt- Wow, you really do know me. Me and Sebastian just had our first fight.
Blaine- What happened?
Kurt- let's just say he doesn't feel the same way.
Blaine- You said I love you didn't you?
Kurt- Yeah, and he doesn't feel the same way.
Blaine- did you ever think maybe he just wasn't ready, and he's still trying to figure everything out?
Kurt- No. Thanks Blaine you're a really good friend Blaine. Night.
Blaine- Night Kurt!
A/N: So that was kind of short but my mind just kept screaming at me to write it. Now I understand some might be mad about this chapter, but a relationship can't be completely perfect. They needed to have a fight sooner or later so why not get it over with? So I can't believe I uploaded this fast. REVEIW please!
