Here is the next chapter, sorry if it took so long to write it.
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"Dean I…" Sam stop to think what he was going to say.
"Sam what is it? You can tell me anything right, so please tell me what is going on." Dean look worriedly at Sam.
"It's just that I'm getting tired of being attack all the time, with Lukas in South Dakota almost killing me. With Draco and Lucifer in Cheyenne North Dakota getting me away from you, and using the shape shifters as Dad and Bobby to kill me. Ross and Draco are now after me for revenge for what happen, with Ross it's his brother and Draco it's with Lukas. Being kidnapped and tortured with a red-hot poker and knifes, and then Draco got to me at the hospital and burned me again. Here I'm shot from a robbery at the grocery store in town, having one of them stepping on my groan that was burned from Draco. On top of all of that I was push off a cliff by a Demon, how the hell he found me here I'll never know." Sam said looking away from Dean.
"Sam I know things have look bad for you in the last 7 months, with the attacks and getting hurt at the grocery store. I know this has been rough on you with everything that had happen, but things will get better in time. I have to believe that to get through all the hard stuff, and it's been killing me to see you like this. I wish I could take all the pain and suffering you went through, I wish it happen to me instead of you kiddo. We can get through this together side by side, there is nothing I wouldn't do for you or go that extra mile." Dean was trying to reassure Sam.
"I know that you would do that for me Dean, that is what scares me the most what you would do. I just can't let you take the fall for me anymore, you should've let me go at the cliffs instead of saving me. I'd be better off dead then being like this, scared of a little things and always looking over my shoulders." Sam look Dean in the eyes and saw anger in them.
"I don't ever what to hear you say that again Sam, there was no way in hell I would've let you go, I'm just glad that Castiel came when he did and saved you. I would die if you fell to your death Sam, there will be no reason for me to live if that happen. You're my life Sam and with out you I'll be nothing, you are the one who makes me complete." Dean said holding Sam's face in his hands.
"You don't mean that at all Dean on the dying part, you will have Bobby, Joshua and Joe with you. They would miss you if you die because of me, I'm not worth saving De….." Is all that Sam got out before Dean anger got the better of him.
"You are worth saving Sam you are not worthless, I would be nothing with out you in my life. Yes I do have Bobby, Joshua and Joe even Castiel with me, they could never replace you in my life little brother. I love you Sammy with my whole heart and soul, without you my heart would be broken in a million pieces. I need you to get this through you thick head brother, that you are the most important person in my life. No one I mean no one can ever replace you in my life, you are my life Sam and I hope that you get this cause it's the last time I'm telling you this." Dean look at Sam straight in the eyes.
"That goes for all of us Sam, ya are loved by everyone damn idjit." Bobby said with tears in his eyes, knowing now how Sam's feels about everything that happen.
"Bobby is right Sam we all love you kiddo and want you safe, we won't be doing all of this if we didn't care." Joshua said with Joe nodding in agreement.
"I guess that I have some work to do then, getting myself back together again and not being so scared. I just never know how much you all cared, I'm glad that I have you all in my life right now." Sam said with tears in his eyes, he knew know how much they all cared for him.
With that Sam got up from the corner and went out in the living room, he wasn't reading to go out side just yet. He had to work on his fears before he could step out the door, then he would conquered those fears one step at a time. Dean and Bobby would be there every step of the way helping him, so was Joshua and Joe be there for him to. They all know that this won't happen over night or in a week, they knew it would take time for Sam and do it at his pace.
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After all the Demon got back together with their leaders, they all told them what had happen and no one found Sam. Pico was waiting for all his Demons to return to him, when they all came back together he notice on was missing. He ask all the other Demons if they have seen him after they separated, they all reply no that they all went in different directions. They couldn't remember which way he headed to, they all just said that they would met each other in five hours. So they couldn't tell Pico if he headed to the cities or the coast, when they all left they headed in five different direction never once meeting the others. Pico told them they got to go and met with the others, they couldn't wait for the other Demon to show they had to go met with Draco.
When they all got back to their destination they told Draco what happen, they couldn't find Sam any where on the west. They check every place they could think of with no such luck, so they all headed back here to tell Draco the news. When Pico was heading out with his Demons Draco stop him, he wanted to know why he only had four Demons and not five.
"Pico you are missing one of your Demons, what happen to him and where is he." Draco didn't look to happy.
