"this song is by my chem. it's called not ok and it was one of Calvin's favorite songs" we played and I got really in to the song jumping and I even went and played with Frank.

"Ok now how many of you know Frank?" only a few people raised their hands.

"Seriously well you are looking at My Chemical Romance's rhythm guitarist" some people cheered.

"You are also looking at my dad" lots of people gasped.

"yeah he wanted to let everyone know at a press conference but me being the impatient person I am" I said looking at Frank.

"You got that from your mom" he said not into the mike.

"Whatever Mr. I Want My Skittles Now" I said back.

"no I need skittles" he argued back.

"ok glad to see you 2 bonding can we get back to the show?" Zacky yelled from the side.

"ok well anyways on top of the there is paparazzi here somewhere because they have been taking pictures of me all week" I said and everyone started looking around.

"Well anyways the next song is called Heaven help us. I know a lot of people at this school are very religious and this is kind of like a prayer for the school in a way but I personally am not very religious so this is dedicated to you guys" I started singing and playing guitar. Everyone joined in. I somehow ended up on the floor playing the cool guitar parts and having to jump back up to sing. When I was finished everyone was cheering.

"Ok I got one last thing for you guys before I leave" I gave my guitar to Frank and grabbed the duffel bag.

"see my band is unsigned but I have ways of doing things and these last 4 days I recorded and with the help of friends mass produced it. This being my school gets the first copies ever made of our songs" I pulled out a few.

"Cheer for sweet music people" everyone was on their feet cheering to get a cd.

"you know what I have an idea" I started throwing cds out and at random I pulled out a sharpie and signed a few of them and threw them out. When I got to Lizzy I signed it:

To Lizzy

A true fan for the ages. You are a major inspiration for me now just remember that. Never let anyone use you or threaten you and because I trust you here's my number call if there's a problem.

Helli Dragon/Iero

I handed it to her and she hugged me.

"remember what that says Lizzy" I kept throwing them out there and I had a few left in the bag so I signed those to Paul and Jared:

To the cool jocks

Be the leaders of the school revolution and enjoy it but don't get a big head

Helli Dragon/Iero.

"Ok now go to class" I yelled at all of them and the groaned.

"whoa don't do that can I mention that I am 14 and a sophomore ? I know how it feels let me remind you I spent my break here and I won the sophomores a prom" I smiled. They cheered and started heading out. We started taking everything apart.

"Frank when does the plane leave?"

" like 4 in the morning"

"why so early?"

"they decided to bury Calvin there and I want you to be there to say goodbye"

"Thanks"

"you guys can go we will clean up"

"Thanks I had a blast"

"You're welcome just keep your message be gun control" he hugged me and we all left.

"Ok let's go back and pack" Frank said.

"But I ha-"

"have to go say good bye to Calvin" he reminded me. I sighed but we left. I went and said goodbye to all of my teachers before I left.

That night

"So what are we going to do til the plane leaves?" I asked everyone.

"Well you, Frank, and Lyn-z are going back to the tour and everyone else is going home" Zacky said.

"What Zacky now that I actually have a dad you don't want to act like one?" I asked.

"Nope I just get to act like Frank instead" He smiled at Frank who pouted.

"But only Frank can act like Frank" he said getting up obviously looking for skittles.

"Good luck finding them" I said with an evil smirk on my face. He turned with a pure look of evil on his face.

"Where are they?" He started walking towards me. I pulled them out from behind my back.

"Take cover everyone" Jimmy(MSI) said.

"No I am a cripple he would win without a fight" I said inspecting my now chipping nail polish.

"So then give them to him" Emily said.

"I want a cig. Where are they?" I wanted one I was avoiding the command because I was gonna get them.

"Give him the skittles before he kills you" Johnny said.

"I would like to see him try" I stood and walked to the middle of the room in completely open space. I smiled showing the vampire teeth I had on.

"I want to see you give him the motherfucking skittles and stopping being retarded!" Bert yelled.

"Nope he needs to come get them and I mi- I FOUND THEM!!!" I grabbed the cigs and lighter off the tv. I turned and Frank was in front of me.

"I came to get them now hand them over" he reached for them. I went to hand them to him but dropped them at the last second and grabbed his arm. I flipped him and he landed on the floor. I picked the skittles up and laughed.

"To short huh?" I sat there while everyone looked from him to me.

"Now I see why you didn't want to go to the hospital" Jimmy(MSI) said.

"Yeah it sucks it's like showing you're weak and I was in the middle of a fight when I first got hit if I remember correctly" I looked up.

"Ok well since you injured me and won can I have the skittles?" I looked up and made faces like I was thinking.

"Pretty please with Gerard on top?" I looked at him.

"Dude his wife is in the room it's your neck under the guillotine and eww I never thought of any of you that way" I walked into the other room and out to the balcony. I lit a fag and mental laughed. I used to think of one of them that way but it was only for like 1 day. Then I remembered Calvin the person who was killed just days ago. Tears slowly made their way down my face as I remembered the first person to truly love me in awhile.

Lyn-z

I sat there while everyone stared from Frank to me. I was finally tired of it.

"WHAT!?!?!?!?!?!" I yelled at them.

"Um he just offered your husband to a teenage girl and you aren't going to do anything about it?" Bert asked.