"I don't know my Lord on what happen to him, we all got back together and he never return. I ask the other Demons if they have seen him, and they said not since they separated to find Sam. I have no idea where he went after he left me, I waited as long as I could before I had to come back here." Pico informed Draco.
"So you don't know which way he headed then, if he went to the coast or in the middle of the state. That is not a good thing that he went missing like this, especially after my three good Demons never return from their search." Draco was wondering if Castiel had a hand in the disappearance.
"I'm sorry my Lord but no I don't know which way he went, I wish he would've said which way so we could've looked for him." Pico said as he bowed his head and walk away from Draco.
As Draco stood there lost in his thoughts Ross walk up next to him, he was not one happy person right now. He has kept up with his end of the bar gin since day one, Draco just told him to hand tight and you'll get your chance again. Well Ross was getting tired of this waiting game of Draco's, so he wanted answers now and he was not taking no as one of them. So he walk up to his side and ask him what is going on, he could tell that Draco was getting angry with him but he didn't care.
"Draco what the hell is going on here, you said that we would have Sam by now. Well I'm sorry but I don't see him around here, didn't you say we would have him in no time or was that to shut me up. I'm going to keep bothering you until I get my answered, so you better tell me what is going on right now." Ross was getting angry with Draco when he ignored him.
"It's a need to know basics Ross and right now there is nothing to tell you, so go and sit down and shut up you hole." Draco said with his anger burning inside of him.
"No I would not shut up Draco I want answers now, and you are going to tell me what I wanted to know. I'm getting tired of all these secrets you are hiding, so if I don't get what I….." Is all that Ross got out when Draco grab his neck, his feet here hanging a few inches from the ground.
"You listen really good Ross I'm only saying this once, when I think you need to know something I'll tell you. Until then you will stand right by and keep your mouth shut, only speak when I ask you a question and be quick the rest of the time. I'm not going to repeat myself on this Ross so get it through your head, and shut the hell up or you will be the pig for our barbeque." Ross said with his eyes midnight black.
Ross look into Draco's eyes and saw just black eyes, he could feel the heat coming from his hands. When Draco let him go and stumble to the ground, holding his next he could feel the burning from Draco's hand. As the other Demons walk past him they making chopping and slurping sounds, just to prove Draco point about him being the pig. Ross just shrink into himself and flinch at the sound, knowing that Draco would make good of his promise. He heard him talking to Pico about the Demon being missing, so he got into a car and headed to Oregon. He was getting tired of the Demon's promises that he never kept, so he was going to finish the job himself and find Sam and kill him.
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A week after Sam told Dean his feelings about his fears, he made some progress dealing with those. He was more comfortable moving around the house then he use to be, he would stand in the door way but wouldn't cross the thresh hold. He was not able to get the courage to do that just yet, the others were happy to see Sam make the effort to do that. They never pressure him to go out on the porch and sit, he would take a chair and sit just inside the door. When someone would come in for something to drink or eat, Sam would shrink away from the door afraid of being pushed out. He hated being this way cause he wanted to be out there, sitting next to his brother talking with his friends enjoying the breeze. Finally Sam decided enough was enough and he was going to push himself, he step up to the door and put one foot out the door. When he heard a sound he would jump back into the house, then he came back to the door and tried it again. He put one foot out the door and look around, seeing or hearing nothing he put the other foot out the door. He stood there for a moment like a scared rabbit, ready to hide if he had to back in the house were he felt safe. Dean and Bobby sat out on the porch watching Sam, they didn't say anything to him cause they didn't want to spook him. Joshua and Joe sat at the kitchen table with a smile on their faces, they knew that was hard for Sam to go that far. They stayed where they were cause they didn't want to freak Sam out, this was something he had to do himself and they were proud of him.
When Sam look around and saw Dean and Bobby looking at him he smile, they smile back at him but stayed were they sat. They knew it was up to Sam to go were he wanted to, they were not going to push him into doing what they wanted. Dean couldn't stop feeling proud for his brother making the effort, he knew that Sam was scared out of his mind when he step further onto the porch. Finally Sam made it to the love seat Dean was sitting in, he sat next to his brother with his leg touching Dean's. Sam was scared out of his wits being that far from the door, just feeling his brother made him relax more and he got himself comfortable. He look at Dean who had a big grin on his face and a twinkle in his eyes, Sam gave Dean a tight smile back with the scare rabbit puppy dog look in his eyes. When Bobby saw the effort Sam made just doing that, he couldn't feel more proud of Sam he smile real big for his son.
Joshua and Joe came to the door and smile at Sam sitting next to his brother, they saw that Sam was still sacred being out there. Just as long as he felt his brother he was fine, they step out on the porch to spend time with them. For the first time in two weeks all five hunters sat on the porch, just as long as Sam felt Dean's contact he was relax. When Dean went to get up to get everyone a drink, Sam panic and started to get up. Dean put his hands on Sam's shoulders and push him back down, telling him it will be ok and he'll be right back. After Dean went into the house Sam never let his eyes off the door, he look like he was ready to run back in to be with Dean. When his brother came back out he had four beers in his hand, he gave one to Joshua, Joe and Bobby and stood there for a moment. He wanted to see what Sam would do with out his contact, when he saw that Sam was ready to run back in he sat down next to him.
"See Sam there is no reason to be scared out here, you are doing great tiger I'm proud of you." Dean said rubbing Sam's back to comfort him.
"That is right kiddo we are all proud of ya, I can't stop smiling seeing ya out here." Bobby was so happy for Sam.
"Thanks guys." Sam said in a whisper.
"Just relax Sam and enjoy the scenery, the breeze is really nice out here. When you feel up to it I'm going to take you to a place, just the two of us no one else is allowed to come." Dean said as he rub Sam's leg to calm him.
"Where is that at Dean, and why do you want to take me." Sam was relaxing to Dean's touch.
"You'll see when you are ready to go kiddo, it will be just to two of us. No one else is allowed to come with, it's are alone time so we can just hang out and talk." Dean couldn't wait to take Sam to the place he was at before.
"I'm just not ready to get off the porch just yet Dean, I don't know when I'll be ready to do that." Sam's voice had a slight of panic in it.
"When ever you are ready to go Sammy we will, it's going to be at your time not mine." Dean said smiling at Sam.
For the rest of the day they all sat on the porch, until it was ready for Bobby to start to make dinner. Dean was about to get up to help Bobby when he motion Dean to sit, he knew that Sam would panic if Dean left him there. As it got darker outside Sam was getting a little nervous, he kept playing with the hem of his shirt. Seeing his brothers tensing he told Sam to go inside the house, he wanted to make sure the cars were lock. Sam shook his head and said that he would wait for Dean, he watch as his brother left the porch and went to the side of the cabin. He got nervous when Dean was out of his sight, he stood up from the chair and walk to the steps. He wanted to be with his brother so bad that it hurt, the only thing is Sam was to scared to get off the porch. He waited to see if Dean was coming back, when he didn't see his brother he went to go look for him. He took one step off the porch when an owl swoop down getting it's prey, Sam yelled for his brother when the owl startled him and he hid in the corner. Dean came running from the side of the cabin onto the porch, when he saw his brother in the corner he felt bad for leaving him.
"Hey what happen Sam why are you in the corner for?" Dean lifted Sam back on the chair.
"W-when you didn't come back I went to look for you." Sam said in a small voice.
"Why did you yell out my name then, you scared the hell out of me." Dean was trying to calm his heart.
"I-I'm sorry D-Dean for scaring you, and owl came down and startled me is all. I didn't mean to get you mad, I was worried about you is all." Sam's eyes were casting down on the porch.
"I'm not mad Sam just a little shaken up is all, it's ok to be scared of owl the freak the hell out of me." Dean said with a smirk, when he heard Sam laugh that was music to his ears.
Just then Bobby and the other two hunters came out wondering what happen, when Dean told them why Sam yelled for him they calm down. Bobby said it was dinner time and to wash up, he went back inside to set the table with Joshua and Joe behind him.
"Why does he think that we are little kids for, telling us to go wash our hands like we are five year olds." Dean said lifting Sam up to his feet.
"Cause ya damn idjit ya act like a five year old, so shut you trap and get a movin now." Bobby yelled from the cabin.
"Yes dad we will be there in a minute so calm down old man." Dean said in a low voice to Sam.
"I heard that Dean so shut your trap and get in here, or I'll show you what this old man can do." Bobby said.
Dean look at Sam with a surprise look on his face, wondering how Bobby could've heard him. Sam just smile at his brother face with dimples, that made Dean's heart melt seeing those dimples again.
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That's all of this chapter, hope you all enjoyed the brotherly moments.
Next chapter will be of Ross getting to Oregon, he is very determined to find Sam and kill him.