"Ok I have 3 things to say to that. 1 you and Gee have had your experiences together Bert, 2 Frank makes out with Gee on stage all the time and in case you haven't realized I have never really cared, and 3 she doesn't like any of them like that and if anything I think Frank should go apologize because in case you didn't realize her boyfriend/ the person she has confided everything in was just shot and killed and you made a heartless joke because you wanted skittles which in case you don't see you don't have either" I said then got up to go see how she was.

She was sitting down smoking a cig as usual. I walked outside and sat down next to her.

"Are you ok?"

"Yeah but did Frank go get those pain killers?"

"Yeah but they aren't anti-depressants Helli"

"I know but my side hurts and I feel like I get run over by a bus if I turn too fast as you heard just before we went to the hospital and it is hard to breathe right now"

"Fine but I will monitor how many you take"

"Fine and one more thing"

"What?"

"I am going to see Monroe again"

"Ok ask Frank"

"It's not like he cares" we walked back into the other room.

Helena

"I am sorry Helli" Frank said.

"Forget it anyways I am going to see Monroe again"

"Damn do you plan on becoming a god damn rainbow before we go or something?"Jimmy(MSI) asked.

"No most likely purple but I didn't plan on getting one but now that I think of it maybe I will" Steve hit Jimmy on the back of the head.

"Dumbass now she's going to get one" steve said to Jimmy.

"Can I have my cigs back?" Frank asked.

"Skittles or fags Frank?" he looked nervously between the 2.

"Did you plan that?" Lyn-z asked.

"Yeah I can stop when ever but Frank needs both it's just a matter of will power"

"Nice going" I smiled and Frank was still looking between the 2.

"Here I will take the skittles and you can keep the fags" I went to put the fags down but he stopped me.

"Wait! I want the skittles" I smiled.

"OK. I knew it would work it works every time"

"What the fuck are you talking about?" Brian asked.

"It's called reverse psychology. He wanted the fags more but when he saw the skittles taken he wanted those instead"

"Ok well maybe you should use your freaky mind powers to become a psychologist" Matt said.

"I have a job asshole"

"What?"

"I am a rockstar and we do whatever the fuck we want"

"Don't get a bighead it's big enough" Frank said.

"You're just jealous that I am smarter than you"

"No you're not"

"Really then what is the cube root of 704,969?"

"Maybe you are smarter than me" Frank said.

"she's a fucking child genius" Jimmy(A7X) said

"Yup now anyone coming?"

"What are we gonna do?"

"Well I am going to get more tattoos and you guys can shop or sit there or get tattoos your self but Monroe doesn't do appointments in fact I think I am the only one she does art for" I walked to my bag and pulled out a pack of colored pencils, a charcoal pencil, and a sketch pad.

"Why?"

"Her business is really successful and after you guys came in with me that one day people have been coming in like crazy because people saw us there and now she is supposed to own the best tattoo shop in Arizona" I sat down and started drawing the open book for my tattoo.

"So she doesn't work on anyone else?"

"I think she handles all of the famous people and she hasn't left that shop in 5 years"

"she's like 23 though" Lyn-z said

"Yeah she just did everything to be a tattoo artist and Jo anne helped her open the shop and it was successful so she is always there and never wanted a break"

"so she is gonna stay there her entire life?"

"No um we are going to Australia after tour for a mini vaca I need it she needs it so we are going together just the 2 of us"

"How come we didn't know about this!?" Frank yelled.

"Um I didn't know you were my dad until after that so you didn't need to know and whether you like it or not we are going" I started drawing the pictures and words from the open book. He sighed and sat back down.

"Is anyone coming with me or not?" I asked while I finished the Shakespeare quote coming out of the book.

"No one ok I will finish these at the shop" I stood up and picked everything up.

"Wait I will come" Emily grabbed her purse.

"Ok bubbles ready to go?"

"Yes my wife I am"

"Since when am I the wife I was the husband before" we stared at each other then burst out laughing.

"What are the 2 of you doing?"

"Being our Bi selfs what does it look like?" everyone looked at Bert. He noticed and looked at them.

"I have the same thing with Lyn-z and let me remind you she is carrying my child" they looked back at us.

"I didn't know you were Bi" Frank said.

"It's better than incest" I looked at Emily and we burst out laughing again.

"Why are you laughing!?!" Kitty yelled.

"Just something we saw at school once" I said in between the laughs.

"You saw That at school?!?!" Zacky asked.

"I am not replaying that in my head is anyone coming or not?" Me and Emily were still laughing.

"no one going once, twice, sold bye everyone see you at the airport"

"Whoa what do you mean?"

"I will drive to the airport and meet you guys there"

"What about your bags?"

"Fine I will be back at 1" I started walking out the door.

"Wait we want to come too!" I looked and saw Zacky standing.

"Who?"

"The guys and me" I sighed

"I can't fit 7 in the Lamborghini"

"We have a tahoe"

"Fine I am driving"

"You guys are screwed" Frank said to them.

"No the tahoe has a speed restrictor so I can't go over 95"

"wow you got lucky"

"Until I disconnect it" I smiled.

"You get a ticket enjoy jail I am not coming to get you guys" Frank waved and went to the balcony.

"He's not serious right?" Matt asked